Holding hands to see the world

Chapter 369 Premonition
He won't promise everlasting promises, because he doesn't know when he will leave this world, but he will try his best to make her happy in his lifetime.

Bingqing smiled slightly, yes, she will definitely work hard to be happy.

After breakfast, Rong Liang and Bing Qing walked slowly around Zhuangzi. In fact, there is no beautiful scenery at this time. At the end of winter and the beginning of spring, everything is just waking up or disappearing.Looking at the bare area, Bing Qing saw Rong Liang's cheerful appearance, so he had no choice but to walk with him.

"How do you feel about this place?"

"When spring comes, the scenery will be even more beautiful." Bing Qing chuckled, there really isn't much to see at this time.

"Don't you feel any familiar feeling?" Rong Liang asked, still hoping that Bingqing could remember this Zhuangzi, maybe he could still remember him.

Bingqing frowned, thought for a while and said: "No, it's my first time visiting this Zhuangzi, how can I feel familiar, you really know how to joke."

Rong Liang took Bing Qing to stand under the cherry blossom trees. Here is a small slope with a slight height, filled with cherry blossom trees in all directions.At this time, there are already buds on the trees, and in another month, this place will be full of cherry blossoms.

He originally wanted to wait until the cherry blossoms were in full bloom, and bring Bingqing here, so that she could recall the past when she was young.It's a pity that the plan is not as big as the change, and Bingqing's initiative made him eager to let her know his heart.

"Qingqing, do you still remember this cherry blossom forest?" Rong Liang hugged her and turned to look at the surrounding flower forest.

Bingqing thought and thought, thought and thought, looking at this bare place, she couldn't remember that she had been here before, so she shook her head again, "I don't remember, what is it, what are you talking about?" Make it clear."

Really anxious, this slow-moving temper.

Rong Liang sighed inwardly, thought for a while and said, "A story once happened here, it was the story of a little girl and a boy."

Bingqing felt a little weird, maybe because Rong Liang asked her if she was familiar with this place, and now she was going to tell the story of a little girl and a boy.The age gap between myself and Rong Liang is a bit big, if it is pushed forward a few years, the little girl and the boy are also right.

It's just that she really doesn't remember any entanglement between herself and Rong Liang.

"What story?" Bingqing was really curious.

"A young man who was exiled stayed in this luxurious manor with sickness and loneliness, but he was unhappy, and the reason for his unhappiness was simple, because he had no relatives beside him except his servants. He was very lonely, and he felt His family didn't love him, he was their burden, he was so self-defeating that he didn't even have the strength and motivation to live. One day, the manor became lively, and his mother came to see him and brought guests, guests There is a girl doll carved in jade. The girl was running around in the garden mischievously. She got lost and came here, and saw the sick and weak boy being ridiculed. For some reason, the girl was very angry. She scolded those who bullied the boy. At that time, her little hand was pinching her waist, because she was walking so fast, her pink and tender face was flushed, and because she was angry, her eyes were particularly shining, like the dark night sky on the brightest star.

The girl scolded those who prayed for the boy away, and said to the boy: My brother said that if you don’t want to be bullied, you have to become strong. I don’t know what being strong is, but I know it must be a good thing, because That way others won't bully you.

At that time, the wind blew and the flowers fell, the pink cherry blossoms were overflowing, and the air was full of the smell of flowers.The girl happily threw down the boy and went to follow the footsteps of the petals, the pink flower rain swirled and swirled, the boy remembered the girl and also remembered that sentence.Now that young man has become powerful, and he tried all kinds of tricks to marry her back home, but the girl no longer remembers that young man. "

Bing Qing stared at Rong Liang's mournful eyes, suddenly she was a little out of breath, she felt that the boy Rong Liang was talking about was himself, and the girl was her, but... such a beautiful picture, how could she Can there be no memory?
"How old was that girl at that time?" Bingqing felt that it was necessary to ask this question clearly.

Five or six years old... Bing Qing had black lines on his face. When he was five or six years old, who could remember things from such a young age.At least she didn't remember it, and she couldn't help but feel very sorry, how could she not remember it.Listening to Rong Liang describe the scene at that time, I really feel so beautiful and romantic, the cherry blossoms are flying all over the sky, and a cute doll is getting farther and farther away in the depths of the flower dance, just thinking about it feels like the blood is colliding and stirring.

"It's a pity that I have no memory." Bingqing murmured, her face full of regret.

Rong Liang's eyes couldn't help but bend, "It doesn't matter if you forget the past, it's good to remember in the future." Having said that, he looked at Bing Qing and asked with a smile: "Are you so sure that the girl is you?"

Bingqing immediately blushed with embarrassment, yes, why is she so empathetic?Didn't they say it was her?Nima, what a shame!

Bingqing took two steps back, looked up at Rongliang, and said word by word: "If you can enter your courtyard as a guest, you let me stand here and listen to this story. Since that boy married that girl , isn't it me?"

Seeing Bingqing's little appearance of fighting for reason, it's rare to see her so excited, and her sneering smile became brighter and swaying, "Yes, it's you, no one in this world can touch my heart in an instant. Qing Qing, you have to believe that my love for you is not a whim, and it will not end in a hurry. You were so brave and sharp back then, and you immediately fascinated me. Why are you becoming more and more careful now? Be cautious, I don't like your hesitant life like this, I want to tell you, to be my Rong Liang's wife, I can make you happy."

Bingqing's smile froze at the corners of her lips, yes, when she was young, she was really cheerful and innocent, doing things as she wanted, and she was really happy at that age.But people will grow up, and grown-up people will have all kinds of scruples, and they can no longer be the same as before. They can do whatever they want, and they don’t have to look at other people’s faces or think about other people’s positions. , but can it really be like that?No, no one can.

But Rong Liang can say such things to him, she is still very grateful, very happy, and also has a feeling of happiness.

"I'm very happy now, Rong Liang, thank you."

What exactly is happiness?

Who can answer this question?
People who can't keep up with three meals, as long as they can eat enough, they are happy; after eating their stomachs, they think about having their own piece of land, which makes them happier; It will be happier if you can buy more food, sell some money, and save some money.With money, there will be greater desires, and human desires will never be satisfied.

Bingqing just doesn't want to get too deep at this time, she can accept Rongliang, but she doesn't want to expect more things.Falling in love is easy, but staying together is hard.He is not alone, and she is not alone. There are many people around them, which will have a great impact on their lives.

Rong Liang can not take a second look at other women when they are in love now, but what about five or ten years from now?Even if Rong Liang doesn't change his mind, will Mrs. Rong allow her son to have no concubines and only one woman for the rest of his life?

As Rong Liang's life in the capital became more and more popular, and more and more attention was paid to him, more and more women would be sent to him. Could it be that she wanted to drive every one of them out?

Obviously, this is absolutely impossible.

Therefore, Bingqing can love and accept, but she still wants to leave a retreat for herself.She can only say that I will give it a try, and will not tell him, but I actually love you.Maybe one day, when there is another person in their world, she can still live her life in style.

Life is always full of surprises, people should be kind to themselves.

Bingqing smiled wryly, not because she was timid, but because she was afraid that she would feel jealous and do something irreversible, so this was just right.

People need to properly control themselves in order to live a happier life. It is much better to cherish what we have now than to ask for more.It's not that she doesn't understand, it's not that she doesn't want it, it's just that she can't bear the consequences.

Whether you say she is selfish or timid, in the end, she just hopes that the two of them can go to the end peacefully in the future.Even if you gave your feelings, if you lose them in the end, you can still retain a bit of decency.

For a proud person like her, if she has achieved this step, even if Ye Ye finds out, she will probably be surprised.

Bingqing smiled bitterly in her heart, when will she be tempted?
Rong Liang's tenderness is like the drizzle in spring, which has melted into my heart unconsciously, moved my heart unconsciously, and confused my love.When he realized it, he was already deeply involved, even if he wanted to refuse, it was already impossible, but it was just the beginning, so Bingqing didn't dare to predict at all, if he made a promise for a lifetime, in case one day Rong Liang would take it on his back Promise, she was afraid that she would really do something beyond her control.

She can't gamble because she is the daughter of Situ's family.

One person's honor and disgrace belong to the family.

She cannot refuse such a burden, nor can she defile it.

Now at this time, thinking of Ye Ye, if Ye Ye was the eldest daughter of the Ye family, then her every move would not be so wanton.It is said that a man is in his position and wants to find a job.But as a woman, she also has responsibilities and obligations, and the eldest daughter of an aristocratic family like her even bears even more.

When a person's emotions, sorrows, joys, and rules of conduct cannot be done arbitrarily, what right do you have to ask yourself to have love?

Under the sakura tree that had just glowed with vitality, Bingqing gently closed her eyes, suppressing the surging tears.

It's not that I don't love, but that I can't afford to love.

Rong Liang, do you understand my sadness?
All I can do is to love you and own you with my purest body and mind within the scope of my control.If one day, the mountains and rivers do not meet each other, we can still get together well.

The cherry blossoms of that year were like rain, and I don't remember when I was young.Just like me today, being held in your arms, but still not daring to bet on our future.

Perhaps, from the very beginning, this was already destined to pass by.

Ever since he confessed his love that day, Rong Liang has felt the warmth of spring, and Bingqing is indeed different from before, with indescribable intimacy and dependence on him.

(End of this chapter)