sorry i love you

Chapter 25 Meeting You at the End of the Fireworks
When it was twelve o'clock in the Spring Festival Gala, the people in the store suddenly went out one after another, curious, and Qing Yang followed them out, only to realize that there are fireworks in the small town every year at this time.

Many fireworks exploded in the sky at the same time, and for a while, the whole city was illuminated as bright as day.Qingyang actually watched a lot of fireworks before. When she was still at Xu's house, Xu Nancheng would take her downstairs to set off fireworks at this time of year, but at that time she was always worried more than happy, for fear that something would happen if she didn't pay attention. Accident.

The children looked up at the fireworks in the sky and clapped their hands happily. Sometimes they would hold their mother's sleeve with one hand and point out a certain firework in the sky to their mother in surprise.The sound of the fireworks exploding was very loud, and Qing Yang couldn't hear what the people around him were saying, but seeing their cuddling posture and the smiles on their faces, one could feel their happiness.

Standing alone in the crowd, she felt a feeling of loneliness filling her heart, and suddenly felt that she had never wished to have someone to accompany her like she did now.

Xu Nancheng's face flashed in his mind, and he shook his head.What was she thinking, how could Xu Nancheng appear?At this moment of family reunion, he must be with his family now, as well as his fiancée...

Someone patted on the shoulder, Qing Yang was startled, recovered from his thoughts, turned his head to see, it was Pang Jie.

Her heart sank. In fact, she hoped... hoped that it was him. Even though she knew it was impossible, she still had such humble expectations.

Pang Jie smiled and handed over the mobile phone in his hand, Qingyang looked over, it was a photo, she looked carefully, it was actually captured by him when she looked up at the fireworks just now.

The resolution of the mobile phone is probably not high, and the picture is not very clear, but the corners of her mouth can be vaguely seen.

Pang Jie was talking to her, but she didn't hear clearly, so she leaned closer and listened to him say: "I will wash it out and give it to you, I hope you will remember such happiness."

The nostrils were sore, Qing Yang didn't know what else she could say besides thank you.Some words are destined not to be uttered, she said silently in her heart: But Pang Jie, you know, this kind of happiness is as fleeting as fireworks, and when you look up again, all that is left is the black and empty sky.

I got tired of it all of a sudden and didn't want to stay any longer.A person walked back silently, and when she reached the entrance of the alley, she suddenly stopped. She raised her head suddenly, and when she saw the familiar face in front of her, her heartbeat suddenly slowed down by half a beat. She wanted to speak, but her tears had already been controlled Can't help but flow down first.

People's cheers came from behind her, she turned her head, and there were two large characters in the sky: Happiness.

Huahuo fell, and within a few seconds, the word disappeared.Qing Yang turned her head, the person not far away was still standing there, she rubbed her eyes, and when she looked again, there was a smile on his lips.

She stared at him closely, as if he would disappear like the fireworks in the next moment. After a while, she took a step and walked forward slowly.

Step by step, she got closer and closer to him, her heartbeat became faster and faster, she walked in front of him, and then continued to move forward, as if she hadn't seen him, but her pace became slower and slower until she stopped completely.

She turned around suddenly, and the person behind her was standing still, looking at her with a smile.She ran to him quickly and threw herself into his arms.

Standing in the crowd, she made a wish to the fireworks, hoping that someone would come to accompany her; when Pang Jie photographed her, she knew that she was expecting him; now, she was in his arms, except that it was unreal, she didn't know There are no other words to describe her feeling at this time.

She didn't even dare to raise her head, afraid that such happiness was just a dream, and when she opened her eyes, it would disappear like the fireworks. In the idiom dictionary, people call it a dream.

She wept softly on his chest, and the tears smeared on his clothes.Xu Nancheng rubbed her head and said with a smile, "Silly girl, are you so sad to see me?"

It's so sad!If you get it, you will be afraid of losing it. When you see you, you will be afraid of leaving you. Do you know that!
Xu Nancheng hugged her even tighter, and rested his chin on her forehead, feeling even more distressed.

If he didn't know what his father said inadvertently, he might not know until now that she was living alone even in his absence.

He saw that his mother was trying her best to cover up something. He knew that she had been trying her best to match him and Pei Xinying. However, for the first time in more than ten years, he suspected that her mother was also trying her best to distance him from Qingyang.

That's why he made a blind date for Qing Yang, and that's why he asked Qing Yang to take Chen Anliang home for dinner, so whether it was grandpa's birthday or New Year's Eve, Qing Yang was not allowed to go home.

But why?His mother should have seen that he likes Qingyang, maybe because she bumped into him when he secretly kissed Qingyang that day in the hospital, maybe earlier, but Qingyang was also raised by her, from an adopted daughter to a daughter-in-law, she really Are you so resistant?
And Qingyang, even if his mother is unhappy, even if she is a tortoise, but during the five years he left, it's not too much to make a phone call, right?Even if she only regards him as her brother.

There must be something between his mother and Qingyang that he doesn't know, and his mother won't tell him, and he doesn't want to force Qingyang, so it may be more difficult to know what's going on.

Xu Nancheng looked at Qingyang who was leaning on him, and felt that his body was gradually becoming hot. He leaned down and whispered in her ear: "Qingyang, if you lie down again, I can't guarantee that nothing will happen."

Qing Yang froze for a moment, realized what he meant, and her face became red hot.She straightened up, raised her head, and finally confirmed that the person in front of her was him, and he was not dreaming.My heart gradually relaxed, and my lips were kissed unexpectedly.

In fact, Xu Nancheng originally wanted to kiss her secretly because her expression was too cute, but the taste of her lips was too sweet, which made him want more.

Supporting the back of her head with his hands, he pried open her teeth, stuck his tongue in, and snatched the fragrance between her lips and teeth, and his strength gradually increased.

Qingyang was a little out of breath after being kissed by him, but it felt like a feather brushed gently in her heart, Qingyang thought, this is probably happiness.

Unconsciously, she put her arms around Xu Nancheng's waist, and she raised her head to try to respond to Xu Nancheng's kiss, but her youthful movements were enough to make Xu Nancheng throw away her reason.The hand around her waist was even stronger, as long as he could rub her into his body.

"Mom, what are they doing?" Qingyue's child's voice interrupted their long kiss.Qingyang turned her head, just as she saw the mother reaching out to cover the child's eyes, her face flushed instantly, and she buried her head in Xu Nancheng's chest.

Xu Nancheng also looked over, and then looked at Qingyang's shy appearance, he couldn't help but chuckled.

Holding Qingyang in her arms, she walked towards the hotel where she was staying. After walking all the way, the redness on Qingyang's face had mostly faded away, but when she thought about what happened just now, she turned red again.

My God, it was actually seen by children. Does this count as poisoning the next generation?

Entering the hotel, Qingyang suddenly remembered an important question: "How do you know that I live here?"

Xu Nancheng glanced at her disapprovingly: "If you want to know, you can know."

Qingyang remembered that he was a well-deserved son of a high-ranking cadre, and she really wanted to know if she wanted to know, so she asked nonsense.

He sent her to the door of the room, and then went to open the door of the next room.Qingyang was a little surprised: "Which room do you want to live in?" Thinking about Xu Nancheng's identity, living in such a small hotel always feels like he has been wronged.

However, Xu Nancheng deliberately misinterpreted her words: "Yes, but if you let me live in your room, I have no objection."

Her face turned red again, and seeing the malicious smile on his face, she said "I have an opinion" and hurried into the room.After closing the door, she leaned against the door panel and whispered, "You should be allowed to sleep on the floor."

Someone outside knocked on the door, she was startled, and heard him say: "Don't have fun!"

She retorted loudly: "Why should I have fun secretly?" However, she reached out and touched the corner of her mouth, which was raised.

After sitting on the bed for a while before calming down, I suddenly remembered something.He hurriedly dug out two towels from the suitcase, hurried out of the room, and knocked on the door next door.

It took about a minute for the door to open, and she glanced at Xu Nancheng who had just changed, and she was not polite, gave him the towel, and went straight into the room.

"The towels here are not very clean. I guess you came in a hurry and didn't bring any towels. I just got two more and brought them for you."

"Also", as she said, she walked to the side of the bed, turned her head and looked at Xu Nancheng who had closed the door and walked in. She didn't know what was going on, and suddenly felt a little guilty, "Also, the quilt here is relatively thin. It might be cold at night, you can find blankets to cover, here are the blankets."

As she spoke, she opened a large drawer under the bed, and the blanket appeared in front of her eyes.She turned her head to look at Xu Nancheng, and said not without credit, "Isn't this blanket hard to find? I found it by accident."

Xu Nancheng pulled her up, closed the drawer, put his arms around her waist, and said softly: "Actually, you don't need to bother, you won't be cold if you stay."

The breath he exhaled was blown by her ears, and her face became hot, and she only felt her head explode with a buzzing sound.

The body was put into someone's arms, surrounded by his breath, Qing Yang tried to struggle a few times, but when his lips gently kissed her, the few remaining sane things in her were all gone Run clean.

The closeness between the lips and teeth, the initial softness was soon replaced, the embrace was the most cherished person in his life, he was afraid of hurting her, but his strength kept increasing, he wished he could embed her into his own life , maybe only in that way can never be separated.

The collarbone was slightly cold, Qingyang only felt that the world seemed to have turned, and when he opened his eyes again, he was already lying on the bed.The person above blocked the light that wasn't very bright at all, his breathing was a little heavy, and he asked her in a low hoarse voice: "Qingyang, is it okay?"

May I?Qingyang's mind is already a mess, but there is one thought that is so clear: why not?She likes him, and she likes him, and it doesn't hurt anyone, why not?

She stretched out her hand and gently wrapped his neck around his neck, then raised her upper body and pressed her lips to his.

There was undisguised joy in Xu Nancheng's eyes. He kissed her, unbuttoned her sweater with his hands, and reached into her underwear restlessly.

Qingyang was shivered by the coolness in his hands, and bit his lip bitterly. She just wanted to take revenge, but unexpectedly, there was a bloody smell in her mouth. It seemed... a bit cruel Already...

She looked at Xu Nancheng with a guilty conscience, and saw Xu Nancheng looking at her with a weird smile. The next moment, someone pinched her waist, so Qing Yang, who was originally guilty, began to think: Actually, she should be more ruthless just now That's right.

The big palm moved to her back, and with a little force from him, her restraints were loosened.His lips moved back all the way, covering her earlobe.Qingyang only felt itchy, and her whole body became hot.

"You forgot to say that we were once happy..." The ringtone of the mobile phone interrupted them inappropriately.Xu Nancheng frowned. He didn't want to pay attention to it at first, but the person who made the call was so persistent that the bell rang for several minutes without quieting down.Qing Yang poked him lightly, and said, "Go ahead, he might be looking for you urgently."

She is very considerate of others!Taking the phone, a string of numbers is displayed on the screen.He has already turned off the mobile phone he used for work, and now this is a private number, only a few brothers and Qing Yang who have played since childhood know, who is calling this?
After pressing the call button, when Pei Xinying's voice came, his eyebrows couldn't help but tighten again and again.

"Hello, Nancheng?"

Xu Nancheng was a little irritable, "What's the matter?"

Xu was hurt by his indifferent attitude, Pei Xinying was silent for a moment before saying: "I...it's the first day of the new year, I wish you a happy new year..."

They were very close, and Qingyang woke up suddenly when he heard the voice from the phone, like a basin of cold water being poured in an empty space.What are they doing?While his fiancée was anxiously waiting for him to answer the phone, what were they doing?
She pushed Xu Nancheng away violently, and was about to leave after finishing her clothes, but someone grabbed her arm.She struggled hard, but the expression on Xu Nancheng's face made her suddenly remember that this arm was injured by her not long ago.

Distressed and hated, she wanted to break free from him, but she was afraid of hurting him, but standing here and listening to his fiancée greeting him, she felt suffocated and uncomfortable.

Xu Nancheng ended the call with a few words, and then called Liao Yingchu.The phone was connected, but he didn't say a word. The person over there took the initiative to confess: "Just now Pei Xinying called to ask me if I could find your mobile phone number. I kept saying I didn't know, but she is really good at it, no Cry or not, but she asked me for half an hour with one sentence, and I didn't dare to hang up on her phone. I couldn't help it, so I had to recruit. By the way, you are really good at talking about it, and you really just leave with a plane ticket Already!"

He just knew it was. "This is not an example." After finishing speaking, Xu Nancheng hung up the phone.

Throwing the phone aside, Xu Nancheng turned his head to look at Qingyang, but didn't say a word for a long while.

What do you say?What is there to say?Sometimes, he feels that the two of them have the same mind, and she understands what he thinks, but sometimes, he feels that she is really stupid and hopeless, obviously it is very simple But she couldn't see anything.

What should he do with her?He often gnashes his teeth in hatred, but she is his softest weakness and cannot be hurt.

After being silent for a long time, finally Qingyang was defeated first, and said coldly: "Let go."

"Give me a reason." The coldness in his tone was only worse than hers. If his arm hadn't been injured, he really doubted that he would have broken her arm.

Qingyang turned her head to look at him, and said with a mocking smile: "The reason? Is it enough that I don't want to be a third party?"

third party?This is how she positioned herself?She thought she was just a third party?The most careful care and attention to her since she was a child is just to make her a third party?
"Why do you have so little confidence in yourself?"

no confidence?What about confidence?As if she didn't know what happened decades ago, like she didn't know Xu's mother's attitude towards her, she tried every means to break his engagement with Pei Xinying and then marry him?
"Whether I have confidence or not, I don't want to continue to entangle with you. Let go. It's late, and I'm going back to sleep."

So, this is the result?Xu Nancheng looked at her and sneered.He flew here in a hurry on New Year's Eve, checked so many records to find out that she was here, and then, for such an ending?

He pulled her hard to the front of his body. The injured arm hurt a lot, but no matter how painful it was, it couldn't be worth one ten-thousandth of the pain in his heart.They went back and forth between them, and every time they thought they could finally get happiness, they always fell off, like riding a roller coaster, going up and down, going up and down, getting closer to despair every time .

He could go on kissing desperately, and proceed with the matter just now, but in the end, his hand gradually let go.

He always couldn't bear to hurt her.

Feeling that he let go of his hand, Qingyang took one last look at him, then quickly walked out of the room and returned to her own room, she buried her head on her knees, and then, tears flowed down quietly.

She raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, and told herself in her heart: Su Qingyang, be strong in the future, no one can stay with you forever.

She turned off the light and curled up under the quilt, the cold air invaded her body, but she refused to take out the blanket.

It was almost a kind of punishment, just to make myself no longer greedy for his warmth.

(End of this chapter)