Just because I loved you so much at the time - published

Chapter 308
They gently leaned on the bed and said softly, "Sisi, she is your biological mother, the person closest to you by blood in this world, don't hate her, okay? Mom and Dad hope you will be the same as before, Stay healthy and live happily, nothing will change, you are still the daughter of mom and dad!"

"Yes, as long as you want, our family of four can be together forever!" Shi Qi also said sincerely, but it was not persuasion, everything came from the heart.

Sisi's eyes turned red again, and she tried her best not to cry. After a long time, she finally opened the corners of her mouth slowly and said weakly, "Let her in, okay?"

The tone of request was cautious.

And this kind of caution is mainly aimed at Shi Qi.

Sure enough, Shi Qi frowned subconsciously, this girl's heart is too soft!
He couldn't help feeling a little distressed, but still nodded reluctantly.

Both Ye Xingchen and Lou Xi were very pleased. The two children they raised were kind-hearted, open-minded and tolerant.

Lou Xi walked out of the ward first, Ye Xingchen tucked Sisi in the quilt, and then walked out.

Shi Qi was the last one to leave, turning back three times at every step, very reluctant to give up, for fear that the little girl would be bullied again as soon as he left, but she still left after all.

Kong Man was still kneeling in the corridor, in a mess, Ye Xingchen helped her up, and pushed her gently into the ward, "Sisi wants to see you."

"Really?" Kong Man couldn't believe it, and wept with joy.

"Go in." Ye Xingchen pushed her into the ward and closed the door for them.

Following the sound of the door, Sisi turned her head to look, and met Kong Man's face that instantly aged ten years.

"Sisi..." Kong Man was a little panicked, she quickly raised her hand to wipe away her tears, straightened her disheveled hair, and tugged at the front of her clothes, feeling very nervous.

Seeing her daughter face to face for the first time, she had mixed feelings in her heart, and she was even confused.

Sisi's palms tightened, her fingers grabbed a corner of the quilt, her eyes didn't blink, she stared blankly at the woman in front of her.

This... is her biological mother?
They don't look much alike.

"You...please sit down..." She didn't know how to address her, so she could only use honorifics.

Kong Man's eyes were hot again, such alienation broke her heart, but such politeness comforted her, Lou Xi and Ye Xingchen educated Sisi very well, so excellent, so polite, for this, She sincerely thanked them for taking such good care of her daughter.

However, she didn't dare to sit down, or even approach it, for fear that this was a dream, and it would shatter if touched lightly.

"sit down."

"Okay." Kong Man then slowly walked to the bed and sat on the chair.

Sisi was still on the drip, so she didn't get up, but looked up at Kong Man. Looking closer, she found that Kong Man's face was so haggard. She wasn't very old, but there were wrinkles around her eyes. Like her mother, she is still so young and beautiful. It can be seen that she has not lived so comfortably these years.

Also, she saw that Kong Man had injuries on her face and hands, but she didn't treat them, not even bandage them, obviously she didn't take care of them, or in other words, she gave up on herself and didn't want to take care of them.

Feeling uneasy in her heart, Sisi raised her hand and pressed the nurse's call bell. As soon as the bell rang, Shi Qi rushed in. Just about to ask Sisi what's the matter with you, when she looked up, she saw the little girl lying on the bed peacefully. There, I was suddenly embarrassed, and suddenly realized that I was too reckless, and hurriedly exited the ward again, with waves of heat on my face.

In the corridor, both Ye Xingchen and Lou Xi couldn't help laughing.

Sisi couldn't help but want to laugh, and the corners of her mouth unconsciously curved upwards. This was the first time the little girl showed a smile in such a long time.

The nurse then walked into the ward in an orderly manner. In fact, Ye Xingchen had already prepared for it. She knew that Sisi would definitely not sit idly by seeing Kong Man's injury, so she called the nurse over.

The nurse quickly helped Kong Man clean up the wound. After applying the medicine, she wrapped it with a bandage. There were seven or eight wounds, large and small. Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt!" Kong Man shook her head again and again, but her tears flooded again, Sisi still cared about her, death is worth it!

Sisi pursed her lips and stopped talking. After the nurse finished bandaging Kong Man and left, she shifted her gaze to Kong Man again. The two of them looked at each other, both at a loss, not knowing what else to say. good.

Right and wrong, love and hatred, seem to be unimportant at this moment, because these have never been important between them.

As the saying goes, there is no hate without love. For Sisi, she was so well protected and loved by Lou Xi and Ye Xingchen, so she didn't know how to hate someone, and felt that hating someone was very hard. Especially since this person is still the one who gave birth to him, there is no need, because that is a fact, and nothing can change it.

After being silent for a while, Sisi finally said slowly, "I don't want to go abroad, but I want to visit the cemetery."

Going to the cemetery obviously wanted to pay homage to Chen Zhou.

In fact, in these years, Lou Xi and Ye Xingchen would take her to Sisi Martyrs Cemetery every Ching Ming Festival, but she never knew that one of them was her biological father.

Thinking of Chen Zhou, Kong Man felt very complicated. Back then, she and Chen Zhou had a flash marriage, and Chen Zhou was a special soldier. In this era when men are increasingly lacking in toughness, women instinctively appreciate men's bloodiness more, so She was attracted by his tough temperament, and Chen Zhou didn't have much time to fall in love, so the two got the certificate soon.

After getting married, Chen Zhou spent most of his time in the army. They get together less often and stay away more often. No matter how romantic love is, it can't resist daily necessities. Before the shelf life of love expires, she receives the news of his death, and everything is just like a scene. Like a dream, it was a good dream at first, and then turned into a nightmare, and after waking up, it was nothing.

At that time, she couldn't tell what love was, and she just wanted to escape. Even after giving birth to a child, she was still in the fog. Spirit, she felt that her past was a total mess, so she wanted the future, so she resolutely went abroad.

After arriving abroad, she worked hard in her career and felt that her life was very fulfilling. Compared with the past when she could only wait for her husband to return alone in a cold home, and wait for her baby in the hospital alone, she felt that everything was different. She felt that her own The choice is correct, and this is the colorful life she wants.

However, when she remarried and had no children for a long time, she suddenly looked back and realized what she had missed.

For Chen Zhou, her love is gone, but for her daughter, she can't let go of that kinship.

But life is not something you can turn back if you want to, because God is fair. In this world, no amount of money can buy it, it is regret medicine.

"Okay, let's go together after you are discharged from the hospital." Kong Man kept looking at Sisi, not daring to blink, she knew that she would not have many chances to see her, so she had to cherish this moment.

In the next few days, it was very peaceful. Sisi's condition was not as serious as everyone imagined. It was really like what Director Li said, mood had a great impact on the condition. Sisi's mood stabilized, and her body followed suit. When it stabilized, all the indicators of the heart were within the controllable range. During the fire, because Shi Qi protected her very well and she was not injured much, the little girl's spirit improved a lot after a few days.

(End of this chapter)