The rebirth of the poisonous concubine is charming and sweet

Chapter 763
The queen's pupils widened in shock, and her lips parted slightly.

How could this be?
This is completely different from what she imagined, and she doesn't care at all?How could she speak so calmly?
The more the queen thought about it, the more she felt that Concubine Gao should be pretending: "It's just you and me right now, can't you take off the disguise?"

Concubine Gao stood up, so that her eyes were at the same level as the empress who was sitting on top.

"Queen, you should know that before I gave birth to Yan'er, my father was only a seventh-rank official. I have three older brothers, two younger brothers, two older sisters, and three younger sisters. They are all siblings with my mother..."

Mentioning this, the queen's face was not good-looking.

To say that this Concubine Gao's mother is really capable of giving birth.Because they were born of the same mother, the siblings are also very united.

It is precisely because of the backing of so many brothers that the Gao family can grow rapidly.

The queen said coldly: "On this point, I really can't compare to you."

Concubine Gao smiled and shook her head: "You still don't understand what I mean. It is good to have so many brothers, but Queen, think again, my father is only a seventh-rank official, but he has to support so many children. Then I How much love can I get? Instead of worrying about whether my parents love me or not, I care more about whether I can eat enough and whether I can wear a good set of clothes when the seasons change."

She paused for a moment, her gaze showing a long-distance look: "So even though I hate shoe soles very much, every winter, I have to make three pairs of shoes for my father with my own hands. Just so that he can boast that he is sensible, and then let my mother give me Make a new suit. I grew up in this kind of family and I don’t care what love is, as long as it can give me what I want, I don’t care who he regards me as a substitute!"

The queen swallowed her saliva and asked, "Don't you love Your Majesty?"

"Love, he has given me so many things, of course I love him. But I think my love is different from yours. I have long understood that nothing in this world belongs to me alone." Gao Guifei also I don't know what's going on, I want to vent all the emotions in my heart today, "If there is one, it's only my son."

She had never enjoyed the unique love of her parents since she was a child, so after giving birth to Wei Yan, she secretly vowed in her heart that she would dedicate all the love of this life to him.

To love him wholeheartedly, will never be partial.

Because Concubine Gao at that time thought that Wei Yan would not be a child favored by the Yue Emperor.

Even if Emperor Yue later noticed the existence of their mother and child again, even if Concubine Gao had so many chances to get pregnant again.

She gave up.

Those childhood times when she shared a bed with her brothers and sisters was a nightmare she would never get rid of in her life.

Those longings to be her parents' favorite child didn't come until she became the favored concubine.

But by then she had grown up and didn't need it anymore.

The Queen looked at her blankly, unable to understand what she was saying.

Concubine Gao smiled bitterly: "Queen, you are a prostitute, and the marriage was arranged early on. I'm afraid you will never realize this kind of thought in your life. The love you have received since childhood and the pride of a big family, It makes you unable to tolerate your husband betraying you and falling in love with someone else. But such a thing is nothing to me. "

As long as you can keep the glory in front of you, I don't care who you love, I don't care who you think of me as a substitute.

She still clearly remembers that when she was about ten years old, once, her mother lost twenty copper coins.

What is this little money, if it is used to reward the lowest maids now, it will be too little, but at that time, parents were very angry.

Because twenty copper coins was a lot of money for them at that time.

In the end, it was ruled out, and there were only three suspects left.

Her second brother, her, and her four-year-old little sister.

Both the second brother and the younger sister said they didn't take it, and the mother believed it.She said she didn't take it, but her mother didn't believe it.

In the end, she was beaten.

She cried and asked her mother why she believed what her second brother said, but not herself.

The mother said that the second brother is a man with a sense of responsibility and will not lie.

She asked again, then she and my younger sister are both women, why do you believe my younger sister and not her.The mother said that because the younger sister is still young, she doesn't know the use of copper coins at all, and she won't be able to spend them if she takes them, so she won't lie.

Since then, she has understood that when there are more children, the love of parents will never be fair.

It's not that her parents don't love her, it's just that they love other children more than her.

After saying that, Concubine Gao felt much more comfortable.

It's like unloading a mountain that has been pressing on me for a long time.

The queen stared at her deeply: "The love for so many years has been a mirror image, don't you feel sad?"

Concubine Gao reached out her hand to touch the burning candle.

As long as the speed is fast enough, no matter how hot the fire is, it will not hurt yourself.

The same is true of being a human being. As long as you don't hold too much expectation, you won't feel disappointed.

She smiled and said, "I never expected His Majesty to love me alone, because my parents taught me that with so many children, it is impossible for them to pour all their love on me, so it is not sad!"

The queen asked: "Then at least be the one you love the most!"

Concubine Gao Guifei looked back and looked at the Queen with complicated eyes: "You have been spoiled. You have been smooth sailing since childhood, and your father and brother have never broken their promises. So do you think that the beloved should be like this? Queen, you are so fast! 50 years old, how can you still be so naive?"

Even the parents who gave birth to you and raised you cannot guarantee that they will love you forever, let alone a man who only met a few times before marriage.

She put her hand into the fire again: "Love is like this flame, it's so hot that people can't help but want to get closer, but if you hold it too firmly and stay for too long, you will burn yourself! "

"The best way is to stand at a place that is not too far away and watch. When you need it, just come and go in a hurry."

Seeing her gaze like that, the queen had goosebumps on her back.

"Gao Guifei, it's only now that I realize that I underestimated you in the past!" The queen's eyes were complicated, and she snorted, "I really made a mistake, I always thought you were just a vase, and I just got favored by this face! "

There are tens of thousands of similar faces, but she will be able to prosper forever.

It turns out that she has her own way of controlling her husband.

Concubine Gao smiled brightly, her beautiful face was brighter than the candlelight: "I am really just a vase, but a beautiful, sensible and easy-to-use vase. If I don't have these qualities, it is impossible for me to be with you It's a pity that my subordinates have lived for such a long time! It's a pity that you are leaving this stage now, and this place will belong to me from now on, hehe..."

She was just smiling reservedly at first, but later she couldn't help but smile brighter and brighter, and finally there were tears in her eyes.

The queen picked up a piece of pea yellow from the plate at hand and stuffed it into her mouth, showing a strange smile: "No, this palace is gone, and this place will not belong to you..."

(End of this chapter)