Just because I loved you so much at the time - published

Chapter 33 Mommy
The woman was stunned, and said falteringly, "Well... I'm not Mrs. Lou, I'm Sisi's aunt."

what?
Ye Xingchen was a little embarrassed. Isn't Sisi's aunt Lou Xi's younger sister?

"Miss Lou..." She immediately changed her words.

The woman was even more surprised, and shook her head quickly, "No, no, I have nothing to do with Lou Xi, Sisi is not his daughter either, Lou Xi is not married yet, how could a child come from!"

what?
Ye Xingchen's eyes widened immediately, he was in a fog, but a corner of his heart seemed to suddenly light up, and he felt a little inexplicable joy.

Through the woman's explanation, Ye Xingchen finally figured out the whole story. The woman's surname is Chen, and her name is Chen Ran. She has an older brother named Chen Zhou. Chen Zhou and Lou Xi are comrades in arms. Like Dorje, they also met three years ago. The one who died in that operation, and Sisi was Chen Zhou's posthumous son.

Three days after Chen Zhou's death, his wife found out that she was pregnant. She didn't want to have a baby because she was still young, and there was still a long way to go in her future life. It's difficult, but she and Chen Zhou were husband and wife after all, and she still couldn't bear to kill off the last bit of his blood. Later, she decided to give birth to the child, but that was all. One month after Sisi was born , she sent the child to Chen Ran, and then went abroad.

Poor Sisi just lost her father and mother, and her only relative was her aunt Chen Ran. Sisi was adopted.

Chen Ran wept silently, and said, "In the past few years, Lou Xi has been taking care of me and Sisi. He paid for my tuition and Sisi's milk powder. He rented a flat near our school. The apartment was given to us, and a nanny was hired. Sisi was taken care of by the nanny when I was in class. Lou Xi was usually busy in the army, but he would visit Sisi whenever he was free. Sisi liked him very much. It's like a biological father."

Ye Xingchen was deeply shocked by Chen Ran's words, her eyes turned red involuntarily, and she looked towards the direction of the consulting room while her vision was hazy. Lou Xi was sitting opposite the doctor with Sisi in her arms. According to the doctor's request, he held Sisi with one hand and held her little hand with the other to keep her from moving. He half bent over and remained still for several minutes.

Ye Xingchen's tears flowed down, he never thought that a man with a bent waist could have such a tall back.

The world in front of him blurred instantly.

After a while, the door of the consulting room finally opened, and Lou Xi's tall figure came out, accompanied by his usual deep voice, "Where's Chen Ran?"

The doorway was only so big, he couldn't see Chen Ran at a glance, but Ye Xingchen, who should have left a long time ago, was still there, and her eyes that were red from crying made his brows tightly locked in an instant.

At this moment, she is not wearing a military uniform, she does not have any heroism on her body, and she is not wearing a white robe. She does not look like a doctor at all. She is wearing a simple T-shirt, tears are shining, her eyes are swollen like walnuts, and she is crying harder than Sisi looks. Embarrassed.

Lou Xi exhaled forcefully, forcing herself to regain her composure within a second, "What happened?"

"No, it's nothing." Ye Xingchen quickly wiped away tears, and said in a hoarse voice, "Chen Ran went back to get Sisi's daily necessities, the ward has been arranged, I will take you and Sisi there first!"

After finishing speaking, Ye Xingchen led the way, Lou Xi looked at her back and his eyes flickered, and he seemed to understand in his heart that Chen Ran must have said something to her.

Soon, Sisi was admitted to the children's ward, and the nurse came in to give her an injection. The little guy was very afraid of pain. The moment the needle tip pierced the blood vessel, she cried out instinctively, and at that moment, Lou Xi lowered her head and kissed her small face.What does it mean to make steel and turn it into soft fingers.No matter how strong and resolute a man is, there is also the most gentle tenderness in human nature flowing through his body.

After a while, Sisi finally stopped crying, and shrunk pitifully into a small ball leaning against Lou Xi's arms, and Lou Xi finally pulled back his energy, slowly raised his head to look at Ye Xingchen, he slowly, even a little Ask curiously, "Now, do you still think Zuo Lingfeng and I need to talk?"

Ye Xingchen's expression froze, and the indescribable embarrassment and regret in her heart was because she was too impulsive. Seeing the scene of Zuo Lingfeng struggling to save the pregnant woman, she was moved, so she couldn't help suspecting that she could do that to a stranger. How could Zuo Lingfeng, who was helping her, be so indifferent to her comrades who had been through life and death together? She even wondered if there was some misunderstanding between Zuo Lingfeng and Lou Xi, but now, when she saw Sisi, she thought of Dorje again. Mother, she realized that she was too naive. No matter what the reason, she couldn't save those dead lives, and couldn't relieve the pain of the living. Lou Xi, surrounded by all the pain, unconsciously Among them, he has shouldered the responsibilities of several families. He is not only the battalion commander of the special brigade, but also the son of Grandma Dolma, and even the father of Sisi... But for him like this, life is too hard, and it is too difficult. heavy.

"I..." She wanted to say something, but she was in a hurry and forgot to control her voice. Sisi was woken up by her, her pink face was suddenly tangled up, Lou Xi's black eyes sank, and she quickly lowered her head to coax Sisi , while Ye Xingchen froze in place, with self-blame filling the entire atrium.

Sisi hummed sullenly, did not cry out, but seemed to be suffering, her little face was flushed, and tears were rolling in her big round eyes, as if the tears would fall when she blinked lightly, she was so pitiful. Feeling distressed, Lou Xi gently coaxed her, but couldn't coax her well, and sweat broke out slightly on his stern face.

"Why don't I try it?" Ye Xingchen suggested anxiously. In fact, she has no experience in coaxing children, but seeing that Lou Xi was struggling so hard to coax Sisi, she couldn't help being anxious, and Sisi was still hanging on. Putting on an IV, if you keep moving around like this, you may be able to roll the needle, and then the little guy will have to have another piercing. The blood vessels on the immature hands are hard to find. .

"Ah, ah..." Before Lou Xi could make a decision, Sisi became restless. She turned her little head and looked at Ye Xingchen, her little hands were always enough, very cute.

Lou Xi had no choice but to hug Sisi to Ye Xingchen, she took it carefully, it was miraculous, Sisi stopped crying immediately, her round eyes were black and bright, she stared straight at Ye Xingchen for a while After a while, the ruddy little mouth suddenly lifted up, and a smile broke out on the chubby little face, "Ma Ma!"

Ye Xingchen was taken aback for a moment, and then realized that Sisi was calling her mother!

The soft nerve in my heart was touched again, such a cute baby, how could her biological mother be reluctant to let her go!

Ye Xingchen's eyes became hot, and she immediately hugged Sisi even tighter. She held Sisi's little hand, and the soft touch spread all the way to the bottom of her heart. She wished she could give all the warmth to the little baby in her arms.

Similarly, Sisi also experienced an unprecedented softness in Ye Xingchen's arms, like an instinct, she curled up in the arms of "mother", and fell asleep happily.

Lou Xi's heart trembled slightly as he watched the scene where the big and the young were embracing each other intimately.

"Ye Xingchen..." He called her name in a low voice, his magnetic voice fell to her heart like a shooting star.

This was the second time he called her that. Ye Xingchen couldn't help but feel his heart throbbing. He subconsciously tensed up, and his arms holding Sisi tightened instantly.

(End of this chapter)