I have a big problem with my past life

Chapter 372

I heard that on the summer night when I was born, it was a rare full moon in January, and the moonlight shone brightly on the whole land.

As a direct descendant of an Eastern family, my birth was not taken seriously by the family elders at the beginning. Even my father was extremely disappointed when he learned that my mother was pregnant with a baby girl. I hope to pin it on the other women, hope that their bellies can live up to expectations, and continue the incense for the birth of Lin'er in the Dongfang family.

Later, I heard my parents, and the respected elders of the family, mention in front of me more than once how eye-catching and extraordinary I was born on the moonlit night...

They said that when I was born, it was like the legendary scene of a saint coming into the world, which caused changes in the world.

Even the originally bright moonlight seemed to have been colored by something, turning it into a blue-blue color. A huge green lotus phantom enveloped the entire courtyard, and there was a faint fragrance of lotus in the air...

But these are the key points. The most important thing is that when I was born, thousands of swords rang out in unison on the sword peak of the Dao League, and the sword energy soared into the sky. The man honored as the master of the sword once used the saber, the Qingyue Divine Sword, one of the supreme Dao weapons of the Dao League, to leave the sword peak by himself and come to me who was just born as a baby, and took the initiative to serve me as master.

"The sword body is natural, the aptitude is unparalleled, and it is the hope of the prosperity of the Dongfang family." This is the common evaluation of my father and the elders of the family.

Since then, I, who was still in my infancy, has been carefully cultivated as the seed of hope for the rejuvenation of the family. When my mother was pregnant, my father, who was always disappointed with my daughter who could not continue the family's incense, has also cared for my daughter in every possible way since then. Also under the advice of many elders in the family, the mother's status was promoted from the concubine to the main wife, and all the previous women were also divorced, leaving only the mother.

However, because of my extraordinary aptitude, almost all the eyes of the whole family focused on me. On the night of my birth, the family took out all kinds of treasures of genius and rare treasures to pave the way for me to practice in the future. There are even a few clan elders who are willing to sacrifice their lifespan in exchange for a smooth and smooth path of my cultivation.

Therefore, when other children of the same age are snuggling up to their parents and having fun with other little friends, what I have to do every day with the responsibility of revitalizing the Eastern family is to practice against the clock.

Maybe it’s because I’ve been living like this since I was born, so I’ve never felt boring in this daily life of practice, on the contrary, I’m very happy, because every time I break through in practice , my father and the elders in the family will praise me very gratifyingly.

Only when I was praised by these adults, did I feel that my life had become so meaningful.

When I was four years old, a wounded little fox broke into the practice yard. It seemed that it was bitten by some ferocious beast outside. It was dying, and it was very pitiful.

I know the temperament of my father and the others. If they know that this little fox broke in and disturbed my cultivation, then they will definitely not let it go.

So, I secretly hid it in the house, used panacea to heal its wounds, and distributed my food to it, so that it could recover as soon as possible.

Those panaceas worked very well. The little fox’s injuries were completely healed the next day. It was very intimate to jump around me alive and well, and kept sticking out its little tongue to lick my palm, as if thanking me for saving it.

Although I also like this cute little white fox very much, I understand that it cannot stay with me. If it is discovered, my father and adults who think it has delayed my cultivation will absolutely not let it go.

After saying goodbye to the little fox, I reluctantly took it out of the yard and let it go. Taoism frightened it.

It must have been frightened by me, even though it kept looking back at me, it finally left.

I was already used to being alone, but on the night when the little fox left, I felt like there was a piece of emptiness in my heart. I always wondered if it was doing well outside, and whether it was being bullied by other bad beasts.

As a result, in the early morning of the next day, I saw the little fox at the door again, and there were several fresh green fruits piled up in front of it.

This is specially picked for me.

The second day, the third day, the fourth day...

For six consecutive days, every morning the little fox would come to see me with delicious fruits.

And in the early morning of the seventh day, I thought I could see it again, but there was no sign of it outside the door, and it didn't appear until sunset.Just when I thought it would never appear again, it limped out of the door under the setting sun, and one of its legs was covered with bloody wounds, as if it had been bitten by some ferocious beast again.

It came to me, and only then did I see that it still held a fiery red fruit in its mouth.

At that time, I couldn't control it anymore, and rushed up to hold it in my arms with great distress.

The outside world is very dangerous, the little fox is not doing well, and there are many wild animals bullying it, so I made the first decision in my life to go against my father and secretly adopt the little fox in the house.

I am very happy when I am with the little fox. Every day when I am practicing, the little fox will lie quietly on the side. When I am free, I will chat with it, even though it can’t speak or understand at all. What am I saying, but it feels really good to have this confidant.

In order not to make my father suspicious, and to not disappoint the family members, even though I have a little fox, I practice hard every day without slack...

However, the little fox was finally discovered by his father.

Then, the little fox was killed by my father in front of me, and said that he took me to the rank of those sacrificed clan elders with a cane in his hand, saying that I carried the burden of family revival on my body, and that I should not lose my mind by playing with things. Put all your body and mind into Dao practice, otherwise you will be sorry to those clan elders who sacrificed for me.

"I'm not being lazy..."

At that time, I really wanted to tell my father this sentence, but in the end, I still didn't say it out. I just looked at the spiritual tablets above, and then silently recited my father's reprimand in my heart, over and over again.

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When I was six years old, I was practicing in the forbidden room as usual, when suddenly my father and several other clan elders opened the door of the forbidden room, and told me that there was a distinguished guest visiting, and asked me to seize this opportunity for the family.

After taking a bath and changing clothes carefully arranged by the maid, I was taken to the main hall of the family.

From a distance, I saw the back of the honored guest that my father and the others were talking about. His figure seemed to be that of a young man, but the long hair hanging behind him was as pale as snow, and it seemed that he did not belong to this world. It reveals an indescribable loneliness.

And for some reason, the rest of the people seemed to be very afraid of this white-haired boy, and they all cowered and dared not approach him, as if the other party was a ferocious beast that would be ruthlessly devoured if he approached.

"The qualifications are acceptable."

The white-haired boy turned his head, glanced at me casually, and commented lightly.

But I have to say that this young man is really good-looking, the kind of good-looking who has no words to describe, even if he is countless times more beautiful than the best-looking sister in the family.

As the hope of ZTE of the Eastern family, since I was born, I have heard others praise my supreme talent countless times. If there is no accident, I will definitely enter the realm of Taoism within a hundred years and become a powerful Taoist.

But in the mouth of this white-haired boy with a cold temperament who seems to be familiar with everything in the world, my aptitude is only fair.

What surprised me even more was that the father and the others who heard the other party's evaluation of "acceptable aptitude" not only were not disappointed or angry, but on the contrary, everyone showed joy and excitement on their faces, as if I could get a compliment from this person , is an incomparably glorious thing worth showing off.

"Come back with me."

The white-haired boy seemed disliked by the etiquette of the outside world, and he didn't want to be more polite, so he spoke directly.

From beginning to end, he only said these two sentences.

When my father and the others heard this sentence, their faces were even more joyful, and they hurriedly agreed for me.

It was only later that I found out that this snow-haired boy was the well-deserved number one swordsman in the world. He was dubbed the "Sword Master" by all living beings, and it was indeed a great thing to be praised by such an existence. Great luck.

After that, the other party is my master.

Apart from Master and I, there is no one else on Jianfeng Peak, and what we face every day is the same rocks, but I don't think there is anything wrong with this, after all, compared with the forbidden room in the family, you can see It is already very beautiful to see the morning dew and the sunset glow in the mountains and rivers.

The days passed by like flowing water. Under the guidance of Master who is the sword master, my cultivation has indeed improved rapidly.

And in the tenth year since I came to Jianfeng, when I was 15 years old, I received a letter from my family, Baihe...

In the letter, it was mentioned that in order to agree to a good marriage, my future husband is the young master of the Nangong family, who has the reputation of being the first genius in cultivation for thousands of years.

engagement?Husband?
I have never met the young master of the Nangong Palace, and I don't understand what these represent, and I don't want to understand what these mean. Since the family has already arranged for me, then just follow suit.

Even if you get married, it's nothing more than having one more person by your side. After all, what does such a trivial matter have to do with such a big event as revitalizing the family?

I've always thought this way, until that morning, when I lost my way from the mountains for the first time in my life, I met that young man named Ning Ye.

I really can't blame me for things like getting lost, who made the outside world so big, it's not like Jianfeng at all, it really makes people confused.

I used to be very unhappy about things like getting lost all the time, but after meeting him, I was suddenly very glad that I was a road idiot, otherwise maybe I would just miss it.

Thinking about it later, it doesn't matter if I've been a road idiot all my life, anyway, he will always lead me the way and take me home...

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In fact, at the beginning, I didn't have any special feelings for him, I just regarded him as an ordinary Daoist practitioner.

Originally, I was the sword-wielding elder of the Dao League, and I thought, as a reward for helping me lead the way, I finally pointed out a few questions about his practice, and gave him some magic pills as a reward.

But I never thought that this man is a complete liar!
At the beginning, he didn’t even tell me his real name, but used a pseudonym, which caused me to think that he died using a taboo secret method to save me, and set up a tomb for him. tears.

Later, when we met again, he began to bully me for not thinking deeply enough about the problem, and made up some words from the old man in the ring to lie to me, which made me worry and feel distressed for a long time...

In short, this kind of deceitful behavior is really annoying!
The most disgusting thing is that not only did I not draw out my sword and cut him into seventeen or eighteen pieces, but I even fell in love with such a big liar.

Because of him, for the first time in my life, I realized that there are many beautiful scenery and delicious food in this world; because of him, for the first time in my life, I realized that when I stay with someone, even if I say nothing, I don’t say anything Even if I don’t do it, I will feel warm in my heart; because of him, I realized for the first time in my life that life is not so monotonous, what kind of happiness is it like to have someone I like by my side...

Because of his existence, I understand a lot of things, and I am not willing to be so obedient in this life. I can't bear to be by his side in this life just to be a passer-by. I am afraid that if I don't do some things, I will live in this life. Regret and regret.

Therefore, for the first time in my life, I told the fathers and elders in my family that I do not want to marry...

I mustered up the courage to find him, wanting to confide my heart in person, wanting to be with him for the rest of my life and never be separated.

Unfortunately, it was not successful...

In fact, it doesn't matter too much, at least I heard from him that he was attracted to me, and he liked me at least a little bit.

Well, it really doesn't matter too much, I will be strong.

It's just, if I can't recognize the direction and can't find the way home in the future, what should I do?

　[-]-in-[-] big chapter...

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