The prostitute wait and see: the daughter is about to turn over

Chapter 419 Self-blame
Qing Chengze didn't look back, but just sighed faintly, and said, "Ying, do you think I'm useless? I can't even keep the promise I made to Xi'er, I'm simply not worthy to be her sweetheart!"

After finishing speaking, he raised his fist angrily and punched hard at the pillar of the gazebo. Fortunately, he didn't use his internal strength, otherwise the gazebo might collapse at this moment.Even so, the gazebo trembled slightly, and dust fell from the top.

He didn't blame Lan Ruoxi for treating him with that attitude, and he didn't blame her for not understanding his difficulties. The discomfort at the moment was nothing but deep self-blame and guilt.

As a man, if he couldn't even protect his beloved woman well, and failed to give her the happiness she wanted, how could he be considered a competent husband?What's more, Lan Ruoxi is still pregnant, and he actually made her so sad, and I don't know if it will affect the child.

God knows how much he wanted to go up to hold her in his arms and comfort her softly, so that her mood would not be too melancholy.But after seeing that snow-white hair, everything stopped abruptly, and his heart was throbbing all the time, but the woman kept provoking him with words.It was like sprinkling salt on a wound, making it so painful that he couldn't breathe.

Following him for many years, Ying naturally knows what his master's temperament is, and even more so, he can clearly see the relationship between Qing Chengze and Lan Ruoxi along the way.The two clearly love each other to death, but now they are facing a breakup.

Where the fist hit the pillar, there was a little red blood, and when he noticed something dripping on the ground, Ying exclaimed in shock, "Your Majesty!"

This is the Ninth Five-Year Lord, it is not good to see blood, but he dare not go forward, for fear of offending Longyan.Although it has been a master-servant relationship for many years, there is a difference in respect after all, Qing Chengze's status today is no longer the same.

Dejectedly and slowly turning around, Qing Chengze's face was so dark that water dripped out, "Come back!" He was already tired, and he just wanted to lie down on the dragon couch, without thinking or doing anything. .

Lan Ruoxi's resoluteness is like digging his heart out of his body. If he loses her company and smile from now on, then what is the difference between him and a walking dead?
In the empty room, even the dragon couch was extraordinarily cold. The wound on his hand was no longer bleeding, but it seemed to have found an exit, and it was constantly in pain.Qingchengze just lay quietly on the dragon couch without letting the imperial doctor treat the wound for him. Even though the quilt was already very thick, it still couldn't dispel the coldness in his heart.

No matter how difficult the road ahead is, he is determined to go on!Even if Lan Ruoxi hates him to the bone now, he can't change his original intention, nothing is more important than his ambition!As long as he can fulfill his wish for many years as soon as possible, then he can explain all the misunderstandings to Lan Ruoxi, and by then, there will be only one person in his entire harem.

From beginning to end, all he wanted was that one person.

What makes Qing Chengze uncomfortable is that Lan Ruoxi is determined to shield him from the door of his heart, not just talking.Once a woman's heart dies, no matter how much you do, you can't save anything, let alone change the status quo.

As before, he was stopped outside again, facing the girl's apologetic but apprehensive expression, Qing Chengze just smiled wryly helplessly.

(End of this chapter)