Just because I loved you so much at the time - published

Chapter 132 I haven't eaten meat for a long time 1
Lou Xi picked up the large and small bags on the ground, and the two went upstairs one after the other without speaking.

Shu Rao had been waiting for a long time, when she heard the sound of the key turning the lock cylinder, she immediately got up and went to open the door, without even looking through the cat's eyes, she opened the door, "Xingchen, you are finally back..."

She was only halfway through speaking when the tall and straight figure outside the door startled her, she stopped speaking suddenly, and grabbed the door panel with her hand to prevent him from approaching.

"Godmother..." Sisi's soft voice sounded, Lou Xi turned sideways, and Ye Xingchen appeared with the little girl in his arms.

"Sisi!" Shu Rao was overjoyed, and quickly gave up the position of the door, letting Ye Xingchen and the little girl in, but Lou Xi's treatment was not so good, he was blocked at the door with a big bag in his hand outside.

"Rao Rao..." Ye Xingchen called softly, but Shu Rao was still unmoved, guarding the door, staring at the big and small bags, and suddenly opened his eyes wide when he saw the laptop.

Well, spending money lavishly is too bad for living!How can this kind of man be worthy of a virtuous star?

"I'll just take it in!" Shu Rao gestured to take what was in Lou Xi's hand, but he didn't let go, and the two stalemate, silently engaging in a tug-of-war.

"Rao Rao..." Ye Xingchen hastily tugged on Shu Rao's sleeves, and Shu Rao was willing to save face, looked in the direction of the living room, and pretended to be generous and said, "Just put it there!"

Lou Xi just entered the door and put the things on the coffee table in the living room. Ye Xingchen looked at the time. He and Sisi could stay for 10 minutes at most.

Heartstrings tightened again, looking at the notebook, she suddenly asked Lou Xi, "Do you have a QQ account?"

Lou Xi was taken aback for a moment, and a strange expression appeared on his handsome face. After a few seconds of brain pause, he said quietly, "Yes, but I haven't used it for many years. It should have been automatically logged out."

"Then shall I reapply for you?"

He was startled, nodded, "OK."

Ye Xingchen was overjoyed, carried the newly bought computer into the room, unpacked it, plugged in the internet cable, the blue light flickered slightly, trembling with her eyelashes.

Turn on the phone, a wallpaper of the snow-covered plateau, vast, distant, beautiful and dazzling.

She couldn't help but think of the advertisements put up by travel agencies on the bus platform...

Entering the page for applying for QQ, Ye Xingchen didn't know what name to choose, so he got up to ask Lou Xi's opinion, but when he turned around, he suddenly found him leaning against the doorway, looking at the screen with serious eyes, as if he had something on his mind. He looked so lonely again, as if no one could enter his inner world.

She suddenly wanted to go to that pure snow-covered plateau, and wanted to leave the figure of them hand in hand with him there. She wanted to replace the painful part of his heart with new memories. She didn't know if it was okay to love him like this. ?
She moved her lips, swallowed back what she wanted to ask, and said instead, "Lou Xi... If there is a chance in the future, let's go to XZ together?"

Lou Xi was silent and didn't answer. Ye Xingchen felt a little disappointed in his heart. He was about to look away, but when he looked up, he suddenly found that he seemed to be in a daze?
"Lou Xi?"

Lou Xi came back to his senses suddenly, his frozen eyes withdrew from the QQ application page on the computer screen, and turned to look at her, a touch of hidden pain disappeared in a flash, the silent handsome face returned to normal, and the corners of his lips pulled together Chiu said apologetically, "What did you just say?"

"I..." Ye Xingchen bit his lip, didn't want to repeat it, but still looked forward to it, and asked softly, "I said, if there is a chance in the future, can we go to XZ together?"

Lou Xi was startled again, her black eyes were slightly surprised, but when they met hers, they were full of smiles.

Ye Xingchen's heart throbbed with his bright smile, and he softly said the word "good", that deep and pleasant voice fell into her heart like a shooting star from the sky, just one word, but As if it was the most beautiful promise in the world, she immediately raised the corners of her lips, and she already felt dizzy before going to the plateau.

Back in front of the computer, she continued to operate the mouse and asked him, "What should you name your QQ?"

"Anything is fine, just pick one for me."

Ye Xingchen frowned in annoyance. The simplest question was also the most difficult. After thinking about it, he tapped the keyboard lightly and entered two words... Battalion Commander.

Hey, so uncreative!

She sighed to herself.

But Lou Xi didn't think there was anything wrong, so he wrote down the QQ number and logged in with his mobile phone not very proficiently.

Looking at that little penguin, he was both familiar and unfamiliar. Someone in his life once asked him if he had a QQ account. He said no at the time, so that person also applied for one for him and added him as a friend.

All these years have passed in a blink of an eye, QQ is still the most popular chat software nowadays, and that person and his QQ are no longer there.

He secretly took a deep breath, dispelling the haze in his heart, raised his eyes and looked at Ye Xingchen with tenderness.

Ye Xingchen added Lou Xi, and she became his only friend on QQ. Lou Xi noticed that her nickname was... Xiong Bao.

He couldn't help looking at her bedside, the old little bear was still standing there quietly, his eyes were different in size, it was funny, but it was also sad.

He narrowed his eyes slightly and looked carefully for a long while.

Ten minutes was up soon, and Lou Xi took Sisi away, and they had to rush back to the army before nine o'clock.

Such a separation is hard to let go, but they have already agreed to go home together on Friday, such an agreement is expected, and they even have a longer-term agreement to go to XZ together.

Everything started to be different.

But there was a fly in the ointment. On the following Friday, Lou Xi got caught up in the army and couldn't go home. Ye Xingchen was a little disappointed, but they used QQ to chat, which was a more warm way than making a phone call. If you can't say it, it becomes very easy on QQ, and it becomes natural to say some embarrassing words with words, punctuation, and emoticons.

Bear: what are you doing?
Battalion Commander: Eat.

Bao Xiong: It's so late?

Battalion Commander: We just finished the meeting.

Xiong Bao: Don't eat too greasy food at night.

Battalion Commander: I haven't eaten meat for a long time.

Battalion Commander: You!

Ye Xingchen's face turned red suddenly, and she was so angry that she wanted to close the dialog box, but she was reluctant. She knew that he was using the intranet over there, and there were not many opportunities to chat like this, but what was he talking about? What about the battalion commander, so dishonest!
She bit her lip, and slowed down typing on the keyboard, typing, deleting, typing again, deleting again... She really didn't know what to say.

But in her heart, she remembered what Luo Lan had said to her. It seemed that they could not have any more children for the time being.

Ye Xingchen stopped at this end, because he was shy, Lou Xi also stopped at the other end, but smiled, never thought that he would use QQ to chat with people again in his life, and it was different from the previous disdain, Now he discovered that this little thing can be so interesting.

After Ye Xingchen returned to work, everything was normal until she saw Jing Sa at a hospital meeting. It wasn't long before Jing Sa lost a lot of weight. Although her face was still beautiful, although her work She was still excellent, but Ye Xingchen could still see the haggardness under her eyes.

Thinking of the story that the boss of "Craftsmanship" told her, she felt moved after hearing it. No wonder the boss' mother would sell the badge to Jing Sa. She didn't even understand why Lou Xi could be so indifferent, because even she I feel a little distressed for Jing Sa, but what can she say, everything she says is wrong, her position does not allow to say a word.

(End of this chapter)