i didn't know i would love you

Chapter 1 I Want a Divorce
When Su Qing woke up, it was raining outside, and the ticks fell on the window outside the ward, which was exceptionally clear in such a quiet environment.

She slowly opened her eyes, looking at the white world in front of her, she gently put her hand on her lower abdomen which seemed to have changed, a burst of pain hit her, and her consciousness gradually became clear.

She vaguely remembered the scene before she fainted, Liu Yixi's smug expression, her arrogant attitude, even the sudden car, every scene made her feel extremely cold.

Although she didn't need to pay special attention to it, the guilty discussion of the doctors outside the ward also reached her ears: "I'm sorry...we tried our best...the child was not saved, and there will be no sequelae...she still young……"

Su Qing closed her eyes in despair, a crystal teardrop slipped out from the corner of her eye.

Gu Zihao doesn't love her.

This is what Su Qing has known since the first day she married him, and it is also a fact that she has never been willing to admit in the past ten years.

But this did not affect her fantasies about love in Gu Zihao for so many years. She was like a tireless camel, persistently walking forward in the hopeless desert with disdain, thinking that her affection One day he will be touched, and he will meet his own oasis, so that the clouds will open and the moon will shine.

But until today, until the piercing pain slowly eroded her body, until she personally experienced the powerlessness of her own flesh and blood slowly draining from her body, she didn't know that nearly half of her life was wrong. How outrageous!
There was a sound at the door, but Su Qing didn't move. At this moment, she had no expectations for that man.

Mother Su walked in and looked at her pale and bloodless daughter on the hospital bed, her heart ached beyond words.

She walked up to her daughter, took her hand, her voice was slightly hoarse from crying just now: "Qingqing, don't think too much, take care of your body first, children...there will be more in the future."

"There won't be any."

Su Qing's voice was very light, as if she was answering Su's mother's words or talking to herself, her eyes looked lightly out of the window, and she was surprisingly quiet.

Su's mother was slightly aware that something was wrong. With her daughter's usual personality, if such a big thing happened, she would have been crying and out of breath. Why is she so calm now?

"Qingqing..." Mother Su spoke again worriedly.

"Mom, I want a divorce."

Before her mother could speak again, Su Qing's flat tone came over again. She seemed to be talking about things that had nothing to do with her, without any emotional fluctuations.

What she said was "I want a divorce" instead of "I want a divorce". Although it was only a word difference, it took a long time for Su's mother to understand that just this word contained her daughter's unprecedented determination.

"divorce?"

Mother Su repeated her daughter's words in great surprise, and before she could ask the next question, she heard a sound from the door.

She turned her head following the voice, and it was her son-in-law who came, that is, the husband her daughter said was going to divorce, Gu Zihao.

With his tall and straight figure and his usual cold temperament, Gu Zihao walked over with a blank expression on his face. A strong sense of oppression soon enveloped the entire space in front of Su Qing, and the bone-piercing voice seemed to come from hell: " what did you just say?"

Su Qing slowly turned her head, the bursts of pain from her lower abdomen made her move very slowly, but without any hesitation or pause.

She stared at Gu Zihao in front of her, her voice was faint but firm: "I want a divorce!"

(End of this chapter)