wasting time with you

Chapter 21 I finally lost you (1)
I lost you at last, when I thought you would never leave me.

The mist filled the world, and the world was shrouded in a pale white, hazy and cold.

From dark to dawn, Mu Kaisheng had been sitting in the living room all night, and Mu's mother was leaning on his shoulder, falling asleep.

The phone at home rang.

Before Mu Kaicheng answered, Tan Zi on the sofa bounced up and down, and when he heard who the other party was, he exclaimed in surprise: "Da Mu, is that you?"

Mu Kaisheng woke up suddenly.Just as he was about to get up, Mu's mother snatched the phone first, "Damu?"

Mu Yan's slightly hoarse voice came from the microphone: "Mom."

Just one word has already made Mu Mama cry.

Mu Kaicheng's eyes were also red, he didn't say words of comfort, he just put his arms around his wife and answered the phone: "Da Mu."

Mu Yan's voice was full of exhaustion: "Dad, I'm fine."

"Okay, it's fine." Mu Kaisheng tried his best to calm down, but still couldn't control the choking of his voice, "Are you hurt?"

"No." Hearing her mother's cry, Mu Yan's eyes were also wet, "Tell Mom, let her rest assured, I will be back soon."

Mu Kaisheng took a deep breath: "Alright, your mother and I will wait for you to come back."

After the call ended, Mu Yan sent a three-character message to Xi Shuoliang:
She is safe.

Why did he pause? Does it mean that he hesitated for a moment, and what does this hesitation mean? Even Mu Yan himself is unable to answer.With a sigh, he sat on the bench and closed his eyes to meditate.

A nurse passed by and exclaimed: "Officer Mu, why haven't you treated the wound yet? You don't want to die, Officer Mu, what's wrong with you, Officer Mu?"

Mu Yan, who fainted, had no idea how he was sent to the operating room.

The night came again, and the mournful sound of wind and rain criss-crossed, as if playing a piece of sad music.An Yiruo woke up in such weather and found out that Mu Yan was still in a coma, so she went to his ward regardless of the medical staff's stop.

He became a patient with him.

An Yiruo stood in front of the window, recalling the experiences of the past few days, with lingering fears in his heart.

As the rain gradually subsided, she stretched out her hand and pushed open the window, and the humid air rushed in, blowing on her face, giving people the illusion of mixed feelings.

Originally living in two countries that have no intersection, they ended up experiencing life and death together again and again.

If all the roads she passed were the only ones, An Yiruo didn't know whether she should feel that fate arranged for her to meet Mu Yan, or whether she should resent the heaven for arranging such an unexpected encounter and let them meet constantly.

It's like a big joke again.

It's not easy to wait for the happiness you want, but it happens at this time that there are side effects.She didn't even have time to digest the joy of Xi Shuoliang proposing to her, and was taken into purgatory by Gu Ye.And it was Mu Yan who saved her life.

The grace of saving lives does not necessarily require a physical promise.

But if this experience of sharing life and death makes people wake up and see something clearly, will the ending be different?

An Yiruo muttered to himself: "Shuo Liang, can we go back to the past?"

She neglected that for the person who will be with her for a lifetime, looking forward to the future is more important than returning to the past.

The authorities are fascinated.

On the hospital bed, Mu Yan frowned slightly, as if he couldn't sleep well.

Worried that he would catch a cold, An Yiruo quickly closed the window, went over to touch his forehead, and made sure he didn't have a fever, so she was relieved.Suddenly realizing that he hadn't reported his family's safety yet, An Yiruo picked up Mu Yan's cell phone and turned it on.

Tan Ziyue's call came in at this moment.

The ward was originally very quiet, but the sudden phone call startled An Yiruo.Afraid of waking Mu Yan up, she quickly answered the answer button regardless of her hand injury.In the end, before she could speak, the other party scolded angrily: "You are fucking sick, why don't you turn off the phone, I thought you were dead." It was obviously a long call, but Mu Yan's phone kept shutting down .

An Yiruo responded with a good temper: "I am An Yiruo, Mu Yan is still awake."

Tan Ziyue was surprised, so someone else answered the phone, and he was stunned before he spoke: "Godfather also said that he was not injured, but I didn't believe it, but the phone was about to blow up and was still turned off. How is he now? Did he get a new medal?"

medal?Since when did he still care about this?No, An Yiruo reacted and told the truth: "The original wound has worsened, and I scratched my arm to save me. In addition, I was physically exhausted, overworked, and now I am still in a coma."

Tan Zi got more angry: "This dead log went to Burma to save people by himself. It's his fate to be alive."

The concern in his words was obvious, An Yiruo promised softly: "Don't worry, I will take good care of him."

"By the way, how are you? Are you injured? That woman Miyu cried so much that her eyes were swollen and she smiled at me. I don't know which nerve is wrong." Thinking of the inhuman torture these days came from Miyu. Yu, Tan Ziyue was a little annoyed.

Wrong nerve?Dare to criticize Mi Yu so much, no, you have figured out Mi Yu's character in such a short period of time, Tan Ziyue, did something happen to you during my absence?An Yiruo smiled knowingly.

When Mu Yan opened his eyes, he saw her smile, and his mood improved unconsciously: "What, you won the lottery? So happy."

Seeing that he woke up, An Yiruo's smile suddenly disappeared, and the next second, he was crying.

Mu Yan really didn't have the energy to comfort her, so he simply let her cry enough.

An Yiruo had cried enough, wiped his face with his hands, and said slightly annoyed: "You, you won't be comforted when you cry like this, you don't know how to be compassionate."

Mu Yan stared at her through the dim light in the ward, and found that his complexion hadn't fully recovered. He suddenly wanted to say: "It's great to see you when I wake up." But when the words came to his lips, he said: "You are so wise and courageous. It really doesn't look like you need me to take pity on you."

An Yiruo was amused: "You don't have to be so tactful, what's wrong with me being a woman?"

Mu Yan also smiled: "Not really, it's good."

Gentle and strong, fragile and brave, very good.

An Yiruo's mind returned to his injury, "I'll call the doctor to check you up."

"No need." Mu Yan looked into her eyes, "I feel pretty good now, you, sit down."

Originally, he was mature enough to control his emotions well, but after that kiss, he seemed unable to control himself anymore.

The emotional change seemed to happen in an instant. Facing An Yiruo, Mu Yan could never return to his former naturalness and forbearance.

An Yiruo couldn't react.

Mu Yan stretched out his hand from the quilt, and gently held hers.

The left hand is warm, as if it was held by him; the right hand is cold, as if expressing the inner struggle and helplessness at the moment.

Everyone has their own concerns, and they go back and forth.

Finally, An Yiruo withdrew his hand and stood up: "I'll pour you a glass of water."

She's the one with the boyfriend and they've been in a relationship for six years.She may have a good impression of herself, or she may just be grateful, so his behavior will embarrass her.

I should say sorry.

But that is tantamount to giving up the opportunity.

Such as knuckles in the throat.

An Yiruo poured a glass of water, and after confirming that the temperature of the water was suitable, he raised the hospital bed and put clothes on Mu Yan.

So caring, so heartwarming.

Mu Yan was reluctant to break this harmony and let her play around.

Until An Yiruo accidentally knocked against the corner of the table because of his emotional tension.Hearing her "hiss", Mu Yan immediately put down the water glass, and took her hand: "Where is the knock, let me see?" Touching the red on the back of her hand, he lightly reprimanded: "It can be broken even if you knock it, you don't know?" Really capable."

Very annoyed.An Yiruo muttered: "The ward is too small, you can't even turn around."

like a child.

Mu Yan raised his eyes, his eyes focused: "Yi Ruo."

Don't say anything, maybe we can still be friends.

But it was too difficult for him to give up fighting.

Without giving An Yiruo a chance to dodge, Mu Yan stretched out his hand to wrap around her waist, feeling her retreat, he pressed his lips to her ear, and said softly, "Don't resist."

The deep voice seemed to have concerns, and it was hard to refuse.But such intimacy, including the temperature of his palms, made An Yiruo very upset, "You, let go first."

Her voice was unsteady, but her reason was there.

Mu Yan blamed himself for his impulsiveness, "Have you applied medicine to your hands?"

Her hands are wrapped like zongzi, how can she not apply medicine.Seeing that he let go of his hand, An Yiruo understood that he was trying to relieve the embarrassing atmosphere, and followed him and said, "It's been applied. The dressing will be changed tomorrow."

Mu Yan nodded to show that he understood: "The incision is quite deep, you can't use force for a while, let alone get wet, otherwise it will easily leave scars, and it will be slow to heal."

"Take care of yourself." An Yiruo said in a serious tone, "Compared to your gunshot wound, my knife wound is not worth mentioning."

But Mu Yan said, "Actually, you don't have to do that. If I get stabbed, it won't do anything?"

His tone was understated, as if it wasn't his arm that was stabbed.An Yiruo blurted out: "I didn't think about it that much at the time, it was just out of instinct."

instinct?Mu Yan stared at her: "Whether the other party is me or not?"

An Yiruo was stumped.

She couldn't answer.

He looked very patient, waiting persistently, so An Yiruo had no choice but to change the subject: "Where is Xiao Ran? How is she?"

Mu Yan seemed to have realized something, and didn't make things difficult for her: "As usual, she should be sent to the prison hospital."

After the guess was confirmed, An Yiruo sighed: "Her hand should be hurt quite badly."

It was not just her hands that were seriously injured.Complicated emotions surged in Mu Yan's eyes: "The wolf has received special training, although it won't kill people, but—" he crushed the wrist first, and then was bitten by the wolf, it is impossible to survive.

For Xiao Ran, Mu Yan was heartless and ruthless, but he didn't want the ending to be like this.But he couldn't say these words to An Yiruo.

Fortunately, she didn't pay attention here, "What's the matter with the werewolf tamer? Is it an undercover police officer?"

"The name of the wolf trainer is: Chen Wensheng. He has worked in Jiuzuan for two years. Because he has tamed wolves, he was able to get close to Gu Ye half a year ago." Seeing that An Yiruo frowned, he adjusted his sitting posture and explained patiently, "Jiuzuan is from Yunnan. The most powerful jewelry company, and Gu Ye is the boss of Nine Diamonds. He is very talented in business, and after taking over the company for only a few years, he has pushed Nine Diamonds to its peak, and even formed a monopoly sales."

They escaped safely, but Chen Wensheng died, and Gu Ye escaped.

Mu Yan clenched his fists: "If I could find something strange when Chen Wensheng deliberately approached you, he might not sacrifice himself, and Gu Ye wouldn't be able to run away."

An Yiruo was surprised: "When I got off the plane, the wolf suddenly approached me, it was tame, Officer Chen did it on purpose."

Mu Yan nodded: "The way he looked at us was obviously different. It wasn't the expression a ruthless wolf tamer should have. But he didn't have a chance to remind me, because he wasn't sure that I could save you by myself, and it wasn't until the last moment. , he can’t take the risk of exposing his identity to help me. In that case, all the undercover work he has done before will be in vain.”

Therefore, he would rather watch Xiao Ran let a wolf kill someone than dare to stop him.

This shows how difficult it is to lurk beside Gu Ye.

An Yiruo admired it.

When An Yiruo woke up the next day, there was a young police officer guarding outside the ward, and after questioning, he realized that he was a subordinate of the team.

An Yiruo asked him, "Where's Mu Yan?"

The young police officer replied: "Xiao Ran committed suicide, and the Fang team took over the pastoral team to look at it."

It was not until the afternoon that the Fang team showed up.He brought a food box, "I heard from Xiao Liu that you didn't eat lunch? That's not conducive to your recovery. If you can't take care of you, I can't explain it to the pastoral team."

An Yiruo has no appetite, and only cares about: "How is Xiao Ran?"

Team Fang obviously hesitated for a moment: "Maybe, it's about to die."

An Yiruo didn't speak any more, bowed his head and took a sip of porridge under his repeated persuasion.

After a brief silence, An Yiruo said: "Fang team, can you take me to see Xiao Ran?"

The square team was a little embarrassed: "This—"

"I'll just take a look."

"Ok."

After half an hour—

An Yiruo stood outside Xiao Ran's ward, through the glass window, she saw Mu Yan hugged Xiao Ran and buried his face in her hair.

She really just took one look and left.

It was early morning when Mu Yan returned to the hospital, An Yiruo was guarding Xi Shuoliang in front of An Yiruo's bed.

The young police officer said, "I heard that Mr. Xi flew here overnight and changed planes three times on the way."

Of course it was distraught.

Because of love.

Mu Yan stood at the door for a long time, until the young police officer panicked, he turned and left.

That night, he lay quietly on the hospital bed with his eyes closed, but his heart was awake.

This night, An Yiruo seemed to have made up her mind, and she vaguely heard someone call her softly, "Yi Ruo." In a trance, she recognized that the owner of that voice was someone she had loved desperately for six years. man.

That proud man choked up when he hugged her, "Are you okay?"

okay?After all, everything is returning to its place, so what if it is not good?

She responded softly: "Don't worry."

Xi Shuoliang hugged her even tighter.

But inexplicably, An Yiruo felt resistance for the first time in this embrace that she had longed for, longed for, and received warmth and love.

Should not be.

It was like a betrayal, which made An Yiruo feel sad.

In the silent night, the mood that cannot be calmed down.

Cut constantly, the rationale is still chaotic.

For the next three days, An Yiruo stayed in the ward obediently, and Xi Shuoliang took care of her personally, treating her like a fragile doll.

but--

"I told you to call me if you have something to do, but you just refused to obey." Xi Shuoliang scolded An Yiruo lightly while holding An Yiruo's wrist to prevent her from moving.

The doctor bowed his head to An Yiruo to re-bandage the wound, heard his worry, and persuaded him: "Habits are hard to change, let alone something that you always do every day. It's normal to forget about hand injuries for a while." She raised her head and said to An Yiruo, "However, your wound is not recovering well. It's better to listen to your boyfriend and stop moving. If you suffer, others will also worry."

Of course, An Yiruo didn't want to cause him any trouble, and she could take care of such trivial things as drinking water, but he suddenly made her jump and burned her hand.She had no intention of explaining, and just said: "Understood, I will be careful in the future."

"You." Xi Shuoliang helped her to lean in front of him, not without reproach in his eyes, "I've always been in a trance for the past two days, and I don't know what I'm thinking, I called you when I came in but you didn't hear twice. "

"Really?" She avoided the important thing and said lightly: "I think I'm in a trance outside."

Xi Shuoliang deliberately raised his eyes and looked outside: "Is there any good scenery, why didn't I notice it?"

An Yiruo smiled a little forcedly: "Yunnan is full of scenery, I think it's pretty everywhere."

Who knows whether it is to see the scenery or to have something on his mind?But it may not be good to wear it.

The doctor didn't know what was going on, wrapped up the wound and said: "I heard that Miss An's experience this time was quite dangerous. She must have been frightened. Fortunately, there was no danger. This time, let's rest in peace."

Xi Shuoliang thanked the doctor, then pulled the thin quilt over An Yiruo's chest, but she seemed to be tired, she closed her eyes and said nothing.

"Sleep again when you're tired, and I'll call you when it's time to take your medicine." Xi Shuoliang put his arm lightly around her waist, and gently rubbed his chin against her forehead.

I am tired from body to heart, but I don't want to sleep. "If I go to sleep again, I will think that I hurt my brain instead of my hands."

Xi Shuoliang smiled lightly, with a doting tone: "Then let's chat for a while, you don't talk very much these days."

An Yiruo felt strange: "Didn't you always like to be quiet?" After six years of dating, she was always talking about it. His patience was limited, and he sent her off after listening too much: "You talk a lot, go eat, I'll buy something I ordered your favorite egg tart."

At that time, An Yiruo was not as sensible as he is now.

She acted like a baby, "I want you to accompany me when I eat egg tarts, I don't care, you can't do anything today, just accompany me."

He put down the documents in his hand, and picked up the girl hanging on his body like a koala, "How old are you still acting like a baby? Are you not afraid of being laughed at?"

"It's ridiculous not to have a boyfriend acting like a baby." She happily put her arms around his neck: "Let's go to the movies this afternoon."

Who can refuse such a flinging and hugging.Xi Shuoliang rubbed the tip of her nose: "You have the final say."

At that time, their love was very pure.Xi Shuoliang is busy with his studies and work, but he also takes care of her.An Yiruo devoted herself wholeheartedly, without reservation.It's a pity that this kind of sweetness didn't last long, and when Xi Shuoliang accidentally learned about her family background, it changed instantly.

In fact, who is her father, what does their love matter?

According to her parents' love for her, as long as she likes it, they won't hate it.

His low self-esteem and stubbornness are unreasonable.

(End of this chapter)