Just because I loved you so much at the time - published

Chapter 96 Favorite and Most Hated (2)

After finishing everything, Lou Yi went to the bathroom to wash her hands. When she came back, she saw Ye Xingchen in a daze, so she took the initiative to explain, "My daughter..." After a pause, she compared her height with her hands, "It's so tall, I brought it up with my own hands."

What?daughter?

Ye Xingchen was shocked, did Lou Yi have a child?Never heard of him getting married?

"Adopted?" she asked subconsciously.

Lou Yi shook his head and said in a deep voice, "My own."

Ye Xingchen opened his eyes wide and couldn't believe it.

"Her name is Xinxin, a very cute name, but she is very naughty. Sometimes I can't control her. I often have the urge to beat her up, but I can't do it... Motherless children are always very pitiful." He smiled. Said, the loneliness in the tone is so obvious.

Ye Xingchen was completely dumbfounded, what was going on?

"Xinxin... Where's Xinxin's mother?" She asked anxiously.

Lou Yi was silent for a while, as if remembering, there was a sad haze between his brows, Ye Xingchen secretly bit his lip, regretting that he had asked this question.

Lou Yi raised his eyes slightly, saw her self-blaming expression, quickly put away his emotions, and said in a deep voice, "Passed away, seven years ago, when I left, my heart was still very small."

died?
Ye Xingchen's heartstrings tightened, no wonder she felt that Lou Yi was different from a few years ago, it turned out that she had experienced such misery.

"I'm sorry." She apologized for bringing up his sad past.

Lou Yi shook her head, "It's okay, it's all over."

He raised his eyes again, his eyes were as deep as glass.

Ye Xingchen lowered his head slightly, not knowing what to say, the atmosphere was suddenly tense, Lou Yi was silent for a while, and spoke again, "Xingchen..."

He called her by her name directly, but it didn't look abrupt, on the contrary, it seemed kind and cautious.

Ye Xingchen subconsciously tightened his breath, raised his eyes slowly, and saw that Lou Yi's eyes were deep, and his deep male voice was also hoarse, "I have loved and hurt, so I don't want Lou Xi to be like me, I hope You can give him happiness, he deserves it, really."

Ye Xingchen was stunned, and there was even a hint of request in his tone?

Lou Yi pulled his lips, smiled lightly, got up and left the ward, "Let's have lunch together at noon, Lou Xi should be able to come back soon."

Ye Xingchen's heart trembled slightly with the sound of closing the door.

At noon, Lou Xi really called and said that she was already on the way and would be back in 10 minutes, so this meal was shared by four people, she, Lou Xi, Lou Yi, and Jing Sa.

Because everyone was worried about Sisi, the location was chosen very close to the hospital. Jing Sading's place was the Sichuan restaurant opposite the hospital. Ye Xingchen groaned slightly, but didn't say anything.

She, Lou Yi and Jing Sa entered the Sichuan restaurant first, and the waiter took them to a small box with a small table for four.

Lou Yi randomly chose a seat and sat down. Ye Xingchen sat opposite him, and Jing Sa sat next to her. Obviously, she deliberately arranged Lou Xi and Lou Yi together and deliberately separated her Lou Xi.

Ye Xingchen frowned subconsciously, feeling a little strange in his heart.

Not long after, Lou Xi arrived, and when he took his seat, he didn't seem to have any strong reaction, he just glanced at the empty seat, something barely visible slipped from the bottom of his eyes, and then sat down with a natural expression.

When she started ordering food, Ye Xingchen didn't make a sound. She doesn't like spicy food, and basically all the dishes here don't suit her appetite, so let's just eat a few casually.

Lou Xi didn't say much. He is very familiar with this Sichuan restaurant. He misunderstood her because of Li Yi's matter, so he asked her to have dinner here and wanted to apologize by the way, but he missed the appointment after a temporary mission. When he asked her out for the first time, he had already seen her hesitation. She didn't like spicy food, so he changed places.

Jing Sa discussed with Lou Yi and ordered a few dishes, "Spicy diving shrimp, Chongqing spicy chicken, spicy lotus root slices, chrysanthemum fish-flavored eggplant, spicy fungus, is it enough?"

Ye Xingchen's heart trembled when he heard those hot words, but he still nodded with a smile.

Jing Sa raised his eyes and asked Lou Xi, "How about another dry-roasted fish that you like?"

Lou Xi raised her eyebrows slightly, but nodded silently without saying a word.

Jing Sa smiled slightly, and said to the waiter, "Add another dry fried fish."

Ye Xingchen saw everything in his eyes, and lowered his eyes slightly. After they got married, the family seldom ate fish. She thought it was because he didn't like fish, but she didn't know that he liked to eat it dry.

After the food was served, several people chatted while eating. Lou Xi and Lou Yi basically talked about the [-]th military exercise. Some of them joined their conversation. Ye Xingchen couldn't get in the conversation at all. He wanted to eat something, but felt it was spicy. He was very embarrassed for a while.

After eating, the four of them split into two groups. Lou Xi and Ye Xingchen wanted to go home to get some items that Sisi needed for hospitalization. The two went downstairs first and drove away.

Jing Sa noticed that when they went downstairs, they were one in front and one behind, and they didn't hold hands after going out. The corners of their mouths suddenly raised, as if they had succeeded.

After paying the bill, Lou Yi grabbed Jing Sa's arm, raised her lips slightly, with a half-smile, "Since when did Lou Xi like to eat dried fish? Why didn't I know?"

Jing Sa blinked innocently, "I don't know either, just guessing."

Lou Yi sighed softly, let go of her arm, and said earnestly, "Jing Sa, I know you did it on purpose, but what's the point of you doing this? Lou Yi is already married, although he kept it from me and kept it from me. Everyone in the family, but it is a fact that he is married, and you are also a child from the compound. You should know that for a family like ours, no matter whether it is a military marriage or not, divorce is impossible, so stop pestering me. Let Lou Xi go, let yourself go too, after so many years, aren't you tired?"

Jing Sa smiled desolately, "I'm just too tired to think like this. I know that Lou Xi has always said one thing, so I don't understand even more. If he didn't want to be with me back then, why didn't he just get rid of me and indulge me? Leaving BJ with him? He gave me hope, but ruthlessly destroyed it, I don't understand, if he doesn't like me, why would he let me go on the train with him? Does he just need a traveling companion?"

Lou Yi was stunned suddenly, maybe yes, the Lou Xi back then might really just need a traveling companion, because...he was too lonely.

But that is by no means love.

Because his heart is full of holes, he has no strength to love, anyone in BJ will make him feel tired, neither Hongyu nor Jing Sa can be his choice.

So he chose Ye Xingchen who was far away in the sky, because she was different from them, she would not let him think of the past, but only let him see the future.

Ye Xingchen and Lou Xi were silent all the way, the atmosphere in the carriage was extremely low.

Back in the new house, there was no conversation.

After entering the door, Ye Xingchen ran directly into the children's room, quickly packed some of Sisi's belongings, put them into a travel bag, and then packed two pieces of his own clothes, stuffed them in together, and after finishing, put the travel bag After the zipper is closed, carry it to the entrance.

Just about to change his shoes and go out, he suddenly thought of something, put the travel bag on the ground, turned around and went to the kitchen again.

There is still food left in the refrigerator, but I probably don't have time to come back to eat these few days. In order to prevent the food from rotting and moldy, I have to throw it out in advance.

But looking at the refrigerator, she couldn't help but think about the dry-cooked fish again, feeling bored, as if she had been stuck by a fishbone, she frowned subconsciously.

(End of this chapter)