Just because I loved you so much at the time - published

Chapter 137 Humans Are Contradictory Animals 1
Ye Xingchen didn't make a sound, but her heart was overwhelmed, and the discomfort was about to overwhelm her, but she still insisted on her choice.

Maybe she offended Jing Sa, but maybe this saved a life and a family, she was right!
When the car drove downstairs, Ye Xingchen got out of the car with Sisi in his arms, without looking back, but the moment he turned around, his eyes were red, and he tried to hold back the tears, but his vision was still blurred for a while.

Lou Xi moved her lips, wanted to say something, but she gave up after all, grabbed the phone and called back, brows tightened as she listened, restarted the car, and drove away.

Jing Sa's father had an accident recently and was reported for corruption. Now he has suspended his job. People are realistic. The Jing family's past scenery disappeared in an instant. All relatives and friends are in danger, afraid that they will be involved in something. All stay away.

The only way out for Jing Sa is to ask Lou's family for help, but she is so proud with him, she will not beg him, but he can't stand by.

The Lou family and the Jing family are family friends, and he also believes in Father Jing's character, so he will help whether Jing Sa begs him or not, but he didn't expect such an accident to happen today, and Jing Sa probably won't be able to figure it out for a while , even if he wanted to help the Jing family, he still had to communicate with her, but now it seems that she might not even want to talk to him, but the situation forced them, they can't play any more temper, and don't hurry up for Jing If the father is cleared of the suspicion, the traitor will really succeed, let alone Jing Sa, even he will feel bad.

Ye Xingchen went upstairs with Sisi in his arms. When the door opened, the room was dark.

Turned on the light, but still felt that it was not bright enough, my heart was enveloped by something, everything I saw was equally obscure.

Looking at the time, it was already very late, Sisi had to eat immediately, she put the little girl on the sofa, then turned on the TV, found the cartoon "Pleasant Goat and Big Big Wolf" for her to watch, and then went to the kitchen to cook meal.

But I originally planned to go out to eat, so I didn't prepare anything at home. When I opened the refrigerator, it was empty, not even a vegetable leaf.

My heart twisted, I don't know if I was hungry or what, it was very uncomfortable.

Suddenly, a small hand grabbed her trousers, looked down, Sisi didn't even watch her favorite cartoon, walked up to her silently, and gently hugged her legs.

Ye Xingchen's heart was sweet, warm and sour. He hugged the little girl, kissed her little face lightly, and said with a sob, "Sisi, mom will take you to find a godmother, okay?"

The little girl nodded, very well-behaved.

After turning off the lights and the door, the mother and daughter left the house, leaving the room in darkness.

Back at the rented house, Ye Xingchen held Sisi in one hand and opened the door with the key in the other. As soon as the door opened, there was a strong aroma. Working in the kitchen.

The range hood was on and rumbled, but Shu Rao didn't notice that someone had come back.

Ye Xingchen took a deep breath, adjusted his mood, and then called out, "Rao Rao, I'm back!"

Shu Rao turned her back to her, was startled when she heard the sound, and suddenly turned around, "Xing Chen?"

Looking again, she still has Sisi in her arms, and the little girl's expression is not very happy.

Shu Rao's heart skipped a beat, didn't Xingchen say that he would take Sisi and Lou Xi to dinner tonight, why did the two of them come back in a daze, where is Lou Xi?

Shu Rao quickly put down the spoon in her hand, turned off the fire, and quickly ran out of the kitchen, pulling Ye Xingchen to sit on the sofa, and asked concerned, "Xingchen, what's the matter, did you quarrel?"

Ye Xingchen shook his head, pulled his lips weakly, and only told half the truth, "No, he has something to do and can't go to dinner."

It turned out to be a missed appointment!
Shu Rao breathed a sigh of relief, although she was also very dissatisfied, but she knew that Lou Xi's military status was often beyond her control, but she was still very angry seeing Xing Chen's disappointment.

I scolded Lou Xi several times in my heart, then squeezed out a smile, and said comfortingly, "It's okay, let's eat together, I cooked several dishes, and Shu Jing will come later, you and Sisi go to wash your hands first, and dinner will be served soon !"

"Yeah." Ye Xingchen took Sisi to the bathroom. When the faucet was turned on, there was a sound of rushing water. He washed Sisi's hands first, and wiped his little face by the way. The little girl still looked sullen, and she couldn't help feeling sorry , kissed a few times.

Sisi naturally didn't understand what happened, but her parents were unhappy, so she was also unhappy, and why did her father leave again?When will he come back?

The little girl was full of doubts in her heart, she blinked her eyes, very puzzled.

Similarly, Ye Xingchen also had doubts in his heart, who called him that phone call?What is he busy with?Are you going to see Jing Sa?She should just be taken in for questioning, nothing will happen, does he need to be so nervous?

Ye Xingchen couldn't help shaking his head, telling himself not to think wildly, knowing that he is a kind and righteous person, Jing Sa grew up with him, and if something happened to her, he would naturally not ignore it, but people are really contradictory The animal is always entangled in some meaningless problems, knowing that these things are irrelevant, as light as a feather, and it is not worth spending time to tangle with them, but these small things will be like a thorn, stuck in your throat , always remind you of some facts that you don't want to face.

For example, he should at least ask her why she was so determined to call the police. Maybe if she told him the reason, he would understand. He is a person who can distinguish right from wrong, so he can definitely understand her, but he didn't ask anything. She wanted to explain but couldn't open her mouth. When he left like that, it seemed that she really did something wrong, but she was obviously right.

Not long after, Shu Jing came, because Christmas Eve and Christmas caught up with the weekend, so the school would be on holiday, so he came to join in the fun with Shu Rao, and seeing Ye Xingchen was there, he felt a little uncomfortable, even though they didn't follow anything He said, but he also guessed that everything was caused by him, guilt and self-blame filled his whole chest, and at the same time he resented why he was so useless, unable to protect sister, and sister Xingchen, so that they all After living so hard, when will he be able to act like a real man and have enough strength to protect his loved ones?

Shu Rao went to serve the meal, Ye Xingchen saw Shu Jing's emotions, he didn't want him to blame himself, he was only a big boy, but he had already endured a lot, especially the incident that Shu Rao's wedding was canceled was a blow to him It was especially big. That time, I really saw what is reality and what is power. This was a big shock to Shu Jing who had just entered the university campus. A strong and capable person can easily distort his ambitions if he is not careful, but Shu Jing is a simple child. Neither she nor Shu Rao hope that he will be negatively affected, and hope that his three views will always be upright.

"Shu Jing, after dinner, can you teach Sisi to play games?" Ye Xingchen asked softly holding Sisi.

"okay."

For Sisi, no one can refuse, this delicate and cute little girl has obviously become everyone's weakness, seeing her innocent little face, no amount of emotions can explode in my heart.

Ye Xingchen felt relieved, and they started eating.

Before coming from home, he was afraid that Sisi would be starving, so Ye Xingchen bought a box of small biscuits at the convenience store downstairs, and fed some to the little girl in the taxi, so Sisi was not very hungry at the moment and ate well. It's not delicious, she only ate half a bowl after coaxing it.

(End of this chapter)