i didn't know i would love you

Chapter 160 The Love You Give, Never Forget (1)

In the middle of the night, there was no sound at all.

Xu Niannian stayed alone in the bedroom of the villa, hugging her legs and sitting on the bed. The lights in the room were not turned on, but the scenery outside the window was very clear. The moonlight was shining softly, as if matching the tranquility before the storm atmosphere.

Today is the third day since she was brought back from the airport by Xu Zifeng. In the past three days, except for the first day when Xu Zifeng brought her back, he pointed at her coldly and said, "I will give you time to reflect on what you did wrong. What" and it never appeared again.

Three meals a day will be brought in, but the door is locked, and there are two men in black standing at the gate of the villa not far from the window. After looking around, Xu Niannian no longer has any thoughts of leaving , staying quietly in the bedroom.

In fact, too much free time is not a good thing, because it will make people subconsciously recall all the previous things, sweet and beautiful, entangled and irritable, and they flashed in the mind over and over again, which made Xu Niannian feel extremely torture.

I don't know how long it has passed, Xu Niannian vaguely felt that she heard the sound of pushing the door, she wanted to sit up and see who it was, but she didn't know if it was because she was too deep in sleep or for some reason, she moved a bit and didn't wake up until She woke up suddenly when the strong smell of alcohol and cigarettes surrounded her.

"Huh—what are you doing—uh—"

Xu Niannian raised her hand to touch the switch of the bedside lamp, but before her hand touched it, she was pulled back by a strong force, and then a hot body bullied her, and her warm lips pressed down involuntarily. , fell on her mouth.

The familiar aura made Xu Niannian know who the person in front of her was without having to look. She shook her head desperately, closed her eyes and pushed the person in front of her, her hands resting firmly on the man's chest, and finally she stood up and pushed him away violently. Xu Zifeng stood up out of breath, and quickly touched the light switch, and the bedroom was instantly lit up.

Xu Niannian took a step back, panting slightly, looking at the person lying sideways on the bed, his eyes were full of guard.

Xu Zifeng made a soft sound, sat up straight with a little force, stared coldly at Xu Niannian who was standing not far away, and said in a cold voice, "Didn't you always want me to treat you like this, why did you refuse now? Play tricks with me?"

With her hands tightly clenched on both sides of her body, Xu Niannian could even feel her body trembling. She didn't understand how she could be so guilty and afraid of facing him. She had done nothing wrong.

"Since you can see my refusal, you should understand that I am not the same now as before."

She can put down her self-esteem for the sake of love, but she must not allow him to trample on her self-esteem in the name of love. That is not love, it is stupidity.

"Different?"

Xu Zifeng laughed mockingly, glanced to the side, and then turned back to Xu Niannian: "Then tell me, why is it different from before, now that the wings are hard, dare you play with me?" It's cloudy, right?"

Xu Zifeng still can't recall how he felt when he overheard the conversation between her and Su Qing in the hospital for the first time, she actually wanted to run away!To punish him by leaving!

At that time, he was really trying to control himself in his heart so he couldn't resist rushing up to pull her up to explain his impulse clearly. He comforted himself in his heart, found a reason for her, and told himself that maybe she was just angry for a while, maybe after a few days God will suppress this idea when he understands it.

What did he wait for?When she took the ticket, she walked towards the security checkpoint without hesitation, without any hesitation at all!

Xu Niannian raised his eyes to meet Xu Zifeng's gaze, the uneasiness in his heart gradually turned into anger because of the sarcasm in his words: "Who would be your Mr. Xu's trick than playing dirty tricks? I just have hard wings. What's wrong with me? If you don’t want to stay in Jiangcheng, I want to leave, can’t you? Who do you think you are, and why did you arrest me?”

"Why?"

Xu Zifeng sneered, stood up quickly, pointed at Xu Niannian and shouted: "Why do you still dare to ask me? Just because my brother entrusted you to me before he died, just because I am your only guardian in this life!"

"Don't use such excuses to prevaricate me!"

Xu Niannian raised his hand and slammed it into the air, and his emotions rushed to the top of his head because of Xu Zifeng's words: "I am 26 years old this year, not 16 years old, don't you think it's a little ridiculous for you to use the words of a guardian to perfuse me? Where do I need your guardianship, am I unable to take care of myself? Or are you satisfied only if I get married and move out of your household registration book?"

Her voice became more and more excited with the excitement in her tone, and when she reached the last few words, she almost yelled directly at Xu Zifeng.

In fact, she knew very well that her anger was a bit unreasonable. Xu Zifeng had never said anything about commitment and love to her, not even during the most intimate time between the two of them. They hugged each other and slept every night. But it's too far away from being in love.

Xu Niannian even suspected after that time that the reason why Xu Zifeng accepted her at the time when Xu Zifeng fractured was not because he loved her, but because he needed her, needed her care, needed her company, needed her presence He plays the role of girlfriend by his side.

So when his body recovered completely and he no longer needed these things, he regained his senses and chose the inheritance without hesitation between the inheritance and her, not even leaving her the chance to fight for it.

Xu Zifeng seemed to be stimulated by the "married" son she said all of a sudden, he suddenly stood up quickly, and swiftly rushed to Xu Niannian, clasped her neck with his big hands and pushed her directly onto the cabinet behind him to press tightly. There was a fierce threat in the voice: "It's not that you haven't tried to get married in the past, do you think it's useful?"

"you--"

Xu Niannian raised his hand to wave towards the face in front of him, but Xu Zifeng grabbed it before he could move. After all, a woman's strength was no match for a man's. Xu Niannian struggled, but the man in front of him sneered even deeper.

He slowly leaned his hungry head towards Xu Niannian, but Xu Niannian wanted to hide, but he turned to himself forcefully: "It seems that the introspection of the past few days still hasn't let you know what you did wrong. If this is the case, then I don't care Mind changing a way to let you know your mistake!"

Before the end sound fell, Xu Niannian just felt dizzy for a while, and she was hugged directly, and she just wanted to scream and struggle, but Xu Zifeng fell on the bed like throwing luggage.

Although the bed was soft, Xu Niannian exclaimed subconsciously due to the impact. She put her hands on her sides and wanted to stand up, her messy hair was scattered on both sides, and ran under the bed without thinking.

Xu Zifeng threw her back again, this time with even more strength than just now, Xu Niannian was a little dizzy from being thrown, and just about to get up again, there was the sound of Xu Zifeng untying the belt next to his ear, and the whole person was immediately startled. land.

She subconsciously stepped back, looking at Xu Zifeng with a trembling voice: "You, what are you going to do...don't mess around..."

"I don't want that either."

Xu Zifeng threw away his coat, the corner of his mouth curved like a blood-sucking demon, slowly approaching his prey, with a charming voice: "If you will obey me obediently, I don't want to treat you like this, but Nian Nian, how could you let me down so much, if this is the case, then I can only punish you in my own way!"

"No...Xu Zifeng, get out of here...uh..."

Before her words fell, Xu Zifeng, who smelled heavily of alcohol, had already rushed over with a familiar aura, his movements were blunt and merciless, like a hungry wolf that had been waiting for a long time, even if someone pointed a gun at him now Temple, I am afraid there is no way to make him stop the movement of his hands.

His kisses fell densely on Xu Niannian's face. Although his movements were stiff, he still couldn't hide the tenderness in his eyes. He wanted her, and he wanted her from the day he snatched her back from the wedding. Fortunately, he finally let her go. He got his wish.

I don't know how long it took, Xu Niannian only felt that her voice was hoarse from crying. From the first desperate struggle to the last no longer resisting, she felt like a dead fish on the deck, slowly recognizing the reality in front of her, Slowly began to accept fate.

From the first time she saw Xu Zifeng to today when she wanted to run away from him, the events that happened thousands of days and nights seemed to be in front of her eyes. She closed her eyes slightly, and she could even remember the first time she saw him. look.

She has been forbearingly and carefully hiding her thoughts until Xu Zifeng took action against the Su family. She expressed her thoughts in agitation and was rejected. At that time, she would never have thought that she and Xu Zifeng would leave to the point where it is today.

If she could choose again, she would definitely restrain herself at that time, she would not rush to his car accident at the first moment, she would not slowly fall into his tenderness while he was convalescing, let alone later Give yourself all to him like a moth to a flame.

So now she can't advance, she can't retreat, she doesn't even have the chance to make a choice for herself, she can only let Xu Zifeng put herself here like a prisoner, tortured in the most unacceptable way looking at her.

That night, when everything finally returned to calm, Xu Niannian fell into a drowsy sleep, and suddenly seemed to feel that she was hugged tightly by Xu Zifeng, and in the confusion, she vaguely heard a deep and depressed voice: "... ...Why do you have to leave me...Isn't it good to go on like this, why..."

She didn't answer, she closed her eyes slightly and pretended that she was already fast asleep.

Turning his head, a cold teardrop fell on the pillow.

(End of this chapter)