The Godfather of Almighty Entertainment

Chapter 1881 I Really Can't Go Back
But now Xu Duan casually said that he could earn hundreds of billions, a number that Chen Xue never dared to think about even if he risked his life, and Chen Xue knew very well that Xu Duan was capable of earning such a number. Chen Xue, who valued material things very much, instantly had a sense of distance from Xu Duan, because she couldn't afford such a number anyway, even if she wanted to die.

For the first time, Chen Xue felt a sense of distance, a sense of distance that she would never be able to cross no matter what, like a chasm like a chasm.

But how could it suddenly change so much?Chen Xue looked at Xu Duan's familiar face, just like the one in his memory, and even the faintly sly smile on his face when he spoke was the same as in his memory, but why did everything suddenly change? Have everything changed?Why is the distance suddenly so far away?

Memory and reality are overlapping and torn, making Chen Xue unable to put the two together, feeling that Xu Duan in reality and Xu Duan in her memory have been torn into two people, two irrelevant people .

Is it really impossible to go back?
Chen Xue was a little dazed, looking at the reality and recalling the past in a daze.

Over the years, Chen Xue went back to No. [-] Middle School many times alone, especially after graduating from university. Although she went abroad, she couldn't help but go back to No. [-] Middle School every year when she returned home during the Chinese New Year, but she didn't tell anyone. However, she didn't go to the reunion of class two of the third year, because she didn't stay long in No. [-] middle school, and she didn't know the classmates well. The only one she knew was Xu Duan, and the only one she wanted to see was Xu Duan. Xu Duan.

Chen Xue thought many times what it would be like when she and Xu Duan reunited again.

She thought maybe Xu Duan was married and holding a child.

I thought of a strange girl with Xu Duan's shoulders on her shoulders.

I thought about the appearance of suits and leather shoes and others in the wine field.

I also thought that Xu Duan still looks like walking on the street alone.

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I have thought about countless possibilities, not because I want to break up with Xu, but because I can't forget.

But Chen Xue never thought about it. One day, she suddenly saw Xu Duan on the entertainment news and saw his dazzling appearance. Chen Xue never thought about that appearance. All she thought about was Xu Duan's appearance as an ordinary person like her.

When she saw Xu Duan on the news for the first time, Chen Xue felt a little lost in her heart, not because she didn't want Xu Duan to live a good life, she was not a stingy woman, she hoped Xu Duan had a good life, the reason for the loss Because that kind of Xu Duan is a little far away from her and a little strange. What she hopes for Xu Duan is to live a good life, to marry a wife and have children like an ordinary person, to have a successful career, not to become a star with dazzling light that makes people uncomfortable. Dare to approach.

Of course, the Xu Duan she saw at that time was not too far away from her, and it gave her the hope and possibility to keep pace with him as hard as she could, because in reality, she can do well, at least compared to many people. She said that she can do a good job. A lobby manager of a hotel worth tens of millions of euros is indeed a good job, not bad, and it is not particularly difficult to work hard to sit on the throne of manager and general manager.

However, when she saw Xu Duan on the news more and more frequently and saw him getting more and more glamorous, she knew that the distance between the two had not been shortened because of her efforts, but was getting closer. more distant.

It's just that even though she had seen many distant numbers connected with Xu Duan on the news at that time, she didn't pay much attention to it. She always felt that such distant numbers couldn't be drawn with the cynical Xu Duan in her memory. The equal sign, I always feel that there are too many exaggerated elements in the news.

Until one day, Xu Duan put the hotel where she worked in front of her. At that moment, Chen Xue suddenly felt that the fantasy fairy tale was destroyed.

At that moment, Chen Xue wanted to escape, far away, and didn't want to face such a long distance.

So when she heard the captain's confession, a confession of love that lasted ten years, what she heard was not moved, but a very straightforward humiliation, which made her feel that Xu Duan was using such a method to tell She, she is not good enough for him.

The captain left an extremely limited imprint in Chen Xue's memory, all she could remember was a name and an image, and he and Xu Duan seemed to have a good relationship.

Suddenly one day, the glamorous Xu Duan took the captain and put a hotel in front of her to confess to her, and the captain acted like Xu Duan's dull and unsociable younger brother, which gave Chen Xue a feeling A very strong humiliation, like what?It's like a big boss has a little brother under him. The big boss sees that he is honest and honest but he is not sociable and can't marry a wife. One day, the big boss suddenly has a kind heart and takes a sum of money to buy him a random girl. And she, Chen Xue, felt at the time that she was the girl who was bought casually by the boss.

Chen Xue, who was confessed by the captain that day, had such a feeling, an extremely strong sense of humiliation.

To be honest, Chen Xue has long since lost the feeling she had towards Xu Duan ten years ago, but after all, it was the first time in her life that she fell in love with someone, and it was too difficult to forget, and Chen Xue did not want to go with someone again. What's wrong with Xu Duan, since she knew that Xu Ma was a teacher in No. [-] Middle School, but she didn't go to see Xu Ma even when she went back to No. [-] Middle School. She really liked someone so deeply, and there was nothing wrong with them. What a misunderstanding, why did you go back so many times in the past ten years without seeing him?
It's just because there is only a little bit left, the nostalgia in the memory, and the rest have all gone with the wind.

Chen Xue has long since forgotten each other and will never see each other again.

But suddenly one day, Xu Duan came to her so arrogantly and unreasonably, and humiliated her with a stack of banknotes. Although she also knew that that kind of thinking might be a bit extreme, but for her, Chen Xue, The feeling at that time was indeed that kind of feeling, very humiliating.

That feeling was like when she was deceived by that scoundrel Sun Chao because of Xu Duan back then, and almost lost her body to him. It was extremely humiliating and almost made her ashamed to face others, and made her full of hatred for everyone at that time, including Xu Duan, so She chose to escape by throwing away her life, because she couldn't face the monstrous malice brought by the gossip at that time. Just like last time, facing the humiliation she thought this time, she also instinctively chose to escape, but no longer It's just as extreme as the little girl back then.

This is also Chen Xue's biggest weakness. Once she feels unable to face it, she wants to choose to escape. Chen Xue knows this very well, but people are like this. Even if they understand everything in their hearts, it is difficult to change, because this is human nature.

So when I went home that day, although Chen Xue persuaded herself over and over again that Xu Duan didn't mean that, she packed her bags quickly and went straight to the airport the next day, planning to leave the place where she had worked for many years, where to go, At that time, she actually didn't think about it, but she just wanted to leave at that time, let's leave first.

(End of this chapter)