i didn't know i would love you

Chapter 163 The Love You Give, Never Forget (4)

Xu Niannian trembled all over the next second after receiving this knowledge, and reflexively threw the mobile phone aside, as if there was some terrible virus on it.

Panting heavily, she retreated to the side, the fear in her heart has exceeded the reaction to this matter itself, she stared at the mobile phone on the bed, suddenly felt as if she was living in a big net without the light of day , can't find the exit, let alone see the future.

In order to prove that his thoughts were correct, Xu Niannian pretended to be calm and continued to use his mobile phone normally for the next few days. He deliberately went out when he was sure that there were no other men in black outside the villa. Make sure no one is following you.

The result was similar to what she expected, and even the two people following her were still the same as before. This discovery made Su Qing extremely disappointed. It turned out that what Xu Zifeng gave her was not trust, but temptation.

That night, the CEO's office of Xu's Real Estate.

"Mr. Xu, Miss Xu just went shopping today, and there is nothing unusual." Because he would report once a day, the man in black was already familiar with this routine and spoke as usual.

Xu Zifeng looked at the screen of the notebook in front of him, which showed the monitoring content of Xu Niannian's mobile phone in great detail.

That's right, he did monitor Xu Niannian's cell phone, otherwise he wouldn't have known about the contraceptive pill in the first place. For Xu Niannian, he had to take double insurance.

"Aside from shopping, did you do anything else?"

Xu Zifeng's expression remained unchanged, and he looked at the laptop screen in front of him without raising his head. What was displayed on it was Xu Niannian's mobile phone process software at the moment. There was nothing unusual. It seemed that the method of actively showing weakness was still feasible for Xu Niannian.

The man in black standing aside paused for a moment, and quickly replied: "No, the lady returned to the villa after leaving the mall."

"it is good."

Xu Zifeng closed his notebook, and the corners of his mouth curled up imperceptibly. Just as he was about to ask his subordinates to go out, he heard the man in black speak ahead of time: "However, Mr. Gu still has one more thing to tell you."

"what's up?"

"The investigation you explained earlier has already found out the flight that Ms. Xu went to the airport on the day. She is going to New York."

Xu Zifeng paused, looked up at the person in front of him: "New York?"

"Yes."

Xu Zifeng was a little surprised by this answer. Xu Niannian had never been to New York, and he was even less familiar with it. Even if he wanted to leave, he should choose a place where he could guarantee his life instead of going to a completely unfamiliar foreign city.

It took Xu Zifeng a long time to figure out the answer to this question. In fact, what Xu Niannian wanted to choose was not a city that would make her life better. What she wanted to go to was a place where Xu Zifeng had no ability to control her. .

When he returned to the villa at night, he was a little earlier than usual, Xu Zifeng was still thinking about things in New York, so he couldn't help but look at Xu Niannian with deep eyes.

However, Xu Niannian didn't seem to care about it at all, and remained expressionless as usual, and didn't take the initiative to speak until evening: "Tomorrow Susu will go to the hospital for a prenatal checkup, Gu Zihao has to work and has no time, she wants me to accompany her. "

Her tone was very casual, as if she was talking about an innocuous matter.

Xu Zifeng didn't answer in a hurry, his eyes darkened a bit. Given the importance Gu Zihao attached to Su Qing now, in his eyes, work could not be more important than Su Qing's prenatal checkup. How could he not have time to accompany Su Qing!
He took off his coat and said, seemingly unintentionally, "You have no experience in prenatal checkups, why would Su Qing ask you to accompany her?"

"Because I'm her best friend."

Xu Niannian answered as a matter of course, without any ups and downs in his tone, flipping through the magazine in his hand casually, as if unintentionally or hinting, he said: "Good friends should help each other, even if I have no experience in prenatal checkups. , then it’s good that I can stand by her side and accompany her.”

She spoke so frankly that Xu Zifeng had no reason to refuse, so he smiled and said, "Okay, then I'll ask the driver to take you there tomorrow!"

"No need, I can do it myself." Xu Niannian refused very simply, as if he had thought of Xu Zifeng's words.

Xu Zifeng turned around, stared quietly at Xu Niannian for a few seconds, and finally said: "Okay."

The next morning, Xu Niannian packed her things early and was ready to go out. When she saw Xu Zifeng who was supposed to go to work at this hour in the living room on the first floor, she was not too surprised. If he believed in her words so easily It won't be what it is now.

Sure enough, as Xu Niannian expected, not long after she went out, she noticed that the previous two people followed out again. She didn't dare to turn her head, and she didn't dare to make any tentative moves. She could only pretend that she didn't know anything. At least for today, she has to finish the drama.

Although Xu Zifeng promised not to force her to have a child, but Xu Niannian couldn't fully trust him now, or it could be said that he couldn't fully trust himself.

If there is any accident, she is not sure if she can really make a decision with a firm heart, so she can only make perfect preparations now.

There are unpredictable things, if Xu Niannian could know in advance that Su Qing would encounter the elevator incident because of herself, then she would never make this decision.

When the furious Gu Zihao stared at her with vicious eyes, as if he was about to slap her in the next second, Xu Niannian really regretted and wanted to slap herself.

She looked at Gu Zihao who was lying in front of Su Qing's hospital bed like a child expressing her feelings incoherently, and she burst into tears.

In love, there can be jealousy, suspicion, and even some dissatisfaction with the other party, but in the face of the fear of loss, these things will disappear in an instant, but will be infinitely magnified, only your weight in this person's heart.

Gu Zihao went out to have a detailed talk with the doctor, Xu Niannian looked at Su Qing who was pale on the hospital bed, and felt guilty.

She was wiping her tears carelessly while sitting beside the hospital bed. Before she could speak, she felt vaguely afraid: "Susu, I, I'm really sorry..."

"Hey, Xu Niannian, aren't you, are you ashamed to cry like this when you're old?"

There was a bit of teasing in Su Qing's tone, compared to Xu Niannian's worries, she herself was very calm, and she even spoke jokingly with a smile on the corner of her mouth.

Xu Niannian cried even more when she said this: "You're still laughing... Do you know how scary it was just now? If something really happened to you in the elevator, then Gu Zihao wouldn't kill me! "

Su Qing laughed out loud, and looked at someone who was sitting in front of him crying with pears and rain, a little speechless: "Feelings, you are scared to cry by Gu Zihao, you are not worried about me at all, right?"

She wanted to comfort her a few words at first, but now it seems that there is really no need for this.

Xu Niannian looked up at Su Qing, ignoring her pretending relaxed tone, and stared at her crying red eyes: "You are still joking here, do you know how dangerous it was just now, if, if——"

"If anything happens, I won't be afraid." Su Qing said with a sudden smile, and then finished what Xu Niannian wanted to say.

Xu Niannian was puzzled and looked at her with some doubts, not understanding why Su Qing said that suddenly.

Su Qing tried to sit up with her body up, Xu Niannian immediately stepped forward and put the pillow behind her to make her as comfortable as possible.

"Actually, I was also very scared at first, but when I was most nervous, the baby suddenly moved. It was not a violent fetal movement like usual, nor did it kick me. It was a very light movement, which gave me the feeling like As if he was reassuring me not to be afraid, all my fears disappeared in an instant."

Su Qing touched her stomach while talking, with a smile on her face that only a woman who became a mother would have. She looked very warm, which made Xu Niannian at the side a little dazed.

"Nian Nian, you may not believe me when I tell you. I was in the elevator just now, and I really felt that the baby knew the dangers outside, so he was so obedient. I have never been so glad that I will soon become a Mom, this is not only a necessary experience for a woman, but also a love that you will never let go of in your life."

Su Qing's tone became softer and softer, and the slender eyelashes at the corners of her eyes were slightly moist. She looked up at Xu Niannian: "Actually, I have wanted to tell you these words for a long time, but I just never had the chance. Let me have a lot of thoughts that I didn't have before, Nian Nian, you can't just kill your child's chance to come to this world, no matter what the reason is."

Xu Niannian turned her head to the side, and the emotions that had just calmed down were a little sour. She understood what Su Qing wanted to say to herself, but this was not something she could accept.

"Susu, we are different, I...I can't help..."

I don't know where to start to explain, but I know that Su Qing will understand her, understand her situation and mood.

Su Qing sighed, and continued: "Even if you really don't want a child, you should make it clear to Xu Zifeng that it's not an option to keep going on like this. This kind of medicine is harmful to the body. You still do it like this Young, if it is true—”

Su Qing couldn't continue, she turned her head and looked out of the window.

The two remained silent, and the ward became quiet.

After a while, Xu Niannian breathed a sigh of relief, raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, and raised his head: "Susu, the letter of recommendation I gave you last time, please give it to me."

"Why do you need a letter of recommendation? Do you still want—"

"Yes, I still have to go, but not now."

(End of this chapter)