Just because I loved you so much at the time - published

Chapter 128
A room in the family courtyard.

Jing Sa stood in front of the window, quietly watching the playground outside. She had a beautiful face, with loss and sadness in her beautiful eyes.

dang dang...

The door was knocked.

She was taken aback for a moment, but her expression was not very surprised, as if she had already guessed who would come.

The knock on the door continued, but she didn't move, she didn't want to move, she was a little deceiving herself.

However, the people outside the door were very persistent and kept knocking.

"Here we come!" She took a deep breath before turning to open the door.

The door was slightly opened, and Lou Xi's figure suddenly appeared, so tall and so close, but Jing Sa faintly felt a little desperate.

"Is Xingchen all right?" she asked softly.

Lou Xi shook her head, walked into the room, Jing Sa gently closed the door, turned around to pour water for him, but Lou Xi stopped her, and said in a deep voice, "No, I just have something to talk to you say."

Jing Sa raised his eyebrows slightly, "What about the surveillance video?"

Lou Xi was silent and nodded, "Delete it, I won't read it."

"Don't you have any doubts?"

"I've paid the price for my doubts."

Jing Sa couldn't help frowning, is this Lou Xi whom she has known for more than [-] years?When did he start getting emotional?

Emotionally speaking, Ye Xingchen lost her child, and she felt bad, but she still hoped that Lou Xi could watch that video, and from the video, Zuo Lingfeng was really upset with Ye Xingchen that day in the hospital Normally, she doesn't want to slander them, but she doesn't want Lou Xi to suffer any harm!

"Lou Xi, are you afraid? Are you afraid of seeing something wrong? Escape is not the way. If your marriage can withstand the test, what will happen if you see it? If you can be sure that they are fine, wouldn't it be better? You Why don't you want to see it?"

"Because people's hearts can only be hurt once. I know who Xingchen is. I shouldn't have doubted her. If it was another man, I wouldn't be so impulsive at all. But because it was Zuo Lingfeng, I lost it for a while. Rationality has caused the current situation, it is a festival between me and Zuo Lingfeng, it is wrong to bring the stars into it, I can't make the same mistake again and again."

"Also..." Lou Xi paused for a moment before continuing, "Jing Sa, I want to say sorry to you. There are very few people I have owed in my life, but you are one of them. I should have prevented you from leaving BJ's, I actually regretted it the moment the train started."

"You know what happened to our family that year. I was very sad at the time. I wanted to escape from everything, but my father didn't allow me to go to other military regions. You should know that although the children in the compound are very independent, every day The discipline at home is very strict, and Lou Yi and I have never disobeyed our parents since we were young, but that year, first Lou Yi left BJ, he finally figured it out and went back to face everything, and then I had to leave again , Lou's family is almost turned upside down."

"Although I have made up my mind to go, I am actually very nervous, so when I got on the train and saw you chasing me so relentlessly, I felt supported, like a child who ran away from home , I suddenly found a companion, so I didn't stop you, but when the train left, I knew I was wrong. I was using you to increase my courage. I wanted to persuade you to go back, but we grew up together , I know you well, I know you can't turn back, so I had to let you go to Yunchuan with me."

"We have known each other for so many years, and I don't want to say false words. You have paid a lot for me in the past few years. I am very touched, but because I am touched, I don't want to lie to you. I feel my conscience and say, I don't love you. It's not because you are not good enough, but because you know me too well, you know my family, background, experiences... This will make me feel tired, the reason why I left BJ and came to Yunchuan is to get away from everything before, I Thinking of a place where no one knows me, I don't want to recall the past, I just want to find a new future, you know?"

"That day you gave me that badge in front of everyone, and I accepted it. You should know that it was the first time I accepted something from you in the past few years, but it was also the last time. Let's stop here! "

"Finally, I want to tell you that I like that badge very much, thank you."

Jing Sa suddenly smiled wryly, after so many years of chasing her, she finally did something he liked, but it was the end.

Lou Xi also smiled, and stretched out her hand, "Goodbye!"

Jing Sa patted his hand off, "It's not suitable for me to break up and be friends, let alone we have never been together! If possible, it's best not to see each other!"

She raised her jaw, walked towards the door resolutely, opened the door, and said indifferently, "No!"

Lou Xi didn't say much anymore, turned around and walked out, but she didn't want her to stop him suddenly, "Lou Xi! Let me tell you something! Just now you went around borrowing tampons from others, you are so stupid! I I regret liking a man like you!"

Lou Xi suddenly stopped in her tracks, raised her thin lips slightly, and said, "Then do you mind regretting it even more?"

what?
Jing Sa didn't understand very well.

Lou Xi turned around slowly, and asked in a low voice, "When women come here, what should they pay attention to?"

Jing Sa froze for a moment, red and white intertwined on his face, and suddenly there was a feeling of smoke from the seven orifices.

"I'm not an obstetrician!" she choked.

"Aren't you the vice president?"

"Even the dean is not necessarily an all-rounder!"

"As if I didn't ask." He turned and walked away.

"Wait..." Jing Sa stopped him again, hesitated for a while, and said hesitantly, "It would be better to eat something warm and tonic. It's better to drink some brown sugar water, put red dates, wolfberries, ginger slices... and so on. Don’t catch a cold, don’t eat cold drinks, and it’s best not to eat cold fruits.”

"anything else?"

"That's all I know!"

"Thank you."

"Get out!" Get out of my sight, get out of my heart!
After a good night's sleep, Ye Xingchen felt much better, but Luo Lan wouldn't let her get up, and even brought the boiled brown sugar water to the bedside to feed her. Ye Xingchen quickly took the bowl and said, "Aunt Luo, I'll do it myself."

Luo Lan nodded and exhorted, "Drink while it's hot."

"Yeah." Ye Xingchen obediently drank the whole bowl of brown sugar water. After a while, his whole body became hot, and his lower abdomen felt much more comfortable. The strange throbbing pain seemed to be getting better.

Seeing that her face was no longer so pale, Luo Lan finally felt relieved, "Xingchen, you must pay special attention these few days, the first menstruation after the miscarriage is different from usual, but this is a good thing, it means that your body has matured. A new metabolism has started, and the normal ovulation function of women has been restored. If everything is normal, it will be no problem to have children in the future, so you must not catch cold or something these days, and you should rest well, you know?"

"Understood." Ye Xingchen said gratefully. Although she is a medical student and understands a lot of truths, it's never as good as someone caring about her. Aunt Luo took care of her like this, which made her feel very warm.

Luo Lan smiled sweetly and sourly. She just didn't want her tragedy to happen to other people, especially a poor child like Xingchen who lost her parents at a young age. It would be a pity if she couldn't have her own child again. Yes, although she already has Sisi, it would be more perfect if she could have another one.

What Lou Xi said on the playground today made people feel heartbroken and sad. She knew that they must want to have another child to make up for the regret of losing, but there are some things that need to be mentioned by someone who has come here.

(End of this chapter)