Unforgettable first love: warmth stays in the left atrium

Chapter 20 I Only Care About You

Let the time go by in a hurry, I only care about you, I am willing to infect your breath

This kind of uncontrollable and unknowable waiting is the most difficult.

Sheng Xia didn't know how long they had been sitting quietly like this, maybe half a day, maybe just less than half an hour.But she knew that if she kept quiet like this, she would definitely become irritable first and push herself to a dead end.

His throat was a little hoarse, Sheng Xia licked his lips, and then said: "Maybe this sounds a little pessimistic... But Yingning, because the person who is with me at this moment is you, so even if I really can't get out, I won't Sorry."

His arms tightened, and also imprisoned her catkin more tightly.Gu Yingning's throat was already dry and hoarse due to lack of water, and it took several swallows of saliva to make a relatively normal sound.His heart trembled: "Don't talk stupidly, how could we not get out, I still owe you a grand wedding, I remember it all."

"Wedding." Sheng Xia smiled lightly, with dimples showing, "If you cancel it temporarily like last time, I won't believe you a third time."

This time Gu Yingning also laughed, even though the smile was very light, his tone still revealed a sense of joy: "If I say cancel again, just take me back." He paused, looked After glancing at her, he continued to speak, very serious and solemn, "After I made such a big mistake, you are still willing to forgive me... Midsummer, what more can a husband ask for than a wife like this."

Burying her head on his chest, Sheng Xia rubbed her head, her eyebrows relaxed and said with a smile: "It's good to know the mistakes, it's better to know the mistakes and correct them."

"How is 'knowing mistakes and correcting'?" he asked.

Sheng Xia thought about it, and said: "For example, if you treat me better these days and take me out on a trip, it can be regarded as 'knowing mistakes and correcting them'."

Gu Yingning was a little funny, and said: "That's it? Midsummer, your heart is really small."

Some hesitated to speak, and after a few seconds of pause, he still said, "Sheng Xia, do you know why I took you to Beijing?"

She was a little surprised: "Isn't it because we haven't traveled together yet?"

"This is just one of them." He gently stroked her arm, "No matter how I avoid it, Xu Yihui always has your school days. I know he has taken you to many places near or far, so When I went to Beijing that time, I didn’t take Jiang Tan, I didn’t want to take a special car, I just squeezed the bus and subway with you, just wanted to pretend to go back to the past with you. I just want to make up for the time when I missed you, just like , you are still in school, and I am just your senior."

His Adam's apple rolled, and he said, "Sheng Xia, I admit, I'm jealous of him."

She was stunned.

At that time, although she was surprised that he didn't arrange a special car, she thought that he probably wanted to experience an ordinary life on a whim, but unexpectedly, this was the reason.

Midsummer felt that his eyes were a little hot.It turned out that he cherished her so much, just as she cherished him.

Ignoring her silence, Gu Yingning continued to speak in a low voice: "Every time I see you and Xu Yihui standing together, I feel a great panic in my heart, as if you will no longer belong to me in the next second. I have never I told you, because the greatest pride actually stems from the deepest inferiority complex—Midsummer, I have always been terrified, afraid that one day you would tell me that the one you love is actually Xu Yihui, and I am just his substitute." He The voice became more and more dry and bitter, "So, I never said 'I love you' to you."

Gently holding up Sheng Xia's face, Gu Yingning looked into her eyes with the few rays of light, and said each word slowly and clearly: "I love you. Sheng Xia, in fact, I have loved you for a long time, long time."

Her tears fell down at once.

Sheng Xia knew that Gu Yingning had always been an extremely restrained person, he would never show joy easily, nor would he reveal his true feelings easily.It's just that she never thought that a person like him who always seemed to be condescending would actually have such inferiority complex and panic in his heart.The extreme shock stunned Sheng Xia, but the great joy that followed swept through every cell in her body.

Quickly wiping away her tears, Sheng Xia stretched out her hand to hook Gu Yingning's neck, staring at his equally serious eyes with a few traces of anxiety hidden deeply, her smile dyed the corners of her eyes and brows: "Gu Yingning, obviously I have already I confessed to you, why don't you remember?"

Taking a deep breath, she said in detail: "How could you be his stand-in! Although at first I rushed to you in a gaffe because of your similar faces, but you are you, no matter how much you look like. Similar to you, you are just you, stern and calm, protecting me comprehensively, making me unable not to love. A woman’s body will not lie. If you want to stay away from the bottom of your heart, then no matter how you cover it up, you will still be betrayed by your body’s reaction. But for you, Ying Ning, I just want to be by your side all the time."

She was the person who moved him the most in the world, not to mention her words.When Sheng Xia finished those words, Gu Yingning's eyes were silently flushed.

In fact, why doesn't he want to say that he loves her without any scruples like Xu Yihui, why doesn't he want to treat her with his softest side, but the stone that has never been let go in his heart makes everything that was light and light become extremely heavy and bitter.Because of fear, he built thousands of walls around his soft and tender side, like a hedgehog, only pointing his thorns at her.However, while facing each other coldly, the unsatisfied longings in his heart grew wildly like weeds, until one day those weeds finally covered his head, and he finally hurt her.

But what he really wanted to do was to hold her in his arms and say "I love you" to her with a gentle smile.

Such a simple thing, because of his awkward pride and insurmountable fear, made them go round and round until they were together for three years before finally realizing it.

There seemed to be a ball of cotton stuffed in her throat, and Gu Yingning opened her mouth for a long time before she could speak out: "I'm sorry, I was too dishonest... I thought about it for a long time and finally realized that because my dishonesty made you feel insecure, that's why you're in danger , would easily choose to side with Xu Yihui.

But midsummer, from now on, I want to have a good time with you. "

It was the first time that Gu Yingning uttered so many moving words in such an environment and such a situation.Sheng Xia Mingming kept telling himself not to cry, but the lacrimal gland seemed to be broken, and the tears flowed down one after another.

Hugging him tightly, Sheng Xia buried her head in his neck, sniffing his reassuring breath, she said: "Gu Yingning, I only want you alone, no matter how good others are, I don't want them."

He always called her "Midsummer" by her first and last name, not because she was not close enough, because Xu Yihui called her "Axia" and others called her "Xiaoxia", so he chose to call her "Midsummer".

It seems that the uniqueness of address can make him unique to her.

He gently leaned his head against hers, patted her back slightly, the huge gap in his heart that had been whistling and pulling the wind was finally filled with honey today—because it was the only honey in the world .

Love is always great, it can overcome illness, time and distance, stress or fear, just for the only belief in the heart.

Trapped in such a secret room, the passage of time becomes extremely blurred.

Sheng Xia and Gu Yingning talked softly from time to time, and sometimes leaned against each other to rest for a while. At the end of such a bone-chilling January, the lack of water and food finally made Sheng Xia a little bit unbearable.

Gu Yingning had already tightly covered Sheng Xia's hands in his arms, the cracks in the ceiling no longer revealed light, and he couldn't see her expression clearly in the almost pitch-black space, but he could feel her so frighteningly. gradually weakened.If it weren't for the faint and undulating breathing in his ears, Gu Yingning might have been in a mess long ago.

Patting her face lightly, he was a little anxious: "Midsummer... Shengxia don't sleep now, okay?"

After a long time, she said vaguely: "Leng...Yingning, I'm cold..."

These few words are like rows of fine needles piercing his heart, and like a heavy chain suffocating his heart, making him feel uncontrollable pain—Gu Yingning has never regretted it so much Pass.He regretted why he continued to investigate Gu Zitang's matter, regretted why he didn't let Sheng Xia resign directly but continued to trap her in a tiger's den.At first, Pei Jin's words and some abnormal details of Gu Zitang's actions made him suspicious.He wanted to confirm whether Gu Zitang was as innocent as he said, so he went to investigate those old events.I wanted to let Sheng Xia resign after I found out something, but the plan couldn't keep up with the changes.Gu Zitang was really too vigilant. Now that Gu Yingning didn't know if he could bear the consequences if he lost control... Just when Gu Yingning decided to try his best to save himself no matter what, there seemed to be a sound from outside There were indistinct sounds of footsteps and voices.He was overjoyed, and hugged Sheng Xia by the waist: "Sheng Xia, did you hear the sound outside? Someone should come to save us!"

As soon as the voice fell, the iron door on the left, which had been closed tightly, finally issued a heavy "click"

The sound, to them, seemed to be a light-year away, and the bright lights finally poured down.

Feather eyelashes trembled, Sheng Xia slowly opened his eyes, and his eyes were covered with white.When all the memories slowly came back, she immediately understood that she was back in the hospital again.Sheng Xia remembered that before he fell into a deep sleep, there was a dazzling white light in front of his eyes, and Gu Yingning's familiar and warm breath was in his nose.

She turned her head slightly, the milky white bedside table blocked her view, but Sheng Xia knew just by feeling that there was no one on the hospital bed on the right who would make her feel so at ease except Gu Yingning.

After clearing her throat, Sheng Xia only felt a burning dry pain in her throat. Suppressing the discomfort, she still made a hoarse voice, very low and soft: "Yingning... are you awake?"

It was almost noon, Gu Yingning asked the nurses to go out after lunch, and was resting with his eyes closed.

Maybe it's because of his strong foundation. Last night, he was rushed to the hospital for an examination. The doctor said with a smile that he was basically fine, but Sheng Xia was much worse.After sleeping, Gu Yingning woke up early, but Sheng Xia was always asleep.He sat by her hospital bed for a long time, although the doctor said that she was frozen by the cold air in the cellar because she didn't drink or eat for a day, and she would be fine after a good rest, but he was always worried.She didn't open her eyes, didn't say a word, and he was always uneasy.

Just before returning to the hospital bed and closing his eyes to rest his mind, he carefully tucked her under the quilt and checked again. At this moment, Midsummer's hoarse and dry voice suddenly came from the huge VIP ward. All of a sudden, he was overjoyed, and his brows were instantly beaming.

Throwing off the quilt suddenly, and striding over to Sheng Xia's hospital bed, Gu Yingning saw those familiar water pupils silently meeting her gaze.

Overjoyed, Gu Yingning sat down on the edge of the bed and got up at a loss. She wanted to hold Sheng Xia's hand but was afraid of the cold air getting into her quilt. In the end, her fingertips finally stopped on her cheek.Caressing her cheek, he asked: "Do you want to drink water?" After Sheng Xia nodded, he turned around and poured water for her. The slightly trembling water surface in the glass finally revealed the excitement he wanted to suppress.

After taking a few sips of water, Sheng Xia suddenly felt much better.Her lips were still dry and pale, she opened her mouth lightly: "I'm a little hungry..."

With a smile in the corner of Gu Yingning's eyes, he gently rubbed her lips until she seemed to be a little more bloody, then he said: "Tan Jing should be here soon, she came to see you early in the morning, and then hurried back She said she was making steamed eggplant for you." Nodding the tip of her nose, he seemed aggrieved, "But she said I don't have a share."

Sheng Xia pursed her lips and smiled shallowly, the brilliance in her eyes made Gu Yingning completely relieved.It was enough for her to be so alive and sound in front of his eyes.

Just as Sheng Xia was about to say something, the door of the ward was hurriedly pushed open, and a fiery red figure rushed in like a gust of wind.When the wind came to them, they didn't see the person clearly but heard the voice: "Xiao Xia, you finally woke up! I'm so anxious to death!"

Besides Tan Jing, who else could come?
Taking a sideways look at Gu Yingning, Tan Jing said in a cool tone, "What are you doing here? Blocking the way to prevent Midsummer from eating?"

What surprised Sheng Xia was that Gu Yingning didn't say anything, stood up silently and gave Tan Jing her seat.How could Tan Jing not see Sheng Xia's surprise, she grinned triumphantly and said: "Some people just need repairs, and their nice eldest daughter is sad and hurts her body after following him, she is almost going to live in the hospital and become a family!"

Knowing that she said this on purpose, Sheng Xia only felt it was funny, and raised her eyes to look at Gu Yingning, but he still had that faint look as if he had never heard of it.

"Okay, little Jingzi," Sheng Xia said kindly, "Didn't you make steamed eggplant for me, I'm already so hungry that my chest is sticking to my back."

Because there was nothing serious, Gu Yingning took Sheng Xia home the next evening.

The police naturally came to take notes, telling them that Gu Zitang had been arrested, and they would also appear as witnesses in the future trial of Gu Zitang.

It turned out that Pei Jin's words that were regarded as "crazy words by crazy people" at that time were all true.At that time, two former classmates, Gu Zitang and Pei Jin, decided to start a business together. After Pudi Industrial gradually got on track, Gu Zitang's heart became bigger and wilder - he wanted to seek a better way out.Therefore, Gu Zitang secretly hooked up with another company.The other party had originally promised to grant him the position of general manager after the matter was completed, but unexpectedly, when something happened, Gu Zitang, who was in a hurry, pinned all of this on Pei Jin's head, so Pei Jin took the blame and sent him to prison.

As for Gu Zitang's earlier report that Pei Jin threatened him, it was actually just his own directing and acting, with the purpose of catching a turtle in a urn and getting rid of Pei Jin.

While rescuing Gu Yingning and Shengxia, the police also found a dead body that had not yet fully ossified in the attic of Gu Zitang's villa that day.Gu Zitang saw that he was really desperate this time, and finally confessed all the crimes he had committed in the past.That corpse was the only insider who framed Pei Jin back then, and he had bought it with a lot of money for so many years.However, Gu Zitang's heart was horrified by Gu Yingning's secret investigation a few days ago. In order to kill the grass, he became ruthless, first lured the only insider to the villa and killed him, and then tried to deal with Gu Yingning and Shengxia in the same way. .

Fortunately, Gu Yingning was always vigilant, and fortunately, the police did not disappoint everyone.

In a blink of an eye, after January passed, the cold February came with howling winds.Gu Zitang was finally sentenced and imprisoned, Pudi Industrial was also seized, and all the staff had to be dismissed.

As one of them, Midsummer also honorably became a "vagrant".

(End of this chapter)