I have a big problem with my past life

Chapter 261 The moon in the water is the moon in the sky, and the person in front of me...is the sweetheart

As a guest invited by the Dao League, coupled with Xu Chuyan's special status as a big singer, he was arranged to live in an independent courtyard in the market of the Jiangcheng Branch League.

"Leave a number, I'll treat Ning Ye to a light meal some other day as a thank you!"

Before leaving, Xu Chuyan took the initiative to ask for Ning Ye's mobile phone number, with a very natural expression, as if it was really for the convenience of making appointments for dinner in the future, to express his gratitude for helping him out today.

Naturally, Ning Ye was not pretentious, and the two exchanged numbers.

Because it was late at night, after saying goodbye to Xu Chuyan, Ning Ye and Dongfang Qingyue went back together.

"Ning Ye, you seem to have something on your mind?"

On the way back, Dongfang Qingyue saw that Ning Ye was in a trance along the way, so she couldn't help asking.

"It's nothing, it's just that after hearing Qingyue tell you about Xu Chuyan's life experience, you had some strange and chaotic thoughts for a while."

Hearing this answer, Dongfang Qingyue didn't say anything, and could only remain silent.

She knew very clearly who Ning Ye was thinking about right now.

Because the elders in the family are family friends, and she and Xu Chuyan are about the same age, Dongfang Qingyue met Xu Chuyan who followed her parents to Dongfang's house as a guest when she was young. As she grows up, she, who is practicing with the sword master at Jianfeng, has lost contact with Xu Chuyan.

Seeing each other again after so many years is considered a reunion of old friends.

When what happened to Xu Chuyan, it shocked the entire Daoist League. She was plotted by her enemies and had her demonic blood stimulated in her body. She was rescued by a highly respected and respected elder in the Daoist League at a very heavy price. A Taishang elder who should have lived at least hundreds of years passed away, and the death knell in the Daoist League rang.

Although she has never personally experienced that period of time, Dongfang Qingyue has also heard many discussions about this matter in the alliance, and most members of the alliance have a regretful attitude towards this matter. The most precious cornerstone figure of the League, but it is really embarrassing to die just to save a girl.

Some monks in the alliance who had been favored by the Supreme Elder, as well as some members with extreme emotions, blamed Xu Chuyan for the anger of the Supreme Elder's death, thinking that she was a bastard. If you die, you die. How precious is the life of the Supreme Elder.

There is no distinction between high and low in life, this is only true for the parties involved, but it is not the case in the eyes of others.

It is conceivable how much criticism and pressure Xu Chuyan, who was still young at the time, suffered.

Because of the disturbance of the demon blood in her body, even though she was suppressed and reversed afterwards, Xu Chuyan's path of cultivation was also completely blocked, but this may not be a good thing for her. It is better to live happily as an ordinary person than to enter the Dao The League suffers from accusations and superstition everywhere.

Seeing this childhood friend again tonight, recalling her tragic experience, Dongfang Qingyue also naturally thought of another woman who had a similar tragic experience, Jiang Jingyi.

It's the same as Ning Ye beside him, who is thinking about in his heart now.

Thinking of this matter, Dongfang Qingyue couldn't help feeling sad, and at the same time she was envious of Jiang Jingyi.

That's right, envy!
As the saying goes, if you have never seen the sun, you can get used to the darkness.

If Dongfang Qingyue left Jianfeng to go down the mountain for training this time, and never met Ning Ye and experienced the beauty of love between a man and a woman, then she could naturally accept the arrangement of fate and marry into the Nangong family according to the family's expectations, becoming the marriage of two great families the bond.

However, there are no ifs in this world.

Although it seems to the outside world that Jiang Jingyi suffered such a misfortune that she even lost her life, but in Dongfang Qingyue's view, she at least met someone who she loves and loves her in the vast sea of ​​people. people.

If the roles could be reversed, Dongfang Qingyue would rather give up everything in herself to become her, even if it was only for a short day.

In the past, she didn't know anything about love, and always thought that many things were just pure friendship, and she never thought about it too much, or in other words, she didn't dare to think about it too much.

However, these days, so many things happened one after another, and she finally began to face up to the truth in her heart.

Dongfang Qingyue hides a secret deep in her heart that she has never told anyone.

It was a familiar dream that I revisited repeatedly...

In the dream, I was sitting in a wedding room full of red makeup, and then there were footsteps outside the door, I pushed open the door of the wedding room and walked in front of me step by step, I lifted the red hood covering my head, and what came into view was A familiar face with a warm smile...

Dongfang Qingyue looked to her side, and suddenly remembered a sentence she had read before——

The moon in the water is the moon in the sky, and the person in front of you...is the sweetheart.

"Qingyue, why are you looking at me like that?"

Ning Ye raised her head, and happened to meet Dongfang Qingyue's indescribably strange gaze, thinking that she was worried about her own situation, so she smiled and comforted her: "Don't worry, the past is over. Now, I'm not the kind of person who is obsessed with the past and can't extricate myself, I will adjust my mentality, after all, I still have things to do, and I can't indulge in the sorrow of the past willfully."

"No...it's okay. Oh, um...okay, that's fine."

When the peek was discovered, Dongfang Qingyue lost her mind for a moment, as if the little secret hidden in her heart had been discovered, and she became a little incoherent.

"Qingyue, are you okay? And there are people who haven't seen you recently. Could it be that they have encountered some trouble? If you really encounter trouble, don't hide it. It will be much better if you talk about it , aren’t we friends, friends are meant to help each other!”

Sensing that something was wrong with her, Ning Ye didn't think too much about it, but comforted her and asked her to tell her friend herself if she encountered any difficulties.

Over the past month or so, Ning Ye has indeed discovered that something is wrong with Dongfang Qingyue. She was not like this before. An elder holding a sword, but he is so simple and cute.

But for some reason, now he looks preoccupied every day, and often sees no one.

Is it because of entering the rebellious period of youth?After all, judging from her age, she is at this age now.

"Oh, I see."

Dongfang Qingyue nodded, indicating that she understood.

After dreaming back many times at midnight, having the same dream, and seeing the same sweetheart in the dream, she gradually became clear about her intentions.

Well, her love for Ning Ye is not just a simple friendship, but the kind of love that wants to be a lover.

After realizing this, she was silent for a long time when she thought of her current situation.

So in the days to come, she tried to minimize contact with Ning Ye, hoping that this feeling in her heart would fade away as time passed.

In this world, many people have the right to pursue happiness in life.

However, as the hope of resurgence of the Eastern family, she, who was burdened with the marriage contract with the Nangong family, did not.

It's like being sorry for every elder and relative around you, you can only be sorry for yourself.

"The moonlight is so beautiful tonight."

Walking on the way home with Ning Ye, she looked at the bright moon above her head and said softly.

Obviously she could fly back with the sword, but she didn't do that tonight, but chose to walk home. This is her last bit of willfulness and greed.

Even though he knows that he can't get it, and he doesn't even have the right to pursue it, he is still greedy and stubborn, greedy for this kind of warm happiness with the person he likes.

The moonlight is really beautiful tonight.

It is so beautiful that people will linger and forget to return.

I also hope that this journey hand in hand will have no end.

　It took me a long time to write this chapter, and I paused several times with extremely complicated emotions, because I thought of someone, and the pressure on her shoulders now must be the same.

　　Regarding Dongfang Qingyue, I actually didn't have much emotion at the beginning of writing, but after experiencing some things, looking back at her now, I can't bear it, and feel very distressed.Reality is far more bloody than fiction...

　　The author knows very well that she and Ning Ye will have a happy ending, but the author in reality is not the protagonist of the novel, the reality is really heavy.

　　Maybe life is like this, it will make people slowly accept this world full of regrets.

　　For the character of Dongfang Qingyue, there is a new layer of cognition and perception. In the future plots, the author will write with heart and emotion.

　　(This chapter has been written for too long, and the next chapter will not be in time for twelve o'clock, so it should be placed tomorrow morning. The author is in a state of mind, please forgive me.)
　　
　
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