Dressed as a tyrant and kissing the little queen

Chapter 485 I hope the rest of my life will live up to it (end of extra episode)

Outside the door, Ling Jian stood quietly for a while, his usually stern face became paler.

"Your majesty?" Wen Qin asked worriedly, "But you don't feel well?"

Ling Jian shook his head.

I don't know if it is more bitter or more depressed.

From what Xiao Li just said, the empress mother and Ling Ruo knew that Xiao Li was in Liyang City long ago, and Ling Ruo had also met that little girl Yue'er long ago.

But none of them mentioned Xiao Li's whereabouts to him.

No wonder he set off to Liyang this time, Ling Ruo specially came to the palace to meet him, he hesitated to speak, and finally said, "Brother, I hope you can come to Liyang this time, and your wishes will come true."

All wishes come true, that is, can he see Xiao Li?
Once again, when facing Xiao Li, Ling Jian felt a deep sense of powerlessness.

Even as an emperor, he can't do whatever he wants.

He wanted to bring Xiao Li back to the palace now.

Whether she is married or not, he doesn't mind.

But he can't.

If he did this, the empress mother would have no choice but to say nothing, it would be Xiao Li. I'm afraid they would get into trouble with him again, and he would never want to hear her call him cousin again.

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"It's not impossible to do this."

Qin Luoyu thought for a moment, then looked at Xiao Li, "However, if Ling Jian finds out something, the consequences... I can't control it."

Xiao Li pursed her lips, "He won't find out."

Qin Luoyu patted her hand, "Okay, then I'll bring him over tomorrow to meet your husband."

Xiao Li meant that if Ling Jian saw her and her husband loving each other with his own eyes, maybe he would give up from now on.

Not long after Xiao Li left the palace, she found out that she was pregnant.

She originally planned to go back to Pucheng, but she suffered from morning sickness and couldn't make it on the way, so she had to stay in an inn in Luocheng, but was fortunately found by people from Lingjunhang.

Pucheng is a small place and there is no one to take care of her. After consulting Xiao Li, Qin Luoyu brought her to Liyang City.

In the past few years, Qin Luoyu and Lingjun Xingzong stayed in Liyang, and they had something to do with Xiao Li.

One is to take care of her conveniently, and the other is to persuade Xiao Li to fight for a chance to get back together for his stupid son.

Unfortunately, perhaps the life in the palace cast too much shadow on her, Xiao Li was still unwilling to go back.

If Qin Luoyu hadn't shown Xue Yuheng's letter to her this time, talking about Ling Jian's insomnia, Xiao Li might not have wanted to see Ling Jian.

Although Qin Luoyu was helpless, he could only respect her wishes.

Xiao Li's "husband" was found by Chanjuan for her, he is indeed a doctor, and he really wanted to marry Xiao Li.

It's just that Xiao Li has no intention of marrying, so he became friends with this doctor named Xu Xiu.

Xu Xiu married his wife last year, and his wife and Xiao Li are also good friends.

In order to help Xiao Li, Xu Xiu resolutely came to be Xiao Li's "husband", and he really acted decently, screaming like a lady, and exchanging a seemingly sweet look with Xiao Li from time to time.

Of course he didn't know Ling Jian's identity, he only thought that Ling Jian was Xiao Li's cousin, so he acted so naturally.

Ling Jian witnessed the love between Xiao Li and her husband the whole time, and he was very calm.

But as soon as he came out from Xiao Li's place, it was obvious that something was wrong with his expression. On the way back to the palace, he didn't say a word the whole time.

Qin Luoyu seriously suspected that Xiao Li's method of "fighting poison with poison" would not work.

She was so worried, she could only gently persuade, "Jian'er, the past is over, Xiao Li has let go now, and you should let go too."

Ling Jian nodded, "OK."

Qin Luoyu didn't know if he was really nice, or if he was just perfunctory and said that on purpose.

After all, he was also her own son. Seeing him so sad made her feel really uncomfortable.

But for feelings, others can't help, they can only come out by themselves, and it can only depend on the fate between him and Xiao Li.

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After Ling Jian returned to the palace, he was sleepless again.

When I close my eyes, I seem to see Xiao Li smiling at her husband.

My heart was extremely bitter.

But Xiao Li is so happy now, how can he destroy it with his own hands.

Thinking that in a few days, he will go back to Night City, maybe, he will never see Xiao Li again.

Ling Jian stepped out of the palace under the moonlight, and once again arrived outside the small courtyard where Xiao Li lived.

It was inconvenient for him to go in and disturb him, but he just stood silently outside the small courtyard all night, and when the sky was about to dawn, he left feeling lost.

However, I don't know if God saw him too pitiful and gave him a different "gift".

He was walking with a heavy heart, and when he passed a small courtyard, just as the family opened the door, a pregnant young woman sent the man out, "Husband, be careful on the road, come back early."

The man waved his hand, and said in a gentle voice, "Got it, lady. Come in quickly."

Hearing the voice, Ling Jian was still a little skeptical, but when the man turned around, Ling Jian's eyes suddenly turned sharp.

This man is clearly Xiao Li's husband, Xu Xiu!
Ling Jian said coldly, "Does Xiao Li know that you have a pregnant woman here?"

Xu Xiu looked extremely embarrassed, "Ling, Mr. Ling, I, I can explain."

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When Xiao Li opened the door, she found a familiar figure standing outside the door.

She was startled, and before she could speak, she saw Ling Jian's face turned pale, showing pain.

Xiao Li was shocked, and didn't care about anything else, she hurried forward to support him, "Cousin, what's wrong with you?"

Ling Jian was almost unable to stand still, frowning, and said with some difficulty, "My head hurts."

Xiao Li touched his cold hand, "Where's your guard? Shall I ask him to send you back to the palace?"

"I didn't bring any guards." Ling Jian said in a low voice, "I came alone last night."

Xiao Li was stunned, "You, you didn't stand outside the door all night, did you?"

Ling Jian avoided her gaze, "No, it's just midnight."

Xiao Li: "."

I could only help him in first, "Lie down for a while, and I'll pour you some hot water."

She brought hot tea for Ling Jian, tested the temperature, and when it was just right, she handed it to Ling Jian.

Ling Jian reluctantly raised his hand to take the water glass, and took a few sips.

"Your bodyguard will be here soon. If you are not feeling well, you can lie down first."

Xiao Li got up to leave, Ling Jian held her hand, "Xiao Li, stay with me for a while."

He held it so tightly that Xiao Li couldn't break free, so he could only say: "Cousin, if you let my husband see you like this, you will misunderstand."

Ling Jian didn't expose Xiao Li's words, "I haven't closed my eyes for many days. I'm so tired. I'll hold it for a while and then let go, okay?"

His voice was very low, inexplicably a little pitiful.

Xiao Li's eyes fell on his face, and he saw black and blue circles under his eyes, as if he was extremely tired.

In the end, I couldn't bear it, "You said it, let go in a while."

Ling Jian nodded: "Well, let go in a while."

He closed his eyes, hiding the faint smile.

This trick was taught by Xu Xiu.

"Miss Xiao is kind-hearted, and she is very easy to soften her heart. When she sees an injured kitten or dog, she can't help but save her."

Xu Xiu said, "If Mr. Ling really wants to get Miss Xiao back, why not try it and pretend to be pitiful?"

Ling Jian was really tired, but he wasn't really pretending.

He had indeed not slept in days.

Holding Xiao Li's hand at this moment, he felt unprecedented peace of mind, but after a while, he fell asleep.

But when he fell asleep, he also held Xiao Li so tightly.

Xiao Li sighed slightly, but her heart was actually a little complicated.

After sitting silently for a while, he finally pulled out his hand gently.

After closing the door and coming out, Wen Qin stood outside the door, bowing and saluting: "Ms. Jing Concubine."

Xiao Li said lightly: "I have long been no concubine Jing. Call me Miss Xiao."

It doesn't matter what it's called, the important thing is to let Miss Xiao know that the emperor's mind for her has never changed.

Wen Qin hesitated for a moment, "In the past few years, the emperor has been looking for Miss Xiao's whereabouts. When it is not dark, the emperor often goes to Miss Xiao's bedroom in Yueli Palace, sometimes sitting all night."

"The symptoms of the emperor's insomnia fell at this time, but now it is getting worse. Sometimes it is difficult to sleep for a few days, and even if you fall asleep occasionally, you will wake up soon."

"The medicine prescribed by Miracle Doctor Xue has no interest in the Emperor. Miracle Doctor Xue said that if this continues, within three years, the Emperor will suffer from heart failure and his body will be unsustainable."

"When the emperor came to Liyang this time, he went to Pucheng and stood for a long time in the room where Miss Xiao lived in when she was a child."

"Miss Xiao, I have been with the emperor for many years, and I have never seen the emperor treat anyone other than Miss Xiao so deeply."

He paused, "Miss Xiao, on the way I came here just now, I ran into Dr. Xu. An acquaintance greeted him and asked when his wife would give birth. Dr. Xu replied that it was still four months away. Presumably the woman Dr. Xu said , isn’t Miss Xiao?”

Xiao Li was a little speechless, she didn't expect to be smashed so quickly.

Wen Qin lifted the corner of his robe and knelt down: "I heard from Dr. Xu that Miss Xiao is the most kind-hearted, she can even save injured kittens and dogs. Save the emperor!"

Xiao Li sighed silently, "Get up first."

Earlier, when Qin Luoyu mentioned Ling Jian's condition, she only thought that Qin Luoyu was somewhat exaggerating in order to win her over with Ling Jian, but she never thought that his condition had reached such a point.

Outside the door, Yue'er came in wiping her tears, "Mother, they are all laughing at me."

Xiao Li knelt down and wiped her tears, "What are you kidding me about?"

Yue'er cried and said, "It's a joke that I don't have a father. He said that Dr. Xu is not my father at all. He said that I have been a wild girl without a father since I was a child."

Earlier, in order to convince Ling Jian that Xu Xiu was her husband, Xiao Li told the child that Xu Xiu was her father, and Yue'er happily called Xu Xiu many times yesterday.

Xu Xiu originally planned to be the foster father of the child in the future, so he called him in advance as the father.

Unexpectedly, the child was so happy. When he went out to play today, he happily told his friends that he had a father, but he was mercilessly laughed at by his friends.

Xiao Li hugged Yue'er who was crying pitifully, and took a deep breath.

She was silent for a long time, thinking of the past five years, of calling her cousin to wake up many times in midnight dreams, thinking of Ling Jian's illness, thinking of Qin Luoyu's painstaking efforts, and thinking of this child's future life.

When Qin Luoyu left yesterday, he held her hand and said, "Li'er, I beg you, Auntie, to give Jian'er another chance, okay?"

At that time, she did not answer.

But now she thinks, should she really give Ling Jian a chance.

Xiao Li held Yue'er's hand, her voice was gentle but firm, "Who said you don't have a father? Mother will take you to see him right now."

Ling Jian, I will give you another chance, and I will also give myself another chance.

I hope that for the rest of our lives, we will never let each other down again.

(End of this chapter)