The Six Palaces of Favorites: The Black-bellied Emperor's Cold Concubine

Chapter 754 Concubine Chen's Miscarriage (7)
Xiao Jun felt as if ten thousand arrows pierced her heart at this moment, under the shock and pain, she felt that she was about to suffocate.He knew very well that Qingchen had always been soft on the outside and strong on the inside, if she decided to do something, no one would be able to stop her.

The emperor's heart twitched in pain, and the two of them finally reached the point where they are today. At the beginning, he concealed the truth, but he didn't want her and himself to fall into such a love-hate dilemma, but fate finally put their This relationship has been pushed to the edge of a cliff. If she wants to avenge her family and her children, what should he do?
The emperor's voice was a little trembling, even a little weak, "Chen'er, do you hate me? You should hate me, maybe you should have let you go far away, so you might still have an ordinary happiness, but Zhen... I really can't bear to part with you... If you really want to avenge the Xie family, then come to me, I will do whatever you want, even if it means taking my life."

Qingchen's tears fell silently, and he shouldered this hatred simply because even though the queen mother was unkind, she was still his mother's mother, blood was thicker than water, and he was bound to protect her.

So in this enmity, the most difficult situation is not Qing Chen and the Queen Mother, but the Emperor.

Turning her face away with a sob, Qingchen's heart is also complicated at the moment, but her determination to avenge her child is clear, even if this fate is broken, she vows to avenge this hatred.

"Your majesty, go back. The concubine does not hate you. The concubine is a person with clear grievances and grievances. She will never hurt innocent people. The blood house is unlucky. The emperor is the son of heaven, the ninety-five-year-old. It is not appropriate to stay here for a long time to provoke criticism. Please go back, Your Majesty."

"Chen'er..." Xiao Jun trembled a little while holding her hand. Even though he didn't want to admit it, his heart felt like ice at this moment. This Duanyang Palace was only a few steps away from his Fuxi Palace, and since then it has been like Across the gap that can't be crossed, I'm afraid it will be difficult to step on it. "I understand, but even if you hate me, I will definitely stop you, not only because the queen mother is my mother, but also because I don't want you to suffer from hatred. Since you think my grace is an insult, then It's okay for you, I can rely on you for everything, you should have a good rest, I will go back first."

Qingchen closed his eyes slightly, unwilling to see him again, only tears dripping down his front like broken beads, the emperor hesitated again and again, finally heaved a long sigh, got up and walked out exhausted.

Seeing that the emperor had left, Yun Lan handed the handkerchief to Qing Chen and asked, "Your Majesty, is it worth it to give up the Emperor for the sake of hatred?"

"I want to avenge my child, how can I still treat the emperor as before? Even if I am willing, does he really have no grudges in his heart?"

Gently wiping the tears off her face, Qingchen knew that no one would protect her in the future, so this was the last time she shed tears, and she wanted to be strong for her family and her children.

Stroking the silk handkerchief in her hand, stroking the hibiscus flower embroidered with gold thread on it, she seemed to be talking to herself: "Yun Lan, do you know that I am actually not as virtuous and magnanimous as everyone sees me at all. Many people say that I am gentle and kind, and my ancestors and empresses would praise me for being generally sensible, but who knows the torment and sadness in my heart? I don’t ask for wealth and power, I just want the sincerity of the emperor. I know that he treats me well, and I also know how important I am to him. Have you seen the tears in the emperor's eyes? It is said that men don't flick their tears easily, not to mention that he is still an emperor. Shicai, he must be as sad as me, right? ?
In fact, it’s not that I’m not jealous. Ever since I became a pet, or since I knew he was my husband, I have fallen in love with him even more irresistibly. Every night when I’m alone in the cold bed and can’t sleep, I can’t help but caress him. Looking at the pillow he slept on and weeping, thinking about what it was like when he was with other people, it was like a knife was being twisted in his heart, and the pain was piercing every inch.But so what?It's not that I'm not jealous, it's not that I'm not jealous, it's just that I'm more depressed than others.

I tried to understand him, so eager to have a child, in fact, it was just to cover up the resentment and jealousy in my heart, that kind of sadness and reluctance was like a volcano in my heart, I had to have a child to divert me I want to share my love for the emperor, so that I can suppress my inner demons, so that I will not become like concubine Shu, like the queen, like every person in this palace who loves the emperor, who will use all means to harm the emperor. people.

I would rather endure the pain in my heart, but also guard my conscience, I don't want to become a vicious woman in the deep palace like them, but if there is any disturbance, I will be in a state of anxiety all day long, and I will bear the debt of conscience, and I will not let myself go The hurdle in my heart.

I was so afraid, I was afraid that I would become like them, fighting and snatching with red eyes, but in the end I was cast aside by him like the retribution of heaven.So I forced myself to be magnanimous, forced myself to understand his last resort, as the emperor's concubine, everyone lives like this, he has given me enough, I should be satisfied, right?
Yun Lan, I never thought of hating him. The emperor is the empress dowager's direct son. It is not his fault to have such a mother. Back then, Xie's family was ransacked and beheaded. It has nothing to do with the emperor. I shouldn't hate him, but Why am I so unwilling?Why are there still complaints? "

Yun Lan's nose turned sore from her words, she lowered her head and wiped away the tears from her eyes, and persuaded with deep regret: "Your Majesty, don't talk about it, this servant can understand the pain in your heart. Since you have been favored , this servant has been serving you all the time, no matter what the Queen Mother is like, but this servant can see that the emperor is sincere to you, and it is nothing more than God's will to trick people to come to this point."

"Yes, everything is God's will." Qingchen lay down powerlessly, and muttered to himself: "It's God's will that I came here from another world, it's God's will to meet the emperor, it's God's will to marry him, I'm destined Bearing Xie Wanyi's hatred is also God's will, everything is God's will, you can't escape, you can't break free, it turns out that this is all arranged by fate long ago, but who knows my hard work?"

Yun Lan gently covered her with the quilt, choked up and said, "Your Majesty, please sleep for a while and rest your mind. No matter what your Majesty wants to do, you must first take care of your body."

Qingchen was exhausted mentally and mentally, and fell into a deep sleep with all kinds of pain, even in his sleep, he frowned.

Xiao Jun returned to the imperial study, and stood under the west window in a daze. For a whole hour, the emperor just stood there, looking at the scenery outside the window, without saying a word.

She even dared to contradict her ancestors, which shows how deep the resentment towards the Queen Mother is in her heart. She must have resentment in her heart when she drove herself away, right?But what reason did he ask her not to hate?So many years of unrequited love, with the passing of that child, disappeared overnight.

　Well, this paragraph is needed by the plot, it will pass soon, don't feel sorry for the heroine, okay~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)