waiting for your starlight

Chapter 325

Shen Zhao nodded, "Yes, yes, he was too much today. But he is almost 80, his health is not good, and his temper is worse than when he was young. As children, we are more tolerant..."

Shen Zhao's tone was helpless, and Shen Yilu's movements also stopped.

She understood what he said.Father is old.At his age, it is their luck to be able to teach others sanely.That's why she was willing to go home and resist talking back.

The father who once weighed on her head, as if she would never be able to get rid of it for a lifetime, is already old.

The atmosphere was a bit heavy, Shen Yilu took out a white bottle from her handbag, and poured a few medicines into her palm.Shen Zhao knew that she had a bad heart. When she was young, she worked too hard in filming, and she suffered from all kinds of diseases. This is just one of them.

He quickly handed him plain water, "Are you feeling uncomfortable again?"

Shen Yilu swallowed the medicine with a blank expression, and took another sip of water, "No, I just want to tell you that if you are not in good health, you can take advantage of illness to play tricks on more than one person."

Shen Zhao couldn't help laughing.

After Shen Bingheng finished the phone call, he needed someone to wait on him. Shen Zhao continued to do his job. Shen Yilu went up to the second floor by himself, walked along the corridor unconsciously, and looked around.

She was actually not familiar with this house.She grew up in the courtyard and lived there until she left home at the age of 17.There is a tall plane tree in the yard with dense branches and leaves. In summer, she likes to take a wicker chair and lie in the shade of the tree to take a nap, even if she is bitten all over by mosquitoes.

During those years in Hong Kong, what she missed most was the tree and the yard where she had lived for more than ten years.But when she returned to Beijing five years later, she found that the courtyard house had been demolished, her father had bought a three-story villa, and everything she was familiar with had disappeared.

And in this villa, there is no place for her.

He was so angry with her that he refused to take her things when he moved, let alone allow his mother to decorate her new room.So when she returned to her hometown many years later, she found that she could only be a guest.

Her footsteps stopped.On the right is a creamy door with a softly glowing brass handle and a sign on the door.Instead of writing, she drew a few small lychees. I heard that she and Shen Feng did it together when they were bored.

Shen Yilu pushed open the door.

The room is quite big for a little girl. The living room is covered with a bedroom, plus a separate bathroom, decorated in sweet candy colors.Although it has not been lived in for a long time, it is still cleaned, and the potted plants on the windowsill are blooming lively.

After Yixi returned to the mainland with Liang Ge, she basically lived in Nanjing, but because her grandparents missed her, she also lived in Beijing during the summer vacation.It was only a few months before and after, but whether it was Shen Bingheng's house or Shen Zhao's house, they had prepared exclusive rooms for her.

Shen Yilu walked in and sat down on the sofa casually.Opposite is a huge photo, 13-year-old Yixi is lively and cute, laughing on the lawn holding a snow-white Samoyed.

Shen Yilu rubbed her temples, she couldn't remember when was the last time she saw this smile with her own eyes.Or, she never had the chance to see her like this, innocent and carefree, like the media said, she was a princess raised in the palm of her hand.

What she saw was indifferent and prickly.

When we parted last time, she said, it's like this again, you will always be like this.

She said, even if you were just a little gentler to me, we wouldn't be where we are today.

She said, Mom, it wasn't me who made us enemies, it was you.

All this is like a lingering spell, appearing in her mind from time to time.Her expression when she spoke, the accusation and strong disappointment in her eyes, and the faint tears, they were entangled together, tortured her, and even woke her up from her sleep.

Shen Yilu subconsciously smiled wryly.She didn't care, she really didn't care at first.But maybe it was what Shen Zhao said, she was getting older, so she began to think about the past.Her childhood, her first marriage, and the product of that marriage, her daughter.

At the beginning, she regarded this child as her dedication to love, because Liang Ge liked children, and it was impossible for her to destroy their flesh and blood.After the child was born, she didn't spend much time on her. When she had time, she either spent time with Liang Ge, or went out to film, and worked hard for a comeback.

Later, when their relationship became bad, she even used up her last patience. Sometimes when Yi Xi came to act like a baby with her, she would coldly reject her.Everything is subconscious, she thinks that children don't have feelings, she doesn't even see her as an individual with sensitive emotions.When she finally reacted and tried to get close to her, the little girl had already learned to look at her with cold and defensive eyes.

She hated that look, and hated herself for making a mess with her daughter, so she gave up even this only attempt.

Then, she left with her father, and they were separated from each other.

Maybe she knew that she had done something wrong, so she gave birth to Crystal immediately after remarrying, and wanted to start everything again.Maybe she is still not as good as other mothers in being considerate and dedicated to her children, but for herself, she has reached her limit.

There was a light knock on the door, and Crystal, whom she remembered just now, leaned in half hesitantly, "Mommy."

She didn't make a sound, so Crystal had no choice but to come in, "Why are you in sister's room? Grandpa is not angry anymore, uncle asked me to tell you to go down..."

Like Yixi, Crystal also went back to Beijing for a short stay, and she also had her room at home.Shen Bingheng didn't bring the conflict with his daughter to his granddaughter, but because he pitied Yixi for being separated from his mother since childhood, he loved her more than Crystal.

Shen Yilu asked: "Your sister is married."

Crystal blinked, "I know, the whole world knows, right? Even my classmates in Canada asked me on Facebook, she is my sister's fan!"

She suddenly realized, "Mum, are you angry because my sister didn't tell you in advance?"

Shen Yilu frowned subconsciously, but Crystal noticed it, but still said: "Mommy, I'm serious, don't be angry. In fact, I think it's not good for you to treat my sister like this."

Shen Yilu was a little surprised, and after a while asked calmly, "Have you read those news?"

(End of this chapter)