Chapter 419 Infertility
Mitya looked at her and remained silent for a long time, because he didn't know what to say, or it could be said that he didn't expect that they would really come to this point.

After looking at her for a long time, I looked at her and asked, "Really, do you really have to do this?" She didn't think there was no relationship between them. If it was really like the relationship they had when they got married, she would definitely not I'll say more, but, but now that we have feelings, it will be hurtful for Xiao Xiao and Gao Zichen to separate again.

Only then did Lu Xiaoxiao slowly turn her face away, turned her eyes back to look at Mi Jia's face, and said, "Well, it's decided, I really want to do this."

Although he knew that she would feel uncomfortable, Miya still wanted to know, looked at her and asked, "Why?"

Lu Xiaoxiao lowered his head, picked up the black tea and drank it again, it lost the temperature when he came here, and the cold black tea was not as sweet and refreshing as before. After staring at the glass cup for a long time, Lu Xiaoxiao said slowly, "Gao Zichen took that child for a DNA test and confirmed that the child is his son."

"So, is that why?" Mi Jia looked at her, maybe she didn't know much about Gao Zichen, but she didn't think that Gao Zichen would give up the relationship between him and Lu Xiaoxiao just because the child was his son. Marriage, seeing how he looked when he took Xiao Xiao away last time, she really felt that he really loved Xiao Xiao, and there was no reason to give up just because of this.

"That's enough." Lu Xiaoxiao twitched the corners of her mouth lightly, her smile was more of self-sarcasm, she looked at Mijia and said, "Mijia, you are a mother now, don't you think Is it appropriate to separate their father and son?"

"I..." Mi Jia couldn't say it, she certainly knew that it was not appropriate for a father and son or mother and son to be separated, but she couldn't use her own happiness to fulfill such a father-son relationship.

After thinking for a long time, he said, "They, they don't have any feelings between father and son. After all, they haven't seen each other for so many years. If Gao Zichen definitely wants to have a child, you can have one too."

Lu Xiaoxiao shook her head and said with a wry smile, "We, we can't, we can't give birth." As he spoke, he closed his eyes in pain, and tightly grasped the hand holding the glass.

Miya couldn't understand what she said, and didn't quite understand what she meant when she said that she couldn't and couldn't give birth, so she looked at her and asked, "You, what do you mean by that?"

Lu Xiaoxiao bit her lip, and seemed to be trying her best to control her emotions in her heart. It took a while to control the tumbling emotions in her heart, and said, "Gao Zichen and I, we, we have been together since we were together. No contraception, but, but never."

When she said this, Mijia seemed to feel a little bit sorry, but looking at her, she still said excitedly, "That's why you? Who said that if you don't use contraception, you will definitely get pregnant. Children are based on fate. It’s not something we can get if we say we want it, we don’t have it now, it’s just because the time hasn’t come, maybe we will have it in the future.”

"If it's based on fate, then I may really never have a fate with my child. There will never be that opportunity. Whether it's now or in the future, my fate with my child may have been broken long ago. "Lu Xiaoxiao said, although her face had calmed down, she held her tightly, which betrayed how excited she was at the moment.

"It's too extreme for you to say that." Mijia couldn't agree with her words, just because she didn't have a child for the time being, why did she have to say that it would never be the same in the future? Thinking like this, Mijia suddenly thought of something, Seeing her face change a little, "You, you should..." Those words were stuck in her throat, and she couldn't say anything.

Lu Xiaoxiao knew what she was thinking, and nodded to explain her confusion, "Well, it's just what you think, I used to think it was because of the timing or the fate with the child, but I went to the hospital a while ago, The doctor said that the chance of me getting pregnant again is less than [-]%, or it can also be said that I will never be a mother again." As she spoke, Lu Xiaoxiao couldn't help but shed tears, when she knew When the news came out, she was completely dumbfounded. She never thought that it would be like this. The medical certificate was like a silent trial, and she was directly sentenced to life imprisonment, or death penalty.

Mi Jia was also stunned, for a moment she really didn't know what to say, she is a mother now, she may not be able to understand the pain in Lu Xiaoxiao's heart now, but if she wants to take Xiao Hanghang away from her, If not, or if she gave up on being Hanghang's mother, she would suffer so much that she couldn't even imagine it.

Neither of them spoke, they were silent for a while, and finally Miya asked with some difficulty, "Yes, it was because of that time before..." Miya never finished speaking. She saw all the depression and pain in her eyes, but she never thought that because of that time...

Lu Xiaoxiao didn't speak, just nodded, tears fell from her eyes uncontrollably, she reached out to wipe them, but they kept flowing out, as if she could never finish wiping them.

She never thought that it would be like this. When she took away that child, she almost took half of her life. The reason why she agreed to marry Gao Zichen was actually not only because she wanted her parents to feel at ease, but also because she wanted to be more selfish. Have another child.

Because of such selfishness, they have never used contraception. She regretted the pain of removing the child with her own hands last time, and wanted to be a mother again, thinking that if she could get pregnant again, she must make up for herself The mistake she made before was to give all the mother's love that she didn't have time to send out to the next child, but, she just didn't expect that she had already given up the right to be a mother when she gave up that child.

She doesn't blame anyone for this matter, it was her own determined choice at the beginning, if she wanted to blame, she could only blame herself, maybe this is the punishment from the heavens, punishing her for not cherishing the fate with her child, and ruining it with her own hands She took the child's life, and didn't even give him a chance to come to this world to have a look. Since she didn't cherish it so much, God took it back now, and didn't give her such a chance anymore, making her lose her qualifications to be a real mother forever .

"Why, how could it be like this..." Mijia murmured to herself, feeling uncomfortable for Lu Xiaoxiao.

Lu Xiaoxiao took a deep breath, tried to raise her head and let her eyes look up, trying to force back all the tears.

(End of this chapter)

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