In the spring before the first wife's return to the hall

Chapter 19
When Jin'er looked at the willow tree and thought about her difficulties, when she thought about the future, when she thought about the child she hadn't met yet, Tan Qiuyin had just returned to the lotus garden.

She sat down out of breath, took a big sip of the tea in the girl's hand, but because the tea was a little hot, the girl said, "I'm getting less and less interested in doing errands, right? Or is it that I'm no longer in your eyes?" master?"

Of course she wasn't angry because of a cup of tea, let alone because of the girl in front of her, it was just that she had nowhere to vent her boredom.

Compared with Jin'er, she is much younger. Not to mention, she was well-clothed and well-fed in her mother's family, and she was well-clothed and well-clothed in Jin's family, so she didn't really experience much.

After marrying into the Jin family and starting to take care of the family, she had real experience. She knew how to please her mother-in-law, and knew how to take concubines for her husband, so as to show that she, the mistress, was generous and virtuous.

But she didn't expect that the grievances in her heart, whether it was her taking a concubine for her husband or pleasing her mother-in-law, were nothing compared to today.

The girl was so frightened that she quickly knelt down.She wasn't serving in the house at all, because Tan Qiuyin took the girls Nongqin and Wudi out, so she, who was outside the house, had to look at the stove for boiling water.

"Qiuyin." Jin Jingyi opened the curtain, stood in the inner room door and looked at her.

Tan Qiuyin knew that he had something to say to her, and the moment she saw him in her room, she felt strangely calmer, and naturally regretted the harsh words she had just given to the girl.

She stood up holding Nongqin's hand: "Go out, Nongqin brings in the tonic I stewed for the master." In an instant, she seemed to be back to the way she was before, gentle and understanding.

None of the girls playing the piano said a word, they even kept their gazes firmly in check, just staring at their own toes, took a few steps back slowly and then turned around.

Seeing the girls go out, Tan Qiuyin sat down again, and didn't speak any more; she mentioned supplements as a show of weakness to Jin Jingyi, and at the same time told Jin Jingyi how much she cared about him.

Next, Jin Jingyi should say something or do something; man, don't spoil him too much - this is what her mother said.

Jin Jingyi was still standing at the door of the inner room, he didn't move his footsteps, he still raised the curtain, as if he wasn't tired at all with his posture.

Tan Qiuyin's heart sank when he was silent, his appearance like a log made Tan Qiuyin's heart sink, and at the same time, he was a little angry, and he refused to get up to meet him.

If it's about other things, Tan Qiuyin can still lower her figure at this time; men are all children, and sometimes it is necessary to coax them.

But today she couldn't do it no matter what, the reason is very simple: Mu Jin'er.

To be honest, Jin Jingyi should have something to say to her now, and he should make amends: After all, she has never done anything wrong, and today's incident has had too much impact on her.

Mu Jiner is Mu Jiner, and Jin Jingyi is Jin Jingyi; with Mu Jiner, she can talk, but with Jin Jingyi, Jin Jingyi should be the first to apologize to her.

The room fell silent, and the atmosphere became even more oppressive; the two were faintly confronting each other, as if whoever spoke first would lose.

Until the door was knocked, the sound of playing the piano sounded: "Master, madam, the tonic is ready."

Tan Qiuyin didn't speak first, she glanced at Jin Jingyi first, and found that he didn't intend to speak, she felt even more annoyed, but she had no choice but to call Nongqin in: "Bring it in."

No matter what happened between the husband and wife, they couldn't make a fuss in front of the girls; it wasn't just that she had no face, Jin Jingyi even had no face.

As Jin Jingyi's wife, she always wanted to save face for Jin Jingyi.

Nongqin came in with a mouthpiece, walked to the table with her head down and put down the tonic, thought for a while and glanced at Tan Qiuyin: "Ma'am, Mrs. Tai..." She also felt something was wrong, so she wanted Madam to avoid it for a while. avoid.

Tan Qiuyin shook her head lightly: "You go and report to Mrs. Tai first, and say that I will go there later; go down." Watching Nongqin close the door, watching those sunshines being shut out, just like those It was as uncomfortable as the darkness weighed on her heart.

Jin Jingyi finally put down the curtain and came over, step by step steadily, without heavy footsteps; when he reached Tan Qiuyin's left side, he sat down, took a tonic and took a sip: "It's delicious."

Tan Qiuyin nodded and did not speak, her heart sank even further; because she knew very well when Jin Jingyi would walk in such a regular manner: when he was angry, when he was extremely angry.

Jin Jingyi put down the tonic: "There are so many things in the mansion, don't work too hard, I'm really worried that my body can be done by girls. I just don't want you to be too tired."

Tan Qiuyin nodded and still didn't speak. She had heard Jin Jingyi say this once, but she always had a sweet feeling in her heart before, but today she felt a bitter taste.

"Qiuyin, I'm sorry." Jin Jingyi stood up and bowed solemnly to Tan Qiuyin: "No matter what happened today is my fault, I'm sorry for you."

He didn't explain that he didn't lie to the Tan family, and told about Mu Jiner's disappearance for three years when he first proposed marriage, and he didn't explain that he didn't know that Mu Jiner was still alive, let alone that she would Come back today.

He just apologized sincerely—because there was nothing to explain, no matter what he said, the result was right in front of him, and Mu Jiner came back.

Mu Jin'er's return was a great blow to Tan Qiuyin, and brought countless troubles to Tan Qiuyin and the Tan family; therefore, he really didn't want to, and couldn't say a single word other than an apology.

"It's all my fault, Qiuyin." Jin Jingyi's voice was fairly steady, but the guilt in it was extremely obvious: "Tonight or tomorrow morning, I will go to Tanfu—"

When he said this, he paused slightly: "Apology to father-in-law, mother-in-law, brother and others. When to go, I have to listen to Qiuyin."

Jin Jingyi wasn't evasive, but he didn't know if Tan Qiuyin had told her natal family, and he didn't know what Tan Qiuyin's plans were now, that's why he asked this question.

It is necessary to go to Tanfu to plead guilty, because he was wrong; even if it is an unintentional mistake, even if it is a human being who is not as good as God, a mistake is a mistake.

He didn't want to make excuses.

Tan Qiuyin thought that Jin Jingyi would have a fit, but she didn't expect him to apologize first; looking at the man bending over in front of her, her eyes were slightly red: "What they want is not an apology, they want yours." Decide—do you have it?"

Her voice also trembled slightly: "Jingyi, we have been married so far and we have a deep love between husband and wife. My father and mother also treat you like their own son."

Jin Jingyi lowered his head a little more: "Qiuyin," he said after a pause, his voice was very soft: "I'm sorry."

Tan Qiuyin suddenly stood up, pointed at Jin Jing and said, "You, you want her to be the main wife, but me to be a concubine?" result.

In Jin Jingyi's heart, there was no her at all, only that Mu Jin'er; in an instant she burst into tears, no matter how tough she was in front of Mu Jiner, this level of toughness was totally vulnerable to her husband.

A single word can make her lose any strength.

Jin Jingyi raised his head and supported her: "Qiuyin, that's not what it meant, don't worry yet."

Hope was born in Tan Qiuyin's eyes: "I'm the main wife, right?" Now she only needs a word from Jin Jingyi, no matter what the final result is, as long as Jin Jingyi says it today, she will have no regrets in her life.

Jin Jingyi turned his face away in pain: "Let's talk about this matter later, shall we; after all, we must listen to the wishes of my father-in-law and mother-in-law, Qiuyin."

How to ask him to answer, how to choose from him, he really doesn't know!Neither of the two women is wrong, they are both good women, according to his conscience, which one can he wrong? !

Tan Qiuyin pushed Jin Jingyi away with all her strength, her calmness and gentleness in front of others was completely lost: "Let go of me. You haven't made up your mind, ha, you haven't made up your mind."

Mu Jin'er had been away for five years, five full years, but he still doesn't know what happened. He didn't even know who should be the main wife.

Tan Qiuyin's chest felt as if it was about to explode: "You have no conscience."

Jin Jingyi saluted again: "Qiuyin, we need to discuss this matter in a long-term way. There are still too many things to do now. Is it okay not to mention this matter for now?"

"I know it's hurtful for you to say this," he took a long breath, "I implore you, Qiuyin, to give me some time; this is also responsible for you, me, and our two families. Decisions will always hurt some people more deeply."

He couldn't say that Jin'er was right in front of Qiuyin, because saying that would hurt Qiuyin a lot, just like saying that Qiuyin was right in front of Jin'er.

What he can do right now is to find a way to minimize the damage; moreover, as a talker, their opinions are also very important, and he cannot make the decision alone.

Besides, what he wants to listen to is not only talking about his family members, but he also wants to go to Mu's mansion to plead guilty, and he also needs to listen to what the Mu family's people mean: but he can't say that to Qiuyin.

Qiuyin knew it in her heart, but if he said it in person, it would be a great harm.

Tan Qiuyin slapped her palm on the table: "You, you—, get out!" She actually wanted to slap her husband in the face, but in the end she didn't do so because years of self-cultivation told her, That's not right.

If a woman wants to be virtuous and gentle, it is a big mistake to beat her husband; if the husband's family wants to investigate, she will be held accountable.

As soon as Jin Jing looked at her, he hesitated for a while and asked, "Where did you go just now?" As soon as the words came to his lips, he still replaced the phrase "to find Jin'er" with "Where did you go".

Tan Qiuyin understood when she heard this, she raised her head and stared at Jin Jingyi: "Ha, you are angry about this!"

(End of this chapter)