i didn't know i would love you

Chapter 41 Don't you feel guilty?

When I saw Mo Wennan again, it was downstairs in his house.

On the second day after Su Qing came back from the Yun Guild Hall, when she was going to work in the morning, she happened to meet Mo Wennan who came back from the outside. He looked like he had just come back from a morning jog, full of energy and looking good.

To be honest, Su Qing never thought that Mo Wennan would be so unresponsive after encountering such a thing, so she also asked a little tentatively: "Mo Wennan? Are you, are you okay these days? "

After all, it is not a small trouble for anyone to encounter such a thing. The Internet age has advantages and disadvantages. Personal information is too honorable to leak, and people will be raped from time to time. Su Qing is really worried that Mo Wennan will be like them.

"Well—after working for several years, I finally have such a vacation without any reason or stress. It's very relaxing!"

Mo Wennan raised his hands and shook them a few times, with a smile on his face, not at all the reaction that a person who was ordered to suspend should have.

Su Qing raised her eyes to look at him, and stared at his face carefully for a long time before she could confirm that he was really not pretending to be in a good mood, but really didn't care at all.

This discovery made her slightly relieved, but she seemed a little puzzled: "How can you be so calm, don't you know that you are now a celebrity in Jiangcheng? find you."

"Of course I know, my fans have increased by more than [-]!"

When Mo Wennan mentioned this topic, he was full of complacency, and even showed off a bit.

Su Qing was quite speechless: "Are you sure you want to talk to me about your popularity now?"

Fortunately, she was always worried that he would be emotionally unbearable because of this matter, but now seeing his heartless appearance, Su Qing realized that she really thought too much.

Seeing her serious expression, Mo Wennan also stopped joking and took a step forward with a smile: "Are you worried about me now?"

Meeting his serious eyes, Su Qing was just about to give him a white look, but Gu Zihao's words from last night suddenly flashed in her mind. After all, the reason why Mo Wennan encountered such a thing was because of her.

"Well, I'm very worried about you." With a very serious tone, Su Qing really thought so in her heart.

Mo Wennan just asked a question jokingly. He never expected that Su Qing would answer so seriously. He didn't know how to react for a while, and finally said seriously: "Don't worry, I believe that the clean will clean itself. It will pass quickly."

If it wasn't for the fact that this matter was getting bigger and bigger, Su Qing might have replied "I support you" with great pride at this moment, but looking at the current situation, she really didn't know whether it was a good thing or not that Mo Wennan was so optimistic. bad thing.

When she arrived at the magazine, Li Manli didn't arrange any tasks for her about this matter, and her partner Fang Yifei was replaced by someone else. Su Qing didn't read the specific interviews and reports she got, just pretending that there was no such thing at all. .

Fang Yifei, on the other hand, didn't know what was going on. Ever since she came back from this interview, she always looked at Su Qing with scrutiny in her eyes, vaguely disdainful and mocking. If she accidentally met her eyes, she would immediately Move away as if nothing happened.

Su Qing seemed to meet her and Liu Yixi together in the restaurant last time, she must know something, so she simply ignored her.

Soon it was time to get off work at night, and just as Su Qing was about to go out, the phone rang, she took out the phone and lit the screen, and Gu Zihao called.

Press it!

Just looking at his phone number, Su Qing couldn't contain her anger, scumbag!

The phone call was insistent, Su Qing finally lost her patience after hanging up three times, and answered the phone in a bad tone: "What's the matter with you?"

The voice on the other end of the phone was indifferent, unaffected by her previous refusal and current attitude: "Where are you? I'll pick you up."

It is not a question, nor a discussion, but a direct notification, like an ancient emperor visiting his concubine, without any respect at all.

"Why pick me up? How to sign the divorce agreement?"

Su Qing didn't wait for any emotion, her tone was so cold that she was worse than a stranger.

There was a moment of silence in the microphone, and then a man chuckled: "Do you think your neighbor's current situation is not miserable enough?"

"Don't mention him to me!" Su Qing yelled at the phone slightly panting, her slightly angry mood made her say a little unscrupulously: "You don't deserve it!"

The smile in Gu Zihao's tone disappeared quickly, and his tone remained the same, but when he spoke again, he was a little more warning: "If you want him to never be a doctor in this life, just keep scolding him, I don't care if I let him There will be a medical accident in the next life!"

"You bastard--"

Su Qing was short of breath, but she still didn't have the courage to continue speaking. She knew Gu Zihao's character very well, and she would only suffer if she confronted head-on.

She calmed herself down for ten seconds, then lowered her voice as much as possible and said, "What exactly do you want?"

Gu Zihao laughed out of satisfaction, and then he spoke with the same emphasis as before on the phone: "Where are you? I'll pick you up."

Su Qing: "..."

In the end, she gave her address and waited by the side of the road not far from the magazine office. Three or ten minutes later, Gu Zihao's ostentatious car stopped in front of her and rolled down the window.

Su Qing stood in front of the car door without moving, biting her lower lip and staring at Gu Zihao, the two of them seemed to be in a competition of patience, of course, it was Su Qing who lost her composure first.

"What do you want from me?" She held her bag in one hand and looked at the people in the car with a full face of defense.

Gu Zihao smiled, "Get in the car."

"Just say it here." Su Qing stretched the time, not cooperating.

The man put one hand on the steering wheel in front of him, tilted his head slightly, and the sarcasm in his eyes was very obvious: "If it's something that can be explained clearly in a sentence or two, I might as well come all the way to pick you up?"

Su Qing's face turned blue and white, and she hesitated for a while before walking towards the car door. She first walked to the back seat of the car, pulled the door hard a few times but did not open it, looked up at the expressionless man on the driver's seat, and felt With a curse, he opened the co-pilot's door.

The car drove out quickly, Su Qing couldn't stand the low pressure between the two, and took the lead to break the deadlock: "What do you want from me?"

Gu Zihao gave her a cold sideways glance: "What? Put your mind on irrelevant men, and don't even remember what day it is today?"

Stunned slightly, Su Qing's brain was spinning rapidly, what day is it today, did she forget anything?

Seeing her like this, the air pressure on Gu Zihao's body was even lower, and he kept his arms on the car window, staring straight ahead: "I can understand how dissatisfied you are with me, but you don't even have the birthday of your mother-in-law who loves you so much." I forgot, isn't what your daughter-in-law did a bit unreasonable!"

Hearing what he said, Su Qing suddenly remembered that today is her mother-in-law's birthday!
She had been worrying about Mo Wennan's affairs during this time, and she completely forgot about it. Thinking that she hadn't even visited her mother-in-law since she was discharged from the hospital last time, she couldn't help feeling guilty.

What Gu Zihao said is correct, even if their marriage failed so badly that they had to divorce, she never said a single bad word to her mother-in-law, because her mother-in-law really treated her like her own daughter Beloved, I didn't even say a serious word.

Thinking of this, Su Qing felt even more guilty, she bit her lower lip and stared ahead, then suddenly pointed to a tall building and said, "Stop by the department store ahead, I'll be back soon."

Gu Zihao knew what she was going to do without having to think about it. He glanced at the back seat with his lips curled up, and said in a strange voice: "Forget it! I've already prepared the gift, and I'm very grateful that you can come."

Su Qing turned around and looked towards the back seat, and sure enough, she saw two carefully wrapped gift bags.

Maybe it was stimulated by Gu Zihao's attitude, or maybe it was because Mo Wennan had been suppressing her anger, for a moment Su Qing suddenly hated the man beside her to the extreme, and blurted out words with vicious emotions :

"You think you can get psychological comfort by buying two random things for your mother as a birthday present. Do you remember what your mother's birthday wish was last year?"

In the blink of an eye, Su Qing's sneering mouth suddenly brought back Gu Zihao's memory. Her mother's birthday wish last year was to have her grandson in her arms as soon as possible.

Originally, this year could really make her wish come true, but...

Su Qing looked at Gu Zihao's clenched fingers on the steering wheel with satisfaction, stared sideways at the tight line of his jaw, and said in a sarcasm: "But you don't have to blame yourself, although my child was not kept, it doesn't affect the child The fact that you will soon become a father is the seed you sow anyway, so it doesn't make any difference whose belly it comes out of!"

"laugh--"

The sound of the emergency brake was harsh and unpleasant, Su Qing's body was thrown out by the inertia of the car, and then pulled back suddenly under the safety pull, the blood in the chest was surging, and she almost vomited out.

Heavy panting sounds came slightly from the side, Gu Zihao tilted his head and stared at the pale woman in front of him, his eyes were gloomy and cold: "Don't let me hear any more information about this matter from you. Character!"

"What, guilty conscience? Guilt?"

The woman's smile instantly became brighter, her blue fingers were clenched tightly, and her body trembled slightly: "Why are you guilty? Because your child who never had a chance to meet you twice, Gu Zihao, you didn't Do you have nightmares—the nights when you can’t sleep because of calculating others, won’t your son’s ghosts come to you?"

Su Qing's last words were roared out, her eyes were scarlet, and there were teardrops in her eyes, but she held back tightly not to let them fall out.

Gu Zihao sensed that something was wrong with Su Qing. He stared at her excited reaction, and gradually understood something in his heart. It wasn't long before she lost her child. These dreams and guilt should have been entangled with her all the time.

His voice was low, sounding as indifferent as ever: "Since he is my son, we will still meet sooner or later."

(End of this chapter)