Just because I loved you so much at the time - published

Chapter 119 I hope you can come 2
Lou Xi had no choice but to let go.

Shu Rao just gave up, turned and went back to the living room, took Sisi to play together, and left them a separate space, but her eyes were still fixed on the direction of the bedroom, watching all the time.

After Shu Rao left, Ye Xingchen was just about to breathe a sigh of relief, but he suddenly raised his heart, as if he didn't know how to be alone with him, he moved a few steps forward, walked to the window sill, and watered the flowers.

She turned around, but Lou Xi didn't move. This was the first time he came here, and it was the first time he entered her room. Her room was simple and clean, but very warm, with light blue curtains and a pure white bed. Group, the bed is about 1.3 meters wide, larger than a single bed, smaller than a double bed, and there is a big bear on the bed, which occupies almost half of the bed.

His eyes froze slightly, she still keeps this big guy?
It was not unreasonable for the owner of the amusement park to give this big bear to them. It was too big to be hugged, and it was even more difficult to keep and clean it. warm current.

On one side of the bed, there is a desk with some medical books neatly placed, a computer, the style is a bit old, but it is spotless, the mouse pad is a cartoon, and the pattern of a bear is also on it.

On the other wall is a set of wardrobes, four doors, and a set of curved storage compartments next to it. There are some odds and ends on the grids, the most of which are medicine bottles, some gauze, and a hot water bottle.

His heart suddenly ached again. He knew how much his kick had hurt her, both internally and externally. The soldiers of the special brigade might not be able to restrain his strength, and he was going to die at that time. Li and Zuo Lingfeng fought desperately, even more ruthlessly, the sweep of that leg was really fatal to her, and their child was just gone.

He couldn't help but stepped forward, stood behind her, and hugged her distressedly.

Ye Xingchen was startled for a moment, he was still holding the watering pot for flowers in his hand, his hand was loosened, and the pot almost fell to the ground, he caught it with one hand, put it back on the window sill, and then wrapped her hands tightly again, warming her. His big palm covered her waist and abdomen, as if wanting to give her some warmth.

If the child was still there, her stomach might have been slightly protruding at this time, but now it is flat, with nothing.

Ye Xingchen struggled subconsciously, but he fixed her body and didn't let her move. His warm body approached, she trembled suddenly, her eyes widened, her fair face blushed uncontrollably, she hesitated on the spot, at a loss.

Lou Xi hugged her silently, resting her chin on her shoulder, smelling the fragrance of her hair from the end of her nose, a faint floral fragrance, very nice, but different from before, her breath carried a trace of Although the smell of medicine is very weak, he knows that it is actually very bitter.

Ye Xingchen held her breath slightly, but her heartbeat accelerated uncontrollably. At this moment, she was so nervous and terrified that she heard his deep voice fall beside her ears, "Does it still hurt?"

His hands increased some strength at the same time, but they were still very light, for fear of hurting her even the slightest bit.

Her eyes became hot, she shook her head, and said quietly, "It doesn't hurt anymore."

He tightened his arms suddenly, but he was in pain, he was dying of pain, for her and for their child.

"Lou Xi... I'm fine. The fact that this child was not kept means that she has no destiny with us, so stop thinking about it, and stop blaming yourself. I know you didn't do it on purpose. In fact, I have thought about this sentence a long time ago. Let me tell you, I have never had a chance, and I was in a bad mood before, but I am much better now, especially these days when Sisi came back to live, I have really improved a lot, and I am still on vacation, and I am still on vacation. There are some days where you can relax, but you... You should be going back to the army, right? Forget about these things before you go back. It was an accident that the child disappeared. Sisi and I don’t want to see any other accidents ,do you understand?"

She turned her back to him, speaking quietly, her soft voice was very peaceful, he couldn't see her expression, but he could imagine the sadness on her face at the moment.

"Let's stay for dinner for a while, Sisi will be very happy, it's been a long time since we have dinner together, but Rao Rao's attitude may not be very good, please bear with me, she doesn't mean anything malicious, she is just worried about me, don't I care too much, besides, Rao Rao is Sisi's godmother now, you two should get along peacefully."

"And Lou Yi, please help me to say sorry and thank you to him. Rao Rao was so rude that day, and he didn't care about it. When I was in the hospital, I only cared about Rao Rao, and I had the opportunity to say something to him. Help me Talk to him."

"And..." Ye Xingchen wanted to say something again, but Lou Xi suddenly pulled her shoulders, his eyes met, the expression on his slender face was very peaceful, he couldn't see too many emotions, he was as docile as always, but this He loved her, but he didn't know how to respond. She talked about everyone, but she didn't mention herself. She stood in front of him, but he felt that she was far away from him.

Maybe from now on, nothing will change, the marriage will continue, life will continue, and the child may be born again, but... She seems to never try to have any relationship with him again, because the lesson this time is already deep enough, because they There is not enough trust between them.

"Xingchen..." He was a little scared suddenly, even more scared than when he lost the child, but she gently pushed him away and said softly, "I'll go cook."

She pushed lightly, but his tall body swayed heavily. He held his lips, but couldn't say a word. Maybe he was too greedy, maybe Lou Yi was right, and he needed to give her more time. In addition, They all need to learn how to manage their marriage and... love.

"Dinner!" Ye Xingchen and Shu Rao prepared four dishes and one soup together. Regarding the matter of Lou Xi leaving the meal, the two of them kept silent, but when setting the table and chopsticks, it was for four people.

Shu Rao didn't know the inside story, so he still cooked a fish. Ye Xingchen changed the position of the fish and another dish, deliberately moving it farther away. He frowned slightly.

Lou Xi suddenly had a glimmer of hope in her heart, she still cared about him.

For a meal, several people ate with their own concerns, and only Sisi ate the most. This situation was perfect for her. Not only did she have her parents, but also her godmother. The little girl was very happy to hurt her so much.

After eating, Ye Xingchen and Shu Rao rushed to wash the dishes, but Lou Xi suddenly stood up and said, "Let me do it!"

Both of them were startled, Ye Xingchen quickly said no, but Shu Rao grabbed her and let Lou Xi do it.

Sisi wanted to watch cartoons, Shu Rao asked Ye Xingchen to watch it with the little girl, while she crossed her arms and kept watch at the kitchen door. She wanted to watch his jokes, but she didn't expect the man in the kitchen to be so proficient. He didn't know how many times he had to MAN the airline's flight attendants, washing the dishes, washing the dishes, wiping the counters...everything was done impeccably.

Shu Rao bit her lips in displeasure, turned her head back to the living room, sat on the sofa and muttered, "It's quite capable!"

Ye Xingchen looked sideways slightly, without thinking too much, and answered naturally, "He often does housework."

Shu Rao felt even more uncomfortable.

After Lou Xi finished washing the dishes, she mopped the floor under Shu Rao's instruction. The floor was polished so well that it could be seen.

Sisi was still watching cartoons, but it was already dark. Shu Rao hurriedly went to the bathroom to put hot water in, and was going to let Ye Xingchen take a bath. She went to a Chinese medicine doctor, bought medicinal materials, and let Ye Xingchen take a medicated bath every day. Aids in the recovery of the body.

(End of this chapter)