Holding hands to see the world

Chapter 142
Looking at the paper intently at night, he smiled slightly, dried the ink on the paper vigorously, folded it carefully, and shouted: "Little Anzi."

They screamed loudly at night, telling them to run for their lives, but they couldn't hear or see them at all. The blood stained their battle robes, and countless lives fell in the smoke.At night, I just felt like running towards them desperately. It was her, it was her. If she hadn't offered advice to Mu Yuanche, Situ Jing wouldn't have been forced to send Xiqi as an envoy. If it wasn't for worrying about Situ Jing's safety, his brother would have Will not embark on the journey of envoy.

At this moment of the night, she really wished she could eat her heart, but seeing her dearest person fell in front of her, she had no way to save her, so she could only keep shouting at the top of her throat.Her throat was already hoarse, and at night she looked weakly at her brother and Situ Jing who were lying on the ground in the chaos. She could even see Situ Jing with the same soft smile on his face as before, just like in the past.

"Brother, blame me, blame me, don't leave me..."

"Ah Wan, wake up, wake up..."

At night, from the boundless dreamland, I heard a very familiar voice calling me softly, just like before, whenever he was in danger, he would always say, "Xuewa, stand behind me and I will protect you !

I opened my eyes hazily at night, because of the constant screaming in my dream, my throat was a little dry, as if it was about to catch fire.As soon as he raised his head, he met those dark eyes that could never reach the bottom. Before he woke up from the nightmare at night, he subconsciously grabbed his shirt and blurted out: "Ache, Ache, save me!" Save my brother, save my brother, I don't want him to die, I don't want him to die..."

Tears rolled down one by one, dripping on the back of Mu Yuanche's hand, bursts of scorching heat seemed to seep through the skin into the blood, and scurry around in the body.The mood at night was really bad, his eyes were swollen like walnuts, his hair bun was loosely draped behind him, and his big eyes were full of fear

I have never seen such a night before, Mu Yuanche hugged her into his arms almost immediately, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, I'm here, your brother will be fine, I have already ordered Qizhou to guard you." Former Qian Tong and Yanzhou defender Feng Sizhao rushed to the rescue, they will be rescued safely, you just need to rest assured."

Ye Ye's head was a mess, and for a moment it never occurred to him that he was no longer Li Xiangxue but Ye Ye.Hearing Mu Yuanche's words, he blurted out: "Qian Tong is more than stable but not alert enough. Feng Sizhao is eager for quick success and loves to take advantage of small things. This makes people rush to help if they don't agree with each other, and it will ruin the big thing."

Mu Yuanche looked at Ye Ye with a suspicious face, recalling the letter Ye Ye had sent to himself, and asked with a gloomy face: "In your opinion, what should we do?"

At night, she was eager to save people, and the scenes in her dreams made her uneasy. At this time, when she heard Mu Yuanche's words, she subconsciously blurted out her inner plan, but the only trace of reason left her back from her impatience. Only then will I realize where I am.

Suddenly, he broke out in a cold sweat, and his heart beat violently at night, knowing that he had made a fatal mistake.My mind was spinning rapidly, but I said in my mouth: "How can a concubine know these important military affairs? These are just my brother's worried words when he came to see me that day, and I remembered them at night. I didn't expect you to really say that today. Thinking of these two people, I blurted out in a moment of urgency, if I can reach the heavens and the earth and understand the universe, I won't be crying in my dreams uselessly."

Mu Yuanche didn't believe the words, looked down at the night and said slowly: "Are you going to deceive me too? Ah Wan, I know you have something in your heart, but you don't believe me and won't tell me , are you guarding against me?"

Shaking his head at night, choked up twice, with a sad expression on his face, he lay in Mu Yuanche's arms and wept, but he secretly thought: If I really tell all the details about myself, who is Mu Yuanche? When we decided not to meet each other, how could I still trust you like I did in my previous life?
Mu Yuanche was full of doubts in his heart. He looked down and saw the frail figure of night trembling in his arms. He couldn't bear to force her, so he had to say: "When you are willing to talk to me, let's talk. "

Shaking his head at night, his voice still contained the lingering fear of panic, and his voice carried the sweet and soft whisper after waking up from sleep for the first time, "It's not that I want to hide something from you. From the first time you and I met, what you saw It's the real state of the night. I have never hidden it from you. It's just that I am a woman after all. I dare not speak nonsense about the military affairs. If you must know, there is nothing to hide. It is just a helpless and desolate act of our brothers and sisters. That's all."

"How can you hurt yourself?" Mu Yuanche patted Ye Ye's back lightly, and the thin one could touch the protruding spine, and the hardness that had just risen in his heart dissipated immediately, "If you don't want to Just say it, I won’t force you.”

"If I hadn't said it before." Ye Ye firmly said, "It's just that now that I have a crush on you, and I hope to live forever with you, what else can't I say to you?"

Mu Yuanche's heart was touched and he sighed slightly, the expression on his face softened a bit, he patted the night, and said: "Go to sleep again, it's only the third watch, so get up early."

Mu Yuanche didn't ask, because he couldn't doubt her in the face of Ye Ye's passion. He would feel that he was a very despicable person.

Baili Shengxuan is certain to die, and sooner or later there will be a big battle between the two of them, if it wasn't for him, how could he argue with Xue Wawa, and how could he lose her?He hated him so much that in his lifetime, if he couldn't beat Xiqi, he vowed not to be a human being!

Wherever you can really sleep at night, the emperor is suspicious. Even if he believes in you now, he will continue to doubt you in the future, so the night will not "explain" things clearly at this time, yes, in the future The way he explained it was clear.

"You don't doubt me, my heart is at ease, but I have nothing to say to you." Ye Ye tightly hugged Mu Yuanche's waist and refused to let go, looking up at him, his eyes full of trust and dependence.

Mu Yuanche looked down at her, his eyes met each other, his originally empty eyes were gradually covered with a layer of tenderness.

"When I was young, I spent time at the border with my aunt and my father. At that time, my father was not like now. He was very majestic on a tall horse. My aunt often hugged me on the top of the city wall and watched my father train soldiers. It was wild at a young age."

Mu Yuanche simply took off his shoes and got on the bed, and changed into a more comfortable position to walk around the night listening to her telling stories.Under the soft light, the two embraced each other, and the dim yellow light cast the shadow of the two embracing each other on the bed. From a distance, they looked like mandarin ducks crossing their necks, beautiful and warm.

"Your temper is really a bit wild. I have suffered a few times in your hands." Mu Yuanche chuckled, with a hint of helplessness in his laughter, and mixed with it that he didn't even notice. pampering.

Laughing in a low voice at night, it's just that he cried a lot before, but now his voice is a little low.

"Yeah, when I was young, I often wondered why I was not a man, so that I could practice martial arts like my brother, ride a horse, and be majestic on the training ground. When I was young, my father still liked me a little bit, and he was happy Sometimes I will take me to ride a horse in person, but most of the time it is my brother who leads a pony and carefully supports me to sit on it. Later, my father was transferred back to Kyoto, and my aunt took me back with my brother up.

It was only when I entered the high-walled courtyard of the Yefu that I realized that I had to abide by a lot of rules. I was locked in a small courtyard every day, and I even fell ill because of it.I'm just a concubine, and everyone in Yefu will look at me and my aunt with contempt.Many nights I could see my aunt weep secretly.Later, my aunt died of illness within two years, and there are only me and my brother in the night mansion in Nuo Da.

But at this time, I realized that my elder brother was raised a little frivolously by the eldest lady. Before she died, my aunt told me to help my elder brother all the time.But what can I, a little girl, do to wake up my brother so that he can study hard and practice martial arts well.My brother is in the outer courtyard, and I am in the inner courtyard, separated by a courtyard wall, it seems like the end of the world.

Later, I started to read men's books. Fortunately, my aunt bought a lot of books for me and my brother when she came back from the border. The lady did not take these books back, so I fooled the lady's eyeliner during the day. Like a little concubine who doesn't understand the world, but at night she has to hold a small lamp in front of the tent and try her best to recite the book.

I studied hard every day, and when I met my brother, I made things difficult for him on purpose. He was provoked by me, and then he began to focus on the books. Later, under my careful persuasion, he realized that he had won the praise of the eldest lady A plan to kill.However, in those few years, I did read a lot of books because of this. I really tried my best to confuse my brother. I dare not say that I can read all the books in this world easily, but I still dare to accept five out of ten. "

"..." Mu Yuanche sounded unbelievable. Now that he was thinking about it carefully, it was hard to imagine that a little girl could have such wisdom and courage. "How old were you then?"

"Seven or eight years old." Ye Ye said softly, listening to Mu Yuanche's tone, she seemed to believe it, and Ye Ye breathed a sigh of relief. She had worked so hard to hide it from Ye Ning, but now she finally took advantage of the arrangement back then. After hiding it from Mu Yuanche, all the scheming was finally not in vain.

"I've always known that life is not easy for you brothers and sisters, but I didn't expect there to be such twists and turns." Mu Yuanche's voice was tinged with pity, "So the letter you asked Xiao Anzi to send before was not your brother's plan for a rainy day. , is it your plan at all?"

At this time of the night, I didn’t dare to be arrogant, so I quickly shook my head and said, “I’m not that powerful. The decisive victory is a thousand miles away, but that’s what my brother said before he left. My family is a family of military generals. The art of war and strategy, and the map of the borders of the Three Kingdoms, have nothing to do with concubines."

Mu Yuanche could tolerate Li Xiangxue's resourceful next night, but she might not be able to tolerate the next night, so she had to be careful.

Back then in the frontier, in the wild area, the two of them used to gallop on horseback, watch the sunrise in the morning, watch the sunset in the evening, and embraced each other and had the best time. It was really good at that time. Suffering, but really happy.

(End of this chapter)