Black lotus, she doesn't want to whitewash

Chapter 351 Why I Don't Have This...

Bai Chen stared blankly at the madam in front of her. She had already forgotten what happened before she was five years old. Ever since she could remember, she had been following the third young master.

I have been living abroad with the third young master. Every day, I accompany the third young master to study, watch the sun, the stars, and the moon.

In her world, there are only the third young master and the second young master who comes back occasionally.

Nobody told her she was a girl...

Her body hasn't changed much, and she doesn't have anything on a woman's body. For example, she heard that women bleed.

"You are just 14 years old, and you are malnourished, your body is as fragile as Jin Shi, and it is normal to have a delayed menstrual period." Lou Yundai hugged her, "I'm sorry, you have been locked in a small dark room all these years, Jin Shi He doesn't like to talk to people, so naturally he won't talk to you about it."

All these years, only the two of them lived in country M, and no one told her about the difference between women's bodies.

What happened more than ten years ago is really absurd when I think about it now.

"I'm still thinking, I'll tell you this next time I see you, and I don't want you to sacrifice your youth for Jinshi again."

She knew that she was selfish, for the sake of her child, she let this girl hide her gender, and took care of her son selflessly, living with him in a lonely world.

So she is willing to give her all compensation, all, as long as she has a request, she will satisfy her.

"It turns out that the girl's body is like this..." Bai Chen opened his eyes wide, with tears in his eyes, "Ma'am, can I, can I still be with the third young master?"

Lou Yundai shook her head and stroked her head, "It's time for you to live your own life. Our Xiao family is the one who is sorry for you. I will agree to any request you make."

She didn't think there would be anything for these two children, she was really guilty, she only thought about her children well more than ten years ago.

But now when she thinks back, it was her fault that caused her to lose her original life.

Bai Chen shook his head, "Ma'am, you let me stay with the third young master, and when he really recovers, I will leave..."

Lou Yundai lovingly stroked her face, "Of course. My child, you don't have to go, but you don't have to live with Jin Shi anymore, and you don't have to stay up all night to take care of him. You want to come back to see him, come back to see your brothers , it’s all right, the Xiao family is also your home. From now on, you don’t need to live in a nursing home in Country M anymore, and you can all live a normal life.”

Bai Chen was not very happy, she looked at her body, she didn't feel that she was any different from a man.

"Ma'am, is there any difference between women and men except here?"

Bai Chen blinked, a 14-year-old girl lived no differently from a boy in the 90s.

Lou Yundai couldn't help laughing, she hugged her, "My child, I'll give you a book to read when I get home, we can't talk about it now."

Bai Chen nodded, she lowered her head, "I don't want to be a girl..."

She didn't want to be a girl at all.

Bai Chen raised his eyes and looked at her, "Madam, don't tell Eldest Young Master Second Young Master Third Young Master that I am a girl, I...I want to continue to be a man in my world."

She is used to being a man, and she wants to be a man for the rest of her life.

Lou Yundai nodded, "OK."

— Digression —

Regarding Bai Chen, in the 90s, she lived in a house all the time, and what she did every day was to accompany Xiao Jin. There was no Internet, no books about women and men, so it was normal not to know, and she was only 14 years old, and the airport was too busy. It's normal, and it's normal without a big aunt.Then, she had never seen Jin Shi's body!So I don’t know what is the difference between male and female bodies, I just explain it interspersedly, the deputy CPs are all on the sidelines, don’t worry if you don’t engage in group portraits now~~
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