The Spring of the Peasant Woman of Transmigration

Chapter 83

After waking up in the morning, Lu Yumin started to do her usual work, but the day was gloomy, as if it was going to rain, so she put the rice vermicelli in the living room, so she wasn't going to do it today.

Li Yuxiang ran over: "Sister-in-law, why didn't your rice noodles come out today?"

Lu Yumin said to her: "The sky is cloudy and the thunder is rumbling. I'm afraid it's going to rain!"

Li Yuxiang looked at the sky and said, "Sister-in-law, there should be no rain today."

Lu Yumin didn't believe it: "How do you know?"

Li Yuxiang pointed to the sky and said, "Look, the sky is still very bright, it doesn't look like it's raining."

Lu Yumin, who was dubious, asked Li Yuxiang to help her dry the rice noodles on a drying rack. As expected, it was indeed cloudy all day.

When Li Sanlin got home at night, Lu Yumin said to him, "Your second sister can still watch the weather!"

Li Sanlin asked puzzledly: "How do you say?"

Lu Yumin told the story: "I don't understand, why didn't it rain during the rumbling spring thunder?"

Li Sanlin smiled and said, "Isn't it written in this book?"

"what?"

"Lei Gong sings first, and there is not much rain! Lei Gong is rumbling, and the heavy rain is coming! Open when there is rain and no rain! Daughter-in-law, don't you know?"

Lu Yumin suddenly realized: "No wonder the second sister said that the zenith is very bright! So that's what happened! It seems that there are not everything in the book."

When the food was on the table, the children all climbed up. Seeing that there was a dish they liked, they picked up the bowl and ate it carefully!Afraid that they would turn on the oil lamp, Lu Yumin put the oil lamp on the lampstand beside him.

Seeing everyone sitting down to eat, Lu Yumin asked while eating, "Sir, have you got your money back?"

Li Sanlin was taken aback, and when he heard Lu Yumin's question, he immediately said: "Oh, daughter-in-law, I forgot to tell you something. I gave it to the top four for the money I got today. Last time, for Zhu Xiu'er, he spent money on it." I paid five taels of silver, and I have to thank him when it’s done, so I invited him and a few buddies to have a meal, and then gave me some tea and silver. It’s just that we have to save some money this month!”

Lu Yumin was taken aback and then asked, "Then you spent all the money?"

Li Sanlin said as a matter of course: "Of course it's all used! Several of them have helped, so how can there be any money left?"

Lu Yumin asked unhappily: "Then you didn't think to ask me when you used up all the money? I earned the money too!"

Li Sanlin was taken aback, seeing her unhappy face, machismo surged up again!The tone was a bit aggressive: "What do you do? Even if you earn it, if this man wants to spend some money, he still has to ask his wife?"

Lu Yumin put down her job and squinted at him, her tone was not too good: "I'm not saying that a man has to ask his wife for money, it's just that the two of us earned the money, so of course you have to ask me too!"

Li Sanlin felt that he didn't use the money to do bad things, so when Lu Yumin questioned him, he said in a bad tone: "It's not for other things, it's about our family! You are my daughter-in-law. , What’s the difference between asking and not asking? Don’t worry about it, just use it if you use it, and it’s not like you won’t be able to earn money!”

Lu Yumin suppressed her anger and asked, "Then do you know how much money is left at home?"

Li Sanlin himself was in a bad mood, so he didn't notice Lu Yumin's anger, and said in an impatient tone: "I don't have any money at home? Didn't you say that you still have one or two more? Then save it and wait until I get it." If you have money, I will give it to you!"

After hearing Li Sanlin's words, Lu Yumin's nose became sour, and tears filled her eyes. She tried her best not to let them fall out, but she didn't say anything anymore!What is the difference between asking and not asking?What a sad person?

Yes, what is she!If you say it well, it is a daughter-in-law, but if you say it badly, it is a dog raised by a man!

It's okay to tease you when I like you, and throw you aside when I don't like you. If it's not good, I'll divorce you!

This is ancient society!Even in modern society, there are machismos!Do you still want to pay attention to equality in this backward era?

Lu Yumin sat dumbfounded on the bamboo bed in the yard, looked at the distant sky and became dazed!Over the past few months, she has forgotten her identity and the era she lives in!Really consider yourself the master of this home!
But what is she?slave?Escort?She keeps asking herself, a soul who has been educated equally, in this unequal ancient time, she can't find the answer!
Thinking about it, Lu Yumin couldn't help laughing at herself!It seems that I think highly of myself!I thought that even if this man didn't know how to love himself, he would at least respect himself!

Li Sanlin's inadvertent self-assertion made her finally understand that women in this era are really worthless!A woman wears a top, but a brother is a brother!
Lu Yumin walked into the room sadly with heavy steps, and Li Sanlin noticed her strangeness and asked in a puzzled way: "Daughter-in-law, are you angry? Can you be angry even for such a trivial matter? Sigh, you women are so stingy." !Okay, don’t be angry, I’ll give you all the money in the future!”

In fact, Lu Yumin wasn't angry at Li Sanlin for misusing money, she just felt that Li Sanlin didn't respect her!But Li Sanlin's sloppy apology made her feel even more desolate!
Lu Yumin fell asleep sullenly. Li Sanlin felt that Lu Yumin was making a big fuss over a trivial matter, so he ignored her. Isn't it just a matter of money?There's no need to tell him that his nose is not his nose, his eyes are not his eyes, as if he really wronged her!So he went to sleep without saying anything, and left early the next morning without kissing her as usual.

After breakfast, Lu Yumin went to the town with the things to be delivered to Liu Ji by himself. When she went to Li Sanlin's stall to pick up the things, he noticed that Lu Yumin's expression was very wrong, so he said to Brother Jin: "Brother Jin , there is not much meat left today, so I will go back with my younger brother and daughter-in-law!"

Brother Jin also saw the small problem of the two of them, so he said straightforwardly: "Go back, go back! Buy some delicious food for my wife on the way before leaving."

The two ate a bowl of noodle soup each in the Jinzhu store. This noodle soup was made of soup made of copper bones and dried duck bamboo shoots. Dozens of bowls are sold!But Lu Yumin only ate a few bites!
Seeing Lu Yumin like this, although Li Sanlin was not happy that she was so stingy, his daughter-in-law's appearance still made him a little uneasy. When he arrived at the town, Li Sanlin flattered him and said, "Daughter-in-law, let's go after the ox cart!"

Lu Yumin shook her head silently and said, "No, let's walk back, I walked here anyway!"

Li Sanlin asked in surprise: "Daughter-in-law, is there no ox cart this morning?"

Lu Yumin said indifferently: "There are bullock carts. It's just that it costs four big money to go back and forth every day. I think I can get there by walking. It's good to save it!"

Li Sanlin got angry when he heard that: "Who wants you to save these big money? It's not like I can't afford these big money! What if you are exhausted?"

Lu Yumin said disappointedly: "You can afford it, but I can't afford it. There are no two taels of silver in the jar. If you don't save it, you will have nothing to eat! Let's go, save one is one! If you want to live, you have to eat, die If not, you have to live!"

After hearing what his wife said, Li Sanlin looked at Lu Yumin's lifeless face and said anxiously: "Daughter-in-law, don't do this! Are you still angry about what happened yesterday? Can't you just count me as wrong?"

Lu Yumin said lightly: "It's not your fault, it's me who cares too much! Why did the gods treat me like this and throw me to this place where I have no relatives and no reason? It would be great if I didn't come back alive at that time! "

What is death?Lu Yumin knew that this was the feeling of death. The separation between souls is a thousand years of time and space, which cannot be unified!
She is a woman with modern avant-garde ideas, and he is a man respected by ancient men. It is impossible to know what is understanding and what is respect!

She can't say that she is more capable than Li Sanlin, nor can she say that Li Sanlin, an ancient farmer, is not worthy of her, and she can't say that she won't fall in love with him!It's just the deep-rooted mutual respect in her heart that made her heart die!
The more I think about it, the more I feel that life is not interesting. This kind of hopeless, futureless, no concern, no sustenance, Lu Yumin has recently felt more and more that she is living in a daze. Standing by the pond, she still wonders if she will jump into it. Is it really all over?
Seeing Lu Yumin's half-dead look, Li Sanlin was still angry with the money, at this moment he felt that she was making a fuss out of a molehill!

He apologized, okay?He also felt sick to his stomach. Usually, it doesn't matter if he dotes on her, but on such a big matter, which big man wants to use money, and has to ask his wife to show him?Isn't it dead by the brothers' joke?If you let your brothers know, how can you save face in front of them?

Although he was uncomfortable, Li Sanlin saw his daughter-in-law wandering like this again, and said half angrily and uneasy: "Daughter-in-law, don't do this! I told you wrong, can't you do it? What exactly do you want?" Angry?"

Lu Yumin smiled faintly: "I'm not angry, I'm really not angry, you don't want to talk to me, I'll be fine when I leave! Uncle Jiu's ox cart is here, you go first."

The bullock cart was parked beside Li Sanlin, and Li Sanlin put the burden on the bullock cart. The cart was full of people from the village, and everyone greeted them: "Sanlin, you two, come up quickly! The cart is quite crowded today. , the car is also a lot slower.”

Li Sanlin pulled Lu Yumin to get in the car, but Lu Yumin said to him: "I really want to walk, so just let me walk, I'm fine, I'll be home in a while! There are so many people, I'll take another ride." The cows coming up are moving more slowly!"

The feeling of unfamiliar glaze flooded into Li Sanlin's heart again, he turned his head angrily and said, "Since you want to do this, I don't care about you anymore! If you want to go, go! Uncle Jiu, let's go!"

Everyone didn't understand what was wrong with the two, but they also knew that the two were having a fight!It's just that the couple doesn't quarrel, if they make a mistake, they will be embarrassed. Under the urging of everyone, Uncle Jiu waved his whip, and the bullock cart moved forward slowly.

Walking on the road, Lu Yumin had no idea, the more she walked, the more she felt that she was funny, knowing that the world was like this!Knowing that this man is like this!Why be angry?It's still me who is angry and suffers. Since I can't die, why should I be angry?Are you asking for something extravagantly?
Walking slowly alone, I finally arrived under the big tree at the head of the village. Li Sanlin's iron tower-like figure walked towards her, squatted down and pulled her on his back forcibly: "You little thing, you are so small!" How can you be so angry? I have apologized to you so many times, but you just can’t be happy. How can you be angry? You are torturing me!"

"I just don't quite understand why you are so angry about this matter, daughter-in-law who is usually easy to talk to. After thinking about it, I was indeed at fault. My daughter-in-law, don't make trouble with me. I'm really sad that you are angry. "

"I know that what I said yesterday may have hurt your heart. Can I apologize again? You are not in good health, and if you are angry again, you will not gain weight! If you are still angry, my husband will give you a few slaps at night, okay?" good?"

Lu Yumin didn't reply to him, but she was really tired. Today, she probably walked back and forth for more than ten kilometers. She has never walked so much in this world at one time, and her legs are filled with lead. move!

This Li Sanlin must recite it, let him recite it, anyway, life is still going on, this man can't teach it well at one time, so let's take it slowly!

Having figured it out, Lu Yumin lay on Li Sanlin's back lifelessly, she didn't say a word, no matter what Li Sanlin asked, she didn't answer, she quietly thought about what she would do in the future.

Didn't some people say that loyal dogs should be fed into wolves?She doesn't have this habit of being bitten by wolves. She, Lu Yumin, is just an ordinary person, and she just wants to work hard so that she can live like a human being in this strange world!At least dignity cannot be trampled upon!
Li Sanlin has always regretted it, this daughter-in-law is really not to be messed with!Although few women can match her, but few people can match her temper!But she was so unhappy, it made his heart tighten and ache!
He didn't mean that she had a bad temper, but that she was too nice!
It's been a lot of days, no matter what my daughter-in-law says or does, it's just one word: good!If he was in a hurry to ask, she still raised a smile that was uglier than crying: "You can decide!"

This is how to do?How can he warm up his daughter-in-law's heart?Li Sanlin was lying on the bed rolled upside down!Really unable to fall asleep, he held her and asked depressedly: "Daughter-in-law, do you really dislike your husband?"

Lu Yumin said lightly: "How can my husband say that? Is there something I did wrong that made you angry? If there is something wrong with me, tell me and I will definitely change it!"

Li Sanlin hugged her tightly and said: "Daughter-in-law, can you not say that? I am a little scared when you talk like this! I am afraid that you will be like Yaya's mother, leaving us father and son and never coming back! I know You're not Qingniang, you don't know how to run away with men, but I'm afraid you'll run away alone, if you run away, I'm afraid you won't come back for the rest of your life!"

Lu Yumin smiled wryly, you know me well!

Lu Yumin's wry smile made Li Sanlin feel very scared: "Daughter-in-law, I will definitely ask you about everything in the future, and I won't make my own decisions anymore! If I don't do well, can you tell me, daughter-in-law?"

Lu Yumin shook her head and said mockingly: "No need! As you said, you are the head of the family, you are a big man! I am just a dog raised by you. If you like it, you can give me a bone! Women wear clothes , If the old one doesn’t go, the new one won’t come! Don’t force yourself, let others look down on you!”

Li Sanlin felt sad when he heard Lu Yumin's self-deprecating words: "Daughter-in-law, don't say that! My heart hurts when you say that! You know that I have never underestimated you. You put it in your heart, if you think that you are in my heart, it's not that you look down on yourself, but that you look down on me too much. "

"It's possible that you won't like me, a vulgar person, but you have to know that if I don't have you, my heart will be empty! I know you don't love money, but my family is really poor, and I can't live without money Yes! I’m a grand master, and I can’t even understand such a simple truth!”

Lu Yumin still said flatly: "You are wrong, I really love silver, and I love silver very much! With silver, children can eat better! This family can be better arranged! I want to be here The wall in the room can be blocked faster! Niu Niu can be sent to the ethnology school earlier! The floor is so wet I can make a layer of wood, the wall is so bad I can make a paste, the bathroom It’s so dirty that I can rearrange it! Silver is so cute, how could I not love them? Silver is not omnipotent, but without silver is absolutely impossible! I’m not a saint, I can have everything I want!”

Li Sanlin was stunned!Lu Yumin's self-mockery let Li Sanlin know that he was really wrong!Knowing that this daughter-in-law is not an ordinary woman, she knows what she is going to do, how many women are there alive with such a clear purpose?
Li Sanlin's face turned red!He doesn't think he's a stupid man, he's even more thoughtful than the average person, otherwise he wouldn't be messing around like this outside!

He lived ten years longer than her, but now he finds that he is living in confusion, always doing whatever he wants, always thinking that what he gives her is what she wants!It turned out that what she wanted was too ordinary, but it was very real!Such a woman deserves the admiration of men!

Li Sanlin fell silent!

Lu Yumin's words hit him in the face. He didn't shoulder the responsibilities of being a husband and a father. He was ashamed that he always thought he was doing a good job. He felt more and more that he was really not worthy of his wife!

After a long time, Li Sanlin let go of the person in his arms, patted her head and said seriously: "Daughter-in-law, I won't say anything to ask you to forgive me for my mistakes. From now on, you can watch my actions? If you are still dissatisfied, or Can't be happy, still can't fall in love with me anymore, if the person you like comes, as long as you are willing to go with him, then I will let you go! But please don't go quietly alone, such a sudden loss, I will go crazy !"

Although she has been unable to untie the knot in her heart, at this time Lu Yumin looked at Li Sanlin's pleading and serious face, and her whole heart melted quietly. Can be happy, always hurt yourself and don't want to embarrass the one you love!How can she say that he doesn't love her?
Thinking of this, Lu Yumin couldn't help but her nose became sour, and the circles of her eyes began to turn red. Even if she didn't fall in love with him, she still remembered his kindness!

Without waiting for Li Sanlin to say anything else, she threw herself into his arms and started crying, "I don't want you to spoil me, love me, and love me! But at least you have to respect me! I You don't need money, but I can't live without dignity!"

Li Sanlin patted his crying daughter-in-law on his chest and said sincerely: "Daughter-in-law, spoiling you, loving you, and loving you are all my own will! If I don't have someone to pet, love, or love It's my sad thing! I know I was wrong, I'm sorry daughter-in-law!"

Lu Yumin knew that it was not easy for a big man to sincerely apologize to a woman!But this man has been with her not many times, and she is not the kind of person who can't let others be justified, so she secretly made up her mind that as long as she builds up this man well, she can still live the life she wants to live!

(End of this chapter)