Just because I loved you so much at the time - published
Chapter 125 I Love Her 2
Chapter 125 I Love Her 2
He is a soldier, and he habitually only looks at the result. Every time he performs a mission, the result is the most important, so he thinks that marriage is the result, and everything will be fine after marriage, but no, there is no 100% love as the basis Marriage would be in jeopardy if there was any disturbance, and the first painful price he paid was to cause her to lose her child.
He knew that this matter was all his own fault, he wanted to make it up, he wanted to make it up very, very much, but he didn't know how to do it, he was not a person who was good at words, he seldom chatted, it wasn't because he was pretending , but he doesn't know how to express it. He is used to direct action and replaces the words on his lips with powerful actions, but now, he doesn't know what he can do.
He knows that she is not a hypocritical person, and she would rather bear it than blame others when she has grievances, so she hasn't blamed him these days, and she still cares about him, otherwise she wouldn't have deliberately served the fish at dinner that day Let's go, I won't give him a quilt in the middle of the night, she even brought Sisi here today, but...she is not happy.
She was lying on her side with her back to him, her shoulders were still tense, as if she was very tired, which made him want to appease her tiredness, and he really did, stretching out his hand subconsciously, touching her He touched her shoulder, and helped her pull up the quilt.
Ye Xingchen felt Lou Xi's movement, and his body stiffened subconsciously. The scorching heat from his palm penetrated through the thin pajamas, and was transmitted to her skin bit by bit clearly and directly, and her heartbeat also jumped up and down. , like a drum beating, she even doubted that he could hear it clearly.
He gently helped her raise the quilt. This action gave her a feeling of being cared for, but at the same time she also had a sad feeling. She couldn't express this kind of worry about gains and losses in words.
After losing her child, she began to reflect on this marriage. She even decided to take back her heart and stop trying to have any relationship with him, because the price of pain is too high, but people are emotional animals, and some things can't just be taken back. So she still came to this commendation meeting involuntarily, and even carefully prepared gifts. It's just a pity that Xinyi's badge was not available, but she still came.
At first, I was still a little nervous, but what Aunt Luo said to her after she came, made her feel that she was not wrong. Everyone said that a bystander can tell, and Aunt Luo is a person who has been here, and she really cares about her, so she is more I strengthened my belief and felt that I was right this time. Aunt Luo was right, don't always dwell on the past, because they still have a lifetime to live.
However, just when she was about to make up her mind, she suddenly found that the badge she wanted appeared in his drawer. Such an elaborate gift would never be given by anyone except Jing Sa, so she didn't understand Yes, he said he had nothing to do with Jing Sa, she believed it, because she believed in his character, but it was precisely because she believed in his character that she doubted it now, if he didn't want it, no matter what Jing Sa thought He wouldn't even want to send him off, but he wanted it, and he knew Jing Sa's feelings for him, but he still wanted it, so they still have nothing?
She didn't want to make a big fuss, and it would be fine if it was another gift, but she also took a fancy to that badge, and she begged the boss for so long but couldn't buy it, but Jing Sa got it without knowing how, and even gave it to her first. He, this made her feel unspeakably lost and frustrated, and she even began to wonder if her efforts were wrong from beginning to end?
Ye Xingchen closed his eyes, unwilling to think about it, moved his body, and moved closer to the edge of the bed.
Lou Xi was slightly taken aback, and withdrew his hand stiffly, but his palm was slightly wet.
As the night deepens, the light moon shines in the eyes, and the cold wind fills the west building.
That night, neither of them slept well, but after dawn, they both had to pretend to be happy.
The commendation meeting was held at [-]:[-] in the morning, but because they had to enter the venue early, they went out at [-]:[-].
When I went downstairs, I saw a group of smiling soldiers, as if they were waiting for them specially.
"Commander, good morning!"
"Sister-in-law, good morning!"
"Battalion Commander, don't forget my sister-in-law when you speak later, half of the military medals are given by my sister-in-law!"
"Sister-in-law, don't forget to give the battalion commander a sweet reward!"
"Of course, both of you can't forget us, treat us to a meal after the commendation meeting is over!"
"Battle Commander, sister-in-law, we want to go to your house for dinner, but we didn't eat enough last time!"
Faced with everyone's teasing, Ye Xingchen was a little at a loss, how could she be in the mood to say this now, Lou Xi saw that she was uncomfortable, so she put on the airs of the battalion commander, and stared at a group of monkey-like soldiers Going back, he took her hand and walked forward.
"Not happy?"
"No."
"They just like to make trouble, but they don't have a bad heart."
"I know, they really welcome me." It was the commotion today that made her feel more uncomfortable.
After everyone walked away, Ye Xingchen broke free from his hand slightly, Lou Xi's fingers froze, and hugged Sisi to cover up the disappointment.
The military camp was shrouded in mountains, and the air was filled with the unique refreshing breath of the mountains and forests in the morning. They walked towards the playground, all the way speechless.
It stands to reason that the military general commendation meeting should be held in the auditorium of the military headquarters, but because the special brigade made great contributions in the [-]th military exercise, and the outstanding performance of the special brigade in the Yunwu Mountain fire before, the general of the army The leader decided to visit the special brigade to award the honor, which was an unprecedented exception.
The soldiers of the special brigade are full of enthusiasm. The commendation meeting will be held on the playground they are most familiar with. After passing their traces, now, their glory must be left here. This is something that excites them more than any material reward. On each dark face, there are firm and simple smiles. Both black eyes were bright, shining with a moving brilliance.
Lou Xi is the focus of today, he will be promoted to colonel, and he will have another star on his shoulder.
Ye Xingchen hugged Sisi and sat in the family seat. She was supposed to sit in the first row, but when she saw Jing Sa was there, she suddenly stopped and sat in the second row instead.
There are some military wives beside her, she doesn't know any of them, but everyone is very enthusiastic, rushing to greet each other, introduce themselves to each other, and then ask each other what gift you prepared for your husband, Ye Xingchen saw that each of them had a gift on their lap. A gift box, different in size, but all of them are exquisite, and each one is full of deep feelings.
But she didn't take out the men's handkerchief in her pocket. She thought it would be decided later, and if she needed to go on stage, she would take it out. If there was no such link, she wouldn't give it away. There is no need to give suitable things now, especially in front of Jing Sa.
At [-]:[-], the leaders sat down on the rostrum. The host adjusted the microphone. The soldiers who were about to be awarded were lined up and waited in the audience. Lou Xi was the last one, obviously the finale.
Soon, it was eight o'clock, and with the host's cadenced voice slowly sounding, the commendation meeting officially began.
The first item is to raise the national flag, everyone stands up, the national anthem is sung, and the March of the Volunteers is sung from the mouths of the soldiers. It feels very different and more exciting.
Ye Xingchen's heart couldn't help getting excited, his personal depression was gradually replaced by the soldiers' ambition, and the blood in his body boiled unconsciously.
(End of this chapter)
He is a soldier, and he habitually only looks at the result. Every time he performs a mission, the result is the most important, so he thinks that marriage is the result, and everything will be fine after marriage, but no, there is no 100% love as the basis Marriage would be in jeopardy if there was any disturbance, and the first painful price he paid was to cause her to lose her child.
He knew that this matter was all his own fault, he wanted to make it up, he wanted to make it up very, very much, but he didn't know how to do it, he was not a person who was good at words, he seldom chatted, it wasn't because he was pretending , but he doesn't know how to express it. He is used to direct action and replaces the words on his lips with powerful actions, but now, he doesn't know what he can do.
He knows that she is not a hypocritical person, and she would rather bear it than blame others when she has grievances, so she hasn't blamed him these days, and she still cares about him, otherwise she wouldn't have deliberately served the fish at dinner that day Let's go, I won't give him a quilt in the middle of the night, she even brought Sisi here today, but...she is not happy.
She was lying on her side with her back to him, her shoulders were still tense, as if she was very tired, which made him want to appease her tiredness, and he really did, stretching out his hand subconsciously, touching her He touched her shoulder, and helped her pull up the quilt.
Ye Xingchen felt Lou Xi's movement, and his body stiffened subconsciously. The scorching heat from his palm penetrated through the thin pajamas, and was transmitted to her skin bit by bit clearly and directly, and her heartbeat also jumped up and down. , like a drum beating, she even doubted that he could hear it clearly.
He gently helped her raise the quilt. This action gave her a feeling of being cared for, but at the same time she also had a sad feeling. She couldn't express this kind of worry about gains and losses in words.
After losing her child, she began to reflect on this marriage. She even decided to take back her heart and stop trying to have any relationship with him, because the price of pain is too high, but people are emotional animals, and some things can't just be taken back. So she still came to this commendation meeting involuntarily, and even carefully prepared gifts. It's just a pity that Xinyi's badge was not available, but she still came.
At first, I was still a little nervous, but what Aunt Luo said to her after she came, made her feel that she was not wrong. Everyone said that a bystander can tell, and Aunt Luo is a person who has been here, and she really cares about her, so she is more I strengthened my belief and felt that I was right this time. Aunt Luo was right, don't always dwell on the past, because they still have a lifetime to live.
However, just when she was about to make up her mind, she suddenly found that the badge she wanted appeared in his drawer. Such an elaborate gift would never be given by anyone except Jing Sa, so she didn't understand Yes, he said he had nothing to do with Jing Sa, she believed it, because she believed in his character, but it was precisely because she believed in his character that she doubted it now, if he didn't want it, no matter what Jing Sa thought He wouldn't even want to send him off, but he wanted it, and he knew Jing Sa's feelings for him, but he still wanted it, so they still have nothing?
She didn't want to make a big fuss, and it would be fine if it was another gift, but she also took a fancy to that badge, and she begged the boss for so long but couldn't buy it, but Jing Sa got it without knowing how, and even gave it to her first. He, this made her feel unspeakably lost and frustrated, and she even began to wonder if her efforts were wrong from beginning to end?
Ye Xingchen closed his eyes, unwilling to think about it, moved his body, and moved closer to the edge of the bed.
Lou Xi was slightly taken aback, and withdrew his hand stiffly, but his palm was slightly wet.
As the night deepens, the light moon shines in the eyes, and the cold wind fills the west building.
That night, neither of them slept well, but after dawn, they both had to pretend to be happy.
The commendation meeting was held at [-]:[-] in the morning, but because they had to enter the venue early, they went out at [-]:[-].
When I went downstairs, I saw a group of smiling soldiers, as if they were waiting for them specially.
"Commander, good morning!"
"Sister-in-law, good morning!"
"Battalion Commander, don't forget my sister-in-law when you speak later, half of the military medals are given by my sister-in-law!"
"Sister-in-law, don't forget to give the battalion commander a sweet reward!"
"Of course, both of you can't forget us, treat us to a meal after the commendation meeting is over!"
"Battle Commander, sister-in-law, we want to go to your house for dinner, but we didn't eat enough last time!"
Faced with everyone's teasing, Ye Xingchen was a little at a loss, how could she be in the mood to say this now, Lou Xi saw that she was uncomfortable, so she put on the airs of the battalion commander, and stared at a group of monkey-like soldiers Going back, he took her hand and walked forward.
"Not happy?"
"No."
"They just like to make trouble, but they don't have a bad heart."
"I know, they really welcome me." It was the commotion today that made her feel more uncomfortable.
After everyone walked away, Ye Xingchen broke free from his hand slightly, Lou Xi's fingers froze, and hugged Sisi to cover up the disappointment.
The military camp was shrouded in mountains, and the air was filled with the unique refreshing breath of the mountains and forests in the morning. They walked towards the playground, all the way speechless.
It stands to reason that the military general commendation meeting should be held in the auditorium of the military headquarters, but because the special brigade made great contributions in the [-]th military exercise, and the outstanding performance of the special brigade in the Yunwu Mountain fire before, the general of the army The leader decided to visit the special brigade to award the honor, which was an unprecedented exception.
The soldiers of the special brigade are full of enthusiasm. The commendation meeting will be held on the playground they are most familiar with. After passing their traces, now, their glory must be left here. This is something that excites them more than any material reward. On each dark face, there are firm and simple smiles. Both black eyes were bright, shining with a moving brilliance.
Lou Xi is the focus of today, he will be promoted to colonel, and he will have another star on his shoulder.
Ye Xingchen hugged Sisi and sat in the family seat. She was supposed to sit in the first row, but when she saw Jing Sa was there, she suddenly stopped and sat in the second row instead.
There are some military wives beside her, she doesn't know any of them, but everyone is very enthusiastic, rushing to greet each other, introduce themselves to each other, and then ask each other what gift you prepared for your husband, Ye Xingchen saw that each of them had a gift on their lap. A gift box, different in size, but all of them are exquisite, and each one is full of deep feelings.
But she didn't take out the men's handkerchief in her pocket. She thought it would be decided later, and if she needed to go on stage, she would take it out. If there was no such link, she wouldn't give it away. There is no need to give suitable things now, especially in front of Jing Sa.
At [-]:[-], the leaders sat down on the rostrum. The host adjusted the microphone. The soldiers who were about to be awarded were lined up and waited in the audience. Lou Xi was the last one, obviously the finale.
Soon, it was eight o'clock, and with the host's cadenced voice slowly sounding, the commendation meeting officially began.
The first item is to raise the national flag, everyone stands up, the national anthem is sung, and the March of the Volunteers is sung from the mouths of the soldiers. It feels very different and more exciting.
Ye Xingchen's heart couldn't help getting excited, his personal depression was gradually replaced by the soldiers' ambition, and the blood in his body boiled unconsciously.
(End of this chapter)
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