Chapter 150
During those long years of guarding Yan Luo's body, I kept thinking about why I insisted on taking back that painstaking effort.

Then I finally figured it out, but it was because I couldn't trust anyone but myself.

Growing up, I knew that I was different from others, even out of place in this world.

My fish tail, my strength, my obsession with cleanliness, my inability to eat most of the food in this world, everything shows that I... am a different kind.

I remember when I was young, a villager fell into the water near Qingmu Lake. Even though I was obsessed with cleanliness at the time, I still chose to endure the discomfort and swim down to save him.

Just because I was young at that time, and the person who fell into the water was an adult man, I couldn't hold him back at all!He had no choice but to change into his original form, and successfully sent him to the shore with his powerful fish tail.

However, the first thing he said to me after he landed and was rescued was not thank you...but he ran away screaming "monster" and "monster".

I was sad at the time, but I didn't really care.

However, he came again the next day, shouting "Benefactor" by the Qingmu Lake.

I almost landed on the shore without any precautions, and before I had time to say a few words to him, I saw him back away in a hurry.

And behind him are a large group of villagers with various tools in their hands!
They trapped me with barbed nets, and poked holes in me with plowing hoes...

The painful wailing only resulted in more crazy injuries, and the human being I had saved hid behind those villagers, followed them with a hideous face, and yelled at me as "monsters" and "damn monsters!"

But I didn't even know what I did wrong, I obviously just saved someone, I was angry and helpless, a surge of power suddenly surged in my body, I tore up the fishing net that trapped me, and pointed at me sharply. They roar.

They were in a panic and running around, looking really ridiculous!
For the first time, he gave a helping hand to human beings, but at the cost of bloodshed.

That was the first time I realized what a terrible, fickle, and treacherous creature the human being is!
It was also from then on that I learned to protect myself, and learned to use strength and calculation to obtain everything I wanted...

I also deliberately ignored the differences between me and normal people, but later found that even my father, who had always loved me so much, rejected me and regarded me as a different kind, so I completely gave up my heart.

At that time, my father was seriously ill, and almost everyone thought that he would pass on the crown prince to me, but in the end he passed on the crown to the queen's son.

Just because when the heat of love faded, the aged father finally realized "sensibly" that his world cannot be handed over to a monster who doesn't know whether he is a man or a fish.

I didn't care about this world, I was just... sad.

Ever since I knew that even my father, who has always cared for me, was on guard against me, I allowed myself to stay away from the crowd and live alone in the isolated Qingmu Palace all year round.

Meeting Yan Luo was an accident. It was only when everything became irreversible that I discovered belatedly that this accident was so beautiful!

At the beginning, when I found out that my heart had been swallowed by someone, my first reaction was to think about getting it back as soon as possible.

The blood of my heart has too much restraint on me, and it really makes me feel uneasy if it falls into the hands of a human being, especially a human being who already knows my true face!
Yes, I don't trust Yan Luo, because I can't trust humans at all!
The people I saved wanted to kill me.

The people I depend on are guarding against me.

From human beings, I have learned calculation and deceit, but no one has ever taught me how to trust a person...

When I met Yan Luo, even if the ending was not very happy, I never regretted it. I just regretted that she left my world with the most decisive attitude before I could learn to trust and love...

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