Holding hands to see the world

Chapter 289 It's Your Turn to Let Go
The lights in the room stayed on all night. When I woke up at night, I saw Mu Yuanche lying beside me, sleeping soundly, but his brows were still tightly frowned in his sleep. Compared with when he first entered the palace, he was really old. Quite a few, he hasn't reached his thirties yet...

At night, she stretched out her hand and lightly brushed across Mu Yuanche's face. The moisture in the corner of her eyes became more and more dense. In the final analysis, she was still dragging him down.

"Are you awake?" Mu Yuanche felt the jade hand wandering around his facial features, and was suddenly awakened. He was very pleasantly surprised when he opened his eyes at night.It has been several months without waking up at this hour of the morning at night.

"Just woke up." The night smiled softly, "Let's go to the back mountain to play today."

There are many mountains in Yanzhou, and the palace is also built on the mountainside, otherwise, how could there be such a magnificent red maple forest to enjoy the scenery.

"Okay, it's rare that you are interested." Speaking of which, he called Yun Xi's name loudly, telling Yun Xi to prepare quickly, while he leaned against the head of the bed and whispered a few words at night, as if after discussing to go What is the mountain playing.

At night, I can't remember the appearance of the back mountain in my mind, but I vaguely remember that there seems to be a small stream there.

With a few children, the family went to the back mountain, the scenery of the back mountain is even more beautiful, the winding and clear creek, and the lush flowers and plants on both sides, although the flowering period has passed, but there is still some standing proud The flowers sway in the wind.In the distance is the endless maple grove, and half the sky is red with fiery red.

For several days in a row, Mu Yuanche accompanied Ye Ye to play around in this palace. After all, Yujiao was a little older, and she also noticed that something was wrong in the night. There was some pale panic on her small face. sleep well.The poor Qin Miao found out early, and then it was Qin Miao who brought her two little ones to play around with her, and said some words to coax her, and then slowly turned around, only knowing that she was not healthy at night to cultivate , but did not say what the disease was.

In the blink of an eye, I have lived in the palace for a month, and the red maple forest has begun to wither gradually, and the flowers and plants have begun to wither, and the early winter is coming.

Sleeping at night a little more than before, Mu Yuanche holding Wang Zimo's letter in his hand, Baili Chengxuan would rather die with Daxia than come up with an antidote.

Because of Li Xiangxue's death, Baili Shengxuan hated himself to death. Of course, he couldn't see that his love for another woman was as deep as the ocean. He wished that he would die at night, and he would be in pain for the rest of his life. He was willing to exchange the whole country .

Mu Yuanche held this letter as if it weighed a thousand catties. Baili Chengxuan was so resolute, but he didn't know that the person he was desperate to save was the person he was thinking of.

After a sleepless night, the moonlight shone like a shadow, reflecting his figure more and more tall and straight.

Mu Yuanche really didn't want to tell anyone about Xuewawa's rebirth, but if he didn't tell Baili Chengxuan clearly... Xuewawa's life would be gone.

Turning around, looking at the pale and bloodless sleeping face lying on the big red brocade mattress at night, she walked over step by step, sat on the brocade tree in front of the bed, brushed her cheek lightly with her big hand, "Baby, what do you want me to do?" How could I just watch you leave like this? But I... really don't want Baili Chengxuan to know that you are still alive, and his thoughts on you... what should I do..."

Naturally, I couldn't hear it at night, and Mu Yuanche's eyes were flushed with tears. Everyone said that the man bleeds but not tears, but when it comes time to make a choice, who can be as firm as an iron?
Seeing the sleepiness getting longer and longer day after day at night, Mu Yuanche finally wrote a letter by himself and handed it to Yan Xi, asking him to teach Baili Chengxuan by himself without passing through the hands of another person.

After Yan Xi left, Mu Yuanche didn't even have a smiling face anymore. When he was awake at night, he talked with her, and the rest of the time he just watched the two children in a daze, or played with them for a while, and Dealing with government and military affairs seems to keep me busy so that I don't have to think about those sorrows.

After half a month, Yan Xi came back.

Baili Chengxuan accepted the peace talks, and also sent Mu Yuanche a private letter.

Mu Yuanche took the letter from Yan Xi's hand, took out the letter, and looked down, his face turned black involuntarily, and anger swept up.

Yan Xi looked at the atmosphere from the side and didn't dare to snort, the bumps back and forth for half a month were really too much for his bones.Looking at the appearance of His Majesty the Emperor, it is estimated that Baili Chengxuan must have been showing off his power in the letter again, but Yan Xi guessed wrong this time.

Baili Chengxuan only made one condition, that is, if he wants peace talks, he can save people, but from now on, Mu Yuanche will not be able to see the night again.

The weather in early winter is not too cold in Kyoto, but it is extremely cold in Yanzhou. Yanzhou is adjacent to Xiqi Stone City in the north, a place of extreme cold.The weather is the most unpredictable, and the four seasons here are not very clear, as if after summer, it is winter in the blink of an eye.

The people in the palace were all wearing singed clothes, they still felt a bit cold like this, walking in a hurry on the road, not daring to delay for a moment.

The condition at night has become so serious that I have to sleep for ten hours every day, and only one or two hours when I am awake.

At night, leaning against the ginger-colored flower-covered pillow behind him, looking at Mu Yuanche, who is facing him, who is much thinner, he is not having a good time these days. Seeing himself struggling day after day, I'm afraid it's not as good as He himself is sick.She understands it all, and she understands it all.

"I know it all from Hamplin." The deadlock broke at night, and the voice was slightly hoarse.

Mu Yuanche's expression froze, and there was a layer of coldness between his brows and eyes, like a treasured sword drawn out of its sheath, which made people feel chilly.

"Don't be angry, I didn't let him talk about it." Sitting up straight at night, he stretched out his hand to cover Mu Yuanche's, with a soft smile on his face, "Birth, old age, sickness and death are the normal state of life, so there is nothing you can't say. I am a person who died once, and I am not afraid of death. I just don't want to, I don't want you, I don't want my children, I don't want my family..."

Mu Yuanche turned around and hugged Ye Ye into his arms, "There will be a way, don't worry, I will definitely not let you have trouble." Mu Yuanche didn't say anything about the deal with Baili Chengxuan, he was afraid that Ye Ye would be in trouble. I don't agree, with such a stubborn personality, if she knows her decision, I'm really afraid that she will do something in a hurry.

At night, it was only Mu Yuanche who was comforting her, and smiled, "Do your best and obey the fate. I just want to be with you in the last days, and I will have no regrets when I am gone in the future." The night stopped Suddenly, looking at Mu Yuanche, he said: "You are a king, rich in the world, and stable in the world. You can't be without a master in the harem. If I disappear, you can give the child to Ding Zhaoyi to raise. Ruan Mingyu, I can't trust others."

Listening to the funeral at night, Mu Yuanche said angrily: "Don't talk nonsense! I will raise my child myself."

Night smiled, "Even if you have the heart, you don't have the time. I understand your intentions. No matter whether you become an empress or not in the future, I just hope that the children will be safe and sound. Damn, coupled with the fact that she has a soft and kind character, and her actions are considered kind, there is still some friendship between me and her, and I am really gone, even for the sake of the past, she will take good care of her. "

"You've thought of everything, but have you ever thought of me?" Mu Yuanche couldn't help feeling resentful, his eyes were red as if stained with blood.

Her body froze at night, she thought about it, why didn't she think about it?Mu Yuanche is in his prime, and it is impossible that there will be no women around him to serve him. If it is true that he does not get close to women, there will be countless disturbances in the court.If a king is willing to die for a woman, and does not get close to women, how can he be respected by his courtiers and supported by the people?

"I've thought about it, thousands of times, tens of thousands of times, but... no matter what I think, I know that once you are the emperor, you will bear the heavy responsibility of the emperor. Some things can't be done according to your own temperament , Che, I don't say it because I understand your suffering, as long as we have loved each other before, that's enough. I can't be too selfish, and I don't want to see you being unhappy for the rest of your life."

Who wants to push their husbands to others?Who wants to let go when the child doesn't remember himself?People can't screw their lives, and when the life limit is up, no matter how unwilling you are, you have to go to the Palace of the King of Hell to report.

She doesn't want to die, she wants to watch her children grow up, her sons get married, and her daughters get married.I want to grow old with Mu Yuanche forever, watch the sunrise and sunset, and enjoy the flowers blooming and falling.I want to see my family safe and healthy, and live in peace.

There are too many reluctance, but...she has no choice, now she can feel that her life is slowly drying up, the waking hours are getting less and less every day, and even some memories in her mind are slowing down. The slow fading made her very frightened, but she dared not tell Mu Yuanche, and couldn't bear to watch him feel sad for herself.

Mu Yuanche hugged her lightly, "I am the emperor, who can coerce me? What's more, you won't die, no matter... All in all, as long as I can keep you alive, I will agree to anything, did it."

The night was a bit strange, as if she had thought of something vaguely, but after this conversation, she felt very tired and obviously didn't want to sleep, but she and Ben couldn't control their eyelids, and slowly covered their dark eyes, deep fell asleep.

Mu Yuanche hugged her, pursed his lips tightly, tears welled up in his eyes.

"Your Majesty, Emperor Xiqi has arrived."

Mu Yuanche's body froze when he heard the words, and he squeezed his arms around the night forcefully, and said after a long time: "Let him wait in the front hall."

"Yes." Yan Xi pushed it down quietly, with sweat on his forehead, remembering Baili Chengxuan's cannibalistic expression that he saw just now, he didn't know what happened.

Mu Yuanche gently put her on the bed at night, covered her with a brocade quilt, tucked in the corners of the quilt, and called Yun Xi and others in to serve her. Sha, looking at the peaceful sleeping face at night as usual, pursed her lips, and then strode out.

When Mu Yuanche arrived, he saw Baili Chengxuan's silver armor shining with a cold light. Under the silver helmet, his handsome face still had a bit of evil charm, but his eyes were condensed. Like a storm, it was black and deep, with a stern expression of rage.

Mu Yuanche glanced at Baili Chengxuan casually, waved his hand to let Yan Xi lead the crowd back, and sat down on the head, then looked at Baili Chengxuan and said, "You came quickly."

"Is everything you said in the letter true?" Baili Chengxuan's voice was filled with urgency, and there was a faint light in his eyes.

"Yes." Mu Yuanche replied softly, "What do you think you need to take out the antidote?"

Baili Chengxuan first looked at Mu Yuanche in a daze, and then laughed loudly, "Do you think I'm a fool? Where in this world does the resurrection of the dead come from? Mu Yuanche, you don't need to get along even if you want to save people." Such a trick."

(End of this chapter)