Not because I'm cute

Chapter 14 To Miss Qin

1
It has been more than half a month since the start of school, except for seeing Gu Yanshen in the first two days of school, Qin Luo hasn't seen him for nearly two weeks now.

Gu Yanshen went abroad to attend an academic seminar, and there was a twelve-hour time difference between the two of them.Qin Luo sighed in the dormitory. If she knew that school would be a long-distance relationship, she would not look forward to school every day.

Before leaving, Gu Yanshen gave her a key to the apartment, and entrusted Shiwu to her by the way.

Qin Luo asked him curiously: "What did Shiwu do when you were not at home?"

The latter took it for granted: "I didn't have a girlfriend before." The implication is very obvious. Now that I have a girlfriend, the fifteenth is naturally handed over to the girlfriend.

This conversation took place two weeks ago, and Qin Luo was propping his head up and listening to the teacher on the podium blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.She covered her mouth and handed the phone to Qin Luo excitedly: "Old Qin, Senior Brother Gu is on fire!"

Qin Luo took her mobile phone and glanced at it. It was a video of more than one minute.The video should be taken secretly, the sound quality and picture quality are very poor, but it is not difficult to identify the person in it as Gu Yanshen.

He was wearing a black suit with a white shirt inside, a very simple black and white match, but it was so dazzling that people couldn't take their eyes off.

Qin Luo remembered that she accompanied Gu Yanshen to pick out this dress.

In the video, Gu Yanshen was speaking. He spoke fluent English. Many professional words that she didn't understand came out of his mouth. His voice was deep and attractive.In addition to his fluent English, his unhurried typhoon is also a plus.

Qin Luo clicked on the comment, and the first hot comment should be a student of Jiang University: "Let me give you a popular science, this is our Jiang University's famous male god, his appearance and IQ coexist, he is our Jiang University's mythical exist!"

Immediately afterwards, the following comments gave netizens a detailed introduction to the various honors Gu Yanshen received during his school days, as well as some of his deeds.

Qin Luo scrolled through the comments again:

"The male god of someone else's school."

"Pray for the male god's Weibo portal!"

"I officially announce that I have a crush on this little brother!"

"The male protagonist of a romance novel is just like him!"

"So there really are fairy tales in this world!"

There were also a few comments like "Don't think about it, I already have a girlfriend" and "Your male god already has a girlfriend and they are very affectionate".

"National School Grass Gu Yanshen" quickly became a hot search.

Qin Luo frowned, she had a vague premonition.

Sure enough, when school was over in the afternoon, her relationship with Gu Yanshen had already been revealed.To be precise, she was hacked by the whole network.

Black spots have three aspects.

First of all, I don't know who posted a few photos of her on the Internet, and these photos were selected with great care.Sometimes you have to admit that the camera angle is really very important.These few photos of her were either taken as elephant legs or bucket waists.There is a photo of her full face, the whole face is so big that it fills the screen like a steamed bun.After reading these photos, even she herself has doubts about her appearance. Those netizens who don't know her naturally think that she is an ugly and fat woman.

Secondly, according to "informed sources", Gu Yanshen reluctantly agreed to fall in love with her because she was chasing after men and stalking them to death. In fact, Gu Yanshen didn't like her at all.Therefore, she became an ugly, fat and shameless woman in the hearts of netizens.

Finally, another "informed person" broke the news that during her deep love with Gu Yan, she also had ambiguous behaviors with other opposite sexes. Someone claimed to be Qin Luo's high school classmate, saying that she had a bad reputation in high school and liked to play with others the most. ambiguous.Therefore, she became an ugly, fat, shameless and promiscuous woman in the hearts of netizens.

Of course, such a woman is not worthy of the "National School Grass" in the hearts of these female netizens, so a large number of people flocked to Qin Luo's Weibo to scold her, telling her to let go of their male god and consciously go away.

All kinds of ugly words flooded her Weibo in an instant.

The other three people in the dormitory were furious when they saw these comments, and started a scolding war with female netizens on Weibo.

On the contrary, Qin Luo was the calmest one. Seeing her laugh out loud while flipping through the comments, Yi had an unbelievable expression on his face: "Aren't you angry? They say that about you?"

Qin Luo smiled and asked them: "Don't you think it's very interesting? A group of people who don't know me listen to a few words from another group of people who don't know me, and they think it's the real me. Sometimes I really feel that the more The more and more developed network makes us farther and farther away from the truth. Don’t worry about it, it’s out of sight and out of mind, just take it as a joke.”

Yi Yi gritted his teeth: "No way! If you don't scold these idiots, they really think of themselves as messengers of justice. Don't worry about it. My skill has only been used to less than one level. Normally, I can scold [-] people by myself. Gasp!"

Xiaodun handed her the phone: "After you finish scolding the one at hand, scold this for me, I can't blame her a bit."

Lin Han also leaned over: "And I have this!"

When the three of them were scolding, Qin Luo received a call from Liang Jue, who asked her, "Are you okay?"

Qin Luo's tone was relaxed without any haze: "I'm fine, gossip can't defeat me, didn't you already know that?"

Liang Jue had a lot of comforting words stuck in his throat, and he only said a thin "it's fine".How pale the language is, he didn't know until this moment.

Originally, she thought that such a thing would never happen again in her life, but the old things still happened again after all.

2
In the evening, Qin Luo hid at Gu Yanshen's house under the pretext of feeding Shiwu. It happened that the next day was the weekend, so she simply stayed there.

She really thought it was okay at first, and she didn't care at all about the ugly words of netizens, because in her opinion, they were not talking about her.

But Yi, Lin Han and the others always felt that she was forcing a smile, and were very worried about her state. She was afraid that staying in the dormitory would affect their mood, so she simply hid out.

The mobile phone kept receiving concerned text messages from friends, Lao Guo, Chen Jian, friends from the debate team and host team, as well as the freshman juniors and juniors she had supervised.

Everyone said they would stand by her side to clarify the facts for her, Qin Luo replied to everyone with a thank you and a smiley face, then turned off the phone.

She was very moved by everyone's concern, but at the same time felt burdened, so she simply turned off her mobile phone, neither listening nor watching.

The next day, Qin Luo cleaned the inside and outside of the apartment, not sparing even the nooks and crannies. By the time the cleaning was over, it was already sunset, so she simply made some food, played around for a while, and then went to bed early. Go to sleep.

Sleeping drowsily, he heard someone open the door and came in, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Gu Yanshen standing by the bed, his brows and eyes full of tiredness.

Qin Luo's heart moved, and he asked him softly, "Why did you come back suddenly?"

Gu Yanshen hugged her both human and quilt, and put his face against his face: "Don't move, let me hug her for a while."

When he learned about this matter after the time difference, the public opinion on the Internet had already fermented violently. He immediately called Qin Luo but found that he couldn't get through.At that moment, countless possibilities flashed through his mind, and the one he was most worried about was that she would leave him due to the influence of public opinion.He couldn't wait to book a plane ticket and rush back. It wasn't until he stood downstairs and saw the warm yellow light in the bedroom that his heart became calm.

Gu Yan asked her in a hoarse voice, "Why didn't you answer the call?"

It was only then that Qin Luo remembered that her cell phone had been turned off yesterday and hadn't been turned on until today, so he must be worried that it was broken, right?

Qin Luo moved inside, patted the vacant half of the bed and asked Gu Yanshen, "You're exhausted, hurry up and lie down and rest for a while."

Gu Yan lay deeply next to her and hugged her in his arms: "Sleep well, this matter will be resolved when I wake up tomorrow morning."

Qin Luo rubbed his head on his chest: "Don't worry, I'm really fine, what they say about them won't affect me at all."

Gu Yanshen only thought she was comforting him, and patted her on the head: "Don't worry, I'm here."

Seeing that he really didn't believe it, Qin Luo lifted his head from his arms and looked at him: "Can I tell you a story?"

"When I was in high school, I had a good friend named Jiang Xinwei. We were really close at that time. We had the same hairstyle, carried the same schoolbag, and used the same stationery. I thought we would continue to do this until we were 80 years old. Go square dancing.

"The turning point in our relationship was on my birthday. Liang Jue ordered a big cake for me and secretly brought it to school. During the evening self-study, we secretly divided the cake while the teacher was away. At that time, we had already divided into arts and sciences classes. She was in a science class in another building. I left her a piece of cake with the most fruit and took it to her 10 minutes after class. I thought she would be very happy. But she threw the cake in front of me and said that she never wanted to be with her again. I became friends. Later I found out that she became friends with me because she liked Liang Jue. The friendship I cherish most turned out to be a lie.

"After that day, my classmates began to spread gossip about me and Liang Jue, and the secrets I shared with her were all taken as her weapon to slander me in the back.

"During that time, I was like living in hell. My homework would be thrown into the trash can for no reason, and there would be all kinds of garbage in the drawers, half-eaten snacks, fruit peels and so on. The worst time was when they I poured instant noodle soup in the drawer, and all the books were soaked, but even so, I never cried once, am I amazing?
"Later my father found the school, and the school dealt with some of the worst female students. At first, they teased me twice for revenge, and then they were punished even more severely. Several of them were expelled from school, and they came to me crying. Apologize, say never again, beg me to forgive them, but I don't want to forgive them at all, am I stingy?

"Later, everyone was spreading the rumor that Liang Jue liked the classmate in the class next door, and this matter gradually faded away.

"Friends and classmates who used to get along day and night would stab me in the back, let alone strangers I have never met? Do you remember that there were some gossips in the school post after the performance, and I said that I had the ability to automatically block these words. function, now I also automatically block these comments on the Internet, they will not affect me in any way. So, don't worry, I am really stronger than you think, and I will not leave you because of their words, because in my In my heart, no one is more worthy of you than me."

Her tone was calm, as if she was telling someone else's story, but every word was like a needle piercing Gu Yanshen's heart. If she didn't say it, he would probably never know that she had experienced such a terrible thing.After going through such a thing, it is even more commendable to be able to grow into such a kind and beautiful appearance now.

Gu Yan hugged her deeply and tightened his arms again: "What happened in the past is no longer important, in the days to come, I will shelter you from wind and rain, and protect you well."

The corners of Qin Luo's mouth curled up slightly. This moment was the most relaxing moment for her. She finally spoke out about the past that was about to rot in her heart. The stone that had been carried for so long was finally unloaded.

How could it be completely unaffected? For a long time after these things happened, she still felt cold, bitingly cold even standing in the sunshine in June.For a long time, she didn't dare to treat others with sincerity, and she didn't have many friends.

Fortunately, it all passed.

What doesn't break you, only makes you stronger.

3
The next day, after Qin Luo turned on her mobile phone, countless messages flooded out all of a sudden. Looking at the 99+ news, she was so worried that her mind ached.

She clicked on the one with the latest sending time and saw that it was a link. After clicking on the link, she found that it was a long Weibo post by Gu Yanshen.

The title is "Writing to Miss Qin".

Miss Qin?Was it addressed to her?She pressed the question in her heart and continued to look down.

This is the first letter I write to you, which can barely be regarded as a love letter.

Originally, I only wanted to say these words to you alone. I used to think that only you need to understand how much I love you, but now I feel that the whole world must know how much I love you.

I remember you asked me when did I like you, and I said I was not sure.

The only thing I can be sure of is that the moment I understood my mind, you became my deliberate and thoughtful thought.

After confirming my mind, I tried every means to get involved with you.I still clearly remember the bunch of inexplicable things I did, asking you to help raise mimosa, and trapping you in the office to write homework all afternoon in the name of elective courses.

Looking back now, I feel absurd to have come up with such an excuse, but at the same time I am also grateful for my absurdity, "If you like someone, you have to do everything until you abduct her." I was taught by my familiar grandfather. He has taught me many things, but I think this sentence is the most useful.

Speaking of which, you should already know exactly when did I start liking you?

Later, because of that misunderstanding, I tried my best to restrain my feelings for you, and you became something I couldn't think or read.

I even fled to the other side of the ocean, thinking that I could avoid all the news about you, but my heart is with you, so you are everywhere.

I am still grateful for your phone call that night, which cleared up the misunderstanding.I have thought countless times, if I had the courage to ask you at that time, wouldn't we have made so many detours?Fortunately, despite the detours, we finally reached our destination.

I remember the sultry night, the gentle evening breeze, the shattered starlight in your eyes, and I also remember that I was so nervous that I couldn't say a word I love you.

I owe you this sentence, and I will make it up to you now.

Qin Luo, I love you.

I love your confusion, love your poor mouth, love your huizhilan heart, love your eccentricity, love your sincerity, innocence and kindness to the world, and love that you are still free and easy after going through such a dark time, like a A vibrant little sun, I love everything about you.

Life is long, nice to meet you.

Qin Luo read the long letter without saying a word, besides being moved, he even felt a little numb. This is really not like what Gu Yanshen can say. What kind of stimulation did he receive?

She clicked in to read the comments, and this time the direction of the wind seemed to have changed, it was all—

"It's so romantic!"

"Someone else's boyfriend"

"Did Miss Qin take the time to save the whole universe?"

"Happiness! Wishing you a long time!"

……

Qin Luo checked Weibo for a while, and found that during the two days of her retreat, many people actually stood up to speak for her. Yi, Lao Guo and the others didn't mention it, and even the school's official blog spoke for her. It is accompanied by nine edited photos of her when she was hosting the show, and the attached text: This is the goddess Qin Luo in the eyes of everyone in Jiangda University!
Qin Luo couldn't help being overjoyed, she even got the title of "goddess" mixed up, doesn't it just happen to match Gu Yanshen's title of "male god"?

She was smiling happily when Gu Yanshen suddenly pushed the door open and came in.The two looked at each other, and he looked away first, as if a little uncomfortable, he said hastily, "Come out for breakfast when you wake up."

Qin Luo is in a good mood, isn't he shy?

At the dinner table, Qin Luo deliberately leaned in front of him: "So you liked me so early? So I have so many advantages? So you like me so much?" He also sighed with a troubled expression, "Oh, If you confess in such a fancy way, I will be inflated."

Gu Yanshen looked at her helplessly and dotingly: "Eat well."

Qin Luo responded obediently, with the corners of his mouth raised high, his heart seemed to have been smeared with a thick layer of honey, it was so sweet that it made him greasy.

Mr. Gu is really invincible when it comes to love.

4
After breakfast, Gu Yanshen sent Qin Luo back to school. Along the way, he looked a little uncomfortable.

Although Qin Luo did not mention that long Weibo post as he wished and just quietly nestled in the co-pilot playing with his mobile phone, he had already received countless calls and messages bombarding him this morning, including his grandfather.

Gu Yanshen was not at all surprised that Zhou Naughty also played Weibo. He even suspected that when Qin Luo was hacked by the whole network two days ago, Zhou Naughty might have been wearing a vest to reason with trolls. This is what his grandfather could do. thing.What he has a headache now is how to face the group of people in the laboratory later, especially Chen Jian, but he does not regret posting that long Weibo.

After Qin Luo fell asleep last night, Gu Yan looked deeply at her peaceful sleeping face, feeling an indescribable emotion surging in his chest, unable to calm down for a long time.

If it weren't for this turmoil, he might not have realized that Qin Luo had already occupied the most important part of his life, so important that he didn't want to take even the slightest risk of losing her.Now because of him, she is suffering from overwhelming rumors, of course he will stand up and hold her firmly in his arms.

It's a pity that he can do very little in the face of cyber violence. He only has one thought in his mind, to let Qin Luo know how much he loves her, and to let those who pour dirty water on Qin Luo without knowing the truth know how much he loves her. Love Qin Luo, those inexplicable remarks are not worth mentioning in his opinion.

He saved up a big basket of words and wanted to tell Qin Luo, but he has always been bad at talking and even less good at talking about love. After thinking about it, he came up with this long Weibo, and every word carried his affection.

When he was typing these words, scenes from the past came to him like a tide. From acquaintance to falling in love, he relived this romantic movie that only belonged to the two of them, and his feelings for Qin Luo became more and more firm. .

Thinking of this, Gu Yanshen took another look at Qin Luo, who was staring at the phone and smiling like picking up money, and shook his head with a helpless smile. To see such a haze-free smile on her face again, all of this It's worth it.It's just that he's still somewhat uncomfortable. After all, it's the first time he's done such a high-profile thing when he grows up.

The car stopped at the door of the Second Teaching, Gu Yanshen turned his head and asked Qin Luo, who was taking off his seat belt, to have lunch on time.

This was the first sentence Gu Yanshen said to her after breakfast. Looking at the person beside him with reddened ears and unnatural voice and expression, Qin Luo pursed his lips and smiled narrowly: "I know, Gu Sir." Gu Yanshen's heart tightened, and the title "Mr. Gu" sounded very good.

Qin Luo unexpectedly pecked the corner of his mouth lightly, then quickly opened the car door, slipped out of the car and waved at him.

The corners of Gu Yanshen's mouth couldn't help but turn up slightly.Qin Luo looked at Gu Yan, who was holding back a smile with an awkward expression on his face, his heart was about to melt, he was so cute like this, I really wanted to pinch his face!

With that in mind, she did the same.She walked around to the side of the driver's seat to signal Gu Yanshen to lower the window, and after he lowered the window, she quickly pulled his face: "Our Mr. Gu is so cute today!"

Gu Yanshen: "..." What the hell, he was molested so many times early in the morning.

Back and forth, the two stayed in front of the teaching building for a while, and everyone who passed by would glance at them.Realizing that he had become the focus, Qin Luo hurriedly said goodbye to Gu Yanshen and walked towards the teaching building.

Yi Yi, who came out of nowhere, suddenly grabbed her shoulders: "I saw this scene early in the morning, even though I didn't have breakfast, I felt full."

Qin Luo is now able to calmly face their teasing: "You should thank me for saving you a sum of money for breakfast."

Xiao Counselor suddenly took Qin Luo's hand and pretended to be affectionate and said: "Miss Qin, life is long, I am very glad to meet you."

Qin Luo felt a chill, and pulled out his hand to apologize: "But I'm not that happy."

The four of them made their way to the classroom while arguing, and those who passed by along the way, especially the girls, would cast envious glances at Qin Luo, and those they knew would directly smile at her and say, "We must be with Senior Brother Gu." Oh happy."

Qin Luo accepted these blessings generously, and then smiled back.I was very happy in my heart. It turns out that this is how a relationship is blessed by everyone.

Compared with Qin Luo, Gu Yanshen's life was not so easy. When he first arrived in the laboratory, everyone booed for a while, and even Professor Qu said with a smile: "It's good to be young."

Chen Jian even pointed at his face unceremoniously and said to him: "You have a problem, you are usually serious and serious, but you have already become so boring!"

Gu Yan's face remained unchanged: "You have made a mistake in using the words, I'm not Mensao." He didn't say the rest of the sentence, and everyone knew that it wasn't that he called Mensao the act of posting a long Weibo. Appropriate, because he was flirtatious!

Everyone kept teasing Gu Yanshen for a long time, but Gu Yanshen accepted them all.The sun was shining brightly outside the window, and all the haze brought about by the storm had been blown away.

5
Liang Jue also saw this long Weibo.In the past two days, there has been a lot of noise on the Internet, and he has been thinking for a long time how to solve this matter.He always thought that the most comprehensive way was not to listen or watch, and wait for everyone's attention to gradually disperse, and wait for the heat to subside.

However, Gu Yanshen's long Weibo post with every word of sincerity turned the situation around.Gu Yanshen did not accuse the netizens of malicious remarks, nor did he deliberately clarify the facts, he just expressed his feelings for her word by word, and then instantly reversed the direction of the wind.

Liang Jue seemed to suddenly understand why it was Gu Yanshen, because when the storm came, Gu Yanshen chose to bravely hold her hand to protect her in his arms, but he didn't dare.

His long-standing obsession was let go at that moment, and before he knew it, the two of them had already had so many intersections.That pot of mimosa, which was so precious to her, was also raised for Gu Yan, so it turned out that her liking had already begun to emerge at that time.

There has never been a first-come-first-come-first-served relationship, and now he understands how much sadness and helplessness are contained in this sentence.

He and Qin Luo have occupied a large part of each other's lives in the past 20 years. The two have been together since childhood, regardless of gender. Qin Luo is one year older than him, so he is always farting. Followed behind her and said "Sister Qin Luo".

When he was so young and ignorant that he didn't know what he liked, someone pointed to a bunch of little girls jumping rubber bands in front of him and asked him, "Liang Jue, who do you like the most among these people?"

His gaze fell on Qin Luo all of a sudden, her ponytail twitched with her movements, and he blurted out: "Qin Luo."

"How can you like Qin Luo? She is older than you!"

So from that day on, he stubbornly refused to call her sister again, thinking that this would change the fact that she was one year older than him.

At that time, I didn't understand that liking has nothing to do with age.

He had heard so many stories about childhood sweethearts, and he thought that he and Qin Luo would be one of them.

But Qin Luo doesn't like him, he is very important to her, but not someone she likes.

He had overheard a conversation between her and a friend:

"They are targeting you so much because they want you to stay away from Liang Jue. Why don't you follow them?"

"Liang Jue is like a family member to me. He is a very important person. I will not deliberately alienate him because of these."

She was going through one of the darkest times of her high school career, when gossip about him and her spread throughout the grade.As one of the protagonists, no one would bring up these rumors in front of him, so he knew very little about it.

Because she was in the liberal arts class and he was in the science class, so he didn't know everything, thinking that these ugly gossips were all she suffered, and only later did he know that she had suffered more vicious treatment.

Unidentified powder in the water glass, reptiles in the stationery bag, missing books and materials, but she never mentioned a word in front of him.

Until Uncle Qin found the school, the man in his impression was always amiable with a livid face in the office and his attitude was very tough: "The malicious treatment my daughter suffered can no longer be explained by a joke among classmates. If you If I don’t give a reasonable solution, then I will deal with this matter myself. I don’t like to bully people, but this time I don’t mind doing it.”

Only then did Liang Jue know what she was going through, and she was angry and blamed herself. She had suffered this because of him, but he could do nothing.

After Uncle Qin went to the school, some of the people involved in this incident were persuaded to leave, and some knew the seriousness of the matter and dared not mess around again. Qin Luo's situation improved a lot, but there was still no way to stop him. Everyone's mouth.

So he made the most regrettable and stupid decision in his life. He deliberately said that he wanted to chase after the class girl in the next class, and looked for opportunities to show favor to that girl many times.

The method was stupid and childish, but it worked.

Everyone believed that the one he liked was actually someone else, including Qin Luo.

She probably really thought he liked that girl, and she had been advising him all the time.

So it was like this, he never had a chance to say that word of liking to her, and he thought that he at least protected her, so it wasn't a pity.

Later, he couldn't help but think, if he could stand up bravely and hold her hand at that time, would the result be different?
But he knew the answer clearly in his heart, he had no choice at all, because Qin Luo didn't like him.

Now he can finally let go of the regret in his heart, because she met someone who can protect her well, he should be generous to send blessings.

(End of this chapter)