The reborn woman returns

Chapter 316

The bridal chamber is full of candles, when the golden list is titled.

I didn't have the chance to be nominated for the gold list in my life, but another happy event came.

I thought that this time, we could spend the rest of my life together like her parents, but I didn't think that everything was just my extravagant wish.

I still remember the wedding candles in the bridal chamber that day, and the red candles flickered until dawn.

She was wearing a red wedding dress, and she was neither sad nor happy in front of me.All my former pride seemed to be shattered to the ground, never to be seen again.Seeing her holding a long whip in the new house, smashing all the auspicious things in the house, listening to her almost vicious curses, staring at me is full of resentment.But I know that her heart is full of unwillingness and pain, she is just disguising herself with a tough appearance.Said to me: Xue Yan, since both of us are not voluntary about this marriage, we will not disturb each other from now on and live in peace with each other.Otherwise, I will definitely make you restless in Ningyuanhoufu!

I took her whip and said in a tone I had never done before: Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you, don't be afraid of me...

She seemed to take off all her disguise, and sat down beside the bed, her eyes full of emptiness.

The joy of her becoming my wife at that moment was severely frozen.

It turns out that I have ruined her to such an extent without knowing it...

For the first time in my life, I know what guilt is, but knowing that there are some things, some people, and some things.For me, even if this kind of guilt is enough to overwhelm me, I would rather die than give up.

She has become my obsession since the day I first met her.And today, she has become my demon seed, leading me into a demon.

How can I let go?

what can I do?What can I do? !

Who can know the torment and pain in my heart, because the Xue Shaochen that the world knows is a playboy.But I don't know that what I am actually best at is disguising, disguising as a person that everyone wants to see, disguising as a person who is only a little interested in her.Even though my internal organs have been burnt by this kind of emotion, on the surface it is still calm.

I just want to watch her, watch her, protect her.Living by the wall, I can see her every morning.As the saying goes, the life of a Taoist is only a hundred years, and I am only in my twenties.I still have so much time to spend with her, one day she will forget everything that hurt her, and become mine completely.

I thought that she and I would develop as I planned, and I would respect her as a guest, and she would gradually soften, and I would give her the life she wanted most, to travel through the beautiful world and the years.But I forgot that there is still a virtuous king in this world who I wish I could burn my bones to ashes and never see him for the rest of my life.

The queen mother's birthday is also the anniversary of my mother's death. The royal family has never forced me, perhaps thanks to my mother's status as protection.I really want her to be with me, even if I can't drink at the same table, even if I can't see her in the same room.As long as I stay in the same yard, I'm content to be separated by thick walls.

But looking at her well-dressed appearance, watching her rarely show happy expression.I can only tell my servant to open the main door and let her go to the palace with her followers in a good manner.

This night, I looked at the moonlight in the direction of the palace, drank cup after cup, and told myself over and over again, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter anything.At least we are still in one place, she is my wife after all.One day she will give up that pomp and hypocrisy for me.

But what did I get, what did I hear? !I have devoted my whole life to holding her in the palm of my hand, and what do I get in my mouth?
It came from the mouth of the subordinates, the little princess met with the virtuous king in private, and wept bitterly.Xian Wang and his wife were deeply affectionate, and they sneered at her.

Everyone in the world knows that she is the ex-fiancée of King Xian, that she is strong, jealous and immoral, and that she has a deep love for King Xian.But why... why!It's because I don't see my sincerity towards her.It's right by your side, within reach, why can't you see or feel it! !

I kicked open her door and asked her why? !Ask her why she did this to me.

All I got was her surprised gaze, as if this matter had nothing to do with me at all, and you were drunk with the extremely indifferent you.

you're drunk……

The pain has been tangled up to this point, it turns out it's just... I'm drunk.

What a good reason, what a perfunctory dialogue.

Now that I'm drunk, can I do things that only drunk people can do recklessly.

I smiled and approached her, and at that moment I felt like I was going crazy, venting my temper: Huo Hanyan, you just rely on me to like you, don't you? !You are my wife, you are my wife!

madman.Those were the coldest words she had ever spoken to him.

Crazy, so what?I'm just a man who is stupid and loves her to the point of madness.

She began to panic, and her formerly proficient martial arts became vulnerable to me.The dagger with the cold front was pulled out from her waist, tossing and turning.

The person I love is there, but there is a blade blocking it.

In fact, some things are so simple to do.Deliberately let the dagger pierce me and get stuck on the bone of my shoulder.

I finally touched her in her panicked eyes.

The blood and pain seemed normal under the anesthesia of wine.All that remains in my heart is after touching her.The kind of happiness that owns the whole world.

I whispered in her ear, I'm going to fix you tonight, if you want to do it, kill me.

Crazy, it's all crazy.

Blood dripping, a mess...

Right and wrong in the world, cause and effect right and wrong, no one can see clearly and clearly.

(End of this chapter)