Just because I loved you so much at the time - published

Chapter 115 You Are Not a Good Thing 2
Lou Yi couldn't listen anymore, she even used the words "shameless" and "conscience", he saw that the crowd around him had started to look at him with strange eyes, and whispered, he was still wearing Military uniforms, this affects the image of soldiers too much!
"Come with me!" He grabbed Shu Rao's arm with his backhand and pulled her out of the airport hall.

"Lou Xi! What do you want to do? You want to escape? Are you guilty? How dare you act like a big man? You..."

"I'm not Lou Xi!" Lou Yi shouted suddenly, Shu Rao was immediately dumbfounded.

"You... what did you say?" She couldn't believe it.

"I can show you my ID card." Lou Yi took out his ID card and military officer's card and gave them to her.

Shu Rao lowered her head and took a closer look. It's really not Lou Xi, but they look exactly the same, and both have the surname Lou!
"I and Lou Xi are twins, and he is my younger brother." Lou Yi revealed his identity.

When Shu Rao heard it, the mood that had been eased just now turned back again, brother?All the way!
"Then you must not be a good person!"

At this moment, Shu Rao has lost all reason, not to mention being polite, she is full of self-blame and guilt, and the pain that she doesn't know how to describe. When she thinks that Xing Chen ruined her marriage for her and Shu Jing, she feels sad had to die.

"Get out!" She threw back the certificate to him with a very bad attitude.

Lou Yi was very depressed, but still maintained her demeanor and said, "Miss Shu Rao, I know you are a good friend of Xing Chen, and you feel wronged for her, but in fact, everyone is very sad that this happened, Lou Xi's The pain is no less than that of the stars, and he has endured a lot, and he is also very sad when the child is gone, it is also his own flesh and blood!"

Shu Rao was stunned for a moment, she didn't even quite understand what he was talking about.

child, child?
These two words struck her like a thunderbolt, a white light flashed in her mind, then a blackness appeared before her eyes, and the next second, she fell straight down.

"Miss Shu..." Lou Yi had quick eyesight and quick hands, and quickly supported her, but Shu Rao was unconscious, so he had no choice but to hug her up.

After two o'clock in the afternoon, the afternoon sun was warming up, and the golden sunlight shone into the room through the glass windows. It was bright, but the room still lacked some warmth.

Lou Xi sat on the sofa in the living room, looked down at the tea table, at the small cotton balls on the four corners, the softness in her heart was touched again, and aroused the slightest pain.

If she didn't have a miscarriage, then next year, their child will be born, and then she will definitely wrap up all the dangerous corners of the house, and he can imagine what her face looked like when she was doing those things Gentle and smiling.

But the child was gone, and he didn't know how she could get better, when she could laugh again.

I don't know if it's because the sun is too glaring or something, but suddenly my vision blurred, and the little cotton ball also became hazy.

The house was extremely quiet, so quiet that he had to be careful even to breathe.

In the children's room, Sisi was taking a nap. The little girl was not very happy these days. Although she didn't say anything, there was no smile on her little face, and she didn't even eat much. He knew that it wasn't just him who did it. It's an unpalatable relationship, he knows that the little girl misses her mother, but in fact... he also misses it.

When going to bed at night, Sisi always hugged her little bear for the whole night, but when he stretched out his hand, he could only touch the cold sheet, not even a trace of warmth.

In the past few days, the life has been very peaceful, eating, sleeping, dazed... It's boring, it seems like a year.

In fact, he can cancel his vacation and return to the army, but he knows that his current state is not right, and it will be more troublesome after returning. It will not only affect himself, but also affect others.

During the [-]th military exercise, the C military region won a big victory. Now everyone is immersed in the joy of that hard-won victory. The military general is preparing for the commendation meeting. Everyone is looking forward to it. He doesn't want to spoil the scenery.

"Father..." Sisi's voice suddenly came from the children's room.

Lou Xihuo stood up and ran over quickly.

In the room, Sisi woke up and was sitting on the bed, rubbing her eyes with a small hand. She looked like she was sleepwalking. When she saw him, she immediately reached out to hug him, "Dad... I saw the horse It's numb..."

The little girl said very seriously, just like the real thing.

He knew she was dreaming, and he felt a little jealous about it, why could Sisi dream of her at such a young age, but he couldn't?
Every night when he lies in bed, before he closes his eyes, the image of her when she left the hospital will always appear in his mind. Since she left, he has no news of her, so he always hopes to dream of her, and wants to know her. Whether it was a good life or not, but he never dreamed about it once. All he dreamed about was that horrible bright red.

When I wake up, I'm always in a cold sweat.

"Dad, where's Ma Ma?" Sisi looked around, as if she didn't understand, she saw her mother just now, why did she disappear all of a sudden?
Lou Xi felt depressed for a moment, touched Sisi's little head, not knowing how to answer.

Sisi was very confused, her small body twisted and turned in his arms, and then she slid down. She ran out of the children's room with her short legs, and searched for the living room and other rooms without giving up.

"Mama?"

"Mama?"

There were soft calls, but no one answered.

After a while, there was a sudden noise from the security door, and Lou Xi reacted. He walked out of the children's room quickly, and saw Sisi's small body standing at the entrance, looking down at her little shoes, as if she was looking at her little shoes. Thinking, should I go out to find Ma Ma?
He was silent for a while, walked up to the little girl, knelt down, took her little hand, and said, "Sisi, be good, don't walk around alone, you understand?"

"I want mama!" The little girl replied stubbornly.

Lou Xi didn't know whether to laugh or cry, picked up her small body and walked to the kitchen, "Take the medicine first."

Sisi's little face immediately turned into a bitter gourd.

"Sisi, good boy, you will recover after taking the medicine, and you can go to your mother after you recover." He wove a lie, deceiving Sisi and himself.

In order to see his mother, Sisi had no choice but to give in and took the medicine painfully. He fed some water and rewarded the little girl with a candy.

Sisi always wanted to share something good with him, so she stuffed another candy into his mouth, the candy seemed to taste good, Sisi ate it with a smile on her face, but his taste buds were numb.

Suddenly, the doorbell rang, and the father and daughter were startled at the same time, as if a drum was beating in their hearts. Lou Xi, holding Sisi in his arms, walked quickly to open the door, and opened the door without even looking at the door mirror.

Unfortunately, it was a stranger standing outside the door.

"Uh... sorry, I pressed the wrong doorbell." The man turned and went to the opposite door.

Lou Xi said indifferently, "It's okay."

The disappointment was unspeakable, and the door was slowly closed, but it couldn't close the painful heart.

Sisi looked at him with sad little eyes, as if to say, Dad is lying, I have taken the medicine, and my mother still hasn't come back!
The two returned to the living room, sat on the sofa, and stared at the coffee table. Sisi's little hand touched the nearest small cotton ball.

Lou Xi looked at her, his eyes straightened, and he unconsciously drew a picture of happiness in his mind. In a big house, two children were playing together, chasing each other, one overtook the other, and started laughing. , After playing for a while, they started to quarrel again. One ran to Dad, the other ran to Mom, and each sued.

(End of this chapter)