Jianbao life

Chapter 149 Life Experience ([-])

Thinking of the end, Chu Chen felt that he could only blame himself, why he was born in such a family!If I was born in an ordinary family, I wouldn't have so many troubles now.

Since there is a deep sense of disappointment in his heart about the current family, Chu Chen will not want to see his biological parents now. With his current state, it will not be of any benefit for the two parties to meet. Will break up unhappy, which will undoubtedly hurt both parties again, so he shook his head and said:

"Stop talking, I don't want to go!"

After finishing speaking, Chu Chen turned around and walked back.

"do not want!"

Chu Yulan rushed to Chu Chen's side, grabbed his arm, and said anxiously, "Brother, what are you going to do to forgive your parents?"

Chu Chen said calmly: "Everyone is not wrong, what is there to forgive or not to forgive? I don't want to talk about this matter, no matter how many times you say it, I will not go back now! Xiaolan, the reason why you this time Follow me, do you want to tell me about this? Thank you, I will take you back in a while! Let's keep in touch less for the time being!"

Hearing this, Chu Yulan's face instantly turned pale, and she said with tears streaming down her face:
"Brother, do you hate me! Are you complaining that I didn't tell my parents before? Yes, I did something wrong. I'm selfish. I'm sorry for my parents who have raised me for so many years, but I didn't mean to do this Yeah! I'm just scared of going back to the old days!"

"I know, no matter what reason I have, it's not an excuse for not telling my parents before, but brother, please, don't drive me away, as long as you can eliminate your resentment towards parents, you can ask me to do anything .”

Chu Chen shook his head and said, "Xiao Lan, this has nothing to do with you, and you don't have to do this."

Chu Yulan burst into tears and said: "No! You must be hating me, but it's okay, as long as you can forgive your parents and return to your parents, even if you let me leave this house!"

Hearing this, Chu Chen suddenly became angry and shouted: "Chu Yulan, who do you think I am, Chu Chen! Is it that I am so unbearable in your heart? Or do you want to use this as a threat, you must Let me accept this!"

Hearing Chu Chen's scolding, Chu Yulan was stunned immediately, and then explained incoherently: "No! I don't...no, I really don't mean that! Wow...I...I really don't mean this Meaning!..." At the end, she squatted on the ground helplessly and burst into tears.

Seeing this, Chu Chen couldn't help frowning. He was most afraid of a girl crying in front of him. While pitying her, it also made him feel bad. In addition, because of his background, he couldn't help but walk away.

However, seeing Chu Yulan who was squatting on the ground crying, Chu Chen felt a little unbearable. The key is to leave the girl here alone, and he can't do this kind of thing.

After waiting for a while, seeing that Chu Yulan was still crying, Chu Chen couldn't help but let out a long sigh, took out a few tissues, handed them to Chu Yulan and said, "Okay! Don't cry!"

Seeing that Chu Yulan was still crying after a while, Chu Chen immediately shouted: "Chu Yulan, I told you not to cry, if you cry again, I'm leaving!"

"Brother...brother, you...you don't go..." Hearing that Chu Chen was going to leave, Chu Yulan hurriedly wiped her tears and stood up with some difficulty.

"Brother, I... I really didn't mean that. When we went to Xijing, I thought you should be the missing son of my parents. But because of my own selfishness, I didn't take it to heart I told my parents."

"Afterwards, I had many opportunities to tell my parents about the matter, but because I was afraid of this and that, I concealed it. Later, I felt that I couldn't go on like this anymore. Seeing my parents' memories When I think of you, I have mixed feelings, and Brother Chu, what you have done for me, I feel that I am really selfish to the extreme."

"However, when I discovered this, I found that I had made too many mistakes. In order to make up for my previous mistakes, I swear that I must let my parents and you reunite happily. Brother Chu, what I just said , the intention is to let you forgive your parents, I really don't mean to force you at all, you have to believe me!"

After hearing what Chu Yulan said, Chu Chen couldn't help feeling a sense of powerlessness in his heart, and he felt a bit dumbfounded.Chu Yulan looks quite smart. According to Wen Yuting, her academic performance is also among the best in her grade.How to do things is a stick, I have said that it is not her problem, but it is so serious.

Moreover, she thought the problem was too simple. Judging from her description just now, it was all her own thoughts, and she didn't listen to other people's opinions. To put it bluntly, she was self-righteous.

As far as this matter is concerned, from her description, she may not be a child born to her parents, but is it true that her parents will definitely blame her after hearing about it?Even if I would blame her at the time, but after all, I have raised the child for so many years, how could the parents have the heart to abandon her?
Thinking of this, Chu Chen secretly shook his head and said:

"Xiao Lan, I still make that decision."

"I……"

"Stop!"

Seeing that Chu Yulan was tearing up again, Chu Chen immediately said, "Listen to me first, and I'll say it again, I made this decision not because of you, but because I couldn't accept it. decision."

"I know that the decision is correct in general terms. But I'm just a small person, I have emotions and desires, and I can't be so impartial, so as the one who has been decided, I can't accept it."

"But Mom and Dad..."

Chu Chen waved his hand and interrupted: "I know what you mean, but I still can't control the emotion in my heart. If we meet by then, I can't guarantee that it won't explode. This kind of result, It must not be what you want to see, right?"

Hearing this, Chu Yulan's face was full of disappointment, and she murmured, "Is this the only way? Parents will be very disappointed in me, right?"

Seeing Chu Yulan's expression, Chu Chen couldn't help shaking his head secretly, and said, "Xiaolan, do you know where your biggest problem is?"

"What?" Chu Yulan came back to her senses and asked a little confused.

Seeing this, Chu Chen could only repeat it again: "I said, do you know where your biggest problem is?"

"What's the question?" Chu Yulan asked after thinking for a while, shaking her head.

"Your biggest problem is that you like to dig into the horns. I made this decision. What does it have to do with you? How could they blame you?"

"But if I had told them earlier, or someone else had persuaded you..."

Chu Chen said helplessly: "Could it be that if I change people, will my decision be changed? Even if I change the two of them, I can't change this decision, and I will definitely quarrel with them when I am emotional, but This is definitely a lot better than that.”

When Chu Yulan heard this, she opened her mouth, and then swallowed the words. She thought to herself, the result is indeed very likely to be what brother said. Could it be that she really got into a dead end?
"Okay, don't think about it too much. When you go back, tell them what happened today. They will definitely not blame you, let alone the result you imagined."

Hearing this, Chu Yulan said anxiously: "Brother, do you still want me to go?"

"Go back and look at your face in the mirror. Can you go to my house in this state?" Chu Chen looked at Chu Yulan's pale face and said helplessly.

Chu Yulan quickly said: "Brother, aren't you going to deal with the purchases today? I will take a rest in the school dormitory and I promise to be very active. If you see that I am not in the right state, I will Do as you please."

Chu Chen sighed and said, "I said Xiaolan, why are you doing this?"

"Brother, since I'm here, let me see your living environment from childhood to adulthood, otherwise, I will definitely leave regrets, please!" Chu Yulan begged.

Chu Chen also realized Chu Yulan's single-minded character now, and knowing that no matter how much he persuaded him, he could only nod his head and agree: "Okay, but if I see that your condition is still poor then, then You have to go back to me honestly."

Chu Yulan nodded again and again, and agreed: "Brother, don't worry, I will definitely not hold you back when the time comes."

"Okay, let's go, now you can honestly go back to the dormitory to rest..."

Afterwards, Chu Chen took Chu Yulan back to school. Along the way, he also understood the root cause of Chu Yulan's current personality.

Chu Yulan was originally adopted by a small welfare home. Due to limited qualifications, the quality of the nurses there is also uneven, and the management level is even more backward.Not only do they beat, scold and abuse children frequently, but they also tie them up with ropes or iron chains because they are afraid of children running around.

At that time, Chu Yulan was thin and a bit stupid, and the little girl was a little timid, so not only would she be beaten and scolded by the nurses for some trivial things, but she would also be bullied by the same orphans.In this orphanage, Chu Yulan lived until she was six years old, which not only cast a huge psychological shadow on her, but also formed her a sensitive and suspicious personality.

When Chu Yulan was six years old, the incident of child abuse in the orphanage was exposed by reporters, which aroused huge social repercussions. At that time, Chu Chen's parents also saw the news in the newspaper. The problem is that they also wanted to adopt a child at that time, so Chu Yulan came to the current family.

Knowing this, while Chu Chen sympathized with Chu Yulan, she also knew that because of what happened to her back then, although her sensitive and suspicious personality had changed a lot with the careful care of her parents now, it did not disappear after all, so This has formed her current one-sided, easy-going character.

(End of this chapter)