Just because I loved you so much at the time - published

Chapter 108 Lou Xi and Zuo Lingfeng's Secret Celebration 2
Lou Xi's hand holding the doorknob tightened slightly, without turning her head, she just said in a cold voice, "Chen Zhou's death day is coming, if you realize your mistake, go to his grave and repent!"

After saying that, he opened the door, strode out, and closed the door again with a "bang", the force was so great that his wrist was numb.

It's really not that he wanted to do this, but that he had to. From Luo Lan's description, he could imagine how dangerous the situation was at that time. If a star accidentally hit his temple, if Sisi's wound was torn, they His life would be in danger, that's why he was so unfeeling, and would never forgive him no matter what!
Because, three years ago, someone taught him that when he should be unfeeling, he must be unfeeling!Otherwise, you will hurt others and yourself!Even pay the price of blood, the price of life!

Downstairs, Lou Yi had been waiting below for a long time, he even heard the noise from upstairs just now, at this moment, Chen Ran's crying of breaking down still came faintly through the window, pitiful but also hateful.

And Lou Xi walked over calmly, but he knew that the more expressionless Lou Xi was at the moment, the more turbulent his emotions would be. Regarding Chen Zhou's death, he had always had a knot in his heart. If it was not a last resort, he would He won't tear himself apart with Chen Ran, but this time, he has really reached his bottom line!

Looking at Lou Xi's cold and resolute side face like a knife, Lou Yi parted his lips, but he didn't say anything after all. He opened the car door, sat in the driver's seat, and said in a deep voice, "I'll drive you to the hospital .”

Lou Xi didn't object, and sat in the back seat. Now he needs to calm down.

He fell headfirst into the back seat. The many days of marching and fighting and the rage just now made him feel tired. His tall body was hunched in the not-so-spacious back seat, with his head tilted and his face facing The chair quilt makes it impossible to see the expression.

Lou Yi started the engine, and the car drove away from the school slowly. At this moment, the night was dark, and the scene of Wanjia's lights should be beautiful, but at this moment it seemed extremely melancholy.

In the carriage, there was no sound, Lou Yi drove silently, slowing down slightly, and in the back seat, Lou Xi was lying there as if exhausted, with the half-wet training uniform that he hadn't had time to change on his body, stuck on the It was extremely uncomfortable on the skin, but no matter how uncomfortable it was, it was not as uncomfortable as in his heart. What happened to Chen Ran not only hurt Ye Xingchen and Sisi, but also aroused another haze in his heart.

He clenched his fists hard, wishing to break someone's bones so resolutely, but things will be reversed at the extreme. He hated to the extreme, but in the end he hated himself the most. He clenched his fist and beat himself hard twice, but the pain in his body couldn't restrain him. Thoughts were flying, and the seemingly scabbed wound hidden in the deepest part of his heart burst open again, scarred.

Time goes back to three years ago, back to the special brigade.

It was a quiet night. In the barracks of the Special Forces, it was as quiet as ever. After the whistle blew, the soldiers lay down and slept peacefully. Lou Xi also closed his eyes, preparing to go to sleep.

Suddenly, Zuo Lingfeng on the upper bunk coughed twice, and Lou Xi knew it was because he had a cold from the heavy rain a few days ago.

Even if he is a special soldier, he is not deadly. After all, he is a body of flesh and blood, so he will always have a headache, so it is not surprising that Zuo Lingfeng has a cold. Moreover, he was injured in an operation not long ago, and his resistance has been reduced. As a result, a cold came to my door, and it lasted for two days and still didn't get better.

The military doctor has prescribed medicine for him, small white pills, which are said to be anti-inflammatory.

Zuo Lingfeng coughed continuously, making the bed rustle. He was sleeping on the lower bunk and felt the tremors, and there were other soldiers in the room who were also a little alarmed. The sensitivity of special forces is higher than that of ordinary people. The slightest movement would wake them up, so everyone couldn't sleep for a while, but no one complained, the brothers who were born and died together were sick, and it was more uncomfortable than their own discomfort.

Zuo Lingfeng did not go on purpose. He just finished his mission a few days ago, and everyone is still recovering and recharging their batteries. There will be morning exercises tomorrow morning, and there will be ten kilometers of cross-country training after that. He doesn't want to disturb everyone. So he got up and went outside to adjust for a while.

Lou Xi turned over slightly, and saw Zuo Lingfeng walked out of the room lightly, and went outside to let the wind out. He was only wearing a thin vest, which made him frown a little. He already had a cold, and it was cold at night. He was worried that Zuo Lingfeng would get worse if he caught a cold again, so he also got up, grabbed his clothes and chased him out, but he didn't expect that when he walked over, he saw Zuo Lingfeng taking medicine.

His intuition was wrong, just take the medicine and take it in the room, why did he keep everyone behind his back?

"What are you taking?" He reached out to snatch the medicine bottle from Zuo Lingfeng's hand.

Zuo Lingfeng's complexion changed, and he stretched out his hand to hide, but of course he would not give up, so the two of them competed, Zuo Lingfeng was a sniper, his fist skills were not as good as his, and because of his illness, it was natural to He was at a disadvantage, so he successfully grabbed the medicine bottle.

There was nothing wrong with the small white medicine bottle, but when he opened it, he was shocked!

There are two kinds of pills inside, one is the anti-inflammatory medicine given to him by the military doctor, and the other is also white, but the granules are bigger. Sniff and you'll know what that is!
But he didn't want to believe it, and even licked it with the tip of his tongue to confirm that it was... drugs!
He is no stranger to drugs, because in the operation not long ago, they just cooperated with the marines of several other countries to fight against a transnational criminal group. It was not their turn to fight drugs. The special forces took action, but that transnational criminal group not only does drug business, but also resells arms with the money it earns. It has contacts with several large foreign arms dealers. Their arms sales to the Middle East have seriously damaged the region and the world. Peace, so they received an order from above to start international cooperation. After several months, they finally succeeded in destroying that criminal group, but he never imagined that Zuo Lingfeng would be contaminated with this kind of thing!
"Are you crazy?" He grabbed Zuo Lingfeng's collar fiercely and asked through gritted teeth.

Zuo Lingfeng panted slightly, looking like he was about to have a drug addiction, and said weakly, "I didn't mean to, but when we rushed into the warehouse that day, when we were shooting, I smashed their spray A dose of drugs, a whole box of doses was released into the air, I didn't have time to hold my breath, so I got infected..."

Lou Xi carefully recalled the previous operation process. At that time, they acted separately. He was in charge of the direction at nine o'clock, while Zuo Lingfeng was in charge of the direction at six o'clock. According to the information they obtained in advance, the drugs at six o'clock There are more, and the guards are stronger, and Zuo Lingfeng shoots more accurately than him, so Zuo Lingfeng is in charge of the most difficult area.

"Then why didn't you tell me when you came back?"

"I'll be done if I say it!" Zuo Lingfeng growled angrily, closed his eyes, and said in pain, "I had a bad feeling at that time, so I took some tablets and secretly hid them on my body , our action is not only that one time, there are several more games in the future, if I lose the chain at a critical moment, it may affect the whole operation! So I want to bear it for a while, eat one when I feel uncomfortable, and want to wait for the action Quit it after I come back, but I didn’t expect that this thing can’t be quit at all!”

Lou Xi hated and was angry, "Zuo Lingfeng, listen to me, this is not a joke, you must surrender immediately, you can't make the same mistake again!"

"No!" Zuo Lingfeng refused straight away, moved him affectionately, and said pleadingly, "Lou Xi, I want to quit, but I can't find a way yet, but I want you to help me, the two of us are so Over the years, you should have understood me, I can endure any hardship, as long as you are willing to help me, I can definitely quit! Lou Xi, I don’t want to be fired, I still want to continue to fight side by side with you, we are a golden combination, the best Good partner! Lou Xi, you have to trust me, I can quit, really!"

(End of this chapter)