Unforgettable first love: warmth stays in the left atrium

Chapter 6 I Hate I Love You

Blame me for being too disappointing, I hate that I love you
The scene that happened in the past is still vivid in my memory, Sheng Xia gently pressed her finger on her lips, as if she could still feel the temperature of Gu Yingning kissing her at that time.She looked at herself in the mirror, and there was not much difference from three and a half years ago. The corners of her eyes and brows were the same, and her hair was the same. It was just that she had changed from noodles in clear soup to waves of pear blossoms now, but her mood was different. Already different.

Putting away the hair dryer, I suddenly heard an extremely clear and loud knock on the door from outside.As Sheng Xia walked over quickly, he asked loudly who it was.The visitor did not speak, and the answer to Sheng Xia was one knock on the door after another, louder and faster.

As soon as he opened the door, Sheng Xia was stunned - the one standing outside the door was actually Gu Yingning.

He was probably drunk, and the blush on his cheeks made his normally cold face look warm.Gu Yingning leaned high on the door beam with one hand, and grabbed Sheng Xia's arm with the other, with bloodshot eyes: "Why did it take so long to open the door?"

He pulled very hard, Sheng Xia even felt a little painful.

"I was drying my hair just now, so I didn't hear it." After finishing speaking, Sheng Xia suddenly felt something was wrong, why did she answer him?So his eyes turned cold, and he said defensively, "Gu Yingning, if you're okay, I'll close the door."

Her indifference annoyed him, and with a hook of her long arm, Gu Yingning pulled Sheng Xia to her chest, squeezing the air between them fiercely, as if she wanted to rub her into his bones.With sharp eyes, he opened his mouth, and the strong smell of wine came towards Sheng Xia: "How can it be all right? Sheng Xia, there are too many things between us!"

While speaking, he stepped into the house with a big stride, and closed the door forcefully with a "bang".

Sheng Xia was taken aback by him, and after realizing it, he said angrily: "Gu Yingning, you are forcibly breaking into a private house!"

But he didn't take it seriously, there was a faint haziness in his sharp eyes, the corners of his mouth were slanted, and he joked coldly: "When did you come to your fiancée's house and you considered breaking into a private house?"

Dai's brows were wrinkled, and Sheng Xia's vigilance seemed to be getting more serious: "We have already broken up!

forgot?It's you who said it was never up to me!Gu Yingning, put your mind at ease, I still have self-knowledge! "

"Self-knowledge?" He snorted coldly, "Speak lightly! If so, would you come to me aggressively and say goodbye like a bear? Don't forget, for me, crushing a Xu Yihui to death is a big deal. It's as easy as crushing an ant."

He spoke the last four words very lightly, but he breathed in her ear, itching and scorching so that Sheng Xia flinched back desperately.But the more she hid, the more he pressed her step by step, finally, her back was pressed tightly against the wall, Sheng Xia had nowhere to escape.

The arms wrapped around Sheng Xia's waist had quietly moved away at some point, and Gu Yingning put her arms on the wall, framing her in an extremely narrow space, and it was even difficult for her to move.

He leaned over, the tip of his nose almost touching hers, and his hot and heavy breath fell on her whole body.

This was the first time Sheng Xia had seen Gu Yingning like this. His eyes were already red, and his whole body exuded an aggressive and dangerous aura.She was naturally panicked, and tried to pretend to be calm: "What do you want to do!"

Gu Yingning sneered, the corners of her mouth curled into a cool arc, her eyes were surprisingly bright: "Sheng Xia, isn't it clear at a glance what I want to do, why bother to ask?"

Biting her lips with white teeth, Midsummer held her breath, suddenly aggrieved: "Gu Yingning, please respect yourself!

No matter what you want to do, just go to Song Manru, and don't bother me anymore! "

His deep eyes stared straight at her, like a bottomless pool of water, sucking her into it irresistibly.Caught off guard, he lightly licked the bite mark on Sheng Xia's lower lip with the tip of his tongue, and breathed like blue: "When you were so focused on flying with Xu Yihui, why didn't you expect to be self-respecting, huh?"

Sheng Xia was angry and ashamed, her cheeks were flushed red: "You squirt blood out of thin air! I am also a human being, and I am not a plaything that you can come and go at will. If you want to play, there are plenty of women for you to choose from. , but definitely not me!"

"What if I say, it must be you?"

Gu Yingning didn't give Sheng Xia another chance to speak, she lowered her head, her thin lips accurately covered hers, and swallowed all the words she wanted to refute him.Different from every kiss before, Gu Yingning in front of him is like an aggressive beast, plundering is his only goal.

He couldn't help but kiss down, Sheng Xia suffered from pain, and struggled to push him away, but how could Gu Yingning let her succeed, one of his palms had already moved away from the wall, tightly wrapping around her waist.

Sheng Xia seemed to hear her bones "creaking and creaking", she tried hard to back down, but gradually, in such an ambiguous high-temperature air, Sheng Xia slowly felt her face burn and panic.The hand that wanted to push away Gu Yingning slowly slowed down the struggle, it was just a dazed effort, Gu Yingning had already pinned Sheng Xia's hands to the back of his waist.

Sheng Xia had already been unable to stand still, her toes were curled into a huge arc, and when Gu Yingning's lips moved away from hers, she finally made a sound: "Don't...don't do this again...you can't..."

She spoke intermittently, and there seemed to be a slight cry in her voice.He felt the trembling of the skin under his lips, so he raised his head, held her face in his hands, and breathed hotly: "What can I do? Midsummer, you will never refuse me."

Sheng Xia was instantly stunned by his words, trying to calm down his trembling voice:

"Gu Yingning... don't do things that you will regret in the future."

"Regret? I never regret anything." He sneered, his face was still flushed from drunkenness, and the smell of alcohol dissipated a little, "Also, I won't allow you to regret it either."

As he said, the few strands of hair wrapped around her with one hand tightened slightly, and Sheng Xia was forced to meet Gu Yingning's fiery eyes.There was still a sliver of reason left, and she tried her best to get away from the whirlpool of his eyes: "We no longer have any relationship...so, get out of my room!"

"Really?" Gu Yingning bent her lips coldly, the focus and hotness in her brows startled Sheng Xia, "Do you really think so in your heart?"

His bony fingers gently pressed Sheng Xia's chest, and the pounding heartbeat under his palm made him smile softly: "Sheng Xia, your heartbeat has already betrayed you."

Slowly, he leaned over and gently kissed her lips again, over and over again.He was so gentle, almost the kind that Sheng Xia had never felt before, she even felt like being cherished and deeply loved in a trance.And such a trance finally made Sheng Xia lose even the last ounce of reason.

The previous disputes and mutual ridicule had already been thrown out of the sky at this moment, she stretched out her catkins and hooked Gu Yingning's neck, just wanting to get closer to him, more closely.

He brushed away the wet hair on her forehead: "Midsummer, you can only be with me."

She didn't know what Jinxi was for a long time, so she could only respond vaguely: "Okay."

His eyes darkened, and he said, "Don't meet Xu Yihui again."

Still, he was answered with a broken "good".

Without further hesitation, Gu Yingning picked her up by the waist, and strode into the bedroom familiarly.

The unclosed windows are no longer important, the bright moonlight slanted in and sprinkled silver flowers in front of the bed.The gauze curtain was blown flutteringly by the wind, like a white butterfly, finally spread its wings and danced under the moonlight.

When Midsummer woke up in the morning, his side was already empty.

Everything that happened last night appeared in his mind like a movie, and Sheng Xia propped his head up with one hand, only feeling a headache.Obviously they broke up, and they knew that Gu Yingning would not stay for her, but when he appeared in a tough posture, she threw away her armor so easily.

Unable to tell whether it was annoyance, or anger at her abandonment of armor, Sheng Xia got out of bed and opened the door heavily.

As soon as she came out, she froze.I thought that Gu Yingning had already left, but I saw him in the kitchen.Gu Yingning was about to walk out of the kitchen with a bowl of freshly served porridge and side dishes, but when she saw Sheng Xia standing by the door in a daze, she frowned slightly: "Did you wake up?"

Dazed for just a moment, Sheng Xia quickly came back to his senses, folded his hands on his chest and protested: "Why are you still here?"

Originally, there was a faint smile on Gu Yingning's face, but after hearing Sheng Xia's harsh words, his face suddenly sank.Throwing the porridge bowl heavily on the table, Gu Yingning said fiercely: "Is it because you are expecting me to leave so that Xu Yihui will find out?"

With a splitting headache, Shengxia Wuxin pestered him: "Don't always mention Yihui, okay, this is clearly just a problem between the two of us!"

But he refused to let her go: "Yihui...is so affectionate!"

Really didn't want to pay attention to Gu Yingning's almost unreasonable words, Sheng Xia took a deep breath and said impatiently: "The gate is on the left, walk slowly and don't see you off."

Gu Yingning stepped forward and grabbed her arm, furious: "You don't want to stay with me so much? Midsummer, it's not so easy for me to leave!"

She was finally annoyed, raised her head and glared, and said, "Then what do you want?" After a cold pause, "Yes, you haven't paid your 'service fee' last night, so of course you won't leave. 1000 yuan How about the money, is it enough?"

Looking at Sheng Xia's angry expression, Gu Yingning remained silent.After a long silence, he finally spoke with a cold voice: "It turns out that you actually look down on yourself and our relationship like this."

He withdrew his hand that grabbed her arm, looked down at her, raised his thin lips, and said:

"Since you think so, then follow what you say. However, today's 1000 yuan is owed first, and I will pay it back next time."

His whole body was filled with anger. He walked to the door and turned around again: "The previous breakup was just your own wishful thinking, and I never admitted it. Midsummer, don't try to get rid of me so easily." After that, he Slam the door and leave.

Until the sound of "clang" slamming the door disappeared, Sheng Xia finally squatted down slowly, just like the last time he slammed the door away.

Only that time, she thought it was a break; but this time, it was the beginning of entanglement.

The porridge and side dishes on the table were still steaming, she never imagined that one day Gu Yingning would cook her own breakfast, just like she never expected that one day she would be so upset and hopeless. can escape.

When Shengxia arrived at the company, Gu Zitang had already arrived for the first time. As soon as he saw Shengxia, he strode out of the president's office and immediately asked, "Did a man named Pei come here a few days ago?"

Gu Zitang has always been calm and relaxed, and rarely confronts each other in such a hurry, Sheng Xia was slightly stunned: "It did happen, but..."

"Then why didn't you tell me!" He interrupted her abruptly, even a little angrily, "Do you know that I was threatened by someone this morning!"

As soon as this remark came out, Sheng Xia stared blankly, and asked a little bit dumbfounded: "President, have you called the police?"

Gu Zitang paused: "Of course, I reported it before I came here! It's just that the efficiency of the F City Public Security Bureau is too low, and they haven't come yet!"

Just as I was talking, I saw Linda rushing towards with a group of policemen: "President, they said you called the police..."

"That's right, that's right," Gu Zitang hurried forward, "Captain Chen, I'm looking forward to you!"

Chen Zijian walked in the front with a big belly, shaking Gu Zitang's with bronzed hands, "Mr. Gu, I have long admired you!" After all, Gu Zitang is considered a well-known business owner in F City, so Chen Zijian's attitude is also particularly friendly.Chen Zijian sat down on the reception sofa in the office, Gu Zitang ordered Linda to pour tea and water for all the policemen, but let Shengxia follow in.

Gu Zitang rubbed his hands together, and said, "Captain Chen, to be honest, those of us who do business often offend people. No, this time the catastrophe will come..."

Chen Zijian waved his hand: "Mr. Gu, please explain the situation from beginning to end."

It was only then that Shengxia found out that the man named Pei Jin who came back so aggressively had been a partner in the early days of Gu Zitang's business.However, when Pudi Industry was gradually on the track, Pei Jin secretly hooked up with another company because of a momentary greed, and leaked a lot of Pudi's confidential information to this company.Finally, the Dongchuang incident was revealed, and Pei Jin was imprisoned for commercial crimes, but because of this, he held a grudge against the whistleblower, Gu Zitang. Even in prison, he hated many times that he would take revenge if he came out in the future.Not long ago, Pei Jin was finally released after serving his sentence.As expected, his first stop was Gu Zitang's Pudi Industrial!Fortunately, Gu Zitang had something to go out last time, otherwise the situation might get out of hand.

Just this morning, when Gu Zitang woke up, he found a kitchen knife stuck in the bedside table!He was so frightened that he got up from the bed and shouted: "Sister Liu! Sister Liu!"

Sister Liu has been a servant at Gu Zitang's house for ten years, and when she heard his yell, she trotted over and asked, "Sir, what's the matter?" But as soon as she finished speaking, she was horrified by what she saw Stopped, stammering, "First, sir... this, this is..."

Gu Zitang was furious: "What is this, call the police!"

Sister Liu ran away obediently, and Gu Zitang carefully approached a few steps closer, only to find that there was a note pinned under the kitchen knife, and when she opened it, there was a sentence written on it: Gu Zitang, pay the debt!
Sheng Xia was very surprised to hear that these things that used to be far away like TV dramas actually happened next to him.Seeing Gu Zitang's panic-stricken appearance, she couldn't help but sigh that even the president who usually calls the shots is still an ordinary person after all.

After pondering for a while, Chen Zijian said slowly: "Mr. Gu, we have roughly understood the context of the whole incident, but we still have to go to the place where the crime happened, which is your villa. Please help us with the investigation."

Gu Zitang nodded: "Of course, it should."

"Also," Chen Zijian said, "Your villa is no longer safe. Our police will arrange a safe house for you. Before Pei Jin is arrested, you have to suffer for a while."

Gu Zitang naturally cooperated: "No problem, I will follow Captain Chen's instructions."

Chen Zijian stood up, Gu Zitang also put on his coat, and was about to step out, when Chen Zijian suddenly murmured again: "The less people who know about this matter, the better, and it should not be publicized." He said, glancing at Shengxia from the corner of his eyes.Gu Zitang understood what he meant, and waved his hand: "Captain Chen, don't worry, my secretary is absolutely trustworthy." Chen Zijian nodded, and walked out again with a big belly.

After Gu Zitang left with Chen Zijian and other policemen, Sheng Xia was inexplicably absent-minded, probably because this matter was too horrifying, and she always felt a little flustered.While flipping through the documents that Linda sent over, for some reason, in a trance, I suddenly remembered Gu Yingning's face, and remembered the glimpse of him making soup for himself when he woke up that morning.

It has been almost a week since I saw him again. At that time, I only felt a splitting headache. Looking back now, she suddenly found that she remembered the lines of his face that were completely softened at that time, those details that she ignored at that time, At this moment, he suddenly returned to the cage.

Sheng Xia was stunned, her first reaction was that her memory was wrong.Gu Yingning with such a soft expression, could it be true?
After a long while, she regained her composure, and found that she was holding the phone in her left hand, and turned the page to Gu Yingning's number.Shaking her head self-deprecatingly, Sheng Xia was about to put down her phone when suddenly the bell rang.

"Xiao Xia, are you free tonight?" Tan Jing's carefree voice came from the other end.

Rubbing between her brows, Sheng Xia smiled slightly: "It's rare for Xiao Jingzi to make an appointment, no matter how busy you are, you have to put aside first."

Tan Jing laughed: "Of course, you are smart! Well, don't be late at the Royal Cafe at seven o'clock in the evening."

Sheng Xia promised: "Definitely."

(End of this chapter)