The Regent's Gold Concubine

Chapter 502 The Perfect Ending (21)
When she woke up, I already noticed that she wanted to slip away quietly. I would never give her this chance. I hugged her waist and pressed her under me. She asked me if I planned to prostitute myself in broad daylight ?
As long as she is willing, I might as well?It's just that she didn't want to, so I didn't touch her.

I just hope that she will be quiet for a while, and stay in my arms obediently for a while, and when I feel less uncomfortable, I will let her go.

I thought she was so heartless and used to it that she would refuse, but I can't guarantee that I would break down like that.But fortunately, she relaxes, I have never felt so satisfied, even if my whole body is in pain, just holding her is a kind of happiness.

I recalled to her those few days in the Prince Regent's Mansion, when she was stunned, I proposed to her and let her marry me. I never thought of getting married before, but now I suddenly feel that there is nothing wrong with marrying her. At least I care about her, don't I?
I looked at the look on her face. At that moment, I was nervous, scared, worried, and I was afraid that she would reject me.

But as expected, she refused, she really refused, speculation is one thing, but confirmation is another.There is no love, only lust, to vent, so she doesn't agree.

I ask myself, what is love?I don't understand, no one has ever told him what love is and how it is considered love. Could it be that the joy of having skin-to-skin contact with her is joy for both of them at the same time, isn't it?
When she heard this, she shook her head, every time, too many external factors were involved.Brutal, but true.

She fled in a hurry, and I was already lost.Later, I went to my sister and wanted to ask her about the love between her children.Without saying a word, the secret guard came to report that he and Qingcheng's two children had gone to the Prince Regent's Mansion to look for me. I wanted to go back quickly and see them.

I haven't seen them since they were born!
I didn't want to go out and chat with my sister, but I saw a child running up, hugging my leg and crying and howling, completely contrary to what he said, with snot and tears all over my hem, crying whenever I said it.Looking at the dark guard, he confirmed that the little man in front of him was his own flesh and blood.

My sister wanted to bring him into the mansion, but she hadn't eaten or drank for many days, so she asked him to eat more. I didn't want him to struggle, and a beggar ran out of the alley. I saw that petite, pink, white, and somewhat familiar girl at a glance, and my heart warmed stand up.

Ignoring the cold air on my body, I hugged my legs and cried and screamed, and even took the jade pendant around my waist, I laughed secretly.

And the other one also broke away, and directly jumped up and hugged my other leg, noisy and noisy, the clothes were rubbed and abused by them, it was full of tears and snot, I was helpless.

It's really the same as their mother, the first time we met, I took my jade pendant, it was still the same piece, I laughed secretly, full of loopholes, the two of them just stared at themselves, it didn't look like they hadn't eaten for several days Children, just money, not food.

I'm afraid it's true that you want revenge from me, it's true that you want money, and it's true that you're disgusting yourself, if you want food, then forget it!He didn't believe that they would run away from home without silver taels, and from their voices, they didn't look like it either.

Frowning and stretching, he returned to the mansion, changed his clothes, looked at the messy brocade robe, and sighed softly in his heart, after all these years, he still owed them so much!
Silently guarding, watching Qingcheng holding him and her child and crying in a mess, and then refusing to kill the door, I sat on the roof all night, silently accompanying, watching the two children detoxify, watching Qingcheng cry, watching Seeing them in pain, blood vessels cracked, watching them suffering and convulsing, listening to Qingcheng crooning nursery rhymes, the heartache is unbearable, I feel the same, watching the endless night, the white belly of the east, and the dawn, they fainted from pain, looking at her Xiang worshiped piously, several times I almost couldn't bear to go down to accompany them, but I knew that before the time came, I was afraid to frighten them and cause Qingcheng to panic.

I remembered that the blood under the night pierced me so hard that I couldn't open my eyes, that desperately, for the most important of them, hated me to the bone marrow, just to get Tianshan Snow Lotus to save them, let them be happy, and die.

I smiled lightly and left. She was a good mother, but unfortunately, I was not a good father, and I was absent from their lives for five years.

Five years of indifference, no matter what the reason is, they did not accompany them when they were suffering from illness, when they needed medicine, only their mother now understands why she left alone When I was on the street, I looked so tired and so lonely.

In order to carry on the poison from him to the child in the past five years, she must have never been stable for a moment, thinking about how to keep the child alive, trying to find ways, being ruthless, and always worried that the child would leave her.

He wasn't a good father and made them suffer from birth.

However, he thanked God for giving him two lovely children with Qingcheng's flesh and blood, and also thanked Qingcheng for appearing in his sight because of his illness, and then found them.

Hopefully, there will be opportunities to make up for it in the future.Don't talk about the past, just hope that I will be in their lives in the future, and I will try my best to be a good father and husband.

A few days later, she came to the Prince Regent's Mansion. I just knew that she would go to the Three Treasures Hall for nothing, but I was very happy that she came here on her own initiative, no matter what the reason for coming.

She gave me a few pieces of Hetian Nuanyu, I was very happy, as long as it was given by her, I would like it no matter what, I asked lightly if she chose it?
How can I not know what is going on?But I still asked.But her answer is yes, whether it is or not, as long as she says, yes!I believe that even if it runs counter to the facts, it is enough for her to have that kind of heart, no matter what the purpose is.

I looked at that magnificent woman, plain clothes and bright moon, the wind is light and the clouds are calm, smart and fresh, intelligent, quick thinking, any beautiful words can not be used too much for her, I do not deny that beauty is in the eye of the beholder , but what I said is also true, and she gave me a pair of children.

It is not easy to have children out of wedlock, but children are born with poison, and the antidote is hard to find in the world, and their lives are in danger at any time, no matter how difficult life is, they are worried, dare not relax for a moment, and are tortured both physically and mentally.

I don't need to say much, because I have never participated in their five years, and what I saw was only the tip of the iceberg. I can only sigh silently in my heart. Besides, I don't know what else to do at this moment!

I asked her why she came here?She asked me if the pageant was going on?

Isn't this competition just for her?But I want to hear her opinion. I don't know what she wants to do, but I can guess one or two, and it's her wish, so I can't ignore her intentions.

She was sitting and sipping tea, and the two of us were on good terms. I stared at her, with thousands of words and three thousand thoughts. Maybe it was because my eyes were too hot, or she was too sensitive, or it was the sixth sense. After a while, although I didn't meet her gaze, it still made me feel embarrassed, and my ears turned red.

(End of this chapter)