In the spring before the first wife's return to the hall

Chapter 55
Hearing Jin'er's words, Jin Jingyi slowly withdrew his arm, but took out the pillow he used and put it on Jin'er's side of the carriage.

Then he looked at Jin'er and said slowly: "Jin'er, since you came back, sometimes I feel that you are very strange; well, it seems that you are not Jin'er at all, but another person."

Jin'er raised her head and said calmly: "It's been five years, after what you've gone through, it's absolutely impossible for you to still think about getting back the old Jin'er."

"I'm no longer the Jin'er I used to be, and I will never be again." She finished speaking and looked at Jin Jingyi: "I know what you think, I can only say I'm sorry; also, I didn't come back to..."

"Don't say that again, okay?" Jin Jingyi stroked his forehead, then turned his head to lift the curtain on the car window: "I know what you mean, and I haven't forgotten it."

He leaned back, closed his eyes, the wind blew on his face, pulled up a few strands of hair from his temples, and played mischievously: making him look as helpless as a child.

"I was really surprised when you came back, and I also had doubts; but I know you are Jin'er, after all the excitement passed, I knew very clearly what I should do."

"It was because I was not courageous enough that I let people in my family make things difficult for you. This time is not an example. I will not let you face those things alone, and I will let everyone know that you, Mu Jiner, told me Jin Jingyi that there is something for you." How important."

When he said this, he moved his body slightly, slowly opened his eyes and his eyes fell on Jin'er's face softly: "So, don't say those confessions to me again; what's mine is yours; what's yours is yours. That's mine."

He stretched out his hand, but he didn't hold Jin'er's hand, he just stopped in front of Jin'er: "We are husband and wife, husband and wife are one body."

Jin Jingyi looked at Jin'er, he hoped to untie Jin'er's heart knot, at least let Jin'er get closer to him and trust him again.

Jin'er avoided his gaze, and didn't put his hand in his big hand: "Everything is not the same as before. It's better to explain many things clearly, so as not to cause any misunderstandings."

"Because yours are not all mine, they belong to Mrs. Tan, or those aunts." She turned her head and looked out of the car window. eyes blurred.

What she wants is not this.

Jin Jingyi slowly withdrew his hand, and then stretched out his hand to hold Jin'er's hand: If she refuses to take the initiative, then he will take the initiative.

"You care too much about Butcher Zhang's murder, is it because you have suffered too much in the past five years?" His sigh fell into Jin'er's ears: "Don't be afraid anymore, walk away from that nightmare Come out, Jin'er."

"From now on, there will be me."

After he said these words, he said softly: "The aunts were given by the mother and the elders, and the other is Qiuyin's dowry girl."

"As for Qiuyin—" he paused, "I have an idea, but I need time, Jin'er. Qiuyin has always wanted to be a mother, and she is pregnant now. I want to talk about it after she gives birth."

"I owe Qiuyin, is it my fault after all?" He sighed: "Jin'er, I know I shouldn't tell you this, but you are my wife."

It is because in his mind that Jin'er wants to be closer, so he can say these words; it seems ruthless, but in fact it is really sympathetic.

He wouldn't say that to Tan Qiuyin, for no reason, he just didn't want to say it, he refused to say it.

Jin'er turned around: "Why don't you talk about your wife and aunts first, but first talk about Butcher Zhang's murder? Be careful!"

Jin Jing smiled, the laughter was hoarse and joyful: "I am such a person, you already knew it."

Jin'er suddenly turned her head again: "I don't care, as long as Mrs. Tan is willing to wait; I'm afraid, she won't wait."

Jin Jingyi's smile gradually faded from his face: Jin'er got close to him just now, why did he suddenly stay away from him?

He really wanted to find the answer, because with the answer, he would know how to get Jin'er to get close to him, and then how to get back into Jin'er's heart.

Five years!His eyes dimmed, and then he blamed himself for being too impatient, and too impatient; Jin'er has experienced a life like hell, why couldn't he use five, ten, or twenty years to let Jin'er understand, Home has always been here.

If Jin'er hadn't been able to forget those five years of life and clung to her, she wouldn't have cared so much about Butcher Zhang's case today.

Poor Jiner.

His big hand tightened slightly, and then he put his arm around Jin'er's shoulder: "Are you tired? You can take a nap, I'm here, I won't let you hit the carriage."

Gentle and soft voice, as if he and her had never discussed anything.

Jin'er looked at him, then sighed and closed her eyes; it wasn't because she heard Jin Jingyi's words, but because she really didn't know how to deal with Jin Jingyi next, she might as well pretend to be asleep.

Jin Jingyi looked at Jin'er beside him, and heard her breathing and knew that she was not asleep: "That horse is worthless, and you care so much?"

"I just want to make you happy. Is that okay? Brother Jian is in no hurry. If you want to teach, you have to try to convince your father-in-law and mother-in-law."

Jin'er pretended that she was asleep, and let him continue without answering.

Jin Jingyi didn't care whether Jin'er was answering or not, and he just talked about some things in a leisurely manner, some ordinary little things, but they were all about him.

"I'm used to having a few glasses of beauté at night, and the dishes I like most now are all your favorites. I also like to take a walk under the moonlight now, although I used to laugh at you for being too childish. "

"I have also written quite a few letters. Sometimes I wrote more than ten letters a day, and sometimes I wrote one letter in two or three days. I firmly believe that you are still alive, so I put all those letters in my study, because I know there are One day you'll see them."

"You didn't understand when I didn't want to meet again. I wrote a lot of things about me and my children in the letter; well, I also half-believed those rumors, and asked you in the letter."

"Because of longing and pain, I lost my temper with you in the letter; when you read the letter, um, can you not read those? Or don't lose your temper after reading it, okay?"

Talking like this all the way, the carriage arrived at the Jin Mansion; it stopped for a while before entering the mansion, and soon stopped in front of the second gate.Of course Jin'er wasn't asleep, the corners of her eyes seemed a little wet, and she didn't know whether to wake up or continue to "sleep" under such circumstances.

She didn't know that the carriage had arrived at the gate of the Jin Mansion.

Jin Jingyi looked at the gate of his house, then he stopped talking about himself, but looked down at Jin'er.

His nose was about to touch Jin'er's, and Ren Jin'er's breath sprayed softly onto his face: It's been too long, too long since he and Jin'er have been so close.

Sensing the change in Jin'er's breathing, Jin Jingyi smiled secretly; he knew that Jin'er was not asleep, well, Jin'er is a little nervous now, because her body seems to be a little stiff.

Jin Jingyi couldn't deny Jin'er's attraction to him, what he wanted most now was to kiss, even if it was a light kiss on Jin'er's face.

But the stiffness of Jin'er's body made his heart tighten and his heart ached; he was very distressed by Jin'er's reaction—only Jin'er knew what happened in those five years, and only Jin'er truly endured it personally. .

He has never experienced it, so his imagination cannot replace the real facts, nor can he truly experience Jin Er's feelings.

However, how could he force Jin'er, how could he force Jin'er?How could he be willing to force Jin'er after Jin'er had experienced those terrible things?
But he didn't want to let Jin'er go just like that, he wanted Jin'er to accept him.

"Sleeping so soundly," he purposely breathed softly, "My Jin'er is so beautiful; sleeping so soundly, should I, should I—"

He didn't finish his sentence, he just touched Jin'er lightly with his nose, and then Jin'er woke up!
Jin'er woke up and overreacted, so she bumped her head heavily on Jin Jingyi's forehead. The sound made both of them a little surprised: too much force!

It's not a big deal to bump into each other, so where is the pain?Anyway, neither of them was malicious. The problem was that Jin'er was too nervous, so she made a lot of moves.

The result was that she slid onto the floor of the carriage and dragged Jin Jingyi down: Jin Jingyi hugged her in such a um, intimate posture, so she made a meat pad for Jin Jingyi.

Jin Jingyi expected that Jin'er would "wake up" suddenly, but he didn't expect Jin'er's strength to be so strong, so the matter was out of his control.

The first thing he made sure was that Jin'er was not injured, and there was no pain in other places except her forehead: there was a thick carpet on the carriage floor.

Then he felt a little regretful, alas, why didn't God do all the good things together: he fell down, and the two of them were stacked together, so why couldn't he let his hapless kiss Son.

Jin Jingyi propped up a little with his arms, looked at Jin'er but didn't speak, and didn't intend to get up: his body didn't leave Jin'er, but he didn't want to bear all the weight of his body on Jin'er.

Jin'er was a little ashamed and annoyed—because Jin Jingyi was obviously playing a scoundrel, but he couldn't get up when he could get up: "You, why don't you get up?"

Of course she couldn't shout and curse loudly, she had to keep her voice low.

Jin Jingyi smiled at her: "You get up first." Isn't this what a rogue is? He is obviously on top, but Jin'er should get up first; if Jin'er can get up first, he will drink him.

Jin'er blushed even more: "Can't you get up?!" But there was something strange in her voice, and even she could hear it herself, so she was even more ashamed.

Just as Jin Jingyi was about to answer, he heard a crisp sound outside the carriage, and then the curtain of the carriage was lifted!
(End of this chapter)