Playful Shao Dongsheng's wedding wife

Chapter 477 Missing (5)
He knew that she was forcing him, and he also knew that after he said this, she would definitely collapse, but he couldn't let her dig this grave with her own hands, that would be too cruel to him, her, and their children .

Song Ningjiu heard the words, her movements suddenly stopped, she looked at him in a daze, and she fell down and sat there as if all her strength had been exhausted in an instant.That's right, she forced him, because she didn't want to believe it, so she insisted on telling him.But when he really said it, her ears were buzzing again, as if she was deaf, and there was no response.

When she was about to dig the grave just now, she seemed to be full of strength with that stubbornness.What's more, his face was as pale as paper at this time, his body was covered with mud, and his hair was disheveled like a female ghost.No, it seems that even female ghosts are inferior.

"I know you will be sad. I am so sad. You worked so hard to keep her pregnant. It must be a thousand times more uncomfortable than me, so I dare not not tell you." Jin Mingheng said.

He wanted to close his eyes, not daring to look at her.But he was afraid that she would hurt him when he couldn't see it.So he reflected her painful appearance into his eyes as if he was masochistic, often when she hurt a little, he hurt a lot.

Her appearance now is not as good as Ling Chi's.

"When she was born, I saw her in the operating room. Her body was so small, her eyes were closed, and her eyelashes were long and long, as if she was asleep. The facial features are so beautiful, just like you. I really I want to keep her forever, even if I build a crystal coffin, but I'm afraid you will be even more sad when you see her."

He thought about it, he really wanted to keep that child, after all, it was their first child.He can store her in a place like a funeral parlor, maybe a few years later, when they have their own child, maybe he will take Song Ningjiu to see her.

He could hold her and tell her what their first child, his eldest daughter, looked like.Even if Song Ningjiu was in pain at that time, it would not be as heartbreaking as it is now.

But she left just after she was born, and didn't even come to see the world.How could he have the heart to let her stay in that cold place all alone?So in the end, he chose to let her die in peace.Here, after all, her grandma is with her.

If there is a heaven, he believes that his mother will take good care of her daughter for him.

Song Ningjiu would rather be deaf, but his every word knocked on the eardrum like a cone.She wanted to cover her ears, but it was too late, the thought was stubbornly stuck in her mind.

In this grave, there is really her child inside, and her child is really dead!
"Ah!" She finally covered her ears and screamed and roared unbearably. She refused to accept the information. She would rather not be so curious, not to go to the adoption procedures that Gan Tian gave her, not to go to Yangxin County for verification, and not to have a good heart Thinking of this thoughtfully, he was not so stubborn to force him to tell who the person inside was.

Is she punishing herself, or who?
"Xiao Jiu'er, don't do this, don't—" Seeing her collapse, he held her in his arms.

The world is surrounded by pain, and he knows her pain so deeply that any language becomes scarce.

She screamed uncontrollably, wrestled, and bit the back of her hand so hard that she wanted to tear off a piece of her flesh.She tried to punish herself in this way, but she seemed to be numb, obviously her teeth were deeply embedded in the flesh, but she didn't feel any pain at all.

Seeing her hurting herself like this, Jin Mingheng rescued her hand from her mouth.Grabbing her shoulder blades and bringing her up to him, he said, "Xiao Jiu'er, I killed her. Do you feel pain? Don't hurt me. If you want to beat me or kill her, come at me. I will replace her." You can pay for your life, but don't hurt yourself." As long as she is comfortable, he is willing to die.But even if he died, it might not relieve her pain.

Song Ningjiu looked at him, his face full of pain reflected in her eyes, she knew that everything was not his fault, no, he was no better than herself.He had already been in pain once, but he wanted to let him accompany him to the pain again.

Blame myself, all blame myself, if I hadn't been curious to look at the few pieces of paper that Gan Tian sent.She can still live in the dream he made up for himself, so that they can be happy forever.

Pain, self-blame, so that he suddenly pushed him away, and quickly ran out of the cemetery.

She exerted all her strength, but Jin Mingheng was caught off guard, his head hit the stone tablet, and his mind was a little dazed.When she woke up, Song Ningjiu was no longer in the cemetery.Startled, he shouted "Xiao Jiuer—" and ran outside.

"Ouch!" As soon as he ran out of the cemetery, he collided with Mama Yuan who was walking towards him.

She also has old arms and legs, and Jin Mingheng was a young man, so he bumped into her and lay on his back.

Jin Mingheng didn't want to take care of her, so he ran out a few steps, glanced at the mountain, but there was no trace of Song Ningjiu.

"Young Master Jin!" Mother Yuan called to him with pain and worry.

Jin Mingheng finally turned back, helped her up, and asked, "Mother Yuan, are you okay?"

Yuan's mother looked at him. Over the years, since Jin's mother passed away, she had never seen him so flustered.Ask: "What happened?"

Jin Mingheng looked back at her, his eyes didn't have the pretense of being firm when facing outsiders, so he never smiled or held on.But let him tell her about his daughter's death?He didn't have the courage to say it a second time.

When Mama Yuan heard that people in the town said that Jin Mingheng had come and came straight to the cemetery, she felt that something was wrong and came over to have a look. Seeing his distraught appearance, she couldn't help but feel distressed.

He is a person who is used to hiding his thoughts. He is old and doesn't have that much knowledge, so he doesn't ask.Putting his hands on his body, he stood up slowly and said, "Let's go, let's go home first."

Jin Mingheng glanced at the lush green outside the cemetery, and he vaguely saw that Song Ningjiu was going down the mountain.I thought that maybe she just wanted to find a place to be quiet, and didn't expect that she would follow.

Pushing too hard at this time may only make her further away from him, so he went down the mountain with Mama Yuan.

Jin Mingheng did not go to Yuan's mother's house, but to the yard where Jin's mother lived in the past.Fortunately, Mama Yuan was hit hard. Although the scratch was a bit painful, she was not at ease seeing him like this, so she stayed with him.

There was nothing at home, so I went out and brought back some ingredients.Cooked rice and made soup.During this time, Jin Mingheng has been sitting in the living room, his mind is full of Song Ningjiu's sad look.

He wished he could hold her tightly in his arms now, and was afraid that she would resist him.

Yuan's mother made soup for him, closed the window, and said, "Jin Shao, although it's almost summer, but the wind in the mountains is cool, you still have to be careful. Then she brought the soup bowl in front of him and said, let's eat something. "

(End of this chapter)