waiting for your starlight

Chapter 65

She thought about it, and her eyes fell on the wallet in her handbag. It was bought when the two of them were shopping together. She used it so easily that she forgot to change it.

"Okay, I've come to see you. We really need to have a good talk."

Xu Muzhou's car was parked near the gymnasium, the lights were dim, she squinted to find his Land Rover, walked over to open the door and sat in the passenger seat.

The summer night was sweltering, but luckily the air conditioner was turned on in the car, and she blew the cold air for a while before turning to look at him, "I'm here, what do you want to talk about?"

Xu Muzhou's complexion was not very good, and he looked tired, as if he hadn't slept for a long time.Yixi knew that since he became popular, his work schedule was very full, and the manager squeezed him too hard. Every time the two of them met, they had to overcome all difficulties, so his patience was so easily exhausted.

He bowed his head and stared at her silently, "Why are you avoiding me?"

She said: "I didn't hide from you on purpose, it's just that there were too many things a while ago. There were exams, auditions, and filming. I didn't have time, so I didn't get back to you. Don't think too much."

Her tone was almost gentle, but Xu Muzhou fell silent again.The cold wind kept blowing on his body, Yixi began to feel cold, and even had goosebumps on his bare arms.He looked at her for a long time, and asked softly, "Are you taking revenge on me? Xiaoxi."

Yixi paused.

"That night when you said you wanted to break up, I agreed only when I was so angry. I regretted it and wanted to take it back, is that okay? Xiaoxi, will you come back?"

Having known each other for more than two years, Yixi has never heard him speak to her in this tone. Even when he was courting her, he was confident and in control of the overall situation.But at this moment, he was looking at her like this, with a sincere request, hoping that she would return to him.

Yixi's heart trembled violently.

Pursing her lips tightly, she looked at the building in front of her and said after a long time, "It's too late."

His gaze changed abruptly.

Yixi smiled helplessly.

It has been more than eight months since the breakup, and it will soon be as long as they have been together.He said he was confused at the time, so why wasn't she?In the few days after the breakup, she refused to admit it, but she was always looking forward to him in her heart.She wanted him to call her and give her a reason to forgive him, no matter how clumsy.As long as he did it, even if Yin Ru was still in the midst of them, she would try her best to overcome and face it.

But he didn't.

Time passed day by day, she listened to his news every day, watched him and Yin Ru double up, go on various programs to promote new dramas, and even have their CP party rise by her side, and she never tired of talking about her own ideas.Several times, she held the phone in her hand and wanted to call him to ask him what he meant, but the next second, she would be blocked by his annoying eyes on that snowy night.

At that moment, she finally understood how naive and ridiculous she was.

Later, when she finally saw Xu Muzhou in the tea restaurant in Hengdian, she didn't feel much anymore.Even when he apologized to her that he didn't really want to break up, she just found it boring.He didn't show up when she longed for these words the most, and after that, it didn't matter whether he had him or not.

"Actually, after I broke up with you, I was not used to it at first, and even hid and cried secretly. But slowly, I found out that this kind of life is what I want. You are not my boyfriend, so I will Don't worry about what will happen when you and Yin Ru are together, whether you like her or not, it has nothing to do with me... I know, if you want to say that I think too much, well, just treat it as I think too much. I am very I'm happy, I don't have to think so much after breaking up with you, I feel very quiet, the quiet I haven't had in a long time."

Perhaps when they reunited in Hengdian, she hadn't completely given up subconsciously, but what happened after that really exhausted her remaining thoughts.

Xu Muzhou stared at her steadfastly, and squeezed out a sentence, "What... do you mean?"

Yixi smiled lightly, as if relieved, "I mean, I'm used to living without you, and I don't want to go back."

Xu Muzhou's expression was as if someone had punched him in the face, and the blood on his lips faded away.He finally understood her seriousness, that kind of determination and firmness pierced him like a sharp sword, making him feel panic for the first time in his life.

He looked at her with a completely incomprehensible look, "Because of Yin Ru? Just because of Yin Ru?"

"I've said it countless times. At first it was because of Yin Ru, and later it was because of you. It's up to you if you want to believe that she is upright and innocent. I have no obligation to play dumb with you. That's all for me. Let's hang out and get together."

She opened the car door and wanted to leave, but he grabbed her hand.She turned her head and looked at each other. He seemed to have suddenly remembered something very important, and said repeatedly: "She has a boyfriend. She told me before, but please keep it a secret. I have seen that man before. She has a secret relationship. boyfriend, it is impossible to like me."

Yixi was stunned for a second, then shook her head and laughed as if hearing something ridiculous, "So, she has a boyfriend. That's the reason she gave you."

He stayed where he was, and she didn't miss it any more, she opened the car door and walked out.It was not until more than ten meters away that I stood still and turned back.There were seven or eight cars parked in a row at that corner, and it was pitch black on both sides, except for the light in his car.The light in the darkness is like the feeling he gave her at the beginning, the road ahead is long, as long as he is by her side, there is no need to be afraid.

She used to trust him so much, but in the end, this light was extinguished by his own hands.

(End of this chapter)