In the spring before the first wife's return to the hall

Chapter 149 Unbelievable

Of course Jin'er can answer: I don't remember a lot of things after a serious illness - she has said so since she came to Jinfu, and it is not impossible to use it as a shield at this time.

However, with the marriage certificate and the wedding ceremony, both the children and Jin Jingyi knew each other, and she remembered a lot of big things, as long as it was a small thing that Jin Jingyi thought of, she didn't remember it?
If you don't remember one thing, if you don't remember two things, if you don't remember everything, how can it not cause Jin Jing's lifelong suspicion?What's more, after she entered the house and won the trust of Mrs. Tai and others, Jin Jingyi became suspicious.

But she didn't want to reject Jin Jing wholeheartedly, she still kept entangled with him, and heard him mention the past time and time again; and Jin'er knew nothing about the past that he said.

Jin Jingyi laughed without getting a reply from the person on his back, and his voice was warming to the bottom of his heart: "Don't you remember? That serious illness didn't kill you, but just made you forget a lot of things." , is God’s pity.”,

"It doesn't matter if you don't remember, I remember everything, I will tell you one by one slowly; it doesn't matter if you don't remember, we can do what we did before. OK?"

Jin'er was taken aback when she heard that, she didn't expect that the entanglement in her heart would be gently resolved by Jin Jingyi, and it didn't arouse his suspicion at all.

Jin Jingyi said that he would no longer have the slightest suspicion of Jin'er; and at this time he really did it, not only did he not have any doubts, but the simple two sentences made Jin'er's eyes red and moist a feeling of.

He said, I remember, we did what we did before.

If the love is so deep, how many people are not moved?At least Jin'er was not as cold-hearted and indifferent as she thought, she was extremely moved.

However, she couldn't agree.Because she cannot become a real husband and wife with Jin Jingyi, and cannot sleep with him, this is her promise to Tan Qiuyin, and it is also a promise to herself.

"Not good." She was silent for a long time before uttering two words, which were a little stiff.

Jin Jingyi was not unhappy when he heard it, but nodded: "Yes, yes, I took it for granted again; let the past go, we should do other things to become the common memory of the two of us. For example, I recited it like this Better looking at you than running around the garden, isn't it?"

Jin'er was really speechless this time, her heart was made of meat, how could she say bad things again when Jin Jingyi treated her like this?She couldn't speak so she fell silent.

She didn't laugh at the jokes that Lu Jin Jingyi said next, and she didn't answer Jin Jingyi's questions, thinking that this would let Jin Jingyi know that she didn't want to restore the closeness with him.

She just wanted to be alone, even if she returned to the Golden Mansion, she only wanted to be alone, and she didn't want to continue the relationship between husband and wife.She said this to Jin Jingyi, and I believe Jin Jingyi has not forgotten it.

Jin Jingyi finally realized, but what he was thinking was different from what Jin'er wanted: "Look, I've been talking for a long time, but I forgot that you are already very tired. I won't talk anymore, if you can sleep, sleep for a while Well, I'll walk steadily and slowly."

Lu Jin'er didn't know how he got here after that, there seemed to be too many things rushing back and forth in his mind, but it seemed to be blank.

It was very late when they arrived at the temple, and Jin Jing didn't let Jin'er down until he was about to reach the small courtyard where they lived in the temple.

As soon as the two of them entered the yard, they saw a light shining from Mrs. Tai's room. Jin'er couldn't help but sigh, knowing that there was no need to sleep tonight.

Jin Jingyi took a look at his mother's room, pulled Jin'er and walked towards Jin'er's room: "It's so late, go and have a good rest; if you can't sleep, don't force yourself, I will let the girls cook soothing soup for you." you."

He lightly pinched Jin'er's hand and gave her a reassuring look: "Mother has me, don't worry." He sent Jin'er back to the room, and gave Qi'er some instructions before turning around and coming out.

Jin'er really didn't want to face Mrs. Tai's questioning, it would be better if Jin Jingyi was willing to stop or persuade her: "You, also go to bed earlier."

Under the lamp, she saw that Jin Jingyi's hair was soaked in sweat: He said he wasn't tired, but how could he be really not tired?
She turned her head away and stopped looking at the sweat, fearing that if her heart softened, she would really be unable to control it.

Jin Jingyi was afraid that Mrs. Tai would send someone over, so he left without saying much. When he came out of the house, he just met the people next to Mrs. Tai. He said before the girl: "Whisper, Madam just fell asleep." He opened his mouth but said nothing.

After rushing to Mrs. Tai's room, he sat down and drank two glasses of water before saying, "Mom, go to bed earlier."

Under the light, his face was full of tiredness and frustration.

"You, you let her go back to the room like that?! What good can she do if she goes out as a woman in the middle of the night? You really have to piss me off." Mrs. Tai didn't understand why her son came alone.

She said angrily: "You really have to be fascinated by her!"

Jin Jingyi answered in a low voice: "If she wants to be fascinated, that's fine." After speaking, he sighed a long time, looked at the lights on the table and became dazed.

Along the way, it's not that he didn't know about Jin'er's estrangement, nor didn't he feel that Jin'er didn't want to get close to him, but he didn't let Jin'er know that he had noticed: because in that case, what would he do next?
Did you follow Jin'er's wishes?Five years changed Jin'er, and no matter what Jin'er became, it was not Jin'er's fault. As a husband and a man who should support Jin'er, how could he blame Jin'er?
Now he can hardly do anything but make up for it, even if he can't make up for it anyway, but if he can make up for even a little bit, he will do it; other than that, he just has to be patient.

Jin'er has endured five years of pain, and he should have ten or twenty years of patience at this time: to warm Jin'er's cold heart again.

It's one thing to be determined, and another thing to understand. When facing Jin'er's alienation, he really felt uncomfortable; because that was his wife, the married wife, and the two had sworn to each other to Tianmeng. I will never give up for a lifetime.

Mrs. Tai raised her brows when she heard her son's words: "Isn't that a trick of playing hard to get? You, the smart one is as easy to deceive as a three-year-old child in her hands."

Jin Jingyi rubbed his face: "Jin'er, it's not playing hard to get. Mother, I don't understand, but between husband and wife, um, that's what happens, I can tell the difference clearly. Jin'er, her heart is not on me .”

When he said this, he sighed a long time: "She really doesn't want to get close to me."

Mrs. Tai saw her son's appearance: "If you say that, it is too much for her to use means. If it hurts you and makes you really alienate her, what good will it do her?"

However, this matter is not a bad thing in her opinion: "This is better. Well, don't worry about it anymore, go back to your room and go to sleep. But what happened tonight..."

"Mother, Jin'er is not that kind of person, you know very well. Even if she left here alone, she still has her reasons." Jin Jingyi stood up and looked at Mrs. Tai: "It's just that she doesn't want to tell us, but I agree I'll trust her later."

Madam Tai felt angry again: "Is there anything she doesn't want to say, and what can't she say? You can tell people about everything, unless she has done something shameful..."

"Jin'er, she doesn't believe us; she doesn't believe my mother, and she doesn't believe me either." After Jin Jingyi looked into his mother's eyes and said this, he looked at her quietly until his mother looked away before taking two steps back: "Son Just go back to the room, and mother should go to bed earlier."

Mrs. Tai didn't make a sound and watched her son leave. She knew that she couldn't ask any more questions about what happened tonight, because her son had said it very clearly. If she asked her son again, she would definitely defend Mu Jin'er desperately.

Thinking of her son's words that Jin'er didn't believe their mother and son, she couldn't help but sigh, because she understood what her son meant - Jin'er came back after five years of suffering, but the Jin family didn't regard Jin'er as a family member.

Jin'er didn't fall asleep, she just wanted to teach the witch tonight, but it attracted so many people; Liu Yiming really made her feel uneasy, and the words of King Zhennan who wanted to kill the witch also made her feel uncomfortable. She couldn't settle down.

Staring at the ceiling in a daze, she didn't think about Jin Jingyi, because she didn't know that Jin Jingyi could see her thoughts clearly, and she was also very clear that she left the yard alone and was not threatened by someone.

What if she knew she couldn't lie down even if she was afraid?
Jin Jingyi didn't go back to his mother's room after leaving his mother's room, but stood outside looking at the light coming from Jin'er's room, and saw the servants getting up to wait for the masters to get up.

He turned around and sighed softly, because he knew that Jin'er was sleepless all night; he couldn't tell Jin'er about his heartache, and he didn't know how to comfort Jin'er.

When Jin'er sat at the dining table with dark circles under her eyes, what she saw was Mrs. Tai's ashen face and Jin Jingyi's bright smile: "Did you sleep well last night?"

Mrs. Tai snorted: "Dinner, I have to go back to the mansion early today." She couldn't see her son's appearance in front of Mu Jiner, especially after she heard the girl say that his son stood at the door of Mu Jiner's room all night. Morning.

Jin'er smiled at Madam Tai: "Sleeping well. Madam Tai, did you sleep well?"

Mrs. Tai lost her appetite when she heard Jin'er's words, because she knew that Jin'er did it on purpose: "You—"

Jin Jingyi hurriedly smoothed things over: "Second brother..." Now it's best to mention a person that both mother and Jin'er don't like, so that they can divert their minds.

Mrs. Tai frowned, and when she wanted to speak, she saw that the curtain was half-raised and then lowered, and the anger in her heart could no longer be suppressed - there is no peace of mind!

"Who is it, what's the matter?! If you are sneaky, you can't do everything clearly. Unless you have a ghost in your heart, don't let me get out." She said this to the girl outside the door, but it was the girl who stabbed her. Jin Er at the table.

Jin Erquan presumably didn't hear it, and didn't know how Jin Jingyi did it, but Mrs. Tai obviously didn't care about what happened last night. Why did she foolishly argue with Mrs. Tai about this matter?
She won't give the excuse to let Mrs. Tai have an excuse to attack her.

The person who came in was a woman in charge, with her head lowered: "There is an urgent letter from the house, it is, it is Xiu'er..." She couldn't help but look up at Jin'er.

Because she knew that the dead Xiu'er was Jin'er's former personal girl.

(End of this chapter)