sorry i love you

Chapter 34 So This Is Your Choice
At the same time, City S has exploded.Internet, newspapers and major media have exposed several photos of President Tianyi and his sister and assistant embracing in the rain, following the photos of embracing at night some time ago. In one of them, Mr. Xu even kissed his sister's eyes.

There were doubts about the last incident, but the photos that appeared this time made everyone start to speculate wildly.The media wanted to find the protagonist in the photo to clarify their doubts, but let alone the protagonist this time, even Pei Xinying and Xu's mother, who came forward to clarify the misunderstanding last time, refused to be interviewed by the media.

Many media sent reporters to wait for the protagonist to appear in front of Tianyi Building, but the protagonist was nowhere to be seen. As the vice president of Tianyi, Liao Yingchu naturally became the focus of media interviews.When Liao Yingchu first appeared at the gate of Tianyi Building in the morning, some media reporters came and surrounded him.

"May I ask if Mr. Xu of Tianyi and his assistant Su Qingyang are just ordinary siblings?"

"Is there really an incestuous relationship between them as the rumors say?"

"Is Su Qingyang a third party who intervenes in the relationship between Xu Nancheng and Pei Xinying?"

...

Liao Yingchu didn't intend to pay attention to these reporters at first, but when she heard the words incest and third party, she finally stopped.

"Childhood sweethearts", he said seriously, "The relationship between them is childhood sweethearts." After speaking, he quickly entered Tianyi Building.

The reporter was stopped outside the building by the security personnel. Thinking about Liao Yingchu's words, the truth seemed to have revealed a corner.

Soon, Su Qingyang's life experience was exposed, and the news that Xu and Su were not biological brothers and sisters undoubtedly became the best proof that the relationship between the two was not just a simple brother and sister relationship.

If the facts are true as Liao Yingchu, the vice president of Tianyi, said that the relationship between the two is childhood sweetheart, then what kind of role does Pei Xinying play in it?third party?The family refers to the pulp as the object of marriage?
Pei house.

Pei Xinying watched the related reports on TV and the intimate photos of Xu Nancheng and Su Qingyang embracing each other on TV. She suddenly understood that Xu Nancheng was punishing her. What method did she use to let everyone know about Su Qingyang's relationship with Su Qingyang more than a month ago? Qingyang is Xu Nancheng's younger sister, now Xu Nancheng will use some method to let everyone understand that they are not related by blood; what kind of insult Su Qingyang has suffered due to her actions, now Xu Nancheng will let everyone turn their heads to doubt her.

She watched more and more reports about Xu Nancheng and Su Qingyang's childhood sweetheart, and her hand holding the remote control kept tightening, as if she was about to crush the remote control.

He used his own way to deal with his own body. In this game, she was obviously at a disadvantage, but just admit defeat like this?No, she can't do it!

Picking up the phone, she pressed a series of numbers, waited for the person to pick it up, and said, "Hello, editor-in-chief Song? I'm Pei Xinying, about the report on the relationship between Su Qingyang, Chen Anliang and Xu Nancheng..."

Twenty or ten minutes after the phone call, Pei Xinying looked at Su Qingyang's smiling face on TV, narrowed her eyes slightly, and said bitterly in her heart: Let's see how long you can laugh!
Qing Yang, who gradually woke up from her sleep, knew nothing about these things. At first she only felt powerless, and then she realized that she seemed to be in someone else's arms. Then, she slowly opened her eyes, and when she saw the person in front of her clearly , My mind suddenly became blank.

"Awake? It's better not to give you a drink next time." Xu Nancheng kissed Qingyang's forehead lightly, and said softly, "Get up, wash up, and go out with me in a while."

Qingyang hadn't recovered from the shock of seeing him when she opened her eyes. When she heard him speak, she just nodded mechanically. Until Xu Nancheng entered the bathroom, she was still desperately thinking about what happened yesterday. what.

What happened?She remembers him taking her to a banquet, and then she was forced to drink non-stop, and then...then...

How could it be like this?And she vaguely remembered that she hugged him first, as if she wanted to take back something...

What do you want to get back?No, no, this is not the point, the point is why they are together in such a posture now, and, it seems, what should happen and what should not happen, all happened!
"How could this be..." She whispered, her brows and eyes were full of pain, tightly clutching the quilt in her hand, she took a deep breath and made up her mind.

In this way, she, a speck of dust, had to leave.

When I got out of the bathroom, there was no one in the room.It's not that he didn't guess such a result, it's just that he still had hope in his heart, hoping that his guess would be wrong, but unfortunately, no, he knew her so well, knowing her, he would still choose to escape this time.

The disappointment was real. With a self-deprecating smile, Xu Nancheng immediately returned to his usual indifferent appearance.

But, Qingyang, don't you remember?As I said, you will never be allowed to let go easily this time!
Fleeing in a hurry, Qing Yang took a taxi to the airport and got on the plane.Still unable to calm down, she clutched the corner of her clothes tightly, trying not to let herself think too much.At this moment, she heard people in the back row discussing in low voices: "I heard something happened to the Chen family again. It is said that there is a problem with the turnover of funds, and I don't know what happened."

Another person continued: "I heard from people in the know that it was an internal struggle in the Chen family. In order to fight for the control of the family, Chen Anliang, the young chief executive of the Chen family, and his second uncle, it is said that they forcibly withdrew part of the funds from a project to acquire the current Chen's stock was on the stock market, but the project went wrong..."

What?Chen's... cash flow has a problem, and... and it is to buy stocks in the market!
Qingyang thought of the phone call she made to Chen Anliang that day, and her flustered heart couldn't calm down anymore. Could it be that Chen Anliang did this after listening to her words?As a result... this happened!
She suddenly felt that the whole matter would never be that simple. It seemed that someone had carefully arranged a game. She thought about it carefully. If the Chen family collapsed, the one who would profit would naturally be...Xu Nancheng.

She couldn't help closing her eyes, remembering that day when she stood outside Xu Nancheng's office and heard that sentence, Liao Yingchu saw her when she came out.Xu Nancheng should be able to guess that she heard that sentence, but he never mentioned it later. Now that he thinks about it, if he deliberately let her hear that sentence, he guessed that she would definitely say this sentence I told Chen Anliang, that's why I used her to make the already dysfunctional Chen family worse!
Thinking of this, her heart was already cold, and she slowly loosened her tightly clenched hands.

This is the difference between dust and God. She is always struggling because of her love for him, but he can use her while saying that she wants her to believe him. He is superior, but she is humble, so whether it is sad or painful She asked for it all.

Leave, she must leave, she doesn't want to see him again, as humble as her, but also wants to leave some self-esteem for herself, and also wants to leave him a chic and proud back when she lets go.

Having made a decision, she got off the plane and went straight home, intending to write a letter of resignation and pack her luggage to go abroad for a while before going through the formalities to go abroad.The moment she opened the door with the key and looked up inadvertently into the room, Qing Yang was startled: the person she least wanted to see was sitting on the sofa in the living room.

How could he come back so soon?How could he have the key to her house?
After being surprised, Qingyang quickly entered the state of calmness after being shocked, and she went straight to her room as if she hadn't seen him.Just as he was about to open the door and enter the house, someone behind him grabbed his wrist tightly.

She couldn't help but frowned, and said sharply, "Let go."

"reason."

It's these two words again, Qingyang hates these two words very much, every time he says it so righteously, as if it was her who was wrong, as if she was the one who made trouble out of no reason.

He wants a reason, okay, she told him!
"You deliberately let me hear about the acquisition of Chen's stock, right? If I told Chen Anliang that he would not suspect him, he would take the risk of spending money to buy back the stock. You used me to deal with my boyfriend, didn't you?" I was so stupid to believe that you treated me sincerely before, but... Heh, you Xu family are all the same, what more can I ask for? Do you know that my mother was once raped by your uncle? I was raped, and because of this, she had mental problems. She broke up with your father for a better future. After all, the reason why your father was willing to adopt me was because he felt that he owed my mother! What about you? You What do you think of me?" The words that had been pressed on his chest for so long came out, and he broke down a little bit, and wanted to cry, but he laughed uglyly when he saw him.

Xu Nancheng, what do you take me for?Is it a toy to coax and play with when you are free?On the one hand, you and Pei Xinying are loving couples in front of each other, and on the other hand, you gave me the illusion that you cared about me and gave me hope, but you disappointed me in the end. What do you think of me?
Xu Nancheng was taken aback for a moment, and then his expression gradually changed. It has to be said that Qingyang had never seen him show such an expression. He stared at her closely for a long while, but suddenly smiled inexplicably, and slowly relaxed. opened hands.

"Su Qingyang, do you know? I've been thinking about what makes you push me away again and again. I used to think that it was because of your background that you would shrink back again and again, and I also thought it was you who thought me It's Pei Xinying who likes to choose to quit, but I never thought it would be such an answer, so it turned out that I was still being self-indulgent."

Qingyang's heart skipped a beat when she heard that tone of voice, she suddenly raised her head, looked at Xu Nancheng, and only heard him continue to say word by word: "You never trusted me, you said I used you, But that was just your guess, and you sentenced me to death based on guesswork alone! I am sorry about your mother, but you are not your mother, and I am not my father. Turning back is not because you can't turn back, but because you are afraid, and you are afraid that once you look back, you will find that you have been persisting all this time. It turned out to be wrong!"

Under his sharp gaze, Qingyang couldn't help taking a step back, she shook her head desperately, but she was just deceiving herself, she understood that what he said was right.

The reason why she didn't look back was just because she was afraid, afraid of finding out that she was wrong, and afraid of getting hurt. In that case, she would have no strength to go on.

Qingyang's silence made Xu Nancheng even more convinced that what he said was correct, and he gave a low laugh, full of bitterness.

He always thought that as long as he didn't give up, he could always reach the day when she returned to him, even if it took a lifetime, as long as he believed and she believed, this day would come.But now he realizes that he was wrong. She never believed him. Whether it's his mother, his father or Pei Xinying, whoever gives any reason can successfully make her stay away from him, but only For herself, no matter what he said or did, she pretended not to see it.

What else?He stepped forward, she retreated step by step, and finally pushed herself to the edge of the cliff, maybe she was finally willing to stop, but this was not the result he wanted.

He regretted the marriage with Pei Xinying for her against everyone's wishes, his cooperation with Pei's family, and letting the media send out photos of him and Qingyang embracing each other for the media to investigate Qingyang's life experience are all his preparations for this Work, this is a gamble, with one foot in heaven and one foot in hell, but unfortunately, the one who pushed him into hell with his own hands in the end was the person he had been waiting for for so long.

He asked her if she would keep him if he left?But the fact is that she didn't even make a phone call when he left five years ago.And she tried to escape again and again, and he tried to keep her, but he couldn't keep it. If this is what she expected, then, just like what she did five years ago, he would not make unnecessary efforts .

So, it's all over here, he can't afford to wait for her.

Just like what he sang in the song he used as the ringtone in his hand: I forgot to say that I decided not to wait for you anymore, I believe that time will make us more mature, and from now on we will face life with strength...

He wasn't really interested in that kind of song at first. The reason why he remembered that song was just because he heard such a lyrics when he first heard it: Even when you say you love me, you are obedient. There was a little bit of pain, and at the end of the breakup, I smiled and let it go, with reluctance in my eyes.At that time, he immediately thought of Qingyang.

How would you describe me if someone asked me, loved, or just... brother?
The door was closed with a "bang", Qing Yang leaned against the door panel, and gradually slid to the ground, covering her face with her hands, tears seeping from between.

He's gone, he's gone, and she can even be sure that he won't come back, isn't that what she wants?She doesn't even have to leave the city anymore, she doesn't have to run away, but why can't she hold back her tears?

He didn't understand, how could he understand?The heartache when he left for the first time, the shock and anger when Xu's mother told her the truth, and the panic when he heard that he and Pei Xinying were engaged, everything was difficult for her to accept, and she didn't want to accept it. She resisted these, resisted the hurt, but What really made her decide to leave him was Pei Xinying's words, "Nancheng is the god in many people's hearts, but you are as humble as a speck of dust, and a god is not a god if it is stained with dust."

She just wanted the best for him, and she was obviously not the best. What she could give him was freedom.

(End of this chapter)