Just because I loved you so much at the time - published

Chapter 180 Revelation of the Truth 1
In this way, this problem becomes serious, involving the interests of countries, especially Edie's drug cartel also employs many Chinese employees, so they have to change their strategy. Cooperate and lure him into the bait.

Doing business with drug cartels, it is obviously impossible not to touch drugs, so he began to try drugs secretly, quit painfully after trying, and continued to try after quitting, over and over again. His only purpose was to find himself After getting used to the speed that his body can accept, he won't get out of control again, so that when dealing with drug cartels in the future, not only can he make the other party trust him, but he also has more confidence in himself.

In this way, he started self-experimentation in the military camp. The management of the special brigade is very strict. It is obviously difficult for him to take drugs and hide drugs, so every time the commander helps him take care of everything, but the commander always has time. And when energy does not allow.

One time, he felt that his drug addiction was about to break out, so he went to the commander himself. When he arrived, the commander was in a meeting and asked him to wait in the office. He entered the empty office weakly, and then the drug addiction If he had an attack, he looked around for an antidote, because he couldn't stay for too long, otherwise he would be suspicious, and he seems to have found some skills in the past few days, knowing the approximate dosage that he can bear, once this rule is broken , and had to start all over again, so he hurriedly searched through drawers and bookshelves, but he didn't find the drugs, but he found a top-secret file with Lou Xi's name written on it.

He clearly knew that he shouldn't read it, but he didn't know what happened at that moment, he opened it like a ghost, and then saw Lou Xi's file, his background, his background, all his experiences... But those things he He didn't care, he was only shocked by the text on one of the papers, about... a car accident!
Thinking of the word "car accident", Zuo Lingfeng subconsciously squeezed the hand holding the gun.

Lou Xi stared slightly, as if aware of his emotional fluctuations, looked at the gun in Zuo Lingfeng's hand, his eyes were unconsciously solemn, Zuo Lingfeng was different from him, he could use any gun he picked up, And Zuo Lingfeng only likes to use his own guns, he has a feeling almost obsessed with his own guns, every night he will sit in the gun room, sit on the big felt, dismantle the guns little by little, and then put each Wipe the fine parts one by one until they are spotless and shiny, then close your eyes and assemble them one by one, and then the next time you use it, his accuracy will be even better , It can be called the unity of man and gun.

There are some new fighters who have little experience. They often think that Zuo Lingfeng can only use his own gun to shoot the highest precision, so they are not as good as him. But after a long time, everyone knows that Zuo Lingfeng is a kind of persistence. It is also a kind of single-mindedness. A sniper who has achieved this has actually entered a transcendent state, just like Ximen Fuxue described by Gu Long. Before killing each time, he would fast, incense, and bathe, because he respected His sword, but Zuo Lingfeng, respects his spear, sincerity and righteousness are the essence of the spear.

When he and Zuo Lingfeng collaborated on a mission for the first time, they were not very familiar with each other, but he had already seen Zuo Lingfeng's strength.

After they finished their mission, they went back to confinement. The two of them sat together in a small dark room. This was the first time they cooperated and communicated after completing the mission. He asked Zuo Lingfeng how he felt, Zuo Ling Feng's answer is, I don't feel it, do I have to have it?
He laughed immediately, he had never been a person who liked to laugh, but that time, he laughed from the bottom of his heart, Zuo Lingfeng was born to do this job.

"Battalion Commander, everything has been dealt with, we should withdraw!" Li Yi's voice interrupted Lou Xi and Zuo Lingfeng's thoughts.

Lou Xi came back to his senses suddenly, and looked at the condition of the soldiers. No one was seriously injured. Among the 11 people, he and Zuo Lingfeng were the most seriously injured.

"Are you okay?" He asked Xiang Zuo Lingfeng in a deep voice.

Zuo Lingfeng smiled weakly, "You can do it, why can't I?"

Lou Xi snorted coldly, "I'm not responsible for carrying you back if you die!"

"Each each other!"

The two refused to give in to each other, and they were still competing during the evacuation process, but it was this kind of competition that made them braver each other, endured the unbearable pain of ordinary people, and gritted their teeth.

However, at this heart-wrenching time, Lou Xi did not forget some things. He can now understand that Zuo Lingfeng deliberately wanted to be expelled from the special assistance team three years ago. Only in this way can he go out and create a new identity , so he deliberately let himself find out that he took drugs, but there are so many people in the army, why did he choose him?Does he know how long that incident has caused him pain?He gave him a chance to reform, but he indirectly killed Dorje, Chen Zhou and others. Until now, even for a lifetime, he can't let go of it!

He slowly looked at Zuo Lingfeng, and said weakly, "What do I owe you, that you want to torture me like this?"

torture?

Zuo Lingfeng slowly raised the corners of his lips and smiled mockingly. This was indeed a kind of torture, torturing him as well as himself.

Everything started seven years ago.

At that time, he was still serving the Ministry of Security. One day, he was informed by his superiors that his sister died in an accidental car accident, but because of his special status, he could not go back to attend the funeral, and was not allowed to meet any family members. No, he endured his grief and continued to engage in his secret work.

Half a year after the car accident, that is, more than six years ago, the commander sent him to the special brigade. At that time, the special brigade of the C military region was in short supply. Retired, so there is an urgent need for manpower. After he arrived in the special brigade, he has never had a day off for three years, so he has never had the opportunity to go back to see his family.

And Lou Xi, who entered the special brigade at about the same time as him, was also brought in as an important supply talent. Together with other fighters, they practiced hard day and night, captured prisoners by speeding cars, climbed cliffs, captured and fought, survived in no man's land, and used umbrellas. They are almost dead tired, but they still have to persevere, because they shoulder an unprecedented heavy responsibility, that is... to participate in the "Elna Assault" international special forces training. Troop Scout Contest.

It was the largest and most influential actual combat competition of the military in this century. It was called a "death race without death" by the military of various countries. Since the founding of the army and the founding of the People's Republic of China, the Chinese Army was invited to participate for the first time. They have been waiting for this day for too long, but just when they are not ready, the development of China's special forces is later than that of foreign countries. They have no money, no technology, and no talents. But when they receive the invitation letter, they must Show the demeanor of Chinese soldiers to the world!

So they are preparing with new people, new teams, and new attitudes. It is undoubtedly difficult. Dozens of them carry the hope of Chinese soldiers for decades. Each of them is carefully selected, and Lou Xi is even more One of the best.

After three years of devil-style training, the special brigade of the C military region has successfully completed the replacement of the old and the new, and went to Estonia with a brand-new attitude to participate in the "Elna Assault" international special scout competition. In the competition, they won the team with an absolute advantage. No. 1 in the group total score and 9 individual firsts in the competition subjects. He and Lou Xi also won the highest honor "Karev Warrior" award, which made the world's special forces look impressive. The name of the Chinese Army special forces was passed on for the first time the world!

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