In the spring before the first wife's return to the hall

Chapter 17
Tan Qiuyin said it sincerely, she lowered her figure and took out the money, are you embarrassed if you don't leave?

"One more thing." She did not sit down after saluting, and raised her head to look at Jin'er: "Although the words are not pleasant to say, and it is very likely that people will think that I have ulterior motives, but I have to say it."

"For the Jin family, for myself, for Jingyi and for Mrs. Mu." Her tone seemed to be saying a big thing, very dignified and serious: "I have to say it."

She took a long breath: "If Mrs. Mu doesn't leave, it's not good for me and Jingyi, it's not good for Jin Mansion, and it's also not good for Mrs. Mu."

"Mrs. Mu is really calm. Originally, I thought that Mrs. Mu would not listen anymore and would scold me." She bowed again and saluted: "Thank you, Mrs. Mu for your understanding."

She sat down slowly this time, stretched out her hand to get the teacup, and then remembered that Jin'er had never been served tea—her heart froze slightly, could it be that she didn't serve tea when Jing Yi came over just now? Tea?

Or is it just because of myself that there is no tea?It may also be that she has just arrived in the mansion, and she is not familiar with everything, and there is no one else in the yard, and it is likely that she can't even find tea or anything.

"I'm not scaremongering, and I'm not trying to deceive Mrs. Mu. Even if you don't think about me or Jingyi, you still have to think about the Jin Mansion; because there are still old men and young girls in the Jin Mansion, and those two children are even more important. is innocent."

When she said this, she turned her eyes away: "If the madam insists on staying, the matter will become serious and it will be impossible to cover it up. At that time, it will damage the reputation if it is not respectful, that is, the reputation of the Jinfu will be damaged. The girl is ruining her reputation."

At this point, Tan Qiuyin's eyes returned to Jin'er: "Mrs. Mu, please think twice."

Seeing that she stopped talking, Jin'er asked lightly, "Is it finished?"

Tan Qiuyin nodded: "I don't know if Mrs. Mu has made a decision now?" She looked at Jin'er with hope, "I believe that Mrs. Mu really has a heart and will not do anything that is not good for everyone."

Jin'er smiled: "I might as well talk about Madam's family background, she has a natural aura in her speech, and every word and sentence seems to be justified; but, I have my own reasons."

"Ms. Tan said that she is innocent, so am I not innocent? I have been murdered for five years and have not returned home. I cannot watch my two children grow up with my own eyes—am I not innocent?"

"Tan Madam, what you said is not unreasonable, and you didn't mean it, but I didn't mean it; even today I don't know what to do, but there is absolutely no reason for me to take a step back."

She looked at Tan Qiuyin: "If Mrs. Tan really has a heart, then we should each take a step back, because you and I are not wrong." What happened to her in the past five years has nothing to do with Tan Qiuyin, so she didn't say a word to Tan Qiuyin. sound mentioned.

"Ms. Tan has a very good saying. I am born as a member of the Jin family and die as a ghost of the Jin family. Why am I not like this? The day I marry into the Jin family, I am a member of the Jin family."

"As for my stay being harmful to the Jin family, I can't agree with Mrs. Tan's words; as a mother, I was born to let the children think I'm dead, isn't that harmful?"

"And I gave birth to the grandpa and eldest daughter of Zijin's family. There is nothing shady about this matter. Why can't they know that I am a mother? Why can't the world know that I am not dead?"

Speaking of this, Jin'er's eyes shrank slightly, and she stabbed at Tan Qiuyin like a needle point: "Also, I have been wronged for five years, and today's passing like this really makes my son and my daughter unable to hold their heads up for the rest of their lives."

"In their eyes, what kind of mother would I be?! When it comes to being good to the Jin family, why can't Madam Tan do what I can do?"

"Don't do to others what you don't want to do to yourself." Jin'er spit out this sentence softly, looking at Tan Qiuyin: "Because I have children, I can't leave. I must let them know that my mother is alive and He's a good guy with a clean face."

Tan Qiuyin's gaze also changed, and the smile on her face also tightened: "This concubine came here because she wanted to see Mrs. Mu, because I think that you and I have no grudges in the past, and we have no grudges in the near future, so there is really no need to turn our backs."

"As soon as my concubine sees Mrs. Mu, she thinks you are a good woman, so she comes here to persuade her; if Mrs. Mu really wants to take her away, then Qiuyin has no choice but to accompany her."

"There is just one thing I need to explain to Mrs. Mu first. It's been five years, and today is different. I really want to leave when there is no way out. Why don't you leave a little bit of love now? It's also our fate." .”

Jin'er smiled wryly: "Mrs. Tan, I don't blame you for pushing hard, because you just want to keep what you have; but how can you bear to criticize me, I'm just trying to keep what I have."

"If everyone takes a step back, things are easy to discuss and discuss, what do you think?" She really didn't want to turn against Tan Qiuyin, there was really no need for that.

The most important thing is that Tan Qiuyin is really innocent.

Tan Qiuyin turned her face away: "I don't know what Mrs. Mu means by taking a step back - let's not talk about other things, I just want to know who Mrs. Mu thinks the mistress of the Jin family and Jingyi's regular wife should be." What about one?"

"I'm afraid this matter cannot be settled on a first-come, first-served basis. Qiuyin really can't accept it. No matter what, I can't back down on this point."

Jin'er closed her eyes and let out a long sigh: "Mrs. Tan, forgive me for this matter, but I can't give in; it's not that I insist on making things difficult for Mrs. Tan, but that I have a son and a daughter. It doesn't matter if you wrong me alone. How can we let them suffer?"

Tan Qiuyin got up angrily: "Okay, that concubine has nothing to say. It's just that you understand what Mrs. Tai means, so I don't need to say anything more."

She was about to leave after finishing speaking, but was stopped by Jin'er.

"Madam Tan, I also have a few heartfelt words to say, Madam Tan, please sit down." Jin'er stood up and looked at Tan Qiuyin: "It is better to hit the sun than to choose a day, so let's make things clear today when Madam Tan is here. "

Tan Qiuyin was a little impatient: "What else do you have to say, Zuo just refuses to leave, and is determined to take..."

Jin Er let out a long sigh: "That's exactly what I said. I don't know what Mrs. Tan thinks I'm coming back to grab, but I really didn't come back to grab something."

She stretched out her hand to invite Tan Qiuyin to sit down but couldn't help but say, "If that's the case, why don't you want to leave?"

Jin'er looked at her: "Whether you believe it or not, Mrs. Tan, when I come back, I just take back what I have to take back, protect what I have to protect, and have nothing else to ask for."

"Don't worry, Mrs. Tan, just listen to me." She looked out of the window, and the big willow tree was still silent, just like it has been for more than ten years—Tan Qiuyin said something very right , five years, today is not the past.

She put aside all the feelings in her heart, cheered up and said to Tan Qiuyin: "I'm not here to fight for anything, let alone to win anything. All I want is to guard my children and see their healthy and safe growth." big."

"When a son marries a daughter-in-law, and a daughter marries a man, then there will be no regrets in hugging the grandson for the rest of his life." Looking at Tan Qiuyin seriously, I hope she really understands what she means: "Things in Jin's mansion, Jin Jingyi himself, It's none of my business."

"I won't care about it, and I don't want to care about it, everything is still the same as before;" Jin'er closed his eyes: "As long as I find the person who hurt me back then, as long as I am given my original title, then I only need a small courtyard. I can live with porridge and side dishes for three meals a day."

"There will be no complaints." She emphasized again: "There will be no complaints; as long as my son and daughter are not wronged, I will not say a word-I will recite scriptures and copy scriptures from now on. .”

Tan Qiuyin was really surprised when she heard it, she looked at Jin'er for a while and was speechless; when she saw the sincerity in Jin'er's eyes, she still couldn't dispel her doubts: "I will treat my uncle and uncle well." girl……"

"That's different, after all, it's through the stomach." Jin'er shook her head: "I just came back to be a mother, nothing else; I don't care about matters in the Jin Mansion, no matter how big or small."

Looking at Tan Qiuyin, she asked, "So, does Mrs. Tan think it's okay?"

Tan Qiuyin looked at Jin'er: "You mean—"

Jin'er nodded: "Yes, I won't have sex with the master again; as you said, it's been five years, and it's not what it used to be. I don't want to destroy the relationship between you and the master."

"What I want is just a small courtyard, what I want is to be able to be with my children and watch them get married and start a business, with children and grandchildren."

Tan Qiuyin looked at Jin'er again in surprise. The matter was completely different from what she had imagined. It seemed to be simple, but it was even more difficult.

Because what Mu Jin'er wants is not the glory and wealth of the Jin family, nor the man Jin Jingyi, nor the power and status of the mistress of the Jin family; let go.

"No." She avoided Jin'er's eyes, because she understood what Jin'er said, and for a woman, it was equivalent to giving up everything; but she couldn't agree, because she couldn't be a concubine.

She can't let her parents and family members be humiliated, she can't let herself be humiliated, and she can't let her children be a head shorter than others in the future.

"If what Mrs. Mu said is true, why bother to be obsessed with the name? The uncle and the eldest girl will be recorded in my name..." She wanted to let Jin'er make another concession, so whether Jin'er stayed in the mansion would not matter. It really doesn't matter.

Jin'er interrupted her: "Mrs. Tan, wouldn't it be the same to let all your future children be recorded in my name? In fact, you are still the mistress of the Jin Mansion. I said that I would not interfere in the affairs of the Jin Manor. "

Tan Qiuyin's voice was slightly higher: "Of course it's different. The name of the concubine's concubine is also different from the real concubine's. A real big family would not want such a girl as a concubine, let alone a concubine. The wife of the eldest son."

Jin'er nodded: "Mrs. Tan knew it. I thought Mrs. Tan said that she wanted to put the uncle and the young lady under your name, but she didn't know the difference."

(End of this chapter)