Warm as time, candy as you

Chapter 136 I Should Go
Silently, he stood beside her.

Si Niannian just looked at him like this, he was still handsome, but he was no longer the warm Ji Yannan back then.

But it seems that he is no different from him back then.

The same smiling eyes, the same Ji Yannan who will look deeply at her.

The two just looked at each other like this, as if no one wanted to break such a quiet moment, such a quiet and harmonious moment.

All the sounds and images around are just a foil, in his and her eyes they are blurred existence, pure background.

She saw herself in his eyes, and he saw him in her eyes.

Until the phone rings to break the silence.

Si Niannian lowered his eyelids slightly, and then picked up, "Jialu."

For Ji Yannan, perhaps the saddest thing in his life was that she... called another man's name while he was standing in front of her.

And that man is still her fiancé in name.

"Well, then I'll wait for you at XX intersection. Okay, see you later." Si Niannian hung up the phone, then lowered his head and remained silent.

"A date with Gong Jialu?" Ji Yannan was the first to break the silence.

Si Niannian nodded, "Yes."

"Is that so..." Seeing that she was unwilling to look up at him, Ji Yannan was even more sad, "Can I push it away?"

Hearing this, Si Niannian raised his eyes, "..."

Ji Yannan twitched the corner of his mouth, "Go to my appointment."

Si Niannian just looked at him like this, and suddenly felt really sad.

It's so sad that she and he...are going to be missed like this.

However, she cannot step on two boats.

Between him and Gong Jialu, she can only make one choice.

Loyal to love, or balance in other?She suddenly discovered that she was no longer the Si Niannian she used to be. Love was very important to her, but it was no longer everything.

What's more, she is not without feelings for Gong Jialu.

She could feel her heart, before it was full of Ji Yannan, and no one could squeeze it out, but Gong Jialu squeezed in domineeringly, and took up more and more positions very forcefully, until now... each half.

Perhaps, one day in the future, Ji Yannan will no longer have a place in her heart.

Although, in the process of crowding out, she was sad and happy at the same time.

"I'm sorry, Yan Nan." She heard her call out his name softly.

For a moment, Ji Yannan felt that there was a sound of shattering in his world, like a glass mirror, cracked...

He saw the scars on the back of that glamorous self.

What made him even more sad was that he thought there was always her behind him waiting for him.

"Jialu and I have...lived together." She could only say so tactfully.

Ji Yannan just looked at her like this, unable to say a word.

It hurts to breathe out.

Some truths hurt more when they came out of her mouth, especially hurtful.

Si Niannian suddenly stepped forward and hugged him very tightly, "Yannan...we can't go back."

"Nian Nian, why can't you go back?" He heard the burning breath asking in a low voice.

As long as I love you and you love me, we can go back.

I am no longer that Ji Yannan who is not worthy of you.

But before he could hug her, she let him go.

The arms were suddenly empty, just like the heart, empty.

"Because I... am with Zai Gongjialu." She looked into his eyes and said.

"Yan Nan, thank you for everything you have done for me, but..." She smiled sadly, "It's too late for me to know."

What he did for her, what he paid for her, she knew too late...

Does he know? !
Even if she feels distressed and wants to cry, even if she loves him more than herself or anyone else, but...

She can't hurt Gong Jialu just because of this!
Gong Jialu who pampered her, followed her, loved her, and helped her at that moment.More importantly, she was the one who chose to ask for Gong Jialu's help. Back then, she had nothing and the world had no hope. When she saw Gong Jialu, he was the only light!

She caught the light.

But now, her world is bright, with countless lights, can she give up this beam of light?

She can't do that.

There is no reason to do so.

Otherwise, what is she?A shameless and ungrateful woman?

Si Niannian made such a decision only after deep thought, although this decision made her very sad.

However, she had to do it.

Ji Yannan just looked at her like this, unable to utter a single word.

Her pushing him away again made him really, really hurt.

But... why is this the result?

"Do you know..." Finally he whispered softly, close to the whisper of love, "If you refuse, all my hard work these years will be meaningless."

Si Niannian looked at him, "Yan Nan..."

"You, how could you give up on me so easily?" He tugged at the corner of his mouth, "Nian Nian, no one can snatch you away from me, not even Gong Jialu!"

"Yan Nan, don't you understand? I..."

"I don't understand!!" Ji Yannan looked at her, "I don't need to be obvious, I just know that you love me very much, and I love you too."

That's enough, that's what keeps him going.

His reasons for fighting.

Si Niannian didn't know what to say, so she could only keep silent.

The phone rang, and Gong Jialu came to pick her up.

"I should go." She stared deeply at Ji Yannan.

She loved him, once loved him like crazy, he was the first man she fell in love with, she thought that love was everything to her.

But... after the two darkest months of her life, she wasn't.

She turned and left.

Ji Yannan stood there, watching her back and her steps.

"I will snatch you back from Gong Jialu." He posted a battle post like a warrior.

"Really?" Gong Jialu, who got off the car, saw Ji Yannan as soon as he got off the car, since he will be here!
What made him even more upset was that he actually heard Ji Yannan's words?
He snorted coldly.

Si Niannian was taken aback when he saw him get off the car. Didn't he make an appointment to meet at the XX intersection? Why did he come to the police station directly?

Ji Yannan looked at Gong Jialu, "Gong Jialu, do you think you can get Niannian to stay by your side by using despicable means? All you do is to show that you don't have enough confidence."

"Yan Nan, stop talking." Si Niannian could feel Gong Jialu's anger because of his words.

"I used despicable means?" Gong Jialu sneered, passed Si Niannian who was walking towards him, and walked towards Ji Yannan.

He used despicable means?
Ji Yannan looked at him coldly, "Could it be that you knew something happened to Nian Nian, but you didn't save her immediately!"

(End of this chapter)