The cooking color is delicious, general, don't bite me

Chapter 238

I wanted to tell Fu Ling the truth again and again, but every time the words came to my lips, I was swallowed by endless pain.

Whenever I face her incomprehensible eyes and accusations, my heart breaks into pieces, and I hate Nangong Jue extremely.

How long will this painful day last?I was afraid that I would go crazy, be completely used by Nangong Jue, and do more things to sorry Fu Ling.

I really wanted to kill myself so that this unbearable pain could end, but Nangong Jue's threats made me not even qualified to die.

He said, "If you dare to die, I will make Meng Fuling not to live, not to die!"

So, I'm scared!I'm afraid that Nangong Jue will transfer the pain I'm suffering to her.

Just when I thought such days would be endless, Nangong Jue released the evil corpses to harm the common people.

Moreover, after Qi Xuan put all his heart into eradicating the evil corpse and saving the people from danger, Nangong Jue planned to put the blame on Qi Xuan for the evil corpse, in order to trap him in injustice and be reviled by the world.

I accidentally found out that Nangong Jue asked Zhong Lixiao to dig a secret passage and hide the evil corpse in the mountain behind the General's Mansion. I was very anxious, but I couldn't tell the truth. I deliberately avoided my eyes and ears and waited for them at the foot of the mountain.

Looking for an opportunity, I gave Qi Xuan a note with the word "Houshan" written on it. I think, he is so smart and cautious in his actions, so he should think of searching Houshan.

Sure enough, Qi Xuan not only searched the back mountain of the General's Mansion, but also the back mountain of Yueyang Marquis Mansion.

However, he still didn't find the secret path in the back mountain of the General's Mansion, too!The secret path was dug from the other side of the mountain, and unless you dig the mountain, you won't be able to find it.

In the final analysis, I was negligent, and I forgot this point. After all, I still had to catch Poria with my own hands.

I can't forget the disappointment and resentment in her eyes at that time, which was more painful than stabbing my heart with a knife, but I couldn't explain it to her myself.

If possible, I would do everything for her, just begging her not to hate me!
But step by step, I seem to have no turning back!

Until Nangong Jue revealed his identity, he ordered Fu Ling to be captured, and locked her in a secret torture room on the hillside of Jingguo Temple.

When I learned that Zhong Lixiao had gone to the execution room first, my heart was filled with unprecedented fear, because I knew how much Zhong Lixiao hated her.

no!I must save her, otherwise, Zhong Lixiao will definitely torture her.

When I saw Zhong Lixiao pressing Poria under his body, I hated, wished I could tear him into pieces and shatter his bones into ashes!
Afterwards, Nangong Jue led us to escape from Qi Xuan's pursuit. Along the way, I tried to create opportunities countless times for Fu Ling to escape, but I couldn't find a suitable opportunity.

On the night of fleeing to the woods in a remote place in the Great Chu Kingdom, Nangong Jue walked away. This opportunity is rare, so I wanted to take Fuling away.

At this moment, I was ready to sacrifice my life, because I knew that anyone who was hit by the centipede heart-wrenching Gu would have no hope of surviving.Even if I can live, I am willing to abandon it and save Fu Ling with my life.

In the end, we were blocked by Zhong Lixiao, and we killed Zhong Lixiao. Before we could run out of the woods, Nangong Jue caught up.

His martial arts are sinister, weird and unpredictable, before I got hit by a Gu, I was no match for him, let alone when I was tortured by a Gu insect?

Nangong Jue is so despicable that he wants me to kill Fu Ling with my own hands.

I regard Fu Ling as more important than my own life, how could I kill her?
Therefore, I took the sword and dug out the centipede Gu hovering in my heart.

In order to give Fu Ling a chance to escape, I desperately held back Nangong Jue.

Fu Ling, as long as your life is safe, I will live and die.

Seeing that Fuling wanted to stay and live and die with me, I felt it was worth it at this moment.

But I can't really let her die with me, I can only force her to leave with death.

But I don't want to, I was rescued by Qi Xuan and Yi Qianzhong who came here, is it really my life that should not die?
During the treatment days, I was in a daze all day long, and there were not many times when I was really awake.

One day, I seemed to feel that Poria was coming, not far from me.

But I really don't want her to see me dying.

Fortunately, Master Kong Yuan came and took me away.

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When I woke up again, it was already a year later, and my whole body was soaked in the dark medicine spring.

It was Master Kong Yuan who spent a year of energy pulling me back from the gate of hell.

Master Kongyuan asked me, if the memory of the past is too painful, would you like to erase it for me.

I say yes!
However, Master Kongyuan tried many times, but failed to erase my memory, but made my love for Fuling even deeper.

Since I can't erase it, I give up.

Master Kongyuan has a compassionate heart. He accepted me as an apprentice, enlightened me, and took me to travel around the world.

He hoped that I would let go of everything in the world, stop being trapped by love, and stop suffering.

One year, two years, three years, except for the year when I was in a coma, it took me three full years to gradually forget the past and try not to think about Poria.

One day, Master Kong Yuan asked me to be the abbot of Jingguo Temple. I said that I have not forgotten Poria cocos, and I have worldly feelings in my heart. How can I be the abbot of a temple?
Master Kong Yuan smiled and said: "Then you should take this as a warning, and one day you will be able to let go of everything!"

So, I returned to the Great Chu Kingdom alone, and my feet couldn't help myself. I came to Qishan County and went to Lingyun Village unknowingly.

There, I had the happiest time in my life. Even at that time, watching Fu Ling and Qi Xuan love each other every day, I endured the growth of feelings and endured the pain, but I still felt happy.

Because, there is no conspiracy, no estrangement, and you can often enjoy the delicacies made by Fu Ling. For me, it is really a great joy in life.

It's a pity that the good times don't last long. The arrival of the Luo Yao brothers and sisters made me have to leave early.

After many years, I returned to my hometown again, and my mood was extremely joyful.

That day, I passed by the barren hills in Lingyun Village, and saw an old man sneaking up the hill with a bound little girl in his arms.

When the little girl suddenly turned her head, I felt like my heart was hit hard.

Her face is very similar to Qi Xuan, but her big and flexible eyes are very similar to Poria, so I followed her like a ghost.

I was about to save her, when I inadvertently saw a sly look in her eyes.

I thought it was quite interesting to hear her trick the old man in a decent way, so I didn't act immediately, wanting to see what she would do.

Seeing her pretending to be a monk, but when the old man turned his back to her, she quietly picked up the stone on the ground. In order not to make any noise, she stood where she was and threw the stone at the old man. I, who was already a monk, did not stop her She hurts.

It is said that monks should be compassionate, but deep down in my heart, I do not want this little girl with eyes similar to Poria to be disappointed.

On the contrary, this little girl's technique of hitting people is quite accurate, but at the age of three or four years old, she is small in stature but not weak in strength, so she knocked people out all at once.

She even tied the old man's hands and feet and blindfolded him.

After doing all this, she left in a swaggering manner, and I never showed up, nor did I ask whose daughter she was.

Until a month later, at the ceremony for my succession as abbot, I saw this little girl again.And the people standing beside her are Qi Xuan and He Fuling, and we are sure that she is their daughter.

Even if Fu Ling is wearing a veiled hat, I can't forget her figure, because it has long been deeply engraved in my heart.

She posted to see me, I hesitated for a long time, should not see her again.But in order to make her no longer feel guilty about me, I agreed to meet her.

In fact, I have never thought about what kind of scene it will be when we meet again, and even rehearsed it many times in my heart.

When I actually saw Fu Ling, I was able to control my emotions very well, and faced her with a completely strange attitude.

I will never forget Fu Ling's expression of sadness, helplessness, and guilt when she heard me admit that I don't remember her.

It turned out that my heart still hurts, and I never really forgot her.

I pretended to be calm and tried to persuade her to let go of the past and the burden of guilt.

Before Fuling left sadly, she nodded and said three words "yes", saying that she would do what I wanted.

My heart twitched fiercely, did she see something?
Seeing her staggering away, Qi Xuan didn't come to see me with her, I was worried, so I couldn't help but secretly followed.

Fortunately, Fu Ling didn't notice that I was following her. When I walked out of the temple gate, I saw Qi Xuan holding her in his arms, and I didn't know what to say to her. It seemed that I was trying to comfort her.

In the end, Fu Ling showed a look of relief, and I knew she had figured it out.

Now that you have figured it out, great!But seeing their family of four leave together, I feel a little pantothenic.

I think, I am probably the most unqualified monk. A monk should be empty of the four elements and pure in the six senses.

Suddenly, a little novice came up to me and made a Buddhist salute to me, "Abbot, this is a benefactor named Qi, I asked the little monk to give it to you."

The little monk took out a letter and handed it to me, but there was no signature on the envelope.

The benefactor surnamed Qi, needless to say, must be Qi Xuan!He has been waiting for Poria outside the temple, how could he have the time to prepare the letter?Could it be that it was prepared before coming?

I opened the letter and saw the contents of the letter, so I realized that Qi Xuan knew about my affairs. After Fu Ling came to see me in the temple, he entrusted the little novice to give it to me.

The general content of the letter is that Master Kongyuan and Yi Qianzhong have actually told me about me, and even know that I have erased my memory many times, but all ended in failure.

It's just that he didn't want Fu Ling to feel guilty all his life because of me, so he didn't tell her, and together with Yi Qianzhong, he hid my situation from her.

The reason why he wrote this letter to me is also to persuade me to really let go of the past and let go of myself.

There are also many words of comfort. He was afraid that he would persuade me in his capacity, which would make me think too much, so I said that he hesitated for a long time before writing this letter, and every sentence came from the heart.

After reading the letter, I couldn't help but sighed, and I didn't think much about it.

After seeing the scene where he and Fu Ling left together, I was truly relieved.

The little novice at the side didn't understand why I sighed, and respectfully invited me into the temple, "Abbot, the sun is big, be careful of the heat."

yes!The sun is getting brighter, the sun is so bright, I hope Fuling's future days will be like this sun.

I turned around and stepped into the gate of the temple. It was time to pick up the scriptures I had inadvertently read in the morning.

(End of this chapter)