Licheng Twilight

Chapter 77

dear baby:
I don't think you mind if I call you that, because this name has no other meaning. I just want to remind you from one side how precious you are in my heart.

That's right, I am you five years from now.

What are you doing now?Do you sit quietly in the classroom and take notes in class, or lean on the railing outside the classroom corridor and stuff your earphones and listen to an old song quietly, or run on the standard 400-meter track to seek a moment of free space, or Can't stand straight up because of being amused by the surrounding classmates in just 10 minutes of class?
I walked the road you are walking now, had lunch in the corner you like in the cafeteria, and walked alone on the secluded path you used to go, listening to the birds singing and the sound of the wind blowing the leaves , and then, go around a circle and return to the origin.It's like cleaning up all the bad moods and letting yourself go back to the original point.

I thought that those things would become permanent memories in my heart, and in fact they are, they are indeed stored in a certain nerve cell in my brain, but I think it has slowly begun to fall asleep.I used to remember them suddenly at a certain moment, but recently I found that my memory seems to be getting worse and worse, and often only a vague outline can appear in my mind half a day after being reminded by others.

Only then did I realize that I was already so far away from you inadvertently.

Turns out I've come this far.

And you stopped in time, waved to me, smiled at me, and said goodbye.

Goodbye, we can no longer see each other.

If one day, you can see such a letter, of course, this if can only be a if to a large extent, if it really happens, it will be a small miracle.

First of all, I want to tell you that the world will still be peaceful after five years, and you are still a law-abiding, obedient and sensible boy, so you don't have to worry.

Your high school life will be good, especially in the second year of high school. During that time, you will make a lot of friends, and you will get a lot of precious things, friendship, and sincerity.Cherish that time well, I think there will be no such days in the future.In fact, none of the times you've ever had will be there again, they're all unique.

I tell you to cherish, but I know that you don't know how to cherish now. In fact, even I don't really understand, but I think tolerance should be another form of cherishing, tolerance For others, forgive hurt, and forgive yourself.

Life in high school is busy and fulfilling, with eight classes during the day and more than two hours of evening self-study at night, and then go back to the dormitory, shower and sleep.

Well, you should drink more milk, maybe I can grow taller.

Being short is really inconvenient sometimes.

You met a few boys who are very special to you, it has nothing to do with love, one is your good friend until now, one is inseparable from you and can't figure out what's on your mind, and the other one has brought you a lot, but Then it hurt you too.

Boys are actually very complicated and unpredictable.

And then you graduate, like everyone who has ever graduated.You cried that day. When the head teacher gave the last lecture, the boy who liked your good friend came on stage that day, and performed his magic tricks with trembling hands. In fact, you didn’t understand his performance at all. I don’t think there are other things. People understand, but everyone is applauding desperately.Your tablemate, that cute girl shed tears, and then you cried too, and the guy sitting on your left laughed at you, but you didn't care because you knew he was always like that, with a nasty personality , with a bad mouth, but he is actually just a simple boy who is not good at expressing himself.

Let me think about what happened next.

Oh, by the way, you were admitted to a not too bad university. At that time, you must have never imagined that the joke that you wanted to be a doctor at the beginning actually led you to the path of studying medicine. After entering medical school, I started to get used to walking around the campus with thick medical books in my arms, got used to the university schedule of eight to ten classes a day, and got used to carrying my schoolbag on weekends for self-study.

Although this is different from the college life you imagined, it feels good after you get used to it.When I don’t want to go to self-study at night, I hold my computer and watch Korean dramas and movies on the bed. When I am free on weekends, I go to the Xinhua Bookstore in front of the school, find a book, and stand there. When night fell, he walked slowly towards the school, and walked around the school square twice leisurely with the evening wind blowing and earphones plugged in.

The square is very wide. When the weather is good during the day, there will always be a lot of grandparents pushing the children outside to bask in the sun. The older primary school students ride roller skateboards or ride bicycles to catch up with each other. It is very lively. .

Not long ago, someone opened a small personal art exhibition in the downstairs hall of No. [-] Teaching. Although I was a science student and later became a medical student, I was still a little interested in art.

There are not many paintings on display, but from a layman's point of view, the paintings are really good, especially the portraits, which look like they were photographed from a distance. Unfortunately, I didn't wear glasses that day, and after a while You can't see clearly at a distance.There are also a few abstract paintings that may be abstract paintings. I stood there and looked left and right for a long time, but I still didn't see why.

I think I am still a layman, and I can't see too complicated works of art.

Okay, that's a little far-fetched.Come back and talk about you.

You are still obsessed with anime. The update of Conan has reached more than 600 episodes. Aoyama Gangchang still has no intention of ending it. I still have to worry about whether I can see the ending when I am alive; Doraemon has gradually faded out. Vision, and then suddenly pretended to have an ending saying that all this was a dream of Nobita. I really don’t like this ending. Some people say that the biggest invention of the 21st century is the computer, and the biggest uninvented is the time machine. You Speaking of what the future time opportunity is like, I think the drawer-shaped one is quite good; Inuyasha also released the ending chapter, Kagome finally chose to stay with Inuyasha after graduating from high school, I don’t know if this can be considered complete , but I think, people can’t always want everything; The Prince of Tennis has a live-action version, the cast is not bad, and the elements incorporated are a little more touching, I like it quite a bit, but I still feel that the anime Ryoma is cuter, Zhou Zhu is still an angel, and the captain is still very cold.

What else happened?Oh, by the way, you got a computer in your sophomore year, and then you wrote your first novel. Although it is not mature, it belongs to you completely, and it is very precious to you.You start to learn guitar and painting. The guitar level just reached the level of fingerstyle "Childhood" in the first two days. As for painting, the best drawing is the eyes, and the worst is drawing fingers and mouth. You can always draw yourself Amused.Later, I learned sketching again, and drew a bunch of squishy apples and pears. Later, I realized that fruits can only be drawn by experts. A rookie like me can only draw some geometric figures, and then I have to draw plaster. After painting the plaster To draw fruit.

Your life is full. Occasionally on weekends, you will go to the Xinhua Bookstore outside the school for an afternoon to read a book. Recently, you have just finished reading Kadler's "The Kite Runner". It's a good novel. I vaguely remember reading such a sentence in a book, you are like the kite runner, but do you know where the kite will land?People who know where the kite lands may not be able to pursue happiness, but at least they don't have to live in the condemnation of conscience all their lives like those who shrink back.

I almost forgot to tell you, your hair has been grown long, now, um, it is about [-] centimeters, it is not smooth, so it is always annoying when you take care of it.But I remember that at the beginning you were very envious of those girls with long hair, so from the time I entered college to now, I have never cut it short except for one trimming.I think this should be regarded as a kind of compensation, for the past.

Anyway, I hope you are happy, I hope you can learn to cherish and be grateful for everything you have, don't talk back to your parents, don't quarrel with your friends, learn to treat everyone with tolerance, and learn to become stronger slowly brave.Don't be afraid of tomorrow's unknown, you will meet a lot of good people, they will help you, teach you a lot of things, and will be by your side to share your life with you, so, don't worry about anything, you just need to laugh Just move forward.

I hope you can always be a kind person, stick to your principles, don't be easily tempted by the fame and fortune of this society, and don't lose your direction.

Also, go try what you want to do.This winter vacation, if there are no accidents, I should go to Yunnan, that beautiful city.I am very grateful to the high school classmate who made me make up my mind. The fact that he rode to LS alone really stimulated me. At that time, I suddenly discovered that there are so many unfinished things in my life.

It’s not that I wanted to travel around the world in my willful fantasy at the beginning, but I will really take action and go to the places I wanted to go to see, so I have already started to deduct my living expenses. They all feel very hungry, and the children who can't eat enough are really pitiful.

No matter what will happen tomorrow, you must remember to work hard to live every day seriously, don't muddle through, bravely pursue what you want, live the life you want to live, and then, remember to try your best to make the people around you happy, you can did it, right?

I believe.

(End of this chapter)