let me love you forever

Chapter 30 There is a harmonious ending (1)
Although Shen Qian is a veterinarian, she doesn't like the atmosphere of the hospital.Especially the hospital where too many people go to see a doctor, the smell of medicine is filled inside, which makes people feel sick.Seeing that Shen Qian frowned, You Ran asked caringly, "What's the matter, pregnancy reaction?"

Shen Qian shook her head: "No, it's the smell of the hospital."

You Ran patted her on the shoulder: "Be patient."

You Ran has already made an appointment to see the doctor in charge of obstetrics and gynecology.A series of tests were done, and the results showed that everything was normal.Shen Qian was exhausted, she said weakly: "Pregnancy is not a disease."

"But if it's not normal, it's more tormenting people than being sick." You Ran glanced at her.Shen Qian didn't like to take the elevator, the two of them took the stairs.When they reached the second floor, they bumped into Yu Nan who was holding the medicine list in his hand.

She also seemed very surprised, seeing Shen Qian's unnatural appearance, she turned her face away and wanted to pretend that she did not know him.

"Which room is Uncle Yu in the inpatient department?" You Ran said suddenly, with a flat tone and without looking at her, as if he didn't seem to be talking to her.Yu Nan sneered: "Master You is so capable, just check it out."

As soon as she finished speaking, she looked at Shen Qian again, and then she smiled politely and meaningfully: "Miss Shen is lucky to have found such a versatile husband, and she will have a lot of blessings in the future."

Is this insinuating her or is Kua Youran, who is turning a corner, a big deal?Shen Qian couldn't understand this eccentric woman, so she didn't want to talk to her.She dragged Youran down, and Youran also followed her, walking together.

"I really don't understand, I used to be friends with such yin and yang girls." Shen Qian couldn't help complaining, she felt that there was something wrong with Yu Nan's eyes, and there was something wrong with her from the inside out.

"I don't understand either. She used to be introverted. Since you left, she has been so eccentric. Uncle Yu took her to see a psychiatrist. He found out that she had depression. After six months of treatment, he let her She went to France to study fashion design. I thought she was fine, but recently she has changed back." You Ran couldn't help frowning.

Shen Qian asked, "Did she become like this after I left?"

"Yeah, I took you to her place last time, and found that her attitude towards you is quite different from before. I don't know if it's the change of time or something else."

Shen Qian shrugged, she didn't know what went wrong.

They finally came to the door of the ward.Speaking of Yu Tianyang, it really made Shen Qian see the vicissitudes of life, old age, sickness and death.She remembered that Yu Tianyang looked very lively a while ago, but now he has thin hair and a face that is too pale to be pale.He looked haggard, with glassy eyes.

Ms. Hu peeled an apple for him and brought it to his mouth: "Tianyang, eat some."

Yu Tianyang drooped his eyelids and shook his head listlessly.He said: "Why do you do this, you are so kind to me, you know that I will not accept your favor."

Ms. Hu bit her lips and forced a smile: "You still hate me for plotting against you and making you marry me? Before you got divorced out of nowhere, I sent a detective to monitor you and found out that you were dating that woman. Out of bed?"

Yu Tianyang closed his eyes and said weakly: "It's all over, don't talk about it."

Ms. Hu snorted coldly, and dropped the apple: "After so many years, you still only have that woman in your heart. Does she treat you with half of my heart? She ran away after a blow, and I still followed after such a big blow." You are together. Blame me for not being ruthless enough, if I report on you, you are already dead in prison now."

"Go and sue. You have said this for more than ten years. If you are not tired, I will be tired." Yu Tianyang did not have much enthusiasm to talk to Ms. Hu. Obviously, such conversations have been repeated many times.

Ms. Hu seemed to be used to Yu Tianyang's indifference, she picked up the apple again, brought it to his mouth, and insisted that he eat it.Yu Tianyang didn't know what to do. He took the apple and took a bite slowly.

Shen Qian felt that this couple was really interesting, so she couldn't help but whispered to You Ran: "It's really strange, it's obvious that we are not happy together, why are we still together?"

You Ran smiled lightly: "I think this is the proof of the saying 'If you fall in love with someone, you must be together even if you are unhappy'. It's like my mother, who is so unhappy with my father, but I still want to be together."

Shen Qian stuck out her tongue: "How tiring is this? If it were me, I'd rather not be together. Love is supposed to make people happy, and it's not a dead end."

You Ran scratched her nose: "I like to hear that."

You Ran brought Shen Qian into the ward.Seeing Shen Qian, Ms. Hu stiffened all over, she smiled unnaturally: "You..."

You Ran smiled politely: "We came to see Uncle Yu, I heard that Uncle Yu is going to have an operation soon."

Yu Tianyang smiled and said, "It's hard for you to remember me as an old man." He looked at Shen Qian with soft eyes, "Miss Shen looks rosy today, there must be something good about her?"

Shen Qian was thinking about how to answer, but You Ran answered for her: "Qianqian is pregnant, come to the hospital for a checkup."

"Let me just say, why would you think of coming to see me, kid." Yu Tianyang laughed loudly, obviously different from the weak look just now.You Ran just smiled blindly.Shen Qian didn't know why Youran had to tell Yu Tianyang that she was pregnant.

After leaving the hospital, Shen Qian asked the questions in her heart, You Ran said slowly: "I just want one more person to know." You Ran suddenly took Shen Qian's hand, "After so many people know, no one will know." Dare to take you, a pregnant woman. I suddenly feel that mixed-race people are very smart and know how to strike first. If I had known this, I would have simply forced you."

Shen Qian glanced at him, her eyes narrowed into slits, imitating You Ran's usual fox-like behavior: "I'm really sorry, I'm not Qianqian, I'm Shen Qian, I'll sue you in court. rape."

"Believe it or not, you will lose the case."

"why?"

"I tormented you until you couldn't get out of bed. When you got up, there was no evidence to prove it."

"..." Shen Qian looked at him bitterly.

You Ran hugged her with a smile: "Let's go, let's try on the wedding dress."

"I won't go." Shen Qian pretended not to move, with a small mouth, "I'm lazy, I don't want to move. Let's mess with these things after giving birth." Thinking of a series of matters related to marriage, Shen Qian felt dizzy.When Li Meili got married, she was exhausted as a bridesmaid, let alone the bride. In Li Meili's classic words: "Do you know what is the fastest aging in the world? That is the bride. The next day , was changed to be called wife. Look, overnight, so old."

Li Meili, who has never been afraid of suffering or tiredness, complained, but Shen Qian would definitely not be able to bear it.So... She would rather have a child out of wedlock, and wait until the burden on her body is relieved in the future.

Anyway, the man in front of him couldn't run away.Thinking of this, Shen Qian felt at ease.

Of course Youran knew what Shen Qian had in mind, so he didn't care about it.He has children, and he is not afraid of this woman running away.Even if he ran away, he would chase her back.After all, if she runs with the ball, she will be much slower.

After three months of pregnancy, Shen Qian began to experience frequent dizziness.After five months, the dizziness worsened and turned into fainting.That morning, no matter how Youran fiddled with her, Shen Qian still slept like a dead pig.You Ran had no choice but to go out for morning exercises by himself.Usually, he would take Shen Qian for a walk.

Shen Qian got up late, it was already eight o'clock when she woke up.She stretched, got out of bed and took a few steps, suddenly her eyes were dark, her head felt heavy, her legs felt weak, and then she didn't know anything.

When Shen Qian woke up, she was already in the hospital, and the surroundings were very quiet. Shen's mother was sitting on the sofa with her head downcast, she seemed not energetic, as if she had stayed up all night.Her hand was being held by someone, Shen Qian lowered her eyes, and sure enough, there was Youran who was sleeping beside the bed, holding her tightly with one hand.

She raised her eyes and looked out the window. The morning light was still dark blue, so it must be early morning.She remembered that she got up at eight o'clock and then passed out. It's early morning now. Could it be that she's been in a coma for a whole day?Shen Qian's heart suddenly felt heavy. She...she should be fine, right?

She moved her fingers slightly, and sure enough, You Ran jumped up immediately, seeing Shen Qian who was staring at him with wide eyes, smiled slightly, and he said, "Don't be so naughty in the future to scare me."

"I didn't do it on purpose, there was no warning." Shen Qian acted coquettishly.

Maybe it was because the voice was a bit loud, Shen's mother who was sitting on the sofa was shocked, when she saw Shen Qian, she ran over excitedly and asked, "Qianqian, is there any discomfort?"

Shen Qian shook her head: "No, I'm fine."

Mother Shen's eyes suddenly dimmed, and she hesitated to speak.Shen Qian was still a little confused, so You Ran said to her mother: "Mom, I'll tell Qian Qian about this, you go home and rest first." You Ran handed the key to Shen's mother.

Shen's mother took the key, nodded, looked at Shen Qian worriedly, stroked her hair, and said softly, "Qianqian, mom will cook porridge for you when you get home."

Shen Qian nodded.

After Shen's mother left, Shen Qian sat up and stared at You Ran: "Tell me, what terminal illness do I have?"

You Ran paused: "Qianqian, let's abort the child."

"What?" Shen Qian immediately raised her voice, and her face turned pale, "Why?!"

"Let's treat the disease first, and then we can have children in the future."

"Don't tell me, I also have leukemia." Shen Qian couldn't help but twitch her eyes.

You Ran shook her head with a smile: "Qianqian is in good health."

"Then why do you want me to kill the child?" Shen Qian gritted her teeth, "Don't you want our child the most?" You Ran slightly closed her eyes, with forbearance on her face.

"I want both a child and a wife. If I have to choose between the two, I want you, Qianqian."

"What do you mean?"

"Do you know why you lost your memory?"

"..." Shen Qian's heart suddenly panicked.Sure enough, You Ran said: "Because there is a block of blood in your hippocampus that forced pressure, which caused you to lose your memory."

"and then?"

"This bruise is constantly expanding, and if there is no operation, it may be life-threatening."

Shen Qian sniffed, grabbed You Ran's hand and begged: "There are still five months, can't we have surgery after five months?"

You Ran held Shen Qian's hand tightly: "The success rate of this operation itself is not high. Grandpa plans to let you go to the United States for surgery, and the success rate can increase to [-]%. If it is later, let alone [-]%, [-]% It's a problem. Qianqian, we beat the child."

Shen Qian gritted her teeth and looked at him sadly: "I won't fight."

You Ran closed her eyes sadly: "I can't help you, I will take you to the abortion in the afternoon."

Shen Qian stared at You Ran blankly, suddenly felt that he was very strange.She clutched the sheets tightly, her finger bones pale from excessive exertion.She said: "If you want me to beat you, you can beat me. After I beat you, I will never have children again."

"..." You Ran was silent for a moment, got up quickly, and said coldly, "I will accompany you to the abortion in the afternoon, you should have a good rest first, I'm going out." When the door was closed by You Ran, Shen Qian wailed up.The lost and found child is going to be lost again?Even if she said so absolutely, he still wanted her to abort the child.

You Ran didn't feel well either.His back was pressed against the door behind him, and his ears were filled with the deep cry from the other side of the door.

He was cruel to her and even more cruel to himself.

Shen Qian made up her mind not to kill the child.Although she knew that You Ran was doing it for her own good, she still couldn't calmly go to the operating table to kill the unborn child.She must escape.

Presumably, Yuran would not have expected Shen Qian to run away.When Shen Qian walked out of the ward quietly, there was no one guarding her.The weather began to turn cold, and Shen Qian, who was wearing a summer dress, felt a trace of cold air pouring into her internal organs, making her feel like vomiting.How ridiculous, she ran away for the child?She couldn't help laughing at herself, where could she go?Li Meili is still on her way back, and she will be back in five or six days.She was unfamiliar with this city, so she had to go back to the original town, but that town was so small, where could she escape?

Shen Qian didn't have much hope, or rather, she went out privately just to relax.Even if she wants to relax, she has to sneak around so that no one can find out.After she left the hospital gate, she took a taxi to the vegetable market.

Coincidentally, Yu Nan was parking at the entrance of the hospital at that time, and then saw Shen Qian standing at the entrance of the hospital, waving for a taxi.She knew that Shen Qian had blood on her head and urgently needed surgery.She also knew that the child had to be aborted because of the operation.She stared quietly at the wrapped woman who was anxiously and tremblingly hailing a taxi.

The woman in front of me is still the same as before, willful and reckless.Yu Nan couldn't help smiling wryly, thinking of her past with Shen Qian.

At that time, she really regarded Shen Qian as a good friend and sister.Shen Qian treats her very sincerely and very well, even though she also likes You Ran, she still can't hate Shen Qian, only because Shen Qian is her first friend, she really cherishes it.

She often took Shen Qian to her house to play, and Shen Qian became acquainted with their family.Her mother also treated Shen Qian like a goddaughter.But one day, her parents quarreled again, or in front of Shen Qian, and it was still about trivial matters.The younger sister who was in junior high school cried again, the mother also cried loudly, and the father slammed the door and went out.The house was in chaos, and Shen Qian could see it all.

She could only smile wryly, since she was a child, she was numb to such scenes.Shen Qian cared about her, and asked her parents why they were like this, she said: "My father had an affair, and my family has never been peaceful since then."

Shen Qian patted her on the shoulder: "I am more miserable than you. I have no father since I was a child. My mother said that my father died before I was born."

At that time, she felt that they were very close, so close that she could feel each other's breath, and she had a feeling that they were the same people who had fallen into the world, why should they have known each other before meeting each other.Gradually, Mom and Dad seldom quarreled, and it seemed possible to mend the broken home.Fortunately, time is such a good thing.Only later, by chance, she met Shen's mother when she was shopping with her mother. She greeted Shen's mother warmly, completely ignoring her mother's pale and colorless face.

Not many days after the incident, when her father went to work and her sister went to learn painting, a man wearing sunglasses came to the house with a mysterious look on his face.Out of curiosity, she eavesdropped.

She will never forget what the man said.

"She has never been married and has no man around her. I think Shen Qian is your husband's daughter."

"Didn't she go outside? Why did she come back suddenly? Could it be that she came back to collect debts? Is she trying to threaten my husband with her daughter, or is she trying to ruin my husband's reputation?"

"I don't know about this. Only you women know this, women have a needle in their hearts."

"She said she hated him..." Ms. Hu's face became paler and she clenched her teeth, "How much will it cost to kill them?"

"Ms. Hu, are you sure? If it is found out, you...and your whole family..."

"If she speaks out, there will be no way out for me and my family." Ms. Hu's face darkened, her face was bloodless, "Make a price."

She was sitting on the ground with her buttocks, and her legs were already numb.When Ms. Hu heard the noise, she came over anxiously. She fell to the ground and said with dazed eyes, "Mom, Qianqian is your daughter."

Ms. Hu gritted her teeth: "Nannan, this family was so broken before. Do you know who caused it? It was Shen Qian's mother! Now she comes back to destroy this family."

She was in a daze, her mind went blank, and she hid in her room and cried all day.

At that time, it happened that Shen Qian and You Ran broke up, and Shen Qian was in a bad mood.Her mother also put her under house arrest for fear that she would talk nonsense.Until there was a chance, she could call Shen Qian and warn her to be careful.But in the end, the moment she picked up the phone, she thought of the broken family since she was a child. Her ears were filled with the sound of her father slamming the door, her mother's cries, and her sister's wailing. She didn't want to live like that again. up.Finally, the family began to show signs of improvement... She finally put down the phone selfishly.

Later, when she learned that Shen Qian and her mother had left the city, she let out a long breath.But in less than a month, there was bad news that Shen Qian had a car accident and her life was in danger.

(End of this chapter)