I have a big problem with my past life

Chapter 300 "Confession" from Dongfang Qingyue
"Speaking of which, he is really a big liar. He lied to me from the first time we met, saying that he was called Sun Bai. Later, when I was out of danger in Jiri Temple, when I was about to go to him to repay the life-saving kindness, But when I heard the news that Sun Bai was dead, I felt like I lost my soul at that moment, and it was the first time in my life that I knew that tears were so bitter. In order to lay the foundation for him, I used the coat he put on me when he left A tomb was erected, and it was decided that his long-term companions would wear sackcloth, filial piety and incense to guard the spirit...Mr. Nangong Hao, do you think that such a liar who tells lies as soon as they meet is abominable?"

Ning Ye, who was quietly being a listener, felt extremely embarrassed when she heard such a question.

"Uh... I think, maybe he had his own reasons at the time, so he used a false name to lie to you." Ning Ye defended himself as his third brother Nangong Ritian.

As the person involved, he naturally knew the truth of that day.

Back then, the reason why he used the pseudonym of Sun Bai to deceive Dongfang Qingyue, who is the sword-wielding elder of the Dao League, did have his own considerations and difficulties. Who made her appear so domineering and cold, and because he had no idea about the mysterious Dao League The organization knew nothing about it, and was afraid of being found out that he was a half-way monk. If he was found out, he might be locked up in a small black house by the Daoist League, or she would put on shoes because of his lack of cooperation.

So he reported the name of Sun Bai who had a grudge against him.

Hearing Ning Ye's justification, Dongfang Qingyue listened to her but did not express anything else, but continued to narrate: "But what I never thought of, just a few days later, I was in the house of Mr. Chu Ran , I saw him again alive and kicking and healthy. At the beginning, I thought it was some monster pretending to be with him to confuse me. In a rage, I drew my sword to face him, but when he said that sentence, I couldn’t help it. After refuting the evidence, I knew that the man in front of me was real... But what I never expected was that this big liar was not going to tell me his real identity, and instead claimed that there was a grandfather in the ring. It is really abominable to deceive me with reasons! Over and over again, can I really be so easy to deceive?"

Ning Ye's face turned red. The so-called irrefutable evidence Dongfang Qingyue spoke of naturally referred to the green lotus mark on her chest.

He also never thought that when he was healing her wounds that day, he accidentally saw something that shouldn't be seen, and the special imprint he glimpsed would save his life when he reunited a few days later. This kind of fate is really amazing.

As for the drama of the old man in the ring, it was really forced by the situation, for fear of being stabbed to death by a sword from her who knew the truth.

Regarding Dongfang Qingyue's last question, Ning Ye had something to say in his heart, and he didn't know whether to say it or not. He really wanted to nod and tell her that she was the most deceitful person he had ever met in his life. She just believed in anything, if she wasn't an upright gentleman, she could have lied to her at least thirteen times a night.

Of course, these words can only be thought about in the heart, and they must never be said.

"Later, after the unexpected reunion with him, I experienced many things with him, and experienced many emotions that I had never had before. For the first time, I felt that I had a feeling of being alive. Just stay with him , even if I don’t do anything, my heart will be very warm and comfortable. At that time, I didn’t understand what this emotion in my heart was called, I thought it was just an ordinary friendship, but now, I think I already know the real answer !"

Dongfang Qingyue raised her head, and looked at Ning Ye who was pretending to be Nangong Ritian with an extremely complicated gaze: "I like Ning Ye, the kind who wants to be his wife and be with him forever !"

Even though she already knew the final answer, and knew who the person she liked was.

But when the four eyes met, looking at the soul-stirring brilliance in her eyes, Ning Ye seemed to be hit by a heavy hammer for a moment, his mind went blank and his chest felt tight.

Looking at the man in front of her, she continued: "I never thought that liking someone would be such a pain. These days, I have been avoiding contact with him, because I clearly understand that there is something wrong with me. I have to bear the burden of the family, I am afraid that I will not be able to control myself when I see him, and I am even more afraid of getting a rejection answer when I see him. Now I figured it out, if I don't dare to move forward because I'm afraid of getting the answer, then I will live in regret for the rest of my life!"

"If I had never met him in my life, then I would naturally have no objection to accepting the marriage fate arranged by the family, but now I really don't want to, because I know that I only have this life, and I cannot generously give the rest of my life to someone I don't love!"

"So...Mr. Nangong Hao, Ning Ye is your sworn brother. You should know each other quite well. Then, can Qingyue ask you a question...Ning Ye, has he ever liked me?"

Dongfang Qingyue stared intently at the person in front of her, and asked this deep-seated question.

Unexpectedly, she would suddenly ask this question, and Ning Ye was at a loss for a moment.

This is really unscientific. Nangong Ritian, who is his fiancé, asked if other men have ever liked him. Does this mean that Nangong Ritian's head is not green enough?
Well, but with Nangong Ritian's one-in-a-kind, weird personality, he wouldn't be angry even if he was greened, and he might just be excited to set off firecrackers.

But now the question came, how to answer her question now?

"Should...maybe...I think...I...I don't know either." After holding back for a long time, Ning Ye finally came up with such a plausible answer.

Just now Dongfang Qingyue said that because of fear, she has been choosing to avoid it for a while, and Ning Ye herself is not the same, she dare not face her true heart.

"Since Mr. Nangong Hao doesn't know, forget it. It's getting late, let's go back earlier."

Dongfang Qingyue did not express her attitude towards this answer, but directly said that it was too late to go back.

Ning Ye seemed to be pardoned, and quickly nodded in agreement. Even though he was here as his third younger brother Nangong Ritian, listening to Dongfang Qingyue confide in him from across the air was too much pressure.

On the way back, facing the moonlight, Dongfang Qingyue showed a joyful smile in a direction Ning Ye couldn't see.

Since he would hesitate...it means that he is not nothing in his heart.If you really don't care, you won't show such an expression at all, just say no.

Others couldn't see it, but Dongfang Qingyue, who had lived together under the same roof for so many days, couldn't see that Nangong Ritian in front of her was not herself at all, but Ning Ye's disguise?

But she didn't expose it, but took advantage of this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to overcome her inner fear and confide her heart to him in disguise.

Even if it fails, it can be treated as nothing happened, and you can completely give up.If she didn't say something, she was afraid that she would not have the courage to say it in her life.

Those words were really a confession to Ning Ye.

And the confession result is also very satisfactory.

(End of this chapter)